第5章

类别:其他 作者:Margaret McCarter字数:10227更新时间:18/12/13 16:40:56
Fiveminuteslater,VicBurleighwalkedacrossthegridironwithfullcredentialsforhisplaceontheteam。 Thelastmantoenterthegroundswasevidentlyatramp,whoseslouchedhathalf-concealedadarkbeardedface。 AsVicBurleigh,withBugclingingtohisfinger,hurriedbytheticketwindow,thecrippledstudentwhosoldticketsinsidethelittleroofedboxcalledout: \"Come,staywithme,Bug,tillIcangoin,too,andI\'llbuyyoupeanuts。” Bugstudiedamoment。Thenwithacomfortablelittle\"Umph-humph,\" puffingouthispudgycheekswithtightlytucked-inlips,heletgoofVic\'sfingerandtrottedovertotheticketbox。 Theboylethiminsideandturnedtothewindowtoseethefaceofthetrampclosetoit。Themanpaidforaticket,then,leaningforward,staredeagerlyattheopenmoneybox。 Atthesametime,thecripplecaughtsightofarevolverhandleinabeltundertheshabbycoat。Trustacollegeboyforheadwork。 InstantlyheseizedlittleBugbytheshouldersandsethimupontheshelfbetweenthewindowandthemoneybox。 Bug\'shairwasamopofsoftringlets,andhisbrowneyesandinnocentbabyfacewereappealing。Thestrangerstaredhardatthechild,andwithasortoffrightenedexpression,shotthroughthegateandmingledwiththecrowd。 \"Greatprotectionforacripple,\"thestudentthought,ashelockedthemoneybox。\"Howstrongababy\'shandmaybesometimes! VicBurleigh\'sbeefcanwinthegameoutthere,butBughassavedthedayatthisendoftheline。Thattrampseemedscaredatthesightofhim。” \"Funnyfolksturnstodames,\"Bugobserved。 \"Yes,Buggie,thelastoneinbeforeyoucamewasayoungwomanwithgrayhair,andshehadabigdogwithher。 Theydon\'tletindogs,sohe\'swaitingoutsidesomewhere。” ThelastmanwhodidnotgoinwasBondSaxon,whocamelateandfoundthegatesdeserted。Butlyingwatchfulintheopenway,wasaGreatDanedog。OldBondhesitated。 Itwashislifetimefaulttohesitate。Thenhetrottedbackhome。 And,behold,abottleofwhiskywasbesidehisdoorstep。 Buttohiscreditforonce,heresistedandsmashedthebottletobitsonthestonestep。 Thedaywasmadeforsuchagame。Therewasnowind。 Theglareofthesunwastemperedbyagraymistcreepinguptheafternoonskies。Theairwascrispenoughtopreventlanguor。 Thecrowdedbleacherswereinspiring;theseasonwasroundingoutinablazeofgloryforSunrise。Thetwoteamswereevenlymatched,AndthesternjoythatwarriorsfeelInfoemenworthyoftheirsteel,spurredeachtoitsbestefforts。Itwasabattleroyal,withalltheturnsofstrategy,andquickness,andstraightphysicalweight,andsuddenshiftingofsignals,fakeplays,forwardpasses,linebucks,andsplendidinterference,flyingtackles,speedyendruns,andmagnificentdefenseofgoalswithlinesofinvinciblestrengthandspirit。 Withthekick-offtheenemy\'sgoalwasendangeredbyafumbledball,andwithinthreeminutesTrenchhadtornaholeinthedefense,throughwhichtheSunriseteamweresendingVicBurleighforatouchdown。 Thebleacherswentwildandthegrandstandwasalmostshipwreckedinthenoise。 \"Burleigh!Burly!Burlee!\"shriekedtheyell-leaderasVicleapedoverthegoallineandtherootersroared: TheSunrisehope! Andthat\'sthedope! Neverquails! Neverfails! Burleigh!Burly!Burlee! Adifficultkickfromasharpanglesenttheballthroughtheaironeinchwideofthegoalpost,andthebleacherscountedfive。 Andthen,cametheforwardswingagain,thestrugglefordowns,thegainandlossofterritory,untilTrench,tooheavyforspeed,failedtobreakthroughtheinterferencequicklyenoughtoholdaswiftlittlequarterback,whoslippedaroundtheendoftheline,and,shakingoffthetackles,swoopedtowardtheSunrisegoal。 Thelastdefensewasthrownheadlong,andthefieldwaswideopenfortherun;andthequarterbackwasrunningforthehonorofhisteam,hisschool,hisundyingfameinthecollegeworld。 Threeyardstothegoalline,andvictorywouldbehis。 AllLagondaLedgehelditsbreathasVicBurleightorethroughatangleoftacklesandsprangforwardwithlong,space-eatingbounds。 Heseemedtoleapthroughtenfeetofair,straightoverthequarterback\'sheadandlandfourfeetfromthegoalwiththequarterbackinhisgrip,whileaSunrisehalfbackoutbeyondhimwaslyingonthelostball。 Thebleachersnowwententirelymad,forfromtheveryedgeofdisaster,thetideofbattlewasturnedintotheenemy\'sterritory。 BeforetheSunriserootershadtimetoceaserejoicing,however,theinvinciblequarterbackwasawayagain,andwithtwoguardsandacenterontopofBurleigh,nowthepluckyrunnerbrokeacrosstheSunriseline,andaminutelatermissedaprettygoal。 Andtheopposingbleacherscountedfive。 Thesecondhalfofthegamewasfilledwithatense,fruitlessstrife。 Fivepointstofivepoints,andfourminutesoftimetoplay。Thestrugglehadceasedtobeaturningoftricksandtestofspeed。Henceforth,itwasmanagainstman,poundforpound。Suddenly,theopposingteambraceditselfandbeganasteadydrivedownthegridiron。Withdesperateenergy,theSunriseelevenfoughtforground,givingwayslowly,defendingtheirgoalliketrueSpartans,dyingbyinches,untilonlythreeyardsofspacewereleftonwhichtodie。Therootersshrieked,andthegirlssangofcourage。 Thenasilencefell。Threeyards,andtheSunriseteamturnedtoarockledgeasinvincibleasthelimestonefoundationoftheirbelovedcollegehalls。 ThecenterfromwhichallstrengthradiatedwasVictorBurleigh。Againsthimtheweightoftheline-buckingplunged。Ifhewaveredthelinemustcrumble。 Thecrowdhardlybreathed,sotensewasthestrain。Buthedidnotwaver。 Theballwaslostandthelaststruggleofthedaybegan。Twominutesmore,thescoretied,andonlyonechancewasleft。 Sincethenightofthestorm,Vichadknownlittlerest。 Hisdayshadbeenspentinhardstudy,orcontinuouspracticeonthefield;hisnightsinthesickroom。 Andwhatwasmoredestructivetostrengththanallofthiswasthenewnessandgriefofablind,overmasteringadorationfortheonegirlofalltheschoolimpossibletohim。 Thestrainofthisday\'sgame,asthestrainofallthepreparationforit,hadfallenuponhim,andthehalfhourintherotundahadsappedhisenergybeyondeveryotherforce。 Love,loss,areputationattacked,possibleexpulsionforassaultingaprofessor,injustice,anger——oh,itwasmorethanaburdenofweariedmusclesandwrackednervesthathehadtoliftinthesetwominutes! Inasecond\'spausebeforetheoffensebegan,Vic,whoneversawthebleachers,norheardasoundwhenhewasinthethickofthegame,caughtsightnowofagreatsplashofglowingredcolorinthegrandstand。 Inadimway,likeadreamofadream,hethoughtofAmericanBeautyrosesofwhichsomethinghadbeensaidonce——solongago,itseemednow。 Andinthatmoment,ElinorWream\'ssweetface,withdampdarkhairwhichthelamplightfromDr。Fenneben\'sdoorwasillumining,andthesoftlyspokenwords,\"IshallalwaysrememberyouasonewithwhomIcouldneverbeafraidagain\"——allthiscameswiftlyinaninstant\'svision,astheteamcaughtitsbreathforthelastonslaught。 \"Victor,forvictory。LeadoutBurleigh,\"Trenchcriedtohismates,andthesweepofthefieldwason;andLagondaLedgeandthewholeWalnutValleyremembersthatfinalchargeyet。Steady,swift,invincible,itdroveitsstrongfoedownthewhite-crossedsod—— solikeawhirlwind,thatthewatchingcrowdsgazedinbewilderment。 Almostbeforetheycouldcomprehendthetruth,theenemy\'sgoalwasjustbeforetheSunrisewarriors,andhalfaminuteoftimeremainedinwhichtoplay。OnemorelineplungewithBurleighholdingtheball! Afilmcamebeforehiseyes。Asuddenblanknessoffailureanddespairseizedhim。Inthegrandstand,ElinorWreamstoodclutchingapennantinbothhands,herdarkeyesluminouswithproudhope。 Amidalltheyellsandcheers,hersweetvoicerangout: \"Victor,Victor!Don\'tforgetthenameyourmothergaveyou!\" Vicneithersawnorheard。Yetinthatmoment,strengthandprideandindomitablewillpowercamesweepingbacktohim。 Onelastplungeagainstthiswallofdefenseuprearedbeforehim,andBurleigh,withhalftheenemy\'selevenclinchedtodraghimback,hadhurledhimselfacrossthegoallineandlayhalf-consciousunderaperfectshoweroffragrantcrimsonroses,whilethesongofvictoryinswellingchoruspealedoutontheNovemberair。Halfaminutelater,Trenchhadkickedgoal。 Thebleacherschantedelevencounts,thereferee\'swhistleblew,andthegamewasdone! SACRIFICE _Theairforthewingofthesparrow,Thebushfortherobinandwren,ButalwaysthepaththatisnarrowAndstraightforthechildrenofmen_—— ALICECARY CHAPTERVII THEDAYOFRECKONING _Oh,itisexcellentTohaveagiant\'sstrength,buttyrannousTouseitlikeagiant_—— SHAKESPEARE OFcourse,therecameadayofreckoningforVictorBurleigh,nowtheidoloftheWalnutValleyfootballfans,theprideofLagondaLedge,theheroofSunrise。Butthereckoningwasnotbroughttohim; hebroughthimselfdeliberatelytoit。 Thejollificationfollowingthegamethreatenedtowreckthechapelandcrackthelimestoneledgebeneathit。 \"Dustoffyourhaloandwrapitupincottontillnextfall,Vic,\"Trenchwhisperedintheclosingminutes。\"We\'vegottofacetherealthingnow。 We\'reciviliansincitizens\'clothes,amenabletolawhenceforth;notalotofathleticbrigands,privilegedoutlaws,whoseglorydazzlesallcommonsense。 QuitbumpingyourheadagainsttheKansasmottoupinthedome,getyourhob-nailersdownonthesod,andtrotoffandtackleyourGreekverbsawhile。 Andsay,Vic,tackleyourselffirstandforgettheprettygirlwhocoveredyouwithrosesdownyonderfivedaysago。Itwasn\'tyou,itwasjusttheday\'shero。She\'dhavedecoratedoldBondSaxonjustthesameifhehadwaddledacrossthelastgoallinethen。You\'reaplugandshe\'saladyborn,andasgoodasengagedtoBurgessbesides。 IhadthatstraightfromDennieSaxon,andyouknowDennie\'snogossip。 TheywerefargonebeforetheycameWest——theWream-Burgessfolkwere—— stiffenup,Burleigh。Youlooklikeadeadman。” \"Iwasnevermorealiveinmylife。”Vic\'svoiceandeyeswerealiveenough。 \"Byheck!Ibelieveit,\"Trenchexclaimed。\"Say,yougotawaywithBurgessaboutthegame。Ifyouwantthegirl,goafterher,too。Butgently,SweetAfton,gogently。 Mostgirlswanttodothepursuingthemselves,Ibelieve。 I\'llblocktheinterference,ifnecessary,andyou\'llbethesought-afteryet,nottheseeking,dearchild。” AcircularstairwaywindsfromtheSunrisechapeldownthesouthturrettoDeanFenneben\'sstudy,intendedoriginallyasasortoffireescape。 Someenterprisingjanitorlaterfixedaspringlockontheupperdoortothisstairway(surpriseshadbeensprungthroughthisdooruponthechapelstagebyprankishstudentsatinopportunemoments),sothatnowitwasonlyanexit,andwascalledbythestudents\"theroadtoperdition,\" easytodescendbutbarredfromretreat。 IntheconfusionfollowingthechapelexercisesVicslippedintothesouthturret,andthelockclickedbehindhimashehurrieddown\"theroadtoperdition。” ThedoortoDeanFenneben\'sstudywasslightlyopenandVicheardhisownnamespokenashereachedit。Hehesitated,foragroupofgirlswassurroundingElinorWream,discussinghim。Therewasnoescape。 Theupperdoorwaslocked,andhewouldratherhavemetthatunknownvillainousfaceinthedarkcavethantofacethisgroupofprettygirls。 Sohewaited。 \"Oh,Elinor,youmercenarycreature!\" \"Whatifheisabitcrude?\" \"Idon\'tblameyou。I\'mdaffyaboutProfessorBurgessmyself。” \"He\'sgotthegrandestvoice,Vichas!\" \"IjustadoreGreek!\" \"IthinkVicissplendid!\" Sotheexclamationsran。 \"Now,NorrieWream,crossyourheart,hopeyoumaydie,ifbig,handsomeVictorBurleighhadhiscornersknockedoff,andhewassandpapereddownalittle,andhadmoney,wouldn\'tyoufeelawholelotdifferentabouthim,Norrie?\" \"Icertainlywould。Icouldn\'thelpit。” Norrie\'seyeswereshiningandhercheekswerepinkaspeachblossoms。 ToVicsheseemedexquisitelybeautiful。 \"Butnow?\"somebodyqueried。 \"Oh,now,she\'llbesensible,andtheProfessorwilltakeadvantageof`now。\'Hewon\'twaittillit\'stoolate。 Greathat!theregoesthebell。” Andthegirlsscuttledaway。 Viccameinandsatdownbythewindowthroughwhichonemayfindanempireforthelooking。 \"Burgesswasright,\"hesaidtohimself。 I\'mnotonlyill-bredontheoutside,I\'mthatwayclearthrough。 Adisreputableeavesdropper!That\'smysize。ButIdidn\'tmeanit。 Fineexcuse!\"Hefrownedindisgust,andturnedtothewindow。 TheThanksgivingweatherwasstillblessingtheWalnutValley。WideawaybeyondLagondaLedgerolledthefreeopenprairies,sweptbythefreeairofheavenunderabeneficentsky。 AsVicgazedhissternfacesoftened,andthebulldoglook,thathehadwornsincethenightofthestorm,relaxedbeforesomegentlermood。 Thebrowneyesheldastrangeglowunderthelongblacklashes,asifanewpurposeweregrowingupinthesoulbehindthem。 \"Nolimitoutthere。It\'saFREELAND,\"hemurmured。\"Thereshallbenolimitinhere。”Unconsciouslyhestruckhisbreastwithhisfist。 \"There\'sfreedomforsuchasIamsomewhere。” \"Hello,Burleigh,whatcanIdoforyou?\"AsDr。Fennebencameintothestudyherecalledhowawkwardlythesameboyhadfilledthesamechaironlyafewmonthsbefore。 \"I\'vecomeintobesentenced,\"Vicreplied。 \"Well,pleadyourcasefirst。” Ifeverafather-heartbeatinabachelor\'sbreast,LloydFennebenhadsuchaheart。 \"IwanttosettleaboutThanksgivingDay,\"Vicsaid。\"Ihadamoralrighttoplayontheteaminthatgame,butIhadtogetthelegalrightbyforce。 ProfessorBurgessrefusedtopermitmetoplayuntilIMADEhimdoit。” Fenneben\'seyesweresmiling。\"Whydidn\'tyouknockhimdownandfightitoutwithhim?\" \"Becausehe\'snotinmyclass。WhenIfightIfightmen。 And,besides,Iwasinahurry。IfI\'mexpectedtoapologizetoProfessorBurgessorbeexpelled,Iwanttoknowit,\" Vicadded,hotly。 Heknewhewouldnotapologize,andhewantedthesentenceofexpulsiontocomequicklyifitmustcome。 \"WeneverexpelboysfromSunrise。Theyhavedoneitthemselvessometimes。 Nordoweeverexactanapology。Theyofferitthemselvessometimes。 Ineithercase,thechoicelieswiththeboy。” \"Whatdoyoudowithafellowlikeme?\"ViclookedcuriouslyattheDean。 \"Ifaboyofyourbuildwantstomeetonlymenwhenhefights,wetakeitheissomethingofamanhimself,andthereforeworthtoomuchforSunrisetolose。” Oh!blessedpowerofthecollegemantoleadthehalf-tamedboyintothestrongerplacesoflife;norshovehimtothedangerousgroundwherehisfeetmustsinkinthequicksandorthemire! Vicsatlookingthoughtfullyatthemanbeforehim。 \"Yourconfessionhereisallright。YourclaimtoaplaceontheteaminThursday\'sgamewasjust。”ThesimplefairnessofFenneben\'swordsmadetheirappeal,yet,itwassounlikewhatVichadcountedonhecouldhardlyacceptitasgenuine。 \"Youhavemadeagreatnameforyourselfasanathlete。Ipaidfortheroses。Iknowsomethingofthedegreeofthatgreatness。” Dr。Fennebensmiledgenially。\"YouplayedamarvelousgameandI amproudofyou。” Vicdidnotlookproudofhimselfjustthen,andLloydFennebenknewitwasoneoflife\'scrucialmomentsfortheboy。 \"ThebigletterScutoverthedoorwayouttherestandsformorethanSunrise,yourememberItoldyou。”Fennebenspokeearnestly。 \"Itmeansalsothestrifewhichyouhavealreadymetandmustexpecttomeetallalongtheway。But,Burleigh\"——LloydFennebenstooduptohisfullheight,anidealofgraceandpower—— \"ifyouexpecttomakeyourwaythroughcollegewithyourfists,cometome。” \"You?\"Vic\'seyeswidened。 \"Yes,I\'llmeetyouonanygrounds。Andifyouevertrytocoerceaprofessorhereagain,I\'llmeetyouanyhow,andwe\'llhaveitout。” Fennebenwassternnow。 \"Iwouldn\'twanttoscrapwithyou,Dr。Fenneben,\"Vicstammered。 \"Whynot?\" \"Iamtoomuchofagentlemanforthat。” \"WhenIfight,Ifightmen。Youareinmyclass,\"Fennebenquotedwithasmileinhiseyes,whichfadedawaywiththenextwords。 \"Youareright,Burleigh。Agentlemandoesn\'twanttousehisstrengthlikeabeasttodestroy。Theonlylegitimatebattleiswhenamanmustfightwithamanashewouldfightwithabeast,tosavehimself,orsomethingdearertohimthanhimself,frombeastlydestruction。Getintothebiggergame,myboy,wherethestrifeisforlargerscores,andaddtoaproudathleticrecord,theprouderrecordofself-control。Theprairieshavegivenyouanobleheritage,butculturecomesmostfromcontactwithcul-turedmen。Don\'ttakeonairsbecauseyouhavemoreredbloodthanourHarvardman。 Theinfluenceofthegreatuniversities,directlyorindirectly,onalifelikeyoursisessentialtoyourusefulnessandpower。 Youmayeducateyourconsciencetochoosetherightbeforethewrong,but,remember,aneducatedconsciencedoesnotalwayssaveamanfrombeingafoolnowandthen。 Heneedsaneducatedbrainsometimesbywhichtosavehissoul。 Meantime,settlewithyourconscience,ifyouoweitanything。 Itisatroublesomecreditor。I\'llleaveyounowtosquareyourselfwiththatfellowyoumustlivewitheveryday—— VictorBurleigh。We\'lldropeverythingelsehenceforthandfacetowardtomorrow,notyesterday。” LloydFennebengraspedtheboy\'shandinafirm,assuringgripandlefthim。 \"IfSunrisemeansStrife,I\'llfaceit,\"Vicsaidtohimself。 \"Astomoney,IhaveonlymytwohandsandthatoldmortgagedquadrangleofprairiesodoutWest。ButifculturelikeFenneben\'smightwinElinorWream,Godhelpmetowinit。” UpinthelibraryaweeklaterProfessorBurgesscameinwhileDennieSaxonwasputtingthebooksinorder。BurgesswasoftentobefoundwhereDenniewas,butBurgesshimselfhadnotnotedit,andnobodyelseknewit,exceptTrench。Trenchwasalazyfellow,whoalwayslivedinthemiddleofhispasture,wherethefeedingwasgood。 Thatgavehimtimetostudymankindasitworriedabouttheouteredges。 \"Don\'tyougettiredsometimes,MissDennie?\"theProfessorasked。 Hewasnothappyhimselfformanyreasons,andtwoofthemwereElinorandVic,whoseparately,anddifferently,seemedtowearouthisenergy。 DennieSaxonneverworeonanybody\'snerves。 \"Yes,Ido,often,\"Dennieanswered。 \"Whydoyoudothis?\"hequeried。 \"Togetmycollegeeducation。”Denniesmiled,hopefully。 \"Ilikethenicethingsandnicewaysoflife。 SoI\'mworkingforthem。” \"Elinorhasallthesewithoutworkingforthem,\"Vincentthought。 ThenfornoreasonatallhismindleapedtoDennie\'sfatherandhisownvowonthestormynightinOctober。 \"Whatwouldyoudoifyourfatherweretakenfromyou,MissDennie?\"heasked。 \"I\'vealwayshadtodependonmyselfsomewhat。Iwouldkeepon,Isuppose。” Dennielookedupbravely。Herfatherwasherjoyandhershame。 Well,whathadBurgessexpected?Thatshewoulddependonhim? HewasinlovewithElinorWream。Whyshouldhefeeldisappointed? Andwhyshouldhiseyefollowthesoftlittleripplesofhersunnyhair,givingaprettyoutlinetoherfaceandneck。 \"Couldyoureallytakecareofyourself?Hewastalkingatrandom。 \"ImightdolikethatwomanoutatPigeonPlace。”Burgessdidn\'tcatchthepathosinDennie\'stone。Hewasonlyaman。 \"How\'sthat?\"heasked。 \"Oh,livealoneandkeepabigdog,andsellchickens。 That\'swhatMrs。Mariandoes。Bytheway,shelooksjustalittlebitlikeyou。” \"Thankyou!\" \"ShewasatthegameonThanksgivingDay,strangetosay,forsheseldomleaveshome。Didyouseeaprettywhite-hairedwoman,rightsouthofwherewewere?\" \"IsthathowIlook?No,Ididn\'tseeher。Iwasn\'tatthegame。” \"Youweren\'t?Whynot?Youmissedawonderfulthing。” AndBurgesstoldherthewholestoryfromhisviewpoint,ofcourse。 WhathewastooproudtomentiontoDr。FennebenorElinorhespokeoffreelytoDennie,andhefeltasiftheweightofthelimestoneledgewasliftedfromhimwiththetelling。 \"Don\'tyouthinktheyoungruffianwasprettyhardonme?\"heasked。 \"No,Idon\'t,\"Denniesaid,frankly。\"Ithinkyouwereprettyhardonhim。” AsuddenresolveseizedBurgess。HecamearoundtoDennie\'ssideofthetable。 \"MissDennie,Iwanttotellyousomething,unimportantinitself,butbettersharedthankept。OnthenightofourpicnicinOctoberyourfather,whowasnotquitehimself——\" \"Yes,Iunderstand,\"Denniesaid,withdowncasteyes。 \"Pardonme,Dennie,Iwouldnothurtyourfeelings。” Hisvoicewasverygentle,andDennielookedupgratefully。 \"Onthatnightyourfathermademepromise——mademeholdupmyhandandswear——I\'measilyforced,youwillthink—— tolookafteryouifheweretakenaway。Ididittopacifyhim,nottoeverembarrassyou。HealsotoldmeenoughaboutyoungBurleightomakemewish,intheofficeofprotector,towarnyou。” \"Wasmyfatherquitehimselfthen?\"Dennieasked。 \"Notquite,\"Burgessreplied。 \"Listentohimsomedaywhenheis。Heisanothermanthen。But,\"sheadded,\"Iknowyoumeanwell。” Inspiteofhercouragehereyeswerefulloftears,andforthefirsttimeinhisshelteredpleasantlifetherealspiritofsympathywokeinthesoulofVincentBurgess。 \"Youareabrave,goodgirl,Dennie。IfIcaneverserveyouinanyway,itwillbeaprivilegetometodoit。” TenminutesaftertheyhadleftthelibraryTrench,whohadbeenstationaryinthenorthalcove,slowlycametolife。 Hehadbeenposingasastatue,WingedVictorywithaheadon,hedeclaredafterwardtoVicBurleigh,towhomhetoldthewholestory。 \"Letmesingmyswansong,\"hedeclared。\"ThenmeforLagonda\'swhirlpool。 I\'mnotfittoliveinadecentcommunity,ablitheringidiotandrascallyvillain,wholiesinwaittohearandseelikeafool。 IthoughtDennieknewIwasthereandwouldbeintodustmeoutinaminute。 AndwhenitwastoolateIturnedtoapillarofsaltandwaited。 ButIbelieveI\'llchangemymind,afterall。I\'lllive; andifProfessorBurgess,A。B。ofCambridge-by-the-bean-patch,darestomakelovetoDennieSaxon——ontheside——he\'llgoheadforemostintothewhirlpooltofeedLagonda\'srapaciousspirit。 I\'vesaidit。” CHAPTERVIII LOSS,ORGAIN? _Wecannotmakebargainsforblisses,Norcatchthemlikefishesinnets,AndsometimesthethingourlifemissesHelpsmorethanthethingwhichitgets_—— CARY ELINORWREAMspenttheholidaysintheEastandwastwoweekslateinenteringschoolagain。ThenherUncleLloydtightenedtherules,exactingfullmeasureforlosttime,untilshebewailedtohergirlfriendsthatshehadnoopportunityeventomakefudgeorwashherhair。 \"Wereyousorrytocomeback,then,Norrie?\"heruncleaskedoneeveningwhentheywerealoneintheirlibrary,andElinorwaslamentingherhardlot。 \"No,Iwanttobewithyou,UncleLloyd。” Shewassittingonthearmofhismorrischair,softlystrokinghisheavyhairawayfromhisforehead。 \"Lookslikeit,thewayyouhurriedback,\"Dr。Fennebensaid,smiling。 \"ButUncleJoshuaisn\'twell,although,tobehonest,hedidn\'tseemabitanxioustohavemestay。He\'ssowrappedupinSanscrithehasnotimetoliveinthepresent。 Whydidn\'theevermarry?\" \"Youhavejustsaidwhy,\"heruncleansweredher。 \"Whydidn\'tyouevermarry。Wereyoueverinlove?\" ThelibrarylampcastonlyashadedlightoverLloydFennebenloungingcomfortablyinhischair。Toawoman\'seyehewouldhaveseemedthepictureofanidealhusband。 \"Yes,Iwasinloveonce。Ididn\'tmarrybecause——because——Ididn\'t。” \"Howromantic!Wasitunrequited,ormoney,orwhat?\" Norrieasked,eagerly。 \"Orwhat,\"heanswered,andherfinersensemadeherchangethesubject。 \"Say,UncleLloyd,UncleJoshuasayshewantsmetomarry。” \"What\'sheuptonow?Tellmeaboutit。” Norriewascharmingtonightinadaintyredeveninggownthatsetoffherprettyface,crownedwithbeautifuldarkhair。