第3章

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Gilderhimselffeltthesurgeofemotionthatswungthroughthesemoments,buthewouldnotyieldtoit。Withhislackofimagination,hecouldnotinterpretwhatthistimemustmeantothegirlbeforehim。Rather,hemerelydeemedithisdutytocarrythroughthisunfortunateaffairwithascrupulousattentiontodetail,inthefashionthathadalwaysbeencharacteristicofhimduringtheyearsinwhichhehadsteadilymountedfromthebottomtothetop。 \"What\'stheuseofallthispretense?\"hedemanded,sharply。 \"Youweregivenafairtrial,andthere\'sanendofit。\" Thegirl,standingtheresofeebly,seemingindeedtoclingforsupporttothemanwhoalwaysheldherthuscloselybythewrist,spokeagainwithanastonishingclearness,evenwithasortofvivacity,asifsheexplainedeasilysomethingotherwiseindoubt。 \"Oh,no,Iwasn\'t!\"shecontradictedbluntly,withasingularconfidenceofassertion。\"Why,ifthetrialhadbeenfair,I shouldn\'tbehere。\" TheharshvoiceofCassidyagainbrokeinonthepassionofthegirlwithaprofessionalsneer。 \"That\'sanotherthingtheyallsay。\" Butthegirlwentonspeakingfiercely,impervioustotheman\'scoarsesarcasm,hereyes,whichhaddeepenedalmosttopurple,stillfixedpiercinglyonGilder,who,forsomereasonwhollyinexplicabletohim,felthimselfstrangelydisturbedunderthatregard。 \"DoyoucallitfairwhenthelawyerIhadwasonlyaboy——onewhomthecourttoldmetotake,aboytryinghisfirstcase——mycase,thatmeanttheruinofmylife?Mylawyer!Why,hewasjustgettingexperience——gettingitatmyexpense!\"Thegirlpausedasifexhaustedbythevehemenceofheremotion,andatlastthesparklingeyesdroopedandtheheavylidsclosedoverthem。Sheswayedalittle,sothattheofficertightenedhisclasponherwrist。 Therefollowedafewsecondsofsilence。ThenGildermadeanefforttoshakeoffthefeelingthathadsopossessedhim,andtoacertaindegreehesucceeded。 \"Thejuryfoundyouguilty,\"heasserted,withanattempttomakehisvoicemagisterialinitsseverity。 Instantly,Marywasarousedtoanewoutburstofprotest。Onceagain,hereyesshottheirfiresatthemanseatedbehindthedesk,andshewentforwardastepimperiously,draggingtheofficerinherwake。 \"Yes,thejuryfoundmeguilty,\"sheagreed,withfinescorninthemusicalcadencesofhervoice。\"Doyouknowwhy?Icantellyou,Mr。Gilder。Itwasbecausetheyhadbeenoutforthreehourswithoutreachingadecision。Theevidencedidn\'tseemtobequiteenoughforsomeofthem,afterall。Well,thejudgethreatenedtolockthemupallnight。Themenwantedtogethome。Theeasythingtodowastofindmeguilty,andletitgoatthat。Wasthatfair,doyouthink?Andthat\'snotall,either。Wasitfairofyou,Mr。Gilder?Wasitfairofyoutocometothecourtthismorning,andtellthejudgethatIshouldbesenttoprisonasawarningtoothers?\" Aquickflushburnedonthemassivefaceofthemanwhomshethusaccused,andhiseyesrefusedtomeethersteadygazeofreproach。 \"Youknow!\"heexclaimed,inmomentaryconsternation。Again,hermoodhadaffectedhisown,sothatthroughafewhurryingsecondshefelthimselfsomehowguiltyofwrongagainstthisgirl,sofrankandsorebuking。 \"Iheardyouinthecourtroom,\"shesaid。\"Thedockisn\'tveryfarfromthebenchwhereyouspoketothejudgeaboutmycase。 Yes,Iheardyou。Itwasn\'t:DidIdoit?Or,didn\'tIdoit? No;itwasonlythatImustbemadeawarningtoothers。\" Again,silencefellforatenseinterval。Then,finally,thegirlspokeinadifferenttone。Wherebeforehervoicehadbeenvibrantwiththeinstinctofcomplaintagainstthemockeryofjusticeunderwhichshesuffered,nowtherewasadeepernote,thatofmostsolemntruth。 \"Mr。Gilder,\"shesaidsimply,\"asGodismyjudge,IamgoingtoprisonforthreeyearsforsomethingIdidn\'tdo。\" Butthesincerityofherbrokencryfellonunheedingears。Thecoarsenatureoftheofficerhadlongagolostwhateverelementsofsoftnesstheremighthavebeentodevelopinagentleroccupation。Asfortheownerofthestore,hewasnotsufficientlysensitivetofeeltheverityintheaccentsofthespeaker。Moreover,hewasamanwhofollowedtheconventional,withneveradistractionduetoimaginationandsympathy。Justnow,too,hewasexperiencingakeenirritationagainsthimselfbecauseofthemannerinwhichhehadbeensensibletotheinfluenceofherprotestation,despitehiswilltothecontrary。 Thatirritationagainsthimselfonlyreactedagainstthegirl,andcausedhimtosteelhishearttoresistanytendencytowardcommiseration。So,thisdeclarationofinnocencewasmadequiteinvain——indeed,servedrathertostrengthenhisdisfavortowardthecomplainant,andtomakehismannerharsherwhenshevoicedthepitifulquestionoverwhichshehadwonderedandgrieved。 \"Whydidyouaskthejudgetosendmetoprison?\" \"Thethievingthathasbeengoingoninthisstoreforoverayearhasgottostop,\"Gilderansweredemphatically,withallhisusualenergyofmannerrestored。Ashespoke,heraisedhiseyesandmetthegirl\'sglancefairly。Thoughtoftherobberieswasquiteenoughtomakehimpitilesstowardtheoffender。 \"Sendingmetoprisonwon\'tstopit,\"MaryTurnersaid,drearily。 \"Perhapsnot,\"Gildersternlyretorted。\"Butthediscoveryandpunishmentoftheotherguiltyoneswill。\"Hismannerchangedtoabusiness-likealertness。\"Yousentwordtomethatyoucouldtellmehowtostopthetheftsinthestore。Well,mygirl,dothis,and,whileIcanmakenodefinitepromise,I\'llseewhatcanbedoneaboutgettingyououtofyourpresentdifficulty。\" Hepickedupapencil,pulledapadofblankpaperconvenienttohishand,andlookedatthegirlexpectantly,withaggressiveinquiryinhisgaze。\"Tellmenow,\"heconcluded,\"whowereyourpals?\" Thematter-of-factmannerofthismanwhohadunwittinglywrongedhersofrightfullywasthelaststrawonthegirl\'sburdenofsuffering。Underit,herpatientendurancebroke,andshecriedoutinavoiceofutterdespairthatcausedGildertostartnervously,andevenimpelledthestolidofficertoafrownofremonstrance。 \"Ihavenopals!\"sheejaculated,furiously。\"Ineverstoleanythinginmylife。MustIgoontellingyouoverandoveragain?\"Hervoiceroseinawailofmisery。\"Oh,whywon\'tanyonebelieveme?\" Gilderwasmuchoffendedbythisdisplayofanhystericalgrief,whichseemedtohisphlegmatictemperamentaltogetherunwarrantedbythecircumstances。Hespokedecisively。 \"Unlessyoucancontrolyourself,youmustgo。\"Hepushedawaythepadofpaper,andtossedthepencilasideinphysicalexpressionofhisdispleasure。\"Whydidyousendthatmessage,ifyouhavenothingtosay?\"hedemanded,withincreasingcholer。 Butnowthegirlhadregainedherformerpoise。Shestoodalittledroopingandshaken,whereforamomentshehadbeenerectandtensed。Therewasavastwearinessinherwordsassheanswered。 \"Ihavesomethingtotellyou,Mr。Gilder,\"shesaid,quietly。 \"Only,I——Isortoflostmygriponthewayhere,withthismanbymyside。\" \"Mostof\'emdo,thefirsttime,\"theofficercommented,withacertaingrimappreciation。 \"Well?\"Gilderinsistedquerulously,asthegirlhesitated。 Atonce,Marywentonspeaking,andnowalittleincreaseofvigortrembledinhertones。 \"Whenyousitinacellforthreemonthswaitingforyourtrial,asIdid,youthinkalot。And,so,IgottheideathatifI couldtalktoyou,Imightbeabletomakeyouunderstandwhat\'sreallywrong。AndifIcoulddothat,andsohelpouttheothergirls,whathashappenedtomewouldnot,afterall,bequitesoawful——souseless,somehow。\"Hervoiceloweredtoaquickpleading,andshebenttowardthemanatthedesk。\"Mr。Gilder,\" shequestioned,\"doyoureallywanttostopthegirlsfromstealing?\" \"MostcertainlyIdo,\"cametheforciblereply。 Thegirlspokewithagreatearnestness,deliberately。 \"Then,givethemafairchance。\" Themagnatestaredinsincereastonishmentoverthisabsurd,thisfutilesuggestionforhisguidance。 \"Whatdoyoumean?\"hevociferated,withrisingindignation。 Therewasanaddedhostilityinhisdemeanor,foritseemedtohimthatthisthiefofhisgoodswhomhehadbroughttojusticewasdaringtotriflewithhim。Hegrewwrathfuloverthesuspicion,butasecretcuriositystillheldhistemperwithinbounds\"Whatdoyoumean?\"herepeated;andnowthefullforceofhisstrongvoicesettheroomtrembling。 Thetonesofthegirlcamesoftlymusical,mademoredelicatelyresonanttotheearbycontrastwiththeman\'sroaring。 \"Why,\"shesaid,verygently,\"Imeanjustthis:Givethemalivingchancetobehonest。\" \"Alivingchance!\"Thetwowordswereexplodedwithdynamicviolence。ThepreposterousnessoftheadvicefiredGilderwithresentmentsopervasivethatthroughmanysecondshefoundhimselfunabletoexpresstheragethatflamedwithinhim。 Thegirlshowedherselfundismayedbyhisanger。 \"Yes,\"shewenton,quietly;\"that\'sallthereistoit。Givethemalivingchancetogetenoughfoodtoeat,andadecentroomtosleepin,andshoesthatwillkeeptheirfeetoffthepavementwintermornings。Doyouthinkthatanygirlwantstosteal?Doyouthinkthatanygirlwantstorisk——?\" Bythistime,however,Gilderhadregainedhispowersofspeech,andheinterruptedstormily。 \"Andisthiswhatyouhavetakenupmytimefor?Youwanttomakeamaudlinpleaforguilty,dishonestgirls,whenIthoughtyoureallymeanttobringmefacts。\" Nevertheless,Marywentonwithherarraignmentuncompromisingly。 Therewasastrange,compellingenergyinherinflectionsthatpenetratedeventhepachydermatousofficer,sothat,thoughhethoughtherraving,heletherraveon,whichwasnotatallhishabitofconduct,anddidindeedsurprisehimmightily。AsforGilder,hefelthelplessinsomepuzzlingfashionthatwastotallyforeigntohisordinaryself。Hewasstillglowingwithwrathoverthemethodbywhichhehadbeenvictimizedintogivingthegirlahearing。Yet,despitehischagrin,herealizedthathecouldnotsendherfromhimforthwith。Bysomeinexplicablespellsheboundhimimpotent。 \"Weworkninehoursaday,\"thequietvoicewenton,acuriouspathosintherichtimbreofit;\"ninehoursaday,forsixdaysintheweek。That\'safact,isn\'tit?Andthetroubleis,anhonestgirlcan\'tliveonsixdollarsaweek。Shecan\'tdoit,andbuyfoodandclothes,andpayroom-rentandcarfare。That\'sanotherfact,isn\'tit?\" Maryregardedtheownerofthestorewithgravequestioninginhervioleteyes。Undertheurgencyofemotion,colorcreptintothepallidcheeks,andnowherfacewasverybeautiful——sobeautiful,indeed,thatforalittlethecharmofitslovelinesscaughttheman\'sgaze,andhewatchedherwithanewrespect,bornofappreciationforherfemininedelightfulness。Theimpressionwasfartoobrief。Gilderwasnotgiventoestheticrapturesoverwomen。Always,thebusinessinstinctwasthedominant。So,aftertheshortperiodofamazedadmirationoversuchunexpectedwinsomeness,histhoughtsflewbackangrilytothematterswhereofshespokesoridiculously。 \"Idon\'tcaretodiscussthesethings,\"hedeclaredperemptorily,asthegirlremainedsilentforamoment。 \"AndIhavenowishtodiscussanything,\"Maryreturnedevenly。 \"Ionlywanttogiveyouwhatyouaskedfor——facts。\"Afaintsmileofreminiscencecurvedthegirl\'slips。\"Whentheyfirstlockedmeup,\"sheexplained,withoutanyparticularevidenceofemotion,\"Iusedtositandhateyou。\" \"Oh,ofcourse!\"camethecausticexclamationfromGilder。 \"Andthen,Ithoughtthatperhapsyoudidnotunderstand,\"Marycontinued;\"that,ifIweretotellyouhowthingsreallyare,itmightbeyouwouldchangethemsomehow。\" Atthisingenuousstatement,theownerofthestoregaveforthagaspofsheerstupefaction。 \"I!\"hecried,incredulously。\"Ichangemybusinesspolicybecauseyouaskmeto!\" Therewassomethingimperturbableinthequalityofthevoiceasthegirlwentresolutelyforwardwithherexplanation。Itwasasifsheweredischargingadutynottobegainsaid,nottobethwartedbyanydifficulty,noteventherealizationthatalltheeffortmustbeultimatelyinvain。 \"Doyouknowhowwegirlslive?——but,ofcourse,youdon\'t。 Threeofusinoneroom,doingourowncookingoverthetwo-burnergas-stove,andourownwashingandironingevenings,afterbeingonourfeetforninehours。\" Theenumerationofthesordiddetailslefttheemployerabsolutelyunmoved,sincehelackedtheimaginationnecessarytosympathizeactuallywiththestrainingevilofalifesuchasthegirlhadknown。Indeed,hespokewithanairofjustremonstrance,asifthegirl\'schargesweremischievouslyfaulty。 \"Ihaveprovidedchairsbehindthecounters,\"hestated。 Therewasnoespecialchangeinthegirl\'svoiceassheansweredhisdefense。Itcontinuedmusicallylow,buttherewasinittheinsistentnoteofsincerity。 \"Buthaveyoueverseenagirlsittinginoneofthem?\"shequestioned,coldly。\"Pleaseanswerme。Haveyou?Ofcoursenot,\"shesaid,afteralittlepauseduringwhichtheownerhadremainedsilent。Sheshookherheadinemphaticnegation。\"Anddoyouunderstandwhy?It\'ssimplybecauseeverygirlknowsthatthemanagerofherdepartmentwouldthinkhecouldgetalongwithouther,ifheweretoseehersittingdown——loafing,youknow!So,shewouldbedischarged。Allitamountstoisthat,afterbeingonherfeetforninehours,thegirlusuallywalkshome,inordertosavecarfare。Yes,shewalks,whethersickorwell。Anyhow,youaregenerallysotired,itdon\'tmakemuchdifferencewhichyouare。\" Gilderwasfumingunderthesestrictures,whichseemedtohimaltogetherbaselessattacksonhimself。Hisexasperationsteadilywaxedagainstthegirl,aconvictedfelon,whothushadtheaudacitytobeardhim。 \"Whathasallthistodowiththequestionoftheftinthestore?\"herumbled,huffily。\"Thatwastheexcuseforyourcominghere。And,insteadoftellingmesomething,yourantaboutgas-stovesandcarfare。\" Theinexorablevoicewentoninitsmonotone,asifhehadnotspoken。 \"And,whenyouarereallysick,andhavetostopwork,whatareyougoingtodothen?Doyouknow,Mr。Gilder,thatthefirsttimeastraightgirlsteals,it\'softenbecauseshehadtohaveadoctor——orsomeluxurylikethat?Andsomeofthemdoworsethansteal。Yes,theydo——girlsthatstartedstraight,andwantedtostaythatway。But,ofcourse,someofthemgetsotiredofthewholegrindthat——that——\" Themanwhowastheemployerofhundredsconcerningwhomthesegrimtruthswereuttered,stirreduneasilyinhischair,andtherecameatouchofcolorintothehealthybrownofhischeeksashespokehisprotest。 \"I\'mnottheirguardian。Ican\'twatchoverthemaftertheyleavethestore。Theyarepaidthecurrentrateofwages——asmuchasanyotherstorepays。\"Ashespoke,theangerprovokedbythisunexpectedassaultonhimoutofthemouthofaconvictflamedhighinvirtuousrepudiation。\"Why,\"hewentonvehemently,\"nomanlivingdoesmoreforhisemployeesthanIdo。 Whogavethegirlstheirfinerest-roomsupstairs?Idid!Whogavethemthecheaplunch-rooms?Idid!\" \"Butyouwon\'tpaythemenoughtoliveon!\"Theveryfactthatthewordswerespokenwithoutanytraceofrancormerelymadethisstatementofindisputabletruthobnoxioustotheman,whowasstungtomoresavageresentmentinassertinghisimpugnedself-righteousness。 \"Ipaythemthesameastheotherstoresdo,\"herepeated,sullenly。 Yetonceagain,thegentlycadencedvoicegaveanswer,ananswerinformedwiththatrepulsiveinsistencetothemanwhosoughttoresistherindictmentofhim。 \"Butyouwon\'tpaythemenoughtoliveon。\"Thesimplelucidityofthechargeforbadedirectreply。 Gilderbetookhimselftoevasionbyharkingbacktotheestablishedgroundofcomplaint。 \"And,so,youclaimthatyouwereforcedtosteal。That\'sthepleayoumakeforyourselfandyourfriends。\" \"Iwasn\'tforcedtosteal,\"cametheanswer,spokeninthemonotonethathadmarkedherutterancethroughoutmostoftheinterview。\"Iwasn\'tforcedtosteal,andIdidn\'tsteal。But,allthesame,that\'stheplea,asyoucallit,thatI\'mmakingfortheothergirls。Therearehundredsofthemwhostealbecausetheydon\'tgetenoughtoeat。IsaidIwouldtellyouhowtostopthestealing。Well,Ihavedoneit。Givethegirlsafairchancetobehonest。Youaskedmeforthenames,Mr。 Gilder。There\'sonlyonenameonwhichtoputtheblameforthewholebusiness——andthatnameisEdwardGilder!……Now,won\'tyoudosomethingaboutit?\" Atthatnakedquestion,theownerofthestorejumpedupfromhischair,andstoodgloweringatthegirlwhoriskedarequestsofullofvituperationagainsthimself。 \"Howdareyouspeaktomelikethis?\"hethundered。 Therewasnodisconcertionexhibitedbytheonethuschallenged。 Onthecontrary,sherepeatedherquestionwithasimpledignitythatstillfurtheroutragedtheman。 \"Won\'tyou,please,dosomethingaboutit?\" \"Howdareyou?\"heshoutedagain。Now,therewasstarkwonderinhiseyesasheputthequestion。 \"Why,Idared,\"MaryTurnerexplained,\"becauseyouhavedonealltheharmyoucantome。And,now,I\'mtryingtogiveyouthechancetodobetterbytheothers。YouaskmewhyIdare。I havearighttodare!Ihavebeenstraightallmylife。Ihavewanteddecentfoodandwarmclothes,and——alittlehappiness,allthetimeIhaveworkedforyou,andIhavegonewithoutthosethings,justtostaystraight……Theendofitallis:YouaresendingmetoprisonforsomethingIdidn\'tdo。That\'swhyI dare!\" Cassidy,theofficerinchargeofMaryTurner,hadstoodpatientlybesideherallthiswhile,alwaysholdingherbythewrist。Hehadbeenmildlyinterestedintheverbalduelbetweenthebigmanofthedepartmentstoreandthisconvictinhisownkeeping。Vaguely,hehadmarveledatthesuccessofthefrailgirlindeclaimingofherinjuriesbeforethemagnate。Hehadfeltnoparticularinterestbeyondthat,merelylookingonasonemightatanyentertainingspectacle。Thequestionatissuewasnoconcernofhis。Hissolebusinesswastotakethegirlawaywhentheinterviewshouldbeended。 Itoccurredtohimnowthatthismight,infact,bethetimetodepart。Itseemed,indeed,thattheinsistentreiterationofthegirlhadatlastleftheownerofthestorequitepowerlesstoanswer。Itwaspossible,then,thatitwerewiserthegirlshouldberemoved。Withtheideainmind,hestaredinquiringlyatGilderuntilhecaughtthatflusteredgentleman\'seye。Anodfromthemagnatesufficedhim。Gilder,intruth,couldnottrusthimselfjustthentoanaudiblecommand。Hewasseriouslydisturbedbythegentlyspokentruthsthathadissuedfromthegirl\'slips。Hewasnotpreparedwithanyanswer,thoughhehotlyresentedeverywordofheraccusation。So,whenhecaughtthequestionintheglanceoftheofficer,hefeltaguiltysensationofreliefashesignifiedanaffirmativebyhisgesture。 Cassidyfacedabout,andinhismovementtherewasatugatthewristofthegirlthatsethermovingtowardthedoor。Herrealizationofwhatthismeantwasshowninherfinalspeech。 \"Oh,hecantakemenow,\"shesaid,bitterly。Thenhervoiceroseabovethemonotonethathadcontentedherhitherto。Intothemusicofhertonesbeatsomethingsinister,evillyvindictive,asshefacedaboutatthedoorwaytowhichCassidyhadledher。Herface,asshescrutinizedonceagainthemanatthedesk,wascoldlymalignant。 \"Threeyearsisn\'tforever,\"shesaid,inalevelvoice。\"WhenI comeout,youaregoingtopayforeveryminuteofthem,Mr。 Gilder。Therewon\'tbeadayoranhourthatIwon\'trememberthatatthelastitwasyourwordsentmetoprison。Andyouaregoingtopaymeforthat。YouaregoingtopaymeforthefiveyearsIhavestarvedmakingmoneyforyou——that,too!YouaregoingtopaymeforallthethingsIamlosingtoday,and——\" Thegirlthrustforthherlefthand,onthatsidewherestoodtheofficer。SovigorouswashermovementthatCassidy\'sclaspwasthrownoffthewrist。Butthebondbetweenthetwowasnotbroken,forfromwristtowristshowedtautthesteelchainofthemanacles。Thegirlshookthelinksofthehandcuffsinagesturestrongerthanwords。Inherfinalutterancetotheagitatedmanatthedesk,therewasacoldthreat,aprophecyofdisaster。Fromthesymbolofherdegradation,shelookedtothemanwhoseactionhadplaceditthere。Intheclashingoftheirglances,herswonthevictory,sothathiseyesfellbeforethemenaceinhers。 \"Youaregoingtopaymeforthis!\"shesaid。Hervoicewaslittlemorethanawhisper,butitwasloudinthelistener\'sheart。\"Yes,youaregoingtopay——forthis!\" CHAPTERVI。INFERNO。 Theyweregrimyears,thosethreeduringwhichMaryTurnerservedhersentenceinBurnsing。Therewasnotimeoffforgoodbehavior。Thegirllearnedsoonthatthefavorofthosesetinauthorityoverhercouldonlybewonatacostagainstwhichhereverymaidenlyinstinctrevolted。So,shewentthroughtheinfernoofdaysandnightsinadrearinessofsufferingthatwasdeadly。Naturally,thelifetherewasaltogetheranevilthing。 Therewasthematerialilleverpresentintheroundofwearisomephysicaltoil,thecoarse,distastefulfood,thehard,narrowcouch,theconstant,gnawingirksomenessofimprisonment,awayfromlightandair,awayfromallthatmakeslifeworthwhile。 Yet,theseafflictionswerenottheworstinjuriestomarthegirlconvict\'slife。Thatwhichboreuponhermostweightilyandincessantlywasthedegradationofthisenvironmentfromwhichtherewasneveranyrespite,theviciousnessofthisspotwhereinshehadbeencastthroughnofaultofherown。Vilenesswaseverywhere,visiblyinthefacesofmany,anditwasbrimmingfromthesoulsofmore,subtlyhideous。Thegirlheldherselfrigidlyfromanypersonalintimacywithherfellows。Tosomeextent,atleast,shecouldseparateherselffromtheircorruptioninthematterofpersonalassociation。But,everpresent,therewasasecretenergyofvicethatcouldnotbeescapedsosimply——nor,indeed,byanydevice;thatbreathedinthespiritualatmosphereitselfoftheplace。Always,thismysterious,invisible,yethorriblypotent,powerofsinwaslikeamiasmathroughouttheprison。Always,itwasstrivingtoreachhersoul,tomakeherofitsown。Shefoughttheinsidious,fetidforceasbestshemight。Shewasnotevilbynature。Shehadbeenwellgroundedinprinciplesofrighteousness。 Nevertheless,thoughshemaintainedtheintegrityofhercharacter,thatcharactersufferedfromthetaint。Theredevelopedoverthegirl\'soriginalsensibilityashellofhardness,whichintimewouldsurelycometomakeherlessscrupulousinherreckoningofrightandwrong。 Yet,asarule,characterremainsthesamethroughoutlifeastoitsprimeessentials,and,inthiscase,MaryTurnerattheendofhertermwasvitallyalmostaswholesomeasonthedaywhenshebegantheservingofthesentence。Thechangewroughtinherwaschieflyofanexternalsort。Thekindlinessofherheartandherdesirefortheseemlyjoysoflifewereunweakened。Butoverthebetterqualitiesofhernaturewasnowspreadacrustofworldlyhardness,adenialofappealtohersensibilities。Itwasthisthatwouldeventuallybringherperilouslyclosetocontentedcompanioningwithcrime。 ThebestevidenceofthefactthatMaryTurner\'ssoulwasnotfatallysoiledmustbefoundinthefactthatstill,attheexpirationofhersentence,shewasfullyresolvedtolivestraight,asthesayingiswhichshehadquotedtoGilder。This,too,inthefaceofsureknowledgeastothedifficultiesthatwouldbesettheeffort,andinthefaceofthetemptationsofferedtofollowaneasierpath。 Therewas,forexample,AggieLynch,afellowconvict,withwhomshehadaslightdegreeofacquaintance,nothingmore。Thisyoungwoman,acriminalbytraining,offeredallurementsofillegitimateemploymentintheouterworldwhentheyshouldbefree。Maryenduredthecompanionshipwiththisprisonerbecauseasixthsenseproclaimedthefactthatherewasoneunmoral,ratherthanimmoral——andthedifferenceismighty。Forthatreason,AggieLynchwasnotactivelyoffensive,asweremostoftheothers。Shewasadaintylittleblonde,withababyface,inwhichweresettwolight-blueeyes,ofasorttowidenoftenindemurewonderovermostthingsinasurprisingandnaughtyworld。 Shehadbeenconvictedofblackmail,andshemadenopretenseevenofinnocence。Instead,shewasinclinedtoboastoverherabilitytobamboozlemenatherwill。Shewasanaturalactressoftheingenuerole,andinthatposeshecouldunfailinglybeguiletheheartofthewisestofworldlymen。 Perhaps,theverykeenstudentofphysiognomymighthavediscoveredgroundsforsuspectingherdemurenessbyreasonofthethick,levelbrowsthatcastashadowontheblandinnocenceofherface。Fortherest,shepossessedaknackofratherharmlessperversity,afairsmatteringofgrammarandspelling,andalivelysenseofhumorwithinherownlimitations,withaparticularlysmallintelligenceinotherdirections。Heroneartwashistrionicsofthekindthatmadeanindividualappeal。Insuch,shewasinimitable。Shehadbeenrearedinacriminalfamily,whichmustexcusemuch。Longago,shehadlosttrackofherfather;hermothershehadneverknown。Heronerelationwasabrotherofhighstandingasapickpocket。Oneprincipalreasonofhersuccessinleadingonmentomakefoolsofthemselvesoverher,totheireverlastingregretafterward,layinthefactthat,inspiteofallthegrossirregularitiesofherlife,sheremainedchaste。Shedeservednocreditforsuchrestraint,sinceitwasamatterpurelyoftemperament,notofresolve。 ThegirlsawinMaryTurnerthepossibilitiesofaladylikepersonalitythatmightmeanmuchfinancialprofitinthedeviouswaysofwhichshewasamistress。Withthefranknesscharacteristicofher,sheproceededtopaintglowingpicturesofafuturesharedtotheundoingofardentandfatuousswains。 MaryTurnerlistenedwithcuriosity,butshewasinnowisemovedtofollowsuchalife,eventhoughitdidnotnecessitateanythingworsethanafraudulentplayingatlove,withoutphysicaldegradation。So,shesteadfastlycontinuedherrefusals,tothegreatastonishmentofAggie,whoactuallycouldnotunderstandintheleast,evenwhileshebelievedtheother\'sdeclarationofinnocenceofthecrimeforwhichshewasservingasentence。But,forherownpart,suchinnocencehadnothingtodowiththematter。Where,indeed,couldbetheharminmakingsomeoldsinnerpayaroundpriceforhisfolly?Andalways,inresponsetoeveryargument,Maryshookherheadinnegation。Shewouldlivestraight。 Then,theheavybrowsofAggiewoulddrawdownalittle,andthebabyfacewouldharden。 \"Youwillfindthatyouareupagainstahellofafrost,\"shewoulddeclare,brutally。 Maryfoundtheprofaneprophecytrue。BackinNewYork,sheexperiencedapovertymoreravagingthananyshehadknowninthosefiveleanyearsofherworkinginthestore。Shehadbeenabsolutelypennilessfortwodays,andwithoutfoodthroughthegnawinghours,whensheatlastfoundemploymentofthehumblestinamilliner\'sshop。Followedablessedintervalinwhichsheworkedcontentedly,happyoverthemeagerstipend,sinceitservedtogivehershelterandfoodhonestlyearned。 Butthewaysofthepolicearenotalwaysthoseofordinarydecency。Induetime,anofficerinformedMary\'semployerconcerningthefactofherrecordasaconvict,andthereuponshewasatoncedischarged。Theunfortunatevictimofthelawcameperilouslyclosetodespairthen。Yet,herspirittriumphed,andagainsheperseveredinthatresolvetolivestraight。Finally,forthesecondtime,shesecuredacheappositioninacheapshop——onlytobeagainpersecutedbythepolice,sothatshespeedilylosttheplace。 Nevertheless,indomitableinherpurpose,shemaintainedthestruggle。Athirdtimesheobtainedwork,andthere,afteralittle,shetoldheremployer,acandymanufacturerinasmallway,thetruthastoherhavingbeeninprison。Themanhadakindlyheart,and,inaddition,heranlittleriskinthematter,soheallowedhertoremain。When,presently,thepolicecalledhisattentiontothegirl\'scriminalrecord,hepaidnoheedtotheiradviceagainstretainingherservices。Butsuchactiononhispartoffendedthegreatnessofthelaw\'sdignity。Thepolicebroughtpressuretobearontheman。TheyevencalledintheassistanceofEdwardGilderhimself,whoobliginglywroteaveryseverelettertothegirl\'semployer。Intheend,suchtacticsalarmedtheman。Forthesakeofhisowninterests,thoughunwillinglyenough,hedismissedMaryfromhisservice。 Itwasthenthatdespairdidcomeuponthegirl。Shehadtriedwithallthestrengthofhertolivestraight。Yet,despiteherinnocence,theworldwouldnotletherliveaccordingtoherownconscience。Itdemandedthatshebethecriminalithadbrandedher——ifsheweretoliveatall。So,itwasdespair!Forshewouldnotturntoevil,andwithoutsuchturningshecouldnotlive。Shestillwalkedthestreetsfalteringly,seekingsomeplace;butherheartwasgonefromthequest。Now,shewassunkeninanapathythatsavedherfromtheworstpangsofmisery。Shehadsufferedsomuch,sopoignantly,thatatlastheremotionshadgrownsluggish。Shedidnotmindmuchevenwhenhertinyhoardofmoneywasquitegone,andsheroamedthecity,starving……Cameanhourwhenshethoughtoftheriver,andwasglad! Maryremembered,withawansmile,how,longago,shehadthoughtwithamazedhorrorofsuicide,unabletoimagineanytroublesufficienttodriveonetodeathastheonlyrelief。Now,however,thethingwassimpletoher。Sincetherewasnothingelse,shemustturntothat——todeath。Indeed,itwassoverysimple,sofinal,andsoeasy,aftertheagoniesshehadendured,thatshemarveledoverherownfollyinnothavingsoughtsuchescapebefore……Evenwiththefirstwildfancy,shehadunconsciouslybentherstepswestwardtowardtheNorthRiver。 Now,shequickenedherpace,anxiousfortheplungethatshouldsetthetermtosorrow。Inhernumbedbrainwasnoflickerofthoughtastowhatevermightcometoherafterward。Hersoleguidewasthatcompellingpassionofdesiretobedonewiththisunbearablepresent。Nothingelsemattered——notintheleast! So,shecamethroughthelongstretchofill-lightedstreets,crossedsomerailroadtrackstoapier,overwhichshehurriedtothefarend,whereitprojectedouttothefiercercurrentsoftheHudson。There,withoutgivingherselfamoment\'spauseforreflectionorhesitation,sheleapedoutasfarasherstrengthpermittedintothecoilofwaters……But,inthatfinalsecond,naturalterrorinthefaceofdeathovercamethelethargyofdespair——ashriekburstfromherlips。 Butforthatscreamoffear,thestoryofMaryTurnerhadendedthereandthen。Onlyonepersonwasanywhereneartocatchthesound。Andthatsinglepersonheard。Onthesouthsideofthepieramanhadjusttiedupamotor-boat。Hestoodupinalarmatthecry,andwasjustintimetogainaglimpseofawhitefaceunderthedimmoonlightasitsweptdownwiththetide,tworodsbeyondhim。Ontheinstant,hethrewoffhiscoatandsprangfaroutafterthedriftingbody。Hecametoitinafewfuriousstrokes,caughtit。Thenbeganthesavagestruggletosaveherandhimself。Thecurrentstoreathimwrathfully,buthefoughtagainstthemwithallthefiercenessofhisnature。Hehadstrengtha-plenty,butitneededallofit,andmore,towinoutoftheriver\'shungryclutch。Whatsavedthetwoofthemwastheviolenttemperoftheman。Always,ithadbeenthedemontosethimaflame。To-night,thereinthefaintlight,withinthegripofthewaters,hewasmovedtoinsensatefuryagainsttheelementthatmenaced。Hisragemounted,andgavehimnewpowerinthebattle。Maniacalstrengthgrewoutofsupremewrath。 Undertheurgeofit,heconquered——atlastbroughthimselfandhischargetotheshore。 When,finally,therescuerwasabletodosomethingmorethangaspchokingly,hegaveanxiousattentiontothewomanwhomhehadbroughtoutfromtheriver。Yet,attheoutset,hecouldnotbesurethatshestilllived。Shehadshownnosignoflifeatanytimesincehehadfirstseizedher。Thatfacthadbeenofincalculableadvantagetohiminhiseffortstoreachtheshorewithher。Now,however,italarmedhimmightily,thoughithardlyseemedpossiblethatshecouldhavedrowned。Sofarashecoulddetermine,she:hadnotevensunkoncebeneaththesurface。 Nevertheless,shedisplayednoevidenceofvitality,thoughhechafedherhandsforalongtime。Theshoreherewasverylonely;itwouldtakeprecioustimetosummonaid。Itseemed,notwithstanding,thatthismustbetheonlycourse。Thenjustasthemanwasabouttoleaveher,thegirlsighed,veryfaintly,withaninfiniteweariness,andopenedhereyes。Themanechoedthesigh,buthiswasofjoy,sincenowheknewthathisstrifeinthegirl\'sbehalfhadnotbeeninvain。 Afterward,therescuerexperiencednogreatdifficultyincarryingouthisworktoasatisfactoryconclusion。Maryrevivedtoclearconsciousness,whichwasatfirstinclinedtowardhysteria,butthisphaseyieldedsoonunderthesympatheticministrationsoftheman。Hisratherlowvoicewassoothingtohertiredsoul,andhiswholeairwasatoncemasterfulandgentlytender。Moreover,therewasaninexpressiblebalmtoherspiritintheveryfactthatsomeonewasthusministeringtoher。Itwasthefirsttimeformanydreadfulyearsthatanyonehadtakenthoughtforherwelfare。Theeffectofitwaslikeadraughtofrarestwinetowarmherheart。So,sherestedobedientlyashebusiedhimselfwithhercompleterestoration,and,whenfinallyshewasabletostand,andtowalkwiththesupportofhisarm,shewentforwardslowlyathissidewithoutsomuchevenasaquestionofwhither。 And,curiously,themanhimselfsharedthegladnessthattouchedthemoodofthegirl,forheexperiencedasuddenprideinhisaccomplishmentofthenight,apridethatdelightedastarvedpartofhisnature。Somewhereinhimweretheseedsofself-sacrifice,theseedsofagenerousdevotiontoothers。Butthoseseedshadbeenleftundevelopedinalifethathadbeenlivedsinceearlyboyhoodoutsidethepaleofrespectability。 To-night,JoeGarsonhadperformed,perhaps,hisfirstactionwithnothoughtofselfatthebackofit。Hehadriskedhislifetosavethatofastranger。Thefactastonishedhim,whileitpleasedhimhugely。Thesensationwasatoncenovelandthrilling。Sinceitwassoagreeable,hemeanttoprolongtheglowofself-satisfactionbycontinuingtocareforthiswaifoftheriver。Hemustmakehisrescuecomplete。Itdidnotoccurtohimtoquestionhisfitnessforthework。Hisintrospectiondidnotreachtoapointofsuspectingthathe,anhabitualcriminal,wasnecessarilyofasorttobemostobjectionableastheprotectorofayounggirl。Indeed,hadanyonesuggestedthethoughttohim,hewouldhavemetitwithasneer,totheeffectthatawretchthustiredoflifecouldhardlyobjecttoanyonewhoconstitutedhimselfhersavior。 Inthismanner,JoeGarson,thenotoriousforger,ledthedrippinggirleastwardthroughthesqualidstreets,untilatlasttheycametoanadequatelylightedavenue,andthereataxicabwasfound。Itcarriedthemfarthernorth,andtotheeaststill,untilatlastitcametoahaltbeforeanapartmenthousethatwasratherimposing,setinastreetofhumblerdwellings。Here,Garsonpaidthefare,andthenhelpedthegirltoalight,andonintothehallway。Marywentwithhimquiteunafraid,thoughnowwithagrowingcuriosity。Strangeasitallwas,shefeltthatshecouldtrustthismanwhohadpluckedherfromdeath,whohadworkedoverherwithsomuchoftenderkindliness。So,shewaitedpatiently;only,watchedwithintentnessashepressedthebuttonofaflatnumber。Sheobservedwithinterestthethick,wavygrayofhishair,whichcontradictedpleasantlytheyouthfulnessofhisclean-shaven,resoluteface,andthespare,yetwell-muscledform。 Theclickingofthedoor-latchsoundedsoon,andthetwoentered,andwentslowlyupthreeflightsofstairs。Onthelandingbeyondthethirdflight,thedoorofarearflatstoodopen,andinthedoorwayappearedthefigureofawoman。 \"Well,Joe,who\'stheskirt?\"thispersondemanded,asthemanandhischargehaltedbeforeher。Then,abruptly,theround,baby-likefaceofthewomanpuckeredinamazement。Hervoiceroseshrill。\"MyGawd,ifitain\'tMaryTurner!\" Atthat,thenewcomer\'seyesopenedswiftlytotheirwidest,andshestaredastoundedinherturn。 \"Aggie!\"shecried。 CHAPTERVII。WITHINTHELAW。 Inthetimethatfollowed,MarylivedintheflatwhichAggieLynchoccupiedalongwithherbrother,Jim,apickpocketmuchesteemedamonghisfellowcraftsmen。Theperiodwroughttransformationsofradicalandbewilderingsortinboththeappearanceandthecharacterofthegirl。JoeGarson,theforger,hadlongbeenacquaintedwithAggieandherbrother,thoughheconsideredthemfarbeneathhiminthesocialscale,sincetheircriminalworkwasnotofthathighkindonwhichhepridedhimself。But,ashecastaboutforsomewomantowhomhemighttakethehaplessgirlhehadrescued,histhoughtsfellonAggie,andforthwithhisdeterminationwasmade,sinceheknewthatshewasrespectable,viewedaccordingtohisownpeculiarlights。Hewasrelievedratherthanotherwisetolearnthattherewasalreadyanacquaintancebetweenthetwowomen,andthefactthathischargehadservedtimeinprisondidnotinfluencehimonejotagainsther。 Onthecontrary,itincreasedinsomemeasurehisrespectforherasoneofhisownkind。Bythetimehehadlearnedaswellofherinnocence,hehadgrownsointerestedthatevenherfolly,ashewasinclinedtodeemit,didnotcauseanywaveringinhisregard。 Now,atlast,MaryTurnerletherselfdrift。Itseemedtoherthatshehadabandonedherselftofateinthathourwhenshethrewherselfintotheriver。Afterward,withoutanyvolitiononherpart,shehadbeenrestoredtolife,andsetwithinanenvironmentnewandstrangetoher,inwhichsoon,tohersurprise,shediscoveredavividpleasure。So,shefoughtnomore,butleftdestinytoworkitswillunhamperedbyherfutilestrivings。Forthefirsttimeinherlife,thankstothehospitalityofAggieLynch,secretlyreinforcedfromthefundsofJoeGarson,Maryfoundherselflivinginluxuriousidleness,whilehereverywishcouldbegratifiedbythemerestmentionofit。Shewasfedonthedaintiestoffare,forAggiewasasybariteinallsensuouspleasuresthatwereapartfromsex。Shewasclothedwiththemostdelicaterichnessforthefirsttimeastothosemoremysteriousgarmentswhichwomenlove,andshesoonhadavarietyoffrocksascharmingashergracefulformdemanded。Inaddition,therewereasmanyofbooksandmagazinesasshecouldwish。Hermind,longstarvedlikeherbody,seizedavidlyonthenourishmentthusafforded。Inthisinterest,Aggiehadnoshare——wasperhapsalittleenviousoverMary\'sabsorptioninprintedpages。Butforherconsolationwerethemattersoffoodanddress,andofcountlessjunketings。Insuchdirections,Aggiewastheleader,aneager,joyousonealways。Shetookavastprideinherguest,withtheunmistakableairofelegance,andshedaredtodreamofgreattriumphstocome,thoughasyetshecarefullyavoidedanysuggestiontoMaryofwrong-doing。 Intheend,thesuggestioncamefromMaryTurnerherself,tothegreatsurpriseofAggie,and,truthtotell,ofherself。 Thereweretwofactorsthatchieflyinfluencedherdecision。Thefirstwasduetothefeelingthat,sincetheworldhadrejectedher,sheneednolongerconcernherselfwiththeworld\'sopinion,orretainanyscruplesoverit。Backofthislayherbittersentimenttowardthemanwhohadbeenthedirectcauseofherimprisonment,EdwardGilder。Itseemedtoherthatthegeneralwarfareagainsttheworldmightwellbemadeaninitialstepinthewarfareshemeanttowage,somehow,sometime,againstthatmanpersonally,inaccordancewiththehystericalthreatshehadutteredtohisface。 Thefactorthatwastheimmediatecauseofherdecisiononanirregularmodeoflifewasaneditorialinoneofthedailynewspapers。Thiswasascathingarraignmentofamasterinhighfinance。Thepointofthewriter\'sattackwasthegrimsarcasmforsuchmethodsofthieveryasarekeptwithinthelaw。Thatphraseheldthegirl\'sfancy,andshereadthearticleagainwithaquickenedinterest。Then,shebegantomeditate。Sheherselfwasinacurious,indeterminateattitudeasfarasconcernedthelaw。Itwasthelawthathadworkedtheruinofherlife,whichshehadstriventomakewholesome。Inconsequence,shefeltforthelawnogenuinerespect,onlydetestationasfortheepitomeofinjustice。Yet,shegaveitasuperficialrespect,bornofthosethreeyearsofsufferingwhichhadbeentheresultofthepenaltyinflictedonher。Itwasasaneffectofthislatterfeelingthatshewasdeterminedononethingofvitalimportance: thatneverwouldshebeguiltyofanythingtopitheragainstthelaw\'sdecrees。Shehadknowntoomanyhoursofanguishinthedoomsetonherlifebecauseshehadbeendeemedaviolatorofthelaw。No,neverwouldsheletherselftakeanypositioninwhichthelawcouldaccuseher……Butthereremainedthefactthattheactualcauseofherlongmiserywasthissamelaw,manipulatedbythemanshehated。Ithadpunishedher,thoughshehadbeenwithoutfault。Forthatreason,shemustalwaysregarditasherenemy,must,indeed,hateitwithanintensitybeyondwords——withanintensityequaltothatsheboretheman,Gilder。Now,intheparagraphshehadjustreadshefoundacluetosuggestivethought,ahintastoameansbywhichshemightsatisfyherrancoragainstthelawthathadoutragedher——andthisinsafetysinceshewouldattemptnoughtsavethatwithinthelaw。 Mary\'sheartleapedatthepossibilitybackofthosethreewords,\"withinthelaw。\"Shemightdoanything,seekanyrevenge,workanyevil,enjoyanymastery,aslongassheshouldkeepwithinthelaw。Therecouldbenopunishmentthen。Thatwasthelessontaughtbythecaptaininhighfinance。Hewasatpainsalwaysinhisstupendousrobberiestokeepwithinthelaw。Tothatend,heemployedlawyersofmightycunningandlearningtoguidehisstepsarightinsuchtortuouspaths。 There,then,wasthesecret。Whyshouldshenotusethelikemeans?Why,indeed?Shehadbrainsenoughtodevise,surely。 Beyondthat,sheneededonlytokeephercoursemostcarefullywithinthoselimitsofwrong-doingpermittedbythestatutes。 Forthat,thesolerequirementwouldbealawyerequallyunscrupulousandastute。Atonce,Mary\'smindwasmadeup。 Afterall,thethingwasabsurdlysimple。Itwasmerelyamatterforingenuityandforprudenceinalliance……Moreover,therewouldcomeeventuallysomeadequatedeviceagainstherarch-enemy,EdwardGilder。 Marymeditatedontheideaformanydays,andeveritseemedincreasinglygoodtoher。Finally,itdevelopedtoapointwhereshebelieveditaltogetherfeasible,andthenshetookJoeGarsonintoherconfidence。Hewasvastlyastonishedattheoutsetandnotquitepleased。Tohisview,thisplanofferedmerelyafashionofsettingdifficultiesinthewayofachievement。 Presently,however,thesincerityandpersistenceofthegirlwonhimover。Thetaskofconvincinghimwouldhavebeeneasierhadhehimselfeverknownthetormentofservingaterminprison。