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Gilderhimselffeltthesurgeofemotionthatswungthroughthesemoments,buthewouldnotyieldtoit。Withhislackofimagination,hecouldnotinterpretwhatthistimemustmeantothegirlbeforehim。Rather,hemerelydeemedithisdutytocarrythroughthisunfortunateaffairwithascrupulousattentiontodetail,inthefashionthathadalwaysbeencharacteristicofhimduringtheyearsinwhichhehadsteadilymountedfromthebottomtothetop。
\"What\'stheuseofallthispretense?\"hedemanded,sharply。
\"Youweregivenafairtrial,andthere\'sanendofit。\"
Thegirl,standingtheresofeebly,seemingindeedtoclingforsupporttothemanwhoalwaysheldherthuscloselybythewrist,spokeagainwithanastonishingclearness,evenwithasortofvivacity,asifsheexplainedeasilysomethingotherwiseindoubt。
\"Oh,no,Iwasn\'t!\"shecontradictedbluntly,withasingularconfidenceofassertion。\"Why,ifthetrialhadbeenfair,I
shouldn\'tbehere。\"
TheharshvoiceofCassidyagainbrokeinonthepassionofthegirlwithaprofessionalsneer。
\"That\'sanotherthingtheyallsay。\"
Butthegirlwentonspeakingfiercely,impervioustotheman\'scoarsesarcasm,hereyes,whichhaddeepenedalmosttopurple,stillfixedpiercinglyonGilder,who,forsomereasonwhollyinexplicabletohim,felthimselfstrangelydisturbedunderthatregard。
\"DoyoucallitfairwhenthelawyerIhadwasonlyaboy——onewhomthecourttoldmetotake,aboytryinghisfirstcase——mycase,thatmeanttheruinofmylife?Mylawyer!Why,hewasjustgettingexperience——gettingitatmyexpense!\"Thegirlpausedasifexhaustedbythevehemenceofheremotion,andatlastthesparklingeyesdroopedandtheheavylidsclosedoverthem。Sheswayedalittle,sothattheofficertightenedhisclasponherwrist。
Therefollowedafewsecondsofsilence。ThenGildermadeanefforttoshakeoffthefeelingthathadsopossessedhim,andtoacertaindegreehesucceeded。
\"Thejuryfoundyouguilty,\"heasserted,withanattempttomakehisvoicemagisterialinitsseverity。
Instantly,Marywasarousedtoanewoutburstofprotest。Onceagain,hereyesshottheirfiresatthemanseatedbehindthedesk,andshewentforwardastepimperiously,draggingtheofficerinherwake。
\"Yes,thejuryfoundmeguilty,\"sheagreed,withfinescorninthemusicalcadencesofhervoice。\"Doyouknowwhy?Icantellyou,Mr。Gilder。Itwasbecausetheyhadbeenoutforthreehourswithoutreachingadecision。Theevidencedidn\'tseemtobequiteenoughforsomeofthem,afterall。Well,thejudgethreatenedtolockthemupallnight。Themenwantedtogethome。Theeasythingtodowastofindmeguilty,andletitgoatthat。Wasthatfair,doyouthink?Andthat\'snotall,either。Wasitfairofyou,Mr。Gilder?Wasitfairofyoutocometothecourtthismorning,andtellthejudgethatIshouldbesenttoprisonasawarningtoothers?\"
Aquickflushburnedonthemassivefaceofthemanwhomshethusaccused,andhiseyesrefusedtomeethersteadygazeofreproach。
\"Youknow!\"heexclaimed,inmomentaryconsternation。Again,hermoodhadaffectedhisown,sothatthroughafewhurryingsecondshefelthimselfsomehowguiltyofwrongagainstthisgirl,sofrankandsorebuking。
\"Iheardyouinthecourtroom,\"shesaid。\"Thedockisn\'tveryfarfromthebenchwhereyouspoketothejudgeaboutmycase。
Yes,Iheardyou。Itwasn\'t:DidIdoit?Or,didn\'tIdoit?
No;itwasonlythatImustbemadeawarningtoothers。\"
Again,silencefellforatenseinterval。Then,finally,thegirlspokeinadifferenttone。Wherebeforehervoicehadbeenvibrantwiththeinstinctofcomplaintagainstthemockeryofjusticeunderwhichshesuffered,nowtherewasadeepernote,thatofmostsolemntruth。
\"Mr。Gilder,\"shesaidsimply,\"asGodismyjudge,IamgoingtoprisonforthreeyearsforsomethingIdidn\'tdo。\"
Butthesincerityofherbrokencryfellonunheedingears。Thecoarsenatureoftheofficerhadlongagolostwhateverelementsofsoftnesstheremighthavebeentodevelopinagentleroccupation。Asfortheownerofthestore,hewasnotsufficientlysensitivetofeeltheverityintheaccentsofthespeaker。Moreover,hewasamanwhofollowedtheconventional,withneveradistractionduetoimaginationandsympathy。Justnow,too,hewasexperiencingakeenirritationagainsthimselfbecauseofthemannerinwhichhehadbeensensibletotheinfluenceofherprotestation,despitehiswilltothecontrary。
Thatirritationagainsthimselfonlyreactedagainstthegirl,andcausedhimtosteelhishearttoresistanytendencytowardcommiseration。So,thisdeclarationofinnocencewasmadequiteinvain——indeed,servedrathertostrengthenhisdisfavortowardthecomplainant,andtomakehismannerharsherwhenshevoicedthepitifulquestionoverwhichshehadwonderedandgrieved。
\"Whydidyouaskthejudgetosendmetoprison?\"
\"Thethievingthathasbeengoingoninthisstoreforoverayearhasgottostop,\"Gilderansweredemphatically,withallhisusualenergyofmannerrestored。Ashespoke,heraisedhiseyesandmetthegirl\'sglancefairly。Thoughtoftherobberieswasquiteenoughtomakehimpitilesstowardtheoffender。
\"Sendingmetoprisonwon\'tstopit,\"MaryTurnersaid,drearily。
\"Perhapsnot,\"Gildersternlyretorted。\"Butthediscoveryandpunishmentoftheotherguiltyoneswill。\"Hismannerchangedtoabusiness-likealertness。\"Yousentwordtomethatyoucouldtellmehowtostopthetheftsinthestore。Well,mygirl,dothis,and,whileIcanmakenodefinitepromise,I\'llseewhatcanbedoneaboutgettingyououtofyourpresentdifficulty。\"
Hepickedupapencil,pulledapadofblankpaperconvenienttohishand,andlookedatthegirlexpectantly,withaggressiveinquiryinhisgaze。\"Tellmenow,\"heconcluded,\"whowereyourpals?\"
Thematter-of-factmannerofthismanwhohadunwittinglywrongedhersofrightfullywasthelaststrawonthegirl\'sburdenofsuffering。Underit,herpatientendurancebroke,andshecriedoutinavoiceofutterdespairthatcausedGildertostartnervously,andevenimpelledthestolidofficertoafrownofremonstrance。
\"Ihavenopals!\"sheejaculated,furiously。\"Ineverstoleanythinginmylife。MustIgoontellingyouoverandoveragain?\"Hervoiceroseinawailofmisery。\"Oh,whywon\'tanyonebelieveme?\"
Gilderwasmuchoffendedbythisdisplayofanhystericalgrief,whichseemedtohisphlegmatictemperamentaltogetherunwarrantedbythecircumstances。Hespokedecisively。
\"Unlessyoucancontrolyourself,youmustgo。\"Hepushedawaythepadofpaper,andtossedthepencilasideinphysicalexpressionofhisdispleasure。\"Whydidyousendthatmessage,ifyouhavenothingtosay?\"hedemanded,withincreasingcholer。
Butnowthegirlhadregainedherformerpoise。Shestoodalittledroopingandshaken,whereforamomentshehadbeenerectandtensed。Therewasavastwearinessinherwordsassheanswered。
\"Ihavesomethingtotellyou,Mr。Gilder,\"shesaid,quietly。
\"Only,I——Isortoflostmygriponthewayhere,withthismanbymyside。\"
\"Mostof\'emdo,thefirsttime,\"theofficercommented,withacertaingrimappreciation。
\"Well?\"Gilderinsistedquerulously,asthegirlhesitated。
Atonce,Marywentonspeaking,andnowalittleincreaseofvigortrembledinhertones。
\"Whenyousitinacellforthreemonthswaitingforyourtrial,asIdid,youthinkalot。And,so,IgottheideathatifI
couldtalktoyou,Imightbeabletomakeyouunderstandwhat\'sreallywrong。AndifIcoulddothat,andsohelpouttheothergirls,whathashappenedtomewouldnot,afterall,bequitesoawful——souseless,somehow。\"Hervoiceloweredtoaquickpleading,andshebenttowardthemanatthedesk。\"Mr。Gilder,\"
shequestioned,\"doyoureallywanttostopthegirlsfromstealing?\"
\"MostcertainlyIdo,\"cametheforciblereply。
Thegirlspokewithagreatearnestness,deliberately。
\"Then,givethemafairchance。\"
Themagnatestaredinsincereastonishmentoverthisabsurd,thisfutilesuggestionforhisguidance。
\"Whatdoyoumean?\"hevociferated,withrisingindignation。
Therewasanaddedhostilityinhisdemeanor,foritseemedtohimthatthisthiefofhisgoodswhomhehadbroughttojusticewasdaringtotriflewithhim。Hegrewwrathfuloverthesuspicion,butasecretcuriositystillheldhistemperwithinbounds\"Whatdoyoumean?\"herepeated;andnowthefullforceofhisstrongvoicesettheroomtrembling。
Thetonesofthegirlcamesoftlymusical,mademoredelicatelyresonanttotheearbycontrastwiththeman\'sroaring。
\"Why,\"shesaid,verygently,\"Imeanjustthis:Givethemalivingchancetobehonest。\"
\"Alivingchance!\"Thetwowordswereexplodedwithdynamicviolence。ThepreposterousnessoftheadvicefiredGilderwithresentmentsopervasivethatthroughmanysecondshefoundhimselfunabletoexpresstheragethatflamedwithinhim。
Thegirlshowedherselfundismayedbyhisanger。
\"Yes,\"shewenton,quietly;\"that\'sallthereistoit。Givethemalivingchancetogetenoughfoodtoeat,andadecentroomtosleepin,andshoesthatwillkeeptheirfeetoffthepavementwintermornings。Doyouthinkthatanygirlwantstosteal?Doyouthinkthatanygirlwantstorisk——?\"
Bythistime,however,Gilderhadregainedhispowersofspeech,andheinterruptedstormily。
\"Andisthiswhatyouhavetakenupmytimefor?Youwanttomakeamaudlinpleaforguilty,dishonestgirls,whenIthoughtyoureallymeanttobringmefacts。\"
Nevertheless,Marywentonwithherarraignmentuncompromisingly。
Therewasastrange,compellingenergyinherinflectionsthatpenetratedeventhepachydermatousofficer,sothat,thoughhethoughtherraving,heletherraveon,whichwasnotatallhishabitofconduct,anddidindeedsurprisehimmightily。AsforGilder,hefelthelplessinsomepuzzlingfashionthatwastotallyforeigntohisordinaryself。Hewasstillglowingwithwrathoverthemethodbywhichhehadbeenvictimizedintogivingthegirlahearing。Yet,despitehischagrin,herealizedthathecouldnotsendherfromhimforthwith。Bysomeinexplicablespellsheboundhimimpotent。
\"Weworkninehoursaday,\"thequietvoicewenton,acuriouspathosintherichtimbreofit;\"ninehoursaday,forsixdaysintheweek。That\'safact,isn\'tit?Andthetroubleis,anhonestgirlcan\'tliveonsixdollarsaweek。Shecan\'tdoit,andbuyfoodandclothes,andpayroom-rentandcarfare。That\'sanotherfact,isn\'tit?\"
Maryregardedtheownerofthestorewithgravequestioninginhervioleteyes。Undertheurgencyofemotion,colorcreptintothepallidcheeks,andnowherfacewasverybeautiful——sobeautiful,indeed,thatforalittlethecharmofitslovelinesscaughttheman\'sgaze,andhewatchedherwithanewrespect,bornofappreciationforherfemininedelightfulness。Theimpressionwasfartoobrief。Gilderwasnotgiventoestheticrapturesoverwomen。Always,thebusinessinstinctwasthedominant。So,aftertheshortperiodofamazedadmirationoversuchunexpectedwinsomeness,histhoughtsflewbackangrilytothematterswhereofshespokesoridiculously。
\"Idon\'tcaretodiscussthesethings,\"hedeclaredperemptorily,asthegirlremainedsilentforamoment。
\"AndIhavenowishtodiscussanything,\"Maryreturnedevenly。
\"Ionlywanttogiveyouwhatyouaskedfor——facts。\"Afaintsmileofreminiscencecurvedthegirl\'slips。\"Whentheyfirstlockedmeup,\"sheexplained,withoutanyparticularevidenceofemotion,\"Iusedtositandhateyou。\"
\"Oh,ofcourse!\"camethecausticexclamationfromGilder。
\"Andthen,Ithoughtthatperhapsyoudidnotunderstand,\"Marycontinued;\"that,ifIweretotellyouhowthingsreallyare,itmightbeyouwouldchangethemsomehow。\"
Atthisingenuousstatement,theownerofthestoregaveforthagaspofsheerstupefaction。
\"I!\"hecried,incredulously。\"Ichangemybusinesspolicybecauseyouaskmeto!\"
Therewassomethingimperturbableinthequalityofthevoiceasthegirlwentresolutelyforwardwithherexplanation。Itwasasifsheweredischargingadutynottobegainsaid,nottobethwartedbyanydifficulty,noteventherealizationthatalltheeffortmustbeultimatelyinvain。
\"Doyouknowhowwegirlslive?——but,ofcourse,youdon\'t。
Threeofusinoneroom,doingourowncookingoverthetwo-burnergas-stove,andourownwashingandironingevenings,afterbeingonourfeetforninehours。\"
Theenumerationofthesordiddetailslefttheemployerabsolutelyunmoved,sincehelackedtheimaginationnecessarytosympathizeactuallywiththestrainingevilofalifesuchasthegirlhadknown。Indeed,hespokewithanairofjustremonstrance,asifthegirl\'schargesweremischievouslyfaulty。
\"Ihaveprovidedchairsbehindthecounters,\"hestated。
Therewasnoespecialchangeinthegirl\'svoiceassheansweredhisdefense。Itcontinuedmusicallylow,buttherewasinittheinsistentnoteofsincerity。
\"Buthaveyoueverseenagirlsittinginoneofthem?\"shequestioned,coldly。\"Pleaseanswerme。Haveyou?Ofcoursenot,\"shesaid,afteralittlepauseduringwhichtheownerhadremainedsilent。Sheshookherheadinemphaticnegation。\"Anddoyouunderstandwhy?It\'ssimplybecauseeverygirlknowsthatthemanagerofherdepartmentwouldthinkhecouldgetalongwithouther,ifheweretoseehersittingdown——loafing,youknow!So,shewouldbedischarged。Allitamountstoisthat,afterbeingonherfeetforninehours,thegirlusuallywalkshome,inordertosavecarfare。Yes,shewalks,whethersickorwell。Anyhow,youaregenerallysotired,itdon\'tmakemuchdifferencewhichyouare。\"
Gilderwasfumingunderthesestrictures,whichseemedtohimaltogetherbaselessattacksonhimself。Hisexasperationsteadilywaxedagainstthegirl,aconvictedfelon,whothushadtheaudacitytobeardhim。
\"Whathasallthistodowiththequestionoftheftinthestore?\"herumbled,huffily。\"Thatwastheexcuseforyourcominghere。And,insteadoftellingmesomething,yourantaboutgas-stovesandcarfare。\"
Theinexorablevoicewentoninitsmonotone,asifhehadnotspoken。
\"And,whenyouarereallysick,andhavetostopwork,whatareyougoingtodothen?Doyouknow,Mr。Gilder,thatthefirsttimeastraightgirlsteals,it\'softenbecauseshehadtohaveadoctor——orsomeluxurylikethat?Andsomeofthemdoworsethansteal。Yes,theydo——girlsthatstartedstraight,andwantedtostaythatway。But,ofcourse,someofthemgetsotiredofthewholegrindthat——that——\"
Themanwhowastheemployerofhundredsconcerningwhomthesegrimtruthswereuttered,stirreduneasilyinhischair,andtherecameatouchofcolorintothehealthybrownofhischeeksashespokehisprotest。
\"I\'mnottheirguardian。Ican\'twatchoverthemaftertheyleavethestore。Theyarepaidthecurrentrateofwages——asmuchasanyotherstorepays。\"Ashespoke,theangerprovokedbythisunexpectedassaultonhimoutofthemouthofaconvictflamedhighinvirtuousrepudiation。\"Why,\"hewentonvehemently,\"nomanlivingdoesmoreforhisemployeesthanIdo。
Whogavethegirlstheirfinerest-roomsupstairs?Idid!Whogavethemthecheaplunch-rooms?Idid!\"
\"Butyouwon\'tpaythemenoughtoliveon!\"Theveryfactthatthewordswerespokenwithoutanytraceofrancormerelymadethisstatementofindisputabletruthobnoxioustotheman,whowasstungtomoresavageresentmentinassertinghisimpugnedself-righteousness。
\"Ipaythemthesameastheotherstoresdo,\"herepeated,sullenly。
Yetonceagain,thegentlycadencedvoicegaveanswer,ananswerinformedwiththatrepulsiveinsistencetothemanwhosoughttoresistherindictmentofhim。
\"Butyouwon\'tpaythemenoughtoliveon。\"Thesimplelucidityofthechargeforbadedirectreply。
Gilderbetookhimselftoevasionbyharkingbacktotheestablishedgroundofcomplaint。
\"And,so,youclaimthatyouwereforcedtosteal。That\'sthepleayoumakeforyourselfandyourfriends。\"
\"Iwasn\'tforcedtosteal,\"cametheanswer,spokeninthemonotonethathadmarkedherutterancethroughoutmostoftheinterview。\"Iwasn\'tforcedtosteal,andIdidn\'tsteal。But,allthesame,that\'stheplea,asyoucallit,thatI\'mmakingfortheothergirls。Therearehundredsofthemwhostealbecausetheydon\'tgetenoughtoeat。IsaidIwouldtellyouhowtostopthestealing。Well,Ihavedoneit。Givethegirlsafairchancetobehonest。Youaskedmeforthenames,Mr。
Gilder。There\'sonlyonenameonwhichtoputtheblameforthewholebusiness——andthatnameisEdwardGilder!……Now,won\'tyoudosomethingaboutit?\"
Atthatnakedquestion,theownerofthestorejumpedupfromhischair,andstoodgloweringatthegirlwhoriskedarequestsofullofvituperationagainsthimself。
\"Howdareyouspeaktomelikethis?\"hethundered。
Therewasnodisconcertionexhibitedbytheonethuschallenged。
Onthecontrary,sherepeatedherquestionwithasimpledignitythatstillfurtheroutragedtheman。
\"Won\'tyou,please,dosomethingaboutit?\"
\"Howdareyou?\"heshoutedagain。Now,therewasstarkwonderinhiseyesasheputthequestion。
\"Why,Idared,\"MaryTurnerexplained,\"becauseyouhavedonealltheharmyoucantome。And,now,I\'mtryingtogiveyouthechancetodobetterbytheothers。YouaskmewhyIdare。I
havearighttodare!Ihavebeenstraightallmylife。Ihavewanteddecentfoodandwarmclothes,and——alittlehappiness,allthetimeIhaveworkedforyou,andIhavegonewithoutthosethings,justtostaystraight……Theendofitallis:YouaresendingmetoprisonforsomethingIdidn\'tdo。That\'swhyI
dare!\"
Cassidy,theofficerinchargeofMaryTurner,hadstoodpatientlybesideherallthiswhile,alwaysholdingherbythewrist。Hehadbeenmildlyinterestedintheverbalduelbetweenthebigmanofthedepartmentstoreandthisconvictinhisownkeeping。Vaguely,hehadmarveledatthesuccessofthefrailgirlindeclaimingofherinjuriesbeforethemagnate。Hehadfeltnoparticularinterestbeyondthat,merelylookingonasonemightatanyentertainingspectacle。Thequestionatissuewasnoconcernofhis。Hissolebusinesswastotakethegirlawaywhentheinterviewshouldbeended。
Itoccurredtohimnowthatthismight,infact,bethetimetodepart。Itseemed,indeed,thattheinsistentreiterationofthegirlhadatlastleftheownerofthestorequitepowerlesstoanswer。Itwaspossible,then,thatitwerewiserthegirlshouldberemoved。Withtheideainmind,hestaredinquiringlyatGilderuntilhecaughtthatflusteredgentleman\'seye。Anodfromthemagnatesufficedhim。Gilder,intruth,couldnottrusthimselfjustthentoanaudiblecommand。Hewasseriouslydisturbedbythegentlyspokentruthsthathadissuedfromthegirl\'slips。Hewasnotpreparedwithanyanswer,thoughhehotlyresentedeverywordofheraccusation。So,whenhecaughtthequestionintheglanceoftheofficer,hefeltaguiltysensationofreliefashesignifiedanaffirmativebyhisgesture。
Cassidyfacedabout,andinhismovementtherewasatugatthewristofthegirlthatsethermovingtowardthedoor。Herrealizationofwhatthismeantwasshowninherfinalspeech。
\"Oh,hecantakemenow,\"shesaid,bitterly。Thenhervoiceroseabovethemonotonethathadcontentedherhitherto。Intothemusicofhertonesbeatsomethingsinister,evillyvindictive,asshefacedaboutatthedoorwaytowhichCassidyhadledher。Herface,asshescrutinizedonceagainthemanatthedesk,wascoldlymalignant。
\"Threeyearsisn\'tforever,\"shesaid,inalevelvoice。\"WhenI
comeout,youaregoingtopayforeveryminuteofthem,Mr。
Gilder。Therewon\'tbeadayoranhourthatIwon\'trememberthatatthelastitwasyourwordsentmetoprison。Andyouaregoingtopaymeforthat。YouaregoingtopaymeforthefiveyearsIhavestarvedmakingmoneyforyou——that,too!YouaregoingtopaymeforallthethingsIamlosingtoday,and——\"
Thegirlthrustforthherlefthand,onthatsidewherestoodtheofficer。SovigorouswashermovementthatCassidy\'sclaspwasthrownoffthewrist。Butthebondbetweenthetwowasnotbroken,forfromwristtowristshowedtautthesteelchainofthemanacles。Thegirlshookthelinksofthehandcuffsinagesturestrongerthanwords。Inherfinalutterancetotheagitatedmanatthedesk,therewasacoldthreat,aprophecyofdisaster。Fromthesymbolofherdegradation,shelookedtothemanwhoseactionhadplaceditthere。Intheclashingoftheirglances,herswonthevictory,sothathiseyesfellbeforethemenaceinhers。
\"Youaregoingtopaymeforthis!\"shesaid。Hervoicewaslittlemorethanawhisper,butitwasloudinthelistener\'sheart。\"Yes,youaregoingtopay——forthis!\"
CHAPTERVI。INFERNO。
Theyweregrimyears,thosethreeduringwhichMaryTurnerservedhersentenceinBurnsing。Therewasnotimeoffforgoodbehavior。Thegirllearnedsoonthatthefavorofthosesetinauthorityoverhercouldonlybewonatacostagainstwhichhereverymaidenlyinstinctrevolted。So,shewentthroughtheinfernoofdaysandnightsinadrearinessofsufferingthatwasdeadly。Naturally,thelifetherewasaltogetheranevilthing。
Therewasthematerialilleverpresentintheroundofwearisomephysicaltoil,thecoarse,distastefulfood,thehard,narrowcouch,theconstant,gnawingirksomenessofimprisonment,awayfromlightandair,awayfromallthatmakeslifeworthwhile。
Yet,theseafflictionswerenottheworstinjuriestomarthegirlconvict\'slife。Thatwhichboreuponhermostweightilyandincessantlywasthedegradationofthisenvironmentfromwhichtherewasneveranyrespite,theviciousnessofthisspotwhereinshehadbeencastthroughnofaultofherown。Vilenesswaseverywhere,visiblyinthefacesofmany,anditwasbrimmingfromthesoulsofmore,subtlyhideous。Thegirlheldherselfrigidlyfromanypersonalintimacywithherfellows。Tosomeextent,atleast,shecouldseparateherselffromtheircorruptioninthematterofpersonalassociation。But,everpresent,therewasasecretenergyofvicethatcouldnotbeescapedsosimply——nor,indeed,byanydevice;thatbreathedinthespiritualatmosphereitselfoftheplace。Always,thismysterious,invisible,yethorriblypotent,powerofsinwaslikeamiasmathroughouttheprison。Always,itwasstrivingtoreachhersoul,tomakeherofitsown。Shefoughttheinsidious,fetidforceasbestshemight。Shewasnotevilbynature。Shehadbeenwellgroundedinprinciplesofrighteousness。
Nevertheless,thoughshemaintainedtheintegrityofhercharacter,thatcharactersufferedfromthetaint。Theredevelopedoverthegirl\'soriginalsensibilityashellofhardness,whichintimewouldsurelycometomakeherlessscrupulousinherreckoningofrightandwrong。
Yet,asarule,characterremainsthesamethroughoutlifeastoitsprimeessentials,and,inthiscase,MaryTurnerattheendofhertermwasvitallyalmostaswholesomeasonthedaywhenshebegantheservingofthesentence。Thechangewroughtinherwaschieflyofanexternalsort。Thekindlinessofherheartandherdesirefortheseemlyjoysoflifewereunweakened。Butoverthebetterqualitiesofhernaturewasnowspreadacrustofworldlyhardness,adenialofappealtohersensibilities。Itwasthisthatwouldeventuallybringherperilouslyclosetocontentedcompanioningwithcrime。
ThebestevidenceofthefactthatMaryTurner\'ssoulwasnotfatallysoiledmustbefoundinthefactthatstill,attheexpirationofhersentence,shewasfullyresolvedtolivestraight,asthesayingiswhichshehadquotedtoGilder。This,too,inthefaceofsureknowledgeastothedifficultiesthatwouldbesettheeffort,andinthefaceofthetemptationsofferedtofollowaneasierpath。
Therewas,forexample,AggieLynch,afellowconvict,withwhomshehadaslightdegreeofacquaintance,nothingmore。Thisyoungwoman,acriminalbytraining,offeredallurementsofillegitimateemploymentintheouterworldwhentheyshouldbefree。Maryenduredthecompanionshipwiththisprisonerbecauseasixthsenseproclaimedthefactthatherewasoneunmoral,ratherthanimmoral——andthedifferenceismighty。Forthatreason,AggieLynchwasnotactivelyoffensive,asweremostoftheothers。Shewasadaintylittleblonde,withababyface,inwhichweresettwolight-blueeyes,ofasorttowidenoftenindemurewonderovermostthingsinasurprisingandnaughtyworld。
Shehadbeenconvictedofblackmail,andshemadenopretenseevenofinnocence。Instead,shewasinclinedtoboastoverherabilitytobamboozlemenatherwill。Shewasanaturalactressoftheingenuerole,andinthatposeshecouldunfailinglybeguiletheheartofthewisestofworldlymen。
Perhaps,theverykeenstudentofphysiognomymighthavediscoveredgroundsforsuspectingherdemurenessbyreasonofthethick,levelbrowsthatcastashadowontheblandinnocenceofherface。Fortherest,shepossessedaknackofratherharmlessperversity,afairsmatteringofgrammarandspelling,andalivelysenseofhumorwithinherownlimitations,withaparticularlysmallintelligenceinotherdirections。Heroneartwashistrionicsofthekindthatmadeanindividualappeal。Insuch,shewasinimitable。Shehadbeenrearedinacriminalfamily,whichmustexcusemuch。Longago,shehadlosttrackofherfather;hermothershehadneverknown。Heronerelationwasabrotherofhighstandingasapickpocket。Oneprincipalreasonofhersuccessinleadingonmentomakefoolsofthemselvesoverher,totheireverlastingregretafterward,layinthefactthat,inspiteofallthegrossirregularitiesofherlife,sheremainedchaste。Shedeservednocreditforsuchrestraint,sinceitwasamatterpurelyoftemperament,notofresolve。
ThegirlsawinMaryTurnerthepossibilitiesofaladylikepersonalitythatmightmeanmuchfinancialprofitinthedeviouswaysofwhichshewasamistress。Withthefranknesscharacteristicofher,sheproceededtopaintglowingpicturesofafuturesharedtotheundoingofardentandfatuousswains。
MaryTurnerlistenedwithcuriosity,butshewasinnowisemovedtofollowsuchalife,eventhoughitdidnotnecessitateanythingworsethanafraudulentplayingatlove,withoutphysicaldegradation。So,shesteadfastlycontinuedherrefusals,tothegreatastonishmentofAggie,whoactuallycouldnotunderstandintheleast,evenwhileshebelievedtheother\'sdeclarationofinnocenceofthecrimeforwhichshewasservingasentence。But,forherownpart,suchinnocencehadnothingtodowiththematter。Where,indeed,couldbetheharminmakingsomeoldsinnerpayaroundpriceforhisfolly?Andalways,inresponsetoeveryargument,Maryshookherheadinnegation。Shewouldlivestraight。
Then,theheavybrowsofAggiewoulddrawdownalittle,andthebabyfacewouldharden。
\"Youwillfindthatyouareupagainstahellofafrost,\"shewoulddeclare,brutally。
Maryfoundtheprofaneprophecytrue。BackinNewYork,sheexperiencedapovertymoreravagingthananyshehadknowninthosefiveleanyearsofherworkinginthestore。Shehadbeenabsolutelypennilessfortwodays,andwithoutfoodthroughthegnawinghours,whensheatlastfoundemploymentofthehumblestinamilliner\'sshop。Followedablessedintervalinwhichsheworkedcontentedly,happyoverthemeagerstipend,sinceitservedtogivehershelterandfoodhonestlyearned。
Butthewaysofthepolicearenotalwaysthoseofordinarydecency。Induetime,anofficerinformedMary\'semployerconcerningthefactofherrecordasaconvict,andthereuponshewasatoncedischarged。Theunfortunatevictimofthelawcameperilouslyclosetodespairthen。Yet,herspirittriumphed,andagainsheperseveredinthatresolvetolivestraight。Finally,forthesecondtime,shesecuredacheappositioninacheapshop——onlytobeagainpersecutedbythepolice,sothatshespeedilylosttheplace。
Nevertheless,indomitableinherpurpose,shemaintainedthestruggle。Athirdtimesheobtainedwork,andthere,afteralittle,shetoldheremployer,acandymanufacturerinasmallway,thetruthastoherhavingbeeninprison。Themanhadakindlyheart,and,inaddition,heranlittleriskinthematter,soheallowedhertoremain。When,presently,thepolicecalledhisattentiontothegirl\'scriminalrecord,hepaidnoheedtotheiradviceagainstretainingherservices。Butsuchactiononhispartoffendedthegreatnessofthelaw\'sdignity。Thepolicebroughtpressuretobearontheman。TheyevencalledintheassistanceofEdwardGilderhimself,whoobliginglywroteaveryseverelettertothegirl\'semployer。Intheend,suchtacticsalarmedtheman。Forthesakeofhisowninterests,thoughunwillinglyenough,hedismissedMaryfromhisservice。
Itwasthenthatdespairdidcomeuponthegirl。Shehadtriedwithallthestrengthofhertolivestraight。Yet,despiteherinnocence,theworldwouldnotletherliveaccordingtoherownconscience。Itdemandedthatshebethecriminalithadbrandedher——ifsheweretoliveatall。So,itwasdespair!Forshewouldnotturntoevil,andwithoutsuchturningshecouldnotlive。Shestillwalkedthestreetsfalteringly,seekingsomeplace;butherheartwasgonefromthequest。Now,shewassunkeninanapathythatsavedherfromtheworstpangsofmisery。Shehadsufferedsomuch,sopoignantly,thatatlastheremotionshadgrownsluggish。Shedidnotmindmuchevenwhenhertinyhoardofmoneywasquitegone,andsheroamedthecity,starving……Cameanhourwhenshethoughtoftheriver,andwasglad!
Maryremembered,withawansmile,how,longago,shehadthoughtwithamazedhorrorofsuicide,unabletoimagineanytroublesufficienttodriveonetodeathastheonlyrelief。Now,however,thethingwassimpletoher。Sincetherewasnothingelse,shemustturntothat——todeath。Indeed,itwassoverysimple,sofinal,andsoeasy,aftertheagoniesshehadendured,thatshemarveledoverherownfollyinnothavingsoughtsuchescapebefore……Evenwiththefirstwildfancy,shehadunconsciouslybentherstepswestwardtowardtheNorthRiver。
Now,shequickenedherpace,anxiousfortheplungethatshouldsetthetermtosorrow。Inhernumbedbrainwasnoflickerofthoughtastowhatevermightcometoherafterward。Hersoleguidewasthatcompellingpassionofdesiretobedonewiththisunbearablepresent。Nothingelsemattered——notintheleast!
So,shecamethroughthelongstretchofill-lightedstreets,crossedsomerailroadtrackstoapier,overwhichshehurriedtothefarend,whereitprojectedouttothefiercercurrentsoftheHudson。There,withoutgivingherselfamoment\'spauseforreflectionorhesitation,sheleapedoutasfarasherstrengthpermittedintothecoilofwaters……But,inthatfinalsecond,naturalterrorinthefaceofdeathovercamethelethargyofdespair——ashriekburstfromherlips。
Butforthatscreamoffear,thestoryofMaryTurnerhadendedthereandthen。Onlyonepersonwasanywhereneartocatchthesound。Andthatsinglepersonheard。Onthesouthsideofthepieramanhadjusttiedupamotor-boat。Hestoodupinalarmatthecry,andwasjustintimetogainaglimpseofawhitefaceunderthedimmoonlightasitsweptdownwiththetide,tworodsbeyondhim。Ontheinstant,hethrewoffhiscoatandsprangfaroutafterthedriftingbody。Hecametoitinafewfuriousstrokes,caughtit。Thenbeganthesavagestruggletosaveherandhimself。Thecurrentstoreathimwrathfully,buthefoughtagainstthemwithallthefiercenessofhisnature。Hehadstrengtha-plenty,butitneededallofit,andmore,towinoutoftheriver\'shungryclutch。Whatsavedthetwoofthemwastheviolenttemperoftheman。Always,ithadbeenthedemontosethimaflame。To-night,thereinthefaintlight,withinthegripofthewaters,hewasmovedtoinsensatefuryagainsttheelementthatmenaced。Hisragemounted,andgavehimnewpowerinthebattle。Maniacalstrengthgrewoutofsupremewrath。
Undertheurgeofit,heconquered——atlastbroughthimselfandhischargetotheshore。
When,finally,therescuerwasabletodosomethingmorethangaspchokingly,hegaveanxiousattentiontothewomanwhomhehadbroughtoutfromtheriver。Yet,attheoutset,hecouldnotbesurethatshestilllived。Shehadshownnosignoflifeatanytimesincehehadfirstseizedher。Thatfacthadbeenofincalculableadvantagetohiminhiseffortstoreachtheshorewithher。Now,however,italarmedhimmightily,thoughithardlyseemedpossiblethatshecouldhavedrowned。Sofarashecoulddetermine,she:hadnotevensunkoncebeneaththesurface。
Nevertheless,shedisplayednoevidenceofvitality,thoughhechafedherhandsforalongtime。Theshoreherewasverylonely;itwouldtakeprecioustimetosummonaid。Itseemed,notwithstanding,thatthismustbetheonlycourse。Thenjustasthemanwasabouttoleaveher,thegirlsighed,veryfaintly,withaninfiniteweariness,andopenedhereyes。Themanechoedthesigh,buthiswasofjoy,sincenowheknewthathisstrifeinthegirl\'sbehalfhadnotbeeninvain。
Afterward,therescuerexperiencednogreatdifficultyincarryingouthisworktoasatisfactoryconclusion。Maryrevivedtoclearconsciousness,whichwasatfirstinclinedtowardhysteria,butthisphaseyieldedsoonunderthesympatheticministrationsoftheman。Hisratherlowvoicewassoothingtohertiredsoul,andhiswholeairwasatoncemasterfulandgentlytender。Moreover,therewasaninexpressiblebalmtoherspiritintheveryfactthatsomeonewasthusministeringtoher。Itwasthefirsttimeformanydreadfulyearsthatanyonehadtakenthoughtforherwelfare。Theeffectofitwaslikeadraughtofrarestwinetowarmherheart。So,sherestedobedientlyashebusiedhimselfwithhercompleterestoration,and,whenfinallyshewasabletostand,andtowalkwiththesupportofhisarm,shewentforwardslowlyathissidewithoutsomuchevenasaquestionofwhither。
And,curiously,themanhimselfsharedthegladnessthattouchedthemoodofthegirl,forheexperiencedasuddenprideinhisaccomplishmentofthenight,apridethatdelightedastarvedpartofhisnature。Somewhereinhimweretheseedsofself-sacrifice,theseedsofagenerousdevotiontoothers。Butthoseseedshadbeenleftundevelopedinalifethathadbeenlivedsinceearlyboyhoodoutsidethepaleofrespectability。
To-night,JoeGarsonhadperformed,perhaps,hisfirstactionwithnothoughtofselfatthebackofit。Hehadriskedhislifetosavethatofastranger。Thefactastonishedhim,whileitpleasedhimhugely。Thesensationwasatoncenovelandthrilling。Sinceitwassoagreeable,hemeanttoprolongtheglowofself-satisfactionbycontinuingtocareforthiswaifoftheriver。Hemustmakehisrescuecomplete。Itdidnotoccurtohimtoquestionhisfitnessforthework。Hisintrospectiondidnotreachtoapointofsuspectingthathe,anhabitualcriminal,wasnecessarilyofasorttobemostobjectionableastheprotectorofayounggirl。Indeed,hadanyonesuggestedthethoughttohim,hewouldhavemetitwithasneer,totheeffectthatawretchthustiredoflifecouldhardlyobjecttoanyonewhoconstitutedhimselfhersavior。
Inthismanner,JoeGarson,thenotoriousforger,ledthedrippinggirleastwardthroughthesqualidstreets,untilatlasttheycametoanadequatelylightedavenue,andthereataxicabwasfound。Itcarriedthemfarthernorth,andtotheeaststill,untilatlastitcametoahaltbeforeanapartmenthousethatwasratherimposing,setinastreetofhumblerdwellings。Here,Garsonpaidthefare,andthenhelpedthegirltoalight,andonintothehallway。Marywentwithhimquiteunafraid,thoughnowwithagrowingcuriosity。Strangeasitallwas,shefeltthatshecouldtrustthismanwhohadpluckedherfromdeath,whohadworkedoverherwithsomuchoftenderkindliness。So,shewaitedpatiently;only,watchedwithintentnessashepressedthebuttonofaflatnumber。Sheobservedwithinterestthethick,wavygrayofhishair,whichcontradictedpleasantlytheyouthfulnessofhisclean-shaven,resoluteface,andthespare,yetwell-muscledform。
Theclickingofthedoor-latchsoundedsoon,andthetwoentered,andwentslowlyupthreeflightsofstairs。Onthelandingbeyondthethirdflight,thedoorofarearflatstoodopen,andinthedoorwayappearedthefigureofawoman。
\"Well,Joe,who\'stheskirt?\"thispersondemanded,asthemanandhischargehaltedbeforeher。Then,abruptly,theround,baby-likefaceofthewomanpuckeredinamazement。Hervoiceroseshrill。\"MyGawd,ifitain\'tMaryTurner!\"
Atthat,thenewcomer\'seyesopenedswiftlytotheirwidest,andshestaredastoundedinherturn。
\"Aggie!\"shecried。
CHAPTERVII。WITHINTHELAW。
Inthetimethatfollowed,MarylivedintheflatwhichAggieLynchoccupiedalongwithherbrother,Jim,apickpocketmuchesteemedamonghisfellowcraftsmen。Theperiodwroughttransformationsofradicalandbewilderingsortinboththeappearanceandthecharacterofthegirl。JoeGarson,theforger,hadlongbeenacquaintedwithAggieandherbrother,thoughheconsideredthemfarbeneathhiminthesocialscale,sincetheircriminalworkwasnotofthathighkindonwhichhepridedhimself。But,ashecastaboutforsomewomantowhomhemighttakethehaplessgirlhehadrescued,histhoughtsfellonAggie,andforthwithhisdeterminationwasmade,sinceheknewthatshewasrespectable,viewedaccordingtohisownpeculiarlights。Hewasrelievedratherthanotherwisetolearnthattherewasalreadyanacquaintancebetweenthetwowomen,andthefactthathischargehadservedtimeinprisondidnotinfluencehimonejotagainsther。
Onthecontrary,itincreasedinsomemeasurehisrespectforherasoneofhisownkind。Bythetimehehadlearnedaswellofherinnocence,hehadgrownsointerestedthatevenherfolly,ashewasinclinedtodeemit,didnotcauseanywaveringinhisregard。
Now,atlast,MaryTurnerletherselfdrift。Itseemedtoherthatshehadabandonedherselftofateinthathourwhenshethrewherselfintotheriver。Afterward,withoutanyvolitiononherpart,shehadbeenrestoredtolife,andsetwithinanenvironmentnewandstrangetoher,inwhichsoon,tohersurprise,shediscoveredavividpleasure。So,shefoughtnomore,butleftdestinytoworkitswillunhamperedbyherfutilestrivings。Forthefirsttimeinherlife,thankstothehospitalityofAggieLynch,secretlyreinforcedfromthefundsofJoeGarson,Maryfoundherselflivinginluxuriousidleness,whilehereverywishcouldbegratifiedbythemerestmentionofit。Shewasfedonthedaintiestoffare,forAggiewasasybariteinallsensuouspleasuresthatwereapartfromsex。Shewasclothedwiththemostdelicaterichnessforthefirsttimeastothosemoremysteriousgarmentswhichwomenlove,andshesoonhadavarietyoffrocksascharmingashergracefulformdemanded。Inaddition,therewereasmanyofbooksandmagazinesasshecouldwish。Hermind,longstarvedlikeherbody,seizedavidlyonthenourishmentthusafforded。Inthisinterest,Aggiehadnoshare——wasperhapsalittleenviousoverMary\'sabsorptioninprintedpages。Butforherconsolationwerethemattersoffoodanddress,andofcountlessjunketings。Insuchdirections,Aggiewastheleader,aneager,joyousonealways。Shetookavastprideinherguest,withtheunmistakableairofelegance,andshedaredtodreamofgreattriumphstocome,thoughasyetshecarefullyavoidedanysuggestiontoMaryofwrong-doing。
Intheend,thesuggestioncamefromMaryTurnerherself,tothegreatsurpriseofAggie,and,truthtotell,ofherself。
Thereweretwofactorsthatchieflyinfluencedherdecision。Thefirstwasduetothefeelingthat,sincetheworldhadrejectedher,sheneednolongerconcernherselfwiththeworld\'sopinion,orretainanyscruplesoverit。Backofthislayherbittersentimenttowardthemanwhohadbeenthedirectcauseofherimprisonment,EdwardGilder。Itseemedtoherthatthegeneralwarfareagainsttheworldmightwellbemadeaninitialstepinthewarfareshemeanttowage,somehow,sometime,againstthatmanpersonally,inaccordancewiththehystericalthreatshehadutteredtohisface。
Thefactorthatwastheimmediatecauseofherdecisiononanirregularmodeoflifewasaneditorialinoneofthedailynewspapers。Thiswasascathingarraignmentofamasterinhighfinance。Thepointofthewriter\'sattackwasthegrimsarcasmforsuchmethodsofthieveryasarekeptwithinthelaw。Thatphraseheldthegirl\'sfancy,andshereadthearticleagainwithaquickenedinterest。Then,shebegantomeditate。Sheherselfwasinacurious,indeterminateattitudeasfarasconcernedthelaw。Itwasthelawthathadworkedtheruinofherlife,whichshehadstriventomakewholesome。Inconsequence,shefeltforthelawnogenuinerespect,onlydetestationasfortheepitomeofinjustice。Yet,shegaveitasuperficialrespect,bornofthosethreeyearsofsufferingwhichhadbeentheresultofthepenaltyinflictedonher。Itwasasaneffectofthislatterfeelingthatshewasdeterminedononethingofvitalimportance:
thatneverwouldshebeguiltyofanythingtopitheragainstthelaw\'sdecrees。Shehadknowntoomanyhoursofanguishinthedoomsetonherlifebecauseshehadbeendeemedaviolatorofthelaw。No,neverwouldsheletherselftakeanypositioninwhichthelawcouldaccuseher……Butthereremainedthefactthattheactualcauseofherlongmiserywasthissamelaw,manipulatedbythemanshehated。Ithadpunishedher,thoughshehadbeenwithoutfault。Forthatreason,shemustalwaysregarditasherenemy,must,indeed,hateitwithanintensitybeyondwords——withanintensityequaltothatsheboretheman,Gilder。Now,intheparagraphshehadjustreadshefoundacluetosuggestivethought,ahintastoameansbywhichshemightsatisfyherrancoragainstthelawthathadoutragedher——andthisinsafetysinceshewouldattemptnoughtsavethatwithinthelaw。
Mary\'sheartleapedatthepossibilitybackofthosethreewords,\"withinthelaw。\"Shemightdoanything,seekanyrevenge,workanyevil,enjoyanymastery,aslongassheshouldkeepwithinthelaw。Therecouldbenopunishmentthen。Thatwasthelessontaughtbythecaptaininhighfinance。Hewasatpainsalwaysinhisstupendousrobberiestokeepwithinthelaw。Tothatend,heemployedlawyersofmightycunningandlearningtoguidehisstepsarightinsuchtortuouspaths。
There,then,wasthesecret。Whyshouldshenotusethelikemeans?Why,indeed?Shehadbrainsenoughtodevise,surely。
Beyondthat,sheneededonlytokeephercoursemostcarefullywithinthoselimitsofwrong-doingpermittedbythestatutes。
Forthat,thesolerequirementwouldbealawyerequallyunscrupulousandastute。Atonce,Mary\'smindwasmadeup。
Afterall,thethingwasabsurdlysimple。Itwasmerelyamatterforingenuityandforprudenceinalliance……Moreover,therewouldcomeeventuallysomeadequatedeviceagainstherarch-enemy,EdwardGilder。
Marymeditatedontheideaformanydays,andeveritseemedincreasinglygoodtoher。Finally,itdevelopedtoapointwhereshebelieveditaltogetherfeasible,andthenshetookJoeGarsonintoherconfidence。Hewasvastlyastonishedattheoutsetandnotquitepleased。Tohisview,thisplanofferedmerelyafashionofsettingdifficultiesinthewayofachievement。
Presently,however,thesincerityandpersistenceofthegirlwonhimover。Thetaskofconvincinghimwouldhavebeeneasierhadhehimselfeverknownthetormentofservingaterminprison。