第12章

类别:其他 作者:Honore De Balzac字数:11992更新时间:18/12/18 14:30:49
\"Oh,madame,\"criedFarrabesche,\"beforelong,whentherainsbegin,youwillhearthetorrentroarevenatthechateau;buteventhatisnothingtowhathappensinspringwhenthesnowsmelt。ThewaterthenrushesdownfromallpartsoftheforestbehindMontegnac,fromthosegreatslopeswhicharebackofthehillsonwhichyouhaveyourpark。 Allthewaterofthesemountainspoursintothisvalleyandmakesadeluge。Luckilyforyou,thetreesholdtheearth;otherwisethelandwouldslideintothevalley。\" \"Wherearethesprings?\"askedMadameGraslin,givingherfullattentiontowhathesaid。 Farrabeschepointedtoanarrowgorgewhichseemedtoendthevalleyjustbelowhishouse。\"TheyaremostlyonaclayplateaulyingbetweentheLimousinandtheCorreze;theyaremeregreenpoolsduringthesummer,andlosethemselvesinthesoil。Noonelivesinthatunhealthyregion。Thecattlewillnoteatthegrassorreedsthatgrownearthebrackishwater。Thatvasttract,whichhasmorethanthreethousandacresinit,isanopencommonforthreedistricts;but,liketheplainsofMontegnac,nousecanbemadeofit。Thissideonyourproperty,asIshowedyou,thereisalittleearthamongthestones,butoverthereisnothingbutsandyrock。\" \"Sendyourboyforthehorses;Iwillrideoverandseeitformyself。\" Benjamindeparted,afterMadameGraslinhadshownhimthedirectioninwhichhewouldfindMauriceandthehorses。 \"Youwhoknow,sotheytellme,everypeculiarityofthecountrythoroughly,\"continuedMadameGraslin,\"explaintomehowitisthatthestreamsofmyforestwhichareonthesideofthemountaintowardMontegnac,andoughtthereforetosendtheirwatersdownthere,donotdoso,neitherinregularwater—coursesnorinsuddentorrentsafterrainsandthemeltingofthesnows。\" \"Ah,madame,\"saidFarrabesche,\"therector,whothinksallthetimeaboutthewelfareofMontegnac,hasguessedthereason,buthecan’tfindanyproofofit。Sinceyourarrival,hehasmademetracethepathofthewaterfrompointtopointthrougheachravineandvalley。 Iwasreturningyesterday,whenIhadthehonorofmeetingyou,fromthebaseoftheRoche—Vive,whereIcarefullyexaminedthelayoftheland。Hearingthehorses’feet,Icameuptoseewhowasthere。 MonsieurBonnetisnotonlyasaint,madame;heisamanofgreatknowledge。’Farrabesche,’hesaidtome(Iwasthenworkingontheroadthevillagehasjustbuilttothechateau,andtherectorcametomeandpointedtothatchainofhillsfromMontegnactoRoche—Vive),—— ’Farrabesche,’hesaid,’theremustbesomereasonwhythatwater—sheddoesnotsendanyofitswatertotheplain;Naturemusthavemadesomesluicewaywhichcarriesitelsewhere。’Well,madame,thatideaissosimpleyouwouldsupposeanychildmighthavethoughtit;yetnoonesinceMontegnacexisted,neitherthegreatlords,northeirbailiffs,northeirforesters,northepoor,northerich,noneofthosewhosawthatplainbarrenforwantofwater,everaskedthemselveswhythestreamswhichnowfeedtheGaboudonotcomethere。 Thethreedistrictsabove,whichhaveconstantlybeenafflictedwithfeversinconsequenceofstagnantwater,neverlookedfortheremedy; Imyself,wholiveinthewilds,neverdreamedofit;itneededamanofGod。\" Thetearsfilledhiseyesashesaidtheword。 \"Allthatmenofgeniusdiscover,\"saidMadameGraslin,\"seemssosimplethateveryonethinkstheymighthavediscovereditthemselves。 But,\"sheadded,asiftoherself,\"geniushasthisfinethingaboutit,——itresemblesalltheworld,butnooneresemblesit。\" \"IunderstoodMonsieurBonnetatonce,\"continuedFarrabesche;\"itdidnottakehimmanywordstotellmewhatIhadtodo。Madame,thisfactItellyouofisallthemoresingularbecausethereare,towardtheplain,greatrentsandfissuresinthemountain,gorgesandravinesdownwhichthewaterflows;but,strangetosay,thesecleftsandravinesandgorgesallsendtheirstreamsintoalittlevalleywhichisseveralfeetbelowthelevelofyourplain。To—dayIhavediscoveredthereasonofthisphenomenon:fromtheRoche—VivetoMontegnac,atthefootofthemountains,runsashelforbarricadeofrock,varyinginheightfromtwentytothirtyfeet;thereisnotabreakinitfromendtoend;anditisformedofaspeciesofrockwhichMonsieurBonnetcallsschist。Thesoilaboveit,whichisofcoursesofterthanrock,hasbeenhollowedoutbytheactionofthewater,whichisturnedatrightanglesbythebarricadeofrock,andthusflowsnaturallyintotheGabou。Thetreesandunderbrushoftheforestconcealthisformationandthehollowingoutofthesoil。Butafterfollowingthecourseofthewater,asIhavedonebythetracesleftofitspassage,itiseasytoconvinceanyoneofthefact。TheGabouthusreceivesthewater—shedofbothmountains,——thatwhichoughttogodownthemountainfaceonwhichyourparkandgardenaretotheplain,andthatwhichcomesdowntherockyslopesbeforeus。 AccordingtoMonsieurBonnetthepresentstateofthingswillcreasewhenthewater—shedtowardtheplaingainsanaturaloutlet,andisdammedtowardtheGaboubytheearthandrockswhichthemountaintorrentsbringdownwiththem。Itwilltakeahundredyearstodothat,however;andbesides,itisn’tdesirable。Ifyoursoilwillnottakeupmorewaterthanthegreatcommonyouarenowgoingtosee,Montegnacwouldbefullofstagnantpools,breedingfeverinthecommunity。\" \"IsupposethattheplacesMonsieurBonnetshowedmetheotherdaywherethefoliageofthetreesisstillgreenmarkthepresentconduitsbywhichthewaterfallsintotheGabou?\" \"Yes,madame。BetweenRoche—ViveandMontegnactherearethreedistinctmountainswiththreehollowsbetweenthem,downwhichthewaters,stoppedbytheschistbarrier,turnoffintotheGabou。Thebeltoftreesstillgreenatthefootofthehillabovethebarrier,whichlooks,atadistance,likeapartoftheplain,isreallythewater—sluicetherectorsupposed,veryjustly,thatNaturehadmadeforherself。\" \"Well,whathasbeentotheinjuryofMontegnacshallsoonbeitsprosperity,\"saidMadameGraslin,inatoneofdeepintention。\"Andinasmuchasyouhavebeenthefirstinstrumentemployedonthework,youshallshareinit;youshallfindmefaithful,industriousworkmen;lackofmoneycanalwaysbemadeupbydevotionandgoodwork。\" BenjaminandMauricecameupasVeroniqueendedthesewords;shemountedherhorseandsignedtoFarrabeschetomounttheother。 \"Guideme,\"shesaid,\"totheplacewherethewatersspreadoutinpoolsoverthatwasteland。\" \"Thereisallthemorereasonwhymadameshouldgothere,\"saidFarrabesche,\"becausethelateMonsieurGraslin,undertherector’sadvice,boughtthreehundredacresattheopeningofthatgorge,onwhichthewatershaveleftsedimentenoughtomakegoodsoiloverquiteapieceofground。MadamewillalsoseetheoppositesideoftheRoche—Vive,wheretherearefinewoods,amongwhichMonsieurGraslinwouldnodoubthaveputafarmhadhelived;there’sanexcellentplaceforone,wherethespringwhichrisesjustbymyhouselosesitselfbelow。\" Farrabescherodefirsttoshowtheway,takingVeroniquethroughapathwhichledtothespotwherethetwoslopesdrewcloselytogetherandthenflewapart,onetotheeasttheothertothewest,asifrepulsedbyashock。Thisnarrowpassage,filledwithlargerocksandcoarse,tallgrasses,wasonlyaboutsixtyfeetinwidth。 TheRoche—Vive,cutperpendicularlyonthissidelookedlikeawallofgraniteinwhichtherewasnofoothold;butabovethisinflexiblewallwasacrownoftrees,therootsofwhichhungdownit,mostlypinesclingingtotherockwiththeirforkedfeetlikebirdsonabough。 Theoppositehill,hollowedbytime,hadafrowningfront,sandy,rocky,andyellow;herewereshallowcaverns,dipswithoutdepth;thesoftandpulverizingrockhadochretones。Afewplantswithpricklyleavesabove,andburdocks,reeds,andaquaticgrowthsbelow,wereindicationenoughofthenorthernexposureandthepovertyofthesoil。Thebedofthetorrentwasofstone,quitehard,butyellow。 Evidentlythetwochains,thoughparallelandrippedasunderbyoneofthegreatcatastropheswhichhavechangedthefaceoftheglobe,were,eitherfromsomeinexplicablecapriceorforsomeunknownreason,thediscoveryofwhichawaitedgenius,composedofelementsthatwerewhollydissimilar。Thecontrastoftheirtwonaturesshowedmoreclearlyherethanelsewhere。 Veroniquenowsawbeforeheranimmensedryplateau,withoutanyvegetation,chalky(thisexplainedtheabsorptionofthewater)andstrewnwithpoolsofstagnantwaterandrockyplacesstrippedofsoil。 TotherightwerethemountainsoftheCorreze;tolefttheRoche—Vivebarredtheviewcoveredwithitsnobletrees;onitsfurtherslopewasameadowofsometwohundredacres,theverdureofwhichcontrastedwiththehideousaspectofthedesolateplateau。 \"MysonandIcutthatditchyouseedowntheremarkedbythetallgrasses,\"saidFarrabesche;\"itjoinstheonewhichboundsyourforest。Onthissidetheestateisboundedbyadesert,forthenearestvillageisthreemilesdistant。\" Veroniqueturnedrapidlytothedismalplain,followedbyherguide。 Sheleapedherhorseacrosstheditchandrodeatfullgallopacrossthedrearexpanse,seemingtotakeasavagepleasureincontemplatingthatvastimageofdesolation。Farrabeschewasright。Nopower,nowillcouldputtoanyusewhateverthatsoilwhichresoundedunderthehorses’feetasthoughitwerehollow。Thiseffectwasproducedbythenaturalporousnessoftheclay;buttherewerefissuresalsothroughwhichthewaterflowedaway,nodoubttosomedistantsource。 \"Therearemanysoulslikethis,\"thoughtVeronique,stoppingherhorseaftershehadriddenatfullspeedforfifteenortwentyminutes。Sheremainedmotionlessandthoughtfulinthemidstofthisdesert,wheretherewasneitheranimalnorinsectlifeandwherethebirdsneverflew。TheplainofMontegnacwasatleastpebblyorsandy; onitwereplaceswhereafewinchesofsoildidgiveafootholdfortherootsofcertainplains;butheretheungratefulchalk,neitherstonenorearth,repelledeventheeye,whichwasforcedtoturnforrelieftotheblueoftheether。 Afterexaminingtheboundsofherforestandthemeadowspurchasedbyherhusband,VeroniquereturnedtowardtheoutletoftheGabou,butslowly。ShethensawFarrabeschegazingintoasortofditchwhichlookedlikeoneaspeculatormighthavedugintothisdesolatecorneroftheearthexpectingNaturetogiveupsomehiddentreasure。 \"Whatisthematter?\"askedVeronique,noticingonthatmanlyfaceanexpressionofdeepsadness。 \"Madame,Iowemylifetothatditch;orrather,tospeakmorecorrectly,Iowetoittimeforrepentance,timetoredeemmysinsintheeyesofmen。\" ThismethodofexplaininglifesoaffectedMadameGraslinthatshestoppedherhorseonthebrinkoftheditch。 \"Iwashidingthere,madame。ThegroundissoresonantthatwhenmyearwasagainstitIcouldhearthehorsesofthegendarmerie,oreventhefootstepsofthesoldiers,whicharealwayspeculiar。ThatgavemetimetoescapeuptheGaboutoaplacewhereIhadahorse,andI alwaysmanagedtoputseveralmilesbetweenmyselfandmypursuers。 Catherineusedtobringmefoodduringthenight;ifshedidnotfindmeIalwaysfoundthebreadandwineinaholecoveredwitharock。\" Thisrecollectionofhiswanderingandcriminallife,whichmighthaveinjuredFarrabeschewithsomepersons,metwiththemostindulgentpityfromMadameGraslin。SherodehastilyontowardtheGabou,followedbyherguide。Whileshemeasuredwithhereyethisopening,throughwhichcouldbeseenthelongvalley,sosmilingononeside,soruinedontheother,andatitslowerend,aleagueaway,theterracedhill—sidesbackofMontegnac,Farrabeschesaid:—— \"There’llbeafamousrushofwaterinafewdays。\" \"Andnextyear,onthisday,notadropshallflowthere。Bothsidesbelongtome,andIwillbuildadamsolidenoughandhighenoughtostopthefreshet。Insteadofavalleyyieldingnothing,Iwillhavealaketwenty,thirty,fortyfeetdeepoveranextentofthreeorfourmiles,——animmensereservoir,whichshallsupplytheflowofirrigationwithwhichIwillfertilizetheplainofMontegnac。\" \"Ah,madame!therectorwasright,whenhesaidtousaswefinishedourroad,’Youareworkingforamother。’MayGodshedhisblessingonsuchanundertaking。\" \"Saynothingaboutit,Farrabesche,\"saidMadameGraslin。\"TheideawasMonsieurBonnet’s。\" Theyreturnedtothecottage,whereVeroniquepickedupMaurice,withwhomsherodehastilybacktothechateau。WhenMadameSauviatandAlinesawhertheywerestruckwiththechangeinhercountenance;thehopeofdoinggoodintheregionshenowownedgaveheralreadyanappearanceofhappiness。ShewroteatoncetoMonsieurGrossetete,begginghimtoaskMonsieurdeGrandvilleforthecompletereleaseofthereturnedconvict,onwhoseconductshegavehimassuranceswhichwereconfirmedbyacertificatefromthemayorofMontegnacandbyaletterfromMonsieurBonnet。TothisrequestsheaddedinformationaboutCatherineCurieux,beggingGrossetetetointerestthe/procureur—general/inthegoodworkshewishedtodo,andpersuadehimtowritetotheprefectureofpoliceinParistorecovertracesofthegirl。ThecircumstanceofCatherine’shavingsentmoneytoFarrabescheatthegalleysoughttobeclewenoughtofurnishinformation。VeroniquewasdeterminedtoknowwhyitwasthattheyoungwomanhadnotreturnedtoherchildandtoFarrabesche,nowthathewasfree。ShealsotoldheroldfriendofherdiscoveryaboutthetorrentoftheGabou,andurgedhimtoselectanableengineer,suchasshehadalreadyaskedhimtoprocureforher。 ThenextdaywasSunday,andforthefirsttimesinceherinstallationatMontegnacVeroniquefeltabletohearmassinchurch;sheaccordinglywentthereandtookpossessionofthebenchthatbelongedtoherinthechapeloftheVirgin。Seeinghowdenudedthepoorchurchwas,sheresolvedtodevoteacertainsumyearlytotheneedsofthebuildingandthedecorationofthealtars。Shelistenedtothesweet,impressive,angelicvoiceoftherector,whosesermon,thoughcouchedinsimplelanguagesuitedtotherusticintellectsbeforehim,wassublimeincharacter。Sublimitycomesfromtheheart,intellecthaslittletodowithit;religionisaquenchlesssourceofthissublimitywhichhasnodross;forCatholicismenteringandchangingallhearts,isitselfallheart。MonsieurBonnettookhistextfromtheepistlefortheday,whichsignifiedthat,soonerorlater,Godaccomplishesallpromises,assistingHisfaithfulones,encouragingtherighteous。Hemadeplaintoeverymindthegreatthingswhichmightbeaccomplishedbywealthjudiciouslyusedforthegoodofothers,——explainingthatthedutiesofthepoortotherichwereaswidelyextendedasthoseoftherichtothepoor,andthattheaidandassistancegivenshouldbemutual。 Farrabeschehadmadeknowntoafewofthosewhotreatedhiminafriendlymanner(theresultoftheChristiancharitywhichMonsieurBonnethadputinpracticeamonghisparishioners)thebenevolentactsMadameGraslinhaddoneforhim。Herconductinthismatterhadbeentalkedoverbyallthelittlegroupsofpersonsassembledroundthechurchdoorbeforetheservice,asisthecustomincountryplaces。 Nothingcouldhavebeenbettercalculatedtowinthefriendshipandgood—willoftheseeminentlysusceptibleminds;sothatwhenVeroniqueleftthechurchafterserviceshefoundnearlyalltheinhabitantsoftheparishformedintwohedgesthroughwhichshewasexpectedtopass。Oneandalltheybowedrespectfullyinprofoundsilence。Shewasdeeplytouchedbythisreception,withoutknowingtheactualcauseofit。SeeingFarrabeschehumblystationedamongthelast,shestoppedandsaidtohim:—— \"Youareagoodhunter;donotforgettosupplymewithgame。\" AfewdayslaterVeroniquewenttowalkwiththerectorthroughthepartoftheforestthatwasnearestthechateau,wishingtodescendwithhimtheterracedslopesshehadseenfromthehouseofFarrabesche。IndoingthissheobtainedcompletecertaintyastothenatureoftheupperaffluentsoftheGabou。TherectorsawforhimselfthatthestreamswhichwateredcertainpartsofupperMontegnaccamefromthemountainsoftheCorreze。Thischainofhillsjoinedthebarrenslopeswehavealreadydescribed,parallelwiththechainoftheRoche—Vive。 Onreturningfromthiswalktherectorwasjoyfulasachild;heforesaw,withthenaiveteofapoet,theprosperityofhisdearvillage——forapoetisaman,ishenot?whorealizeshopesbeforetheyripen。MonsieurBonnetgarneredhishayashestoodoverlookingthatbarrenplainfromMadameGraslin’supperterrace。 XV STORYOFAGALLEY—SLAVE ThenextdayFarrabescheandhissoncametothechateauwithgame。 Thekeeperalsobrought,forFrancis,acocoanutcup,elaboratelycarved,agenuineworkofart,representingabattle。MadameGraslinwaswalkingatthetimeontheterrace,inthedirectionwhichoverlookedLesTascherons。Shesatdownonabench,tookthecupinherhandandlookedearnestlyatthedeftpieceofwork。Afewtearscameintohereyes。 \"Youmusthavesufferedverymuch,\"shesaidtoFarrabesche,afterafewmoments’silence。 \"HowcouldIhelpit,madame?\"hereplied;\"forIwastherewithoutthehopeofescape,whichsupportsthelifeofmostconvicts。\" \"Anawfullife!\"shesaidinatoneofhorror,invitingFarrabeschebywordandgesturetosaymore。 FarrabeschetooktheconvulsivetremblingandothersignsofemotionhesawinMadameGraslinforthepowerfulinterestofcompassionatecuriosityinhimself。 JustthenMadameSauviatappeared,comingdownapathasifshemeanttojointhem;butVeroniquedrewoutherhandkerchiefandmadeanegativesign;saying,withanasperityshehadneverbeforeshowntotheoldwoman:—— \"Leaveme,leaveme,mother。\" \"Madame,\"saidFarrabesche,\"fortenyearsIworethere(holdingouthisleg)achainfastenedtoagreatironringwhichboundmetoanotherman。DuringmytimeIhadtolivethuswiththreedifferentconvicts。Isleptonawoodenbench;Ihadtoworkextraordinarilyhardtoearnalittlemattresscalleda/serpentin/。Eachdormitorycontainseighthundredmen。Eachbed,calleda/tolard/,holdstwenty— fourmen,chainedincouples。Everynightthechainofeachcoupleispassedroundanothergreatchainwhichiscalledthe/filetderamas/。 Thischainholdsallthecouplesbythefeet,andrunsalongthebottomofthe/tolard/。Ittookmeovertwoyearstogetaccustomedtothatironclanking,whichcalledoutincessantly,’Thouartagalley— slave!’IfIsleptaninstantsomevilecompanionmovedorquarrelled,remindingmeofwhereIwas。Thereisaterribleapprenticeshiptomakebeforeamancanlearnhowtosleep。ImyselfcouldnotsleepuntilIhadcometotheendofmystrengthandtoutterexhaustion。 WhenatlastsleepcameIhadthenightsinwhichtoforget。Oh!to/forget/,madame,thatwassomething!Oncethere,amanmustlearntosatisfyhisneeds,eveninthesmallestthings,accordingtothewayslaiddownbypitilessregulations。Imagine,madame,theeffectsuchalifeproducedonaladlikeme,whohadlivedinthewoodswiththebirdsandthesquirrels!IfIhadnotalreadylivedforsixmonthswithinprison—walls,Ishould,inspiteofMonsieurBonnet’sgrandwords——forhe,Icantrulysay,isthefatherofmysoul——Ishould,ah!Imusthaveflungmyselfintotheseaatthemeresightofmycompanions。Out—doorsIstillcouldlive;butinthebuilding,whethertosleeportoeat,——toeatoutofbuckets,andeachbucketfilledforthreecouples,——itwaslifenolonger,itwasdeath;theatrociousfacesandlanguageofmycompanionswerealwaysinsufferabletome。 Happily,fromfiveo’clockinsummer,andfromhalf—pastseveno’clockinwinterwewent,inspiteofheatorcoldandwindorrain,on’fatigue,’thatis,hard—labor。Thushalfthislifewasspentintheopenair;andtheairwassweetaftertheclosedormitorypackedwitheighthundredconvicts。Andthatair,too,issea—air!Wecouldenjoythebreezes,wecouldbefriendswiththesun,wecouldwatchthecloudsastheypassedaboveus,wecouldhopeandprayforfineweather!Asforme,Itookaninterestinmywork——\" Farrabeschestopped;twoheavytearswererollingdownhismistress’sface。 \"Oh!madame,Ihaveonlytoldyouthebestsideofthatlife,\"hecontinued,takingtheexpressionofherfaceasmeantforhim。\"Theterribleprecautionstakenbythegovernment,theconstantspyingofthekeepers,theblacksmith’sinspectionofthechainseveryday,nightandmorning,thecoarsefood,thehideousgarmentswhichhumiliateamanatallhours,thecomfortlesssleep,thehorriblerattlingofeighthundredchainsinthatresoundinghall,theprospectofbeingshotorblowntopiecesbycannoniftenofthosevillainstookafancytorevolt,allthosedreadfulthingsarenothing,—— nothing,Itellyou;thatisthebrightsideonly。There’sanotherside,madame,andadecentman,abourgeois,woulddieofhorrorinaweek。Aconvictisforcedtolivewithanotherman;obligedtoendurethecompanyoffiveothermenateverymeal,twenty—threeinhisbedatnight,andtoheartheirlanguage!Thegreatsocietyofgalley— slaves,madame,hasitssecretlaws;disobeythemandyouaretortured;obeythem,andyoubecomeatorturer。Youmustbeeithervictimorexecutioner。Iftheywouldkillyouatonceitwouldatleastbethecureoflife。Butno,theyarewiserthanthatindoingevil。Itisimpossibletoholdoutagainstthehatredofthesemen; theirpowerisabsoluteoveranyprisonerwhodispleasesthem,andtheycanmakehislifeatormentfarworsethandeath。Themanwhorepentsandendeavorstobehavewellistheircommonenemy;aboveall,theysuspecthimofinforming;andaninformerisputtodeath,oftenonmeresuspicion。Everyhallandcommunityofeighthundredconvictshasitstribunal,inwhicharejudgedthecrimescommittedagainstthatsociety。Nottoobeytheusagesiscriminal,andamanisliabletopunishment。Forinstance,everymanmustco—operateinescapes; everyconvicthashistimeassignedhimtoescape,andallhisfellow— convictsmustprotectandaidhim。Torevealwhatacomradeisdoingwithaviewtoescapeiscriminal。Iwillnotspeaktoyouofthehorriblecustomsandmoralsofthegalleys。Nomanbelongstohimself; thegovernment,inordertoneutralizetheattemptsatrevoltorescape,takespainstochaintwocontrarynaturesandintereststogether;andthismakesthetortureofthecouplingunendurable;menarelinkedtogetherwhohateordistrusteachother。\" \"Howwasitwithyou?\"askedMadameGraslin。 \"Ah!there,\"repliedFarrabesche,\"Ihadluck;Ineverdrewalottokillaconvict;Ineverhadtovotethedeathofanyoneofthem;I neverwaspunished;nomantookadisliketome;andIgotonwellwiththethreedifferentmenIwaschainedto;theyallfearedmebutlikedme。Onereasonwas,mynamewasknownandfamousatthegalleysbeforeIgotthere。A/chauffeur/!theythoughtmeoneofthosebrigands。Ihaveseen/chauffing/,\"continuedFarrabescheafterapause,inalowvoice,\"butInevereitherdiditmyself,ortookanyofthemoneyobtainedbyit。Iwasarefractory,Ievadedtheconscription,thatwasall。Ihelpedmycomrades,Ikeptwatch;Iwassentinelandbroughtuptherear—guard;butInevershedanyman’sbloodexceptinself—defence。Ah!ItoldalltoMonsieurBonnetandmylawyer,andthejudgesknewwellenoughthatIwasnomurderer。But,allthesame,Iamagreatcriminal;nothingthatIeverdidwasmorallyright。However,beforeIgotthere,asIwassaying,twoofmycomradestoldofmeasamanabletodogreatthings。Atthegalleys,madame,nothingissovaluableasthatreputation,notevenmoney。Inthatrepublicofmiserymurderisapassporttotranquillity。Ididnothingtodestroythatopinionofme。Iwassad,resigned,andtheymistooktheappearanceofit。Mygloomymanner,mysilence,passedforferocity。Allthatworld,convicts,keepers,youngandold,respectedme。Iwastreatedasfirstinmyhall。Nooneinterferedwithmysleep;Iwasneversuspectedofinforming;Ibehavedhonorablyaccordingtotheirideas;Ineverrefusedtodoservice;Inevertestifiedtheslightestrepugnance;Ihowledwiththewolvesoutside,IprayedtoGodwithin。Mylastcompanioninchainswasasoldier,twenty—twoyearsofage,whohadcommittedatheftanddesertedinconsequenceofit。Wewerechainedtogetherforfouryears,andwewerefriends;whereverImaybeIamcertaintomeethimwhenhistimeisup。Thispoordevil,whosenameisGuepin,isnotascoundrel,heismerelyheedless;hispunishmentmayreformhim。Ifmycomradeshaddiscoveredthatreligionledmetosubmittomytrials,——thatImeant,whenmytimewasup,tolivehumblyinacorner,lettingnooneknowwhereIwas,intendingtoforgettheirhorriblecommunityandnevertocrossthepathofanyofthem,——theywouldprobablyhavedrivenmemad。\" \"Then,\"saidMadameGraslin,\"ifapooryoungman,atendersoul,carriedawaybypassion,havingcommittedamurder,wassparedfromdeathandsenttothegalleys——\" \"Oh!madame,\"saidFarrabesche,interruptingher,\"thereisnosparinginthat。Thesentencemaybecommutedtotwentyyearsatthegalleys,butforadecentyoungman,thatisawful!Icouldnotspeaktoyouofthelifethatawaitshimthere;athousandtimesbetterdie。Yes,todieuponthescaffoldishappinessincomparison。\" \"Idarednotthinkit,\"murmuredMadameGraslin。 Shehadturnedaswhiteaswax。Tohideherfaceshelaidherforeheadonthebalustrade,andkeptitthereseveralminutes。Farrabeschedidnotknowwhetherheoughttogoorremain。 MadameGraslinraisedherheadatlast,lookedatFarrabeschewithanalmostmajesticair,andsaid,tohisamazement,inavoicethatstirredhisheart:—— \"Thankyou,myfriend。But,\"sheadded,afterapause,\"wheredidyoufindcouragetoliveandsuffer?\" \"Ah!madame,MonsieurBonnetputatreasurewithinmysoul!andforthatIlovehimbetterthanallelseonearth。\" \"BetterthanCatherine?\"saidMadameGraslin,smilingwithasortofbitterness。 \"Almostaswell,madame。\" \"Howdidhedoit?\" \"Madame,thewordsandthevoiceofthatmanconqueredme。CatherinebroughthimtothatholeinthegroundIshowedyouonthecommon;hehadcomefearlesslyalone。Hewas,hesaid,thenewrectorofMontegnac;Iwashisparishioner,helovedme;heknewIwasonlymisguided,notlost;hedidnotintendtobetrayme,buttosaveme; inshort,hesaidmanysuchthingsthatstirredmysoultoitsdepths。 Thatman,madame,commandsyoutodorightwithasmuchforceasthosewhotellyoutodowrong。Itwashewhotoldme,poordearman,thatCatherinewasamother,andthatIwasdoomingtwobeingstoshameanddesertion。’Well,’Isaidtohim,’theyarelikeme;Ihavenofuture。’HeansweredthatIhadafuture,twobadfutures,beforeme—— oneinanotherworld,oneinthisworld——ifIpersistedinnotchangingmywayoflife。Inthisworld,Ishoulddieonthescaffold。 IfIwerecapturedmydefencewouldbeimpossible。Onthecontrary,ifItookadvantageoftheleniencyofthenewgovernmenttowardallcrimestraceabletotheconscription,ifIdeliveredmyselfup,hebelievedhecouldsavemylife;hewouldengageagoodlawyer,whowouldgetmeoffwithtenyearsatthegalleys。ThenMonsieurBonnettalkedtomeoftheotherlife。CatherineweptliketheMagdalen——See,madame,\"saidFarrabesche,holdingouthisrightarm,\"herfacewasinthathand,andIfeltitwetwithtears。Sheimploredmetolive。 MonsieurBonnetpromisedtosecureme,whenIhadservedmysentence,apeacefullifeherewithmychild,andtoprotectmeagainstaffront。 Hecatechisedmeashewouldalittlechild。Afterthreesuchvisitsatnighthemademeassuppleasaglove。Wouldyouliketoknowhow,madame?\" FarrabescheandMadameGraslinlookedateachother,notexplainingtothemselvestheirmutualcuriosity。