第8章

类别:其他 作者:Professor Walter Scott字数:29898更新时间:18/12/19 16:45:30
TheHarvesterlookedatherquizzicallyandsawagleamofmischiefintheusuallydulldarkeyesthatdelightedhim。 ``Thatisthecustomarysuppositionwhenhefindsvoice,’’hesaid。``Butsincethishasbecomeyourhome,youareboundtolearnsomeofmysecrets。OneofthemItrytoguardisthefactthatAjaxhasatemper。Nomydear,heisnotalwayssendingawireless,Iamsorrytosay。Iwishhewas!Asamatteroffactheisventinghisdispleasureatanydifferenceinourconditions。Hehateschange。Helearnedthatfromme。Iwillenjoyseeinghimcomeforfavourayearfromnow,asIlearnedtocomeforit,evenwhenIdidn’tgetmuch,andtheroadlaywestofOnabasha。Ajax,stopthat!There’snousetoobject。Youknowyouthinkthathorseisnicecompanyforyou,andthattwocanfeedyoumorethanone。Don’tbeahypocrite!Ceasecryingthingsyoudon’tmean,andlearntolovethepeopleIdo。Comeon,oldboy!’’ Thepeacockcame,butwithfeatherscloselypressedandsteppingdaintily。Asthebirdadvanced,theHarvesterretreated,untilhestoodbesidetheGirl,andthenheslippedsomegraintoherhandandsheofferedit。 ButAjaxwouldnotbecoaxed。Hewastoofatandwellfed。Hehaughtilyturnedandmarchedaway,screamingatintervals。 ``Nastytemper!’’commentedtheHarvester。``Nevermind!Hesoonwillbecomeaccustomedtoyou,andthenhewillloveyouasBelshazzardoes。Feedthedovesinstead。Theyarefriendlyenoughinallconscience。 Doyounoticethatthereisnotacolouredfeatheramongthem?Thesquabthatishatchedwithoneyoumayhaveforbreakfast。Nowlet’sgofindsomethingtoeat,andIwillfinishthebridgesoyoucanrestthereto-nightandwatchthesunsetonSingingWater。’’ Sotheywentintothecabinandpreparedfood,andthentheHarvestertoldtheGirltomakeherselfsoprettythatshewouldbeapictureandcomeandtalktohimwhilehefinishedtheroof。Shewenttoherroom,foundapalelavenderlinendressandputiton,dustedthepinkpowderthickly,andwentwhereawidebenchmadeaninvitingplaceintheshade。Thereshesatandwatchedherlightlyexpressedwhimtakeshape。 ``Soonasthisisfinished,’’saidtheHarvester,``Iamgoingtobeginonthatteatable。Icanmakeitinalittlewhile,ifyouwantittomatchtheotherfurniture。’’ ``Ido,’’saidtheGirl。 ``Wonderifyoucoulddrawaplanshowinghowitshouldappear。Iamalittleshyonteatables。’’ ``IthinkIcan。’’ TheHarvesterbroughtpaper,pencil,andashingleforadrawingpad。 ``Nowrememberonething,’’hesaid。``Ifyouareinearnestaboutusingthoseoldbluedishes,thishasgottobeabig,healthytable。Alittleonewillappeartopheavywiththem。Itwouldbeagoodideatosetoutwhatyouwanttouse,arrangedasyouwouldlikethem,andletmetakethetopmeasurementthatway。’’ ``Allright!I’llonlyindicatehowitslegsshouldbeandwewillfindthesizelater。Icouldalmostweepbecausethatwonderfulsetisbroken。IfIhadallofitI’dbesoproud!’’ TheGirlbentoverthedrawing。TheHarvesterworkedwithhisattentiondividedbetweenher,thebridge,andtheroad。Atlasthesawthebigredcarcreepingupthevalley。 ``Seemstobesomeonecoming,Ruth!GuessitmustbeDoc。I’llgoopenthegate?’’ ``Yes,’’saidtheGirl。``I’msoglad。Youwon’tforgettoaskhimtohelpmeifhecan?’’ TheHarvesterwheeledhastily。``Iwon’tforget!’’ hesaid,ashehurriedtothegate。Thecarranslowly,andtheGirlcouldseehimswingtothestepandstandtalkingastheyadvanced。Whentheyreachedhertheystoppedandallofthemcameforward。Shewenttomeetthem。SheshookhandswithMrs。Careyandthenwiththedoctor。 ``Iamsogladyouhavecome,’’shesaid。 ``Ihopeyouarenotlonesomealready,’’laughedthedoctor。 ``Idon’tthinkanyonewithbrainstoappreciatehalfofthisevercouldbecomelonelyhere,’’answeredtheGirl。``No,itisn’tthat。’’ ``A-ha!’’criedthedoctor,turningtohiswife。``Youseethatthebeautifulyoungladyremembersme,andhasbeenwishingIwouldcome。Ialwayssaidyoudidn’thalfappreciateme。Whataplaceyouaremaking,David!I’llrunthecartotheshadeandjoinyou。’’ Foralongtimetheytalkedunderthetrees,thentheywenttoseethenewhomeandallitsfurnishings。 ``NowthisiswhatIcallcomfort,’’saidthedoctor。 ``David,buildusahouseexactlysimilartothisoverthereonthehill,andletusliveoutherealso。I’dloveit。Wouldyou,Clara?’’ ``Idon’tknow。Ineverlivedinthecountry。Onethingissure:IfItriedit,I’dpreferthistoanyotherplaceIeversaw。David,won’tyoutakemefarenoughupthehillthatIcanlookfromthetoptothelake?’’ ``Certainly,’’saidtheHarvester。``Excuseusalittlewhile,Ruth!’’ AssoonastheyweregonetheGirlturnedtothedoctor。 ``DoctorCarey,Davidsaysyouaregreat。Won’tyouexerciseyourartonme。Iamnotatallwell,andoh!I’dsolovetobestrongandsound。’’ ``Willyoutellme,’’askedthedoctor,``justenoughtoshowmewhatcausedthetrouble?’’ ``Badairandwater,poorlightandfoodatirregulartimes,overworkanddeepsorrow;everywrongconditionoflifeyoucouldimagine,withnotarayofhopeinthedistance,untilnow。ForthesakeoftheHarvester,I wouldbewellagain。Please,pleasetrytocureme!’’ Sotheytalkeduntilthedoctorthoughtheknewallhedesired,andthentheywenttoseethegoldflowergarden。 ``Icallthissimplysuperb,’’saidhe,takingaseatbeneaththetreeroofofherporch。``Youngwoman,I don’tknowwhatI’lldotoyouifyoudon’tspeedilygrowstronghere。ThisistheprettiestplaceIeversaw,andlistentothemusicofthatbubbling,gurglinglittlecreek!’’ ``Isn’thewonderful?’’askedtheGirl,lookingupthehill,wherethetallformoftheHarvestercouldbeseenmovingaround。``Justtoseehim,youwouldthinkhimtheessenceofmanlystrengthandforce。Andheis! Sostrong!Intothelakeatallhours,atthedry-house,onthehill,grubbingroots,liftingbigpillarstosupportabridgeroof,andwithitallafancyasdelicateasanydreaminggirl。Doctor,thefairiespainttheflowers,colourthefruit,andfrostthewindowsforhim;andthewindscarrypollentotellhimwhenhisgrowingthingsarereadyforthedry-house。Idon’tsupposeIcantellyouanythingnewabouthim;butisn’theaperpetualsurprise?Neverlikeanyoneelse!Andnomatterhowhestartlesmeinthebeginning,healwaysendsbyconvincingme,atleast,thatheisright。’’ ``IneverlovedanyothermanasIdohim,’’saidthedoctor。``IusheredhimintotheworldwhenIwasayoungmanjustbeginningtopractise,andI’veknownhimeversince。Iknowfewmensoscrupulouslyclean。 Trytogetwellandmakehimhappy,Mrs。Langston。 Hesodeservesit。’’ ``YoumaybesureIwill,’’answeredtheGirl。 Afterthevisitorshadgone,theHarvestertoldhertoplacetheoldbluedishesasshewouldliketoarrangethemonhertable,sohecouldgetacorrectideaofthesize,andhelefttoputafewfinishingstrokesonthebridgecover。Shewentintothedining-roomandopenedthechinacloset。Sheknewfromherpeepinthework- roomthattherewouldbemorepiecesthanshehadseenbefore;butshedidnotthinkorhopethatafullhalfdozenteasetandplates,bowl,platter,andpitcherwouldbewaitingforher。 ``WhyRuth,whatmadeyoutireyourselftocomedown?Iintendedtoreturninafewminutes。’’ ``OhMan!’’criedthelaughingGirl,assheclungpantinglytoabridgepillarforsupport,``Ijusthadtocometotellyou。Therearefairies!Reallytrulyones! Theyhavefoundtheremainderofthewillowdishesforme,andnowtherearesomanyitisn’tgoingtobeatableatall。Itmustbealittlecupboardespeciallyforthem,inthatspacebetweenthemantelandthebookcase。 Thereshouldbeashiningbrassteacanister,andawaferboxliketheartspeoplemake,andI’llpourteaandtendthechafingdishandyoucantoastthebreadwithalongforkoverthecoals,andwewillhavesuppersontheliving-roomtable,anditwillbesuchfun。’’ ``Beseated!’’criedtheHarvester。``Ruth,that’sthelongestspeechIeverheardyoumake,anditsounded,praisetheLord,likeagirl。DidDocsayhewouldfixsomethingforyou?’’ ``Yes,suchalotofthings!Iamgoingtoshutmyeyesandopenmymouthandswallowallofthem。I’mgoingtobebornagainandforgetallIeverknewbeforeIcamehere,andsoonIwillbetaggingyoueverywhere,beggingyoutosuggestdesignsformypencil,andI’llsimplyforcelifetocomerightforyou。’’ TheHarvestersmiled。 ``Soundsgood!’’hesaid。``But,Ruth,I’malittledubiousaboutforcework。Lifewon’tcomerightformeunlessyoulearntoloveme,andloveisastubborn,contrarybulldogelementofournaturethatwon’tbedrivenaninch。Itwandersasthewind,andstrikesusasitwill。You’llarriveatwhatIhopeformuchsoonerifyouforgetitandamuseyourselfandbeashappyasyoucan。Then,perhapsallunknowntoyou,alittlesparkoftendernessformewilllightinyourbreast; andifiteverdoeswewillbuyafanningmillandputitinoperation,andwe’llraiseaflameorknowwhy。’’ ``Andtherewon’tbeanyforceinthat?’’ ``Whatyoucan’tcompelisthestart。It’sallrighttopushanygrowthafteryouhavesomethingtoworkon。’’ ``Thatremindsme,’’saidtheGirl,``thereisaquestionIwanttoaskyou。’’ ``Goahead!’’saidtheHarvester,glancingatherashehewedajoist。 Sheturnedawayherfaceandsatlookingacrossthelakeforalongtime。 ``Isitadifficultquestion,Ruth?’’inquiredtheHarvestertohelpher。 ``Yes,’’saidtheGirl。``Idon’tknowhowtomakeyousee。’’ ``Takeanykindofaplunge。I’mnotusuallydense。’’ ``Itisreallyquitesimpleafterall。It’saboutagirl——agirlIknewverywellinChicago。Shehadaproblem——anditworriedherdreadfully,andIjustwonderedwhatyouwouldthinkofit。’’ TheHarvestershiftedhispositionsothathecouldwatchthesideoftheavertedface。 ``You’llhavetotellme,beforeIcantellyou,’’hesuggested。 ``Shewasagirlwhoneverhadanythingfromlifebutworkandworry。Ofcourse,that’stheonlykindI’dknow!Onedaywhentheworkwasmostdifficult,andworrycutdeepest,andshereallythoughtshewaslosinghermind,amancamebyandhelpedher。Heliftedherout,andrescuedallthatwaspossibleforamantosavetoherinhonour,andwenthisway。Therewasn’tanythingmore。Probablythereneverwouldbe。Hisheartwasgreat,andhestoopedandpitiedhergentlyandpassedon。Afteratimeanothermancameby,agoodandnobleman,andheofferedherlovesowonderfulshehadn’tbrainstocomprehendhoworwhyitwas。’’ TheGirl’svoicetrailedoffasifsheweretoowearytospeakfurther,whilesheleanedherheadagainstapillarandgazedwithdulleyesacrossthelake。 ``Andyourquestion,’’suggestedtheHarvesteratlast。 Sherousedherself。``Oh,thequestion!Whythis—— ifintime,andaftershehadtriedandtried,lovetoequalhissimplywouldnotcomewould——would——shebewrongtoPRETENDshecared,anddotheverybestshecould,andhopeforreallovesomeday?OhDavid,wouldshe?’’ TheHarvester’sfacewaswhiterthantheGirl’s。Hepoundedthechiselintothejoistsavagely。 ``Wouldshe,David?’’ ``Letmeunderstandyouclearly,’’saidthemaninadry,breathlessvoice。``Didshelovethisfirstmantowhomshecameunderobligations?’’ TheGirlsatgazingacrossthelakeandthetorturedHarvesterstaredather。 ``Idon’tknow,’’shesaidatlast。``Idon’tknowwhethersheknewwhatlovewasorevercould。Sheneverbeforehadknownaman;herheartwasasundevelopedandstarvedasherbody。Idon’tthinksherealizedlove,buttherewasaSOMETHING。Everytimeshewouldfeelmostgratefulandlongforthelovethatwasofferedher,that`something’wouldawakeandhurtheralmostbeyondendurance。Yetsheknewheneverwouldcome。Sheknewhedidnotcareforher。Idon’tknowthatshefeltshewantedhim,butshewasundersuchobligationstohimthatitseemedasifshemustwaittoseeifhemightnotpossiblycome,andifhedidsheshouldbefree。’’ ``Ifhecame,shepreferredhim?’’ ``Therewasadebtshehadtopay——ifheaskedit。 Idon’tknowwhethershepreferredhim。Idoknowshehadnoideathathewouldcome,butthePOSSIBILITYwasalwaysbeforeher。Ifhedidn’tcomeintime,wouldshebewrongingivingallshehadtothemanwholovedher?’’ TheHarvester’slaughwasshortandsharp。 ``Shehadnothingtogive,Ruth!Talkaboutworm- wood,colocynthapples,andhemlock!Whatsortofhuskswouldthatbetoofferamanwhogavehonestlove?Lietohim!Pretendfeelingshedidn’texperience。 Endurehimforthesakeofwhatheofferedher?WellIdon’tknowhowcalmlyanyothermanwouldtakethatproceeding,Ruth,buttellyourfriendforme,thatifI offeredawomanthedeep,lasting,andonlylovingpassionofmyheart,andshegavebackalieandindifferentlips,I’ddropherintothedeepestholeofmylakeandtakemypunishmentcheerfully。’’ ``Butifitwouldmakehimhappy?Hedeserveseveryhappiness,andheneedneverknow!’’ TheHarvester’slaughraisedtoanangryroar。 ``Yousimpleton!’’hecriedroughly。``Doyouknowsolittleofhumanpassionintheheartthatyouthinklovecanbeasuccessfulassumption?GoodLord,Ruth! Doyouthinkamanismadeofwoodorstone,thatawoman’slipsinherfirstkisswouldn’ttellhimthetruth? WhyGirl,youmightaswelltrytospreadyourtiredarmsandflyacrossthelakeastoattempttopretendaloveyoudonotfeel。Younevercould!’’ ``IsaidagirlIknew!’’ ```AGirlyouknew,’then!Anywoman!Theideaismonstrous。Tellhersoandforgetit。Youalmostscaredthelifeoutofmeforaminute,Ruth。Ithoughtitwasgoingtobeyou。ButIrememberyourdebtistobepaidwiththefirstmoneyyouearn,andyoucannothavetheslightestideawhatloveis,ifyouhonestlyaskifitcanbesimulated。Noma’am!Itcan’t!Notpossibly!Notever!Andwhenthedaycomesthatitsfireslightyourheart,youwillcometome,andtellofafloodofdelightthatistinglingfromthesolesofyourfeetthrougheverynerveandfibreofyourbody,andyouwilllaughwithmeatthetimewhenyouaskedifitcouldbeimitatedsuccessfully。No,ma’am!Nowletmehelpyoutothecabin,serveagoodsupper,andseeyoueatlikeafarmer。’’ AlleveningtheHarvesterwassogayhekepttheGirllaughingandatlastsheaskedhimthecause。 ``Relief,honey!Relief!’’criedtheman。``Youhadmeparalyzedforaminute,Ruth。Ithoughtyouweretryingtotellmethattherewassomeonesopossessingyourheartthatitfailedeverytimeyoutriedtothinkaboutcaringforme。Ifyouhadn’tconvincedmebeforeyoufinishedthatloveneverhastouchedyou,I’dbethesaddestmanintheworldto-night,Ruth。’’ TheGirlstaredathimwithwideeyesandsilentlyturnedaway。 Thenforaweektheyworkedoutlifetogetherinthewoods。TheHarvesterwasthehousekeeperandthecook。Headdedtohisstoremanydeliciousbrothsandstimulantshebroughtfromthecity。Theydroveeverydaythroughthecoolwoods,oftenrowedonthelakeintheevenings,walkedupthehilltotheoakandscatteredfreshflowersonthetwomoundsthere,andsatbesidethemtalkingforatime。TheHarvesterkeptuphisworkwiththeherbs,andthelittleclosetforthebluedisheswasfinished。Theycelebratedinstallingthembyhavingsupperontheliving-roomtable,withtheteapotononeend,andthepitcherfullofbellflowersontheother。 TheGirltookeverythingprescribedforher,bathed,sleptallshecould,andworkedforhealthwithalltheforceofherfrailbeing,andasthedayswentbyitseemedtotheHarvesterherweightgrewlighter,herhandshotter,andshedroveherselftoagayetyalmostdelirious。Hethoughthewouldhavepreferredadull,stupidsleepofmalaria。Therewascolourinplentyonhercheeksnow,andsometimeshefoundherwrappedinthewhiteshawlatnoononthewarmestdaysMedicineWoodsknewinearlyAugust;andoncoolnightssheworethethinnestclothingandbeggedtobetakenonthelake。TheCareyscameouteveryothereveningandthedoctorwatchedandworked,buthedidnotgettheresultshedesired。Hismedicineswerenoteffective。 ``David,’’hesaidoneevening,``Idon’tlikethelooksofthis。YourwifehasfeverIcan’tbreak。Itiseatingthelittlestoreofvitalityshehasrightoutofher,andsomeofthesedayssheiscomingdownwithacrash。 SheshouldyieldtotheremediesIamgivingher。Sheactstomelikeawomandrivenwildbytroublesheisconcealing。Doyouknowanythingthatworriesher?’’ ``No,’’saidtheHarvester,``butI’lltrytofindoutifitwillhelpyouinyourwork。’’ AftertheyweregonehelefttheGirllyingintheswingguardedbythedog,andwentacrossthemarshontheexcusethathewasgoingtoabedofthornappleatthefootofthehill。Therehesatonalogandtriedtothink。Withthemistsofnightrisingaroundhim,ghostsarosehefainwouldhaveescaped。``Whatwillyougivemeincoldcashtotellyouwhosheis,andwhoherpeopleare?’’Timesuntoldinthepasttwoweekshehadsmothered,swallowed,andchokeditdown。 Thatquestionshehadwantedtoask——wasitforagirlshehadknown,orwasitforherself?Daysofthoughthaddeepenedthefirstslightimpressionhesobravelyhadputaside,notintocertainty,butagreatfearthatshehadmeantherself。Ifshedid,whatwashetodo?Whowastheman?Therewasadebtshehadtopayifheaskedit?Whatdebtcouldawomanpayamanthatdidnotinvolvemoney?Crouchedonaloghesufferedandtwistedinagonizingthought。Atlasthearoseandreturnedtothecabin。Hecarriedafewfrosty,blue-greenleavesofvelvetsoftnessandunusualcutting,pricklythornapplesfullofseeds,andsomeofthesmoother,moreyellowish-greenleavesofthejimsonweed,togiveexcuseforhisabsence。 ``Don’ttouchthem,’’hewarnedashecametoher。 ``Theyarepoisonandhavedisagreeableodour。Butweareimportingthemformedicinalpurposes。Onthefarsideofthemarsh,wherethegroundrises,thereisawasteplacejustsuitedtothem,andsolongastheywillseedandflourishwithnocareatall,Imightaswellhavethepriceastheforeignpeoplewhoraisethem。Theydon’tbringenoughtomakethemworthcultivating,butwhentheygrowaloneandwithnocare,Icanmakemoneyonthetimerequiredtocliptheleavesanddrytheseeds。ImustgowashbeforeIcomeclosetoyou。’’ Thenextdayhehadbusinessinthecity,andagainshelayintheswingandtalkedtothedogwhiletheHarvesterwasgone。ShewasstartledasBelshazzararosewithagruffbark。Shelookeddownthedriveway,butnoonewascoming。Thenshefollowedthedog’seyesandsawaqueer,littleoldwomancomingupthebankofSingingWaterfromthenorth。SherememberedwhattheHarvesterhadsaid,andrisingsheopenedthescreenandwentdownthepath。AstheGirladvancedshenoticedthescrupulouscleanlinessofthecalicodressandginghamapron,andthesnowyhairframingabronzedfacewithdancingdarkeyes。 ``AreyouDavid’snewwife?’’askedGrannyMorelandwithlaughinginflection。 ``Yes,’’saidtheGirl。``Comein。Hetoldmetoexpectyou。Iamsosorryheisaway,butwecangetacquaintedwithouthim。Letmehelpyou。’’ ``Idon’tknowbutthatoughttobetheotherwayabout。Youdon’tlookverystrong,child。’’ ``Iamnotwell,’’saidtheGirl,``butit’slovelyhere,andtheairissofineIamgoingtobebettersoon。Takethischairuntilyourestalittle,andthenyoushallseeourprettyhome,andallthefurnitureandmydresses。’’ ``Yes,Iwanttoseethings。My,butDavidhastriedhimself!Iheardhewasjusttearin’upJackoverhere,andIcouldgetthesoundofthehammerin’,andonedayheaskedmetocomeandseeabouthisbeddin’。 HehadthatLizyCroftertowashforhim,butifIhadn’tjeststoodoverherhisblanketswouldhavebeenruined。 She’snomorerespectforfinegoodsthanapigwouldhaveforcreampie。Ihatetoseewoollensabused,asiftheywerehuman。My,butthingsisfancyheresincewhatDavidplantedisgrowin’!Didyoueverliveinthecountrybefore?’’ ``No。’’ ``Wheredoyouhailfrom?’’ ``Wellnotfromthedirectionofhail,’’laughedtheGirl。``IlivedinChicago,butwewere——werenotrich,andsoIdidn’tknowtheluxuryofthecity;justthelonely,difficultpart。’’ ``DoyoucallChicagolonely?’’ ``AthousandtimesmoresothanMedicineWoods。 HereIknowthetreeswillwhispertome,andthewaterlaughsandsingsallday,andthebirdsalmostsplittheirthroatsmakingmusicforme;butIcanimaginenolonelinessonearththatwillbegintocomparewithbeingamongthecrowdsandcrowdsofalargecityandnoonehasawordorlookforyou。Imisstheseaoffacesandtheroaroflife;atfirstIwasalmostwildwiththesilence,butnowIdon’tfinditstillanymore;theHarvesteristeachingmewhateachsoundmeansandtheyseemtobecountless。’’ ``Youthink,then,you’lllikeithere?’’ ``Ido,indeed!Anyonewould。Evenmorethanthebeautifullocation,IlovetheinterestingpartoftheHarvester’soccupation。Ireallythinkthatgatheringmaterialtomakemedicinesthatwillallaypainistheverygreatestofallthegreatworkamancando。’’ ``Good!’’criedGrannyMoreland,herdarkeyessnapping。``I’vealwayssaidit!I’vetriedtoencourageDavidinit。Andhe’sjustcapitalatputtin’someofhisstuffinshape,andcombinin’itinasgoodmedicineasyouevertook。ThisspringIwasallcrippledupwiththerheumatizuntilIwantedtohollereverytimeIhadtomove,andsometimesitgotsoaggravatin’I’mnotrightsurebutIdoneit。’LongcomesDavidandsays,`Icanfixyousomethin’,’andblessyou,iftheboydidn’ttakethetucksoutofme,untilhereIam,andtickledtopiecesthatIcangethere。ThistimelastyearIdidn’tcareifIlivedornot。NowseemsasifI’mcaperishasathreeweeks’lamb。Idon’tseehowamancoulddoabiggerthingthantostiruplifeinyoulikethat。’’ ``Ithinkthisplacemakesanespecialappealtome,because,shortlybeforeIcame,Ihadtogiveupmymother。Shewasveryillandsufferedhorribly。EverytimeIseeDavidgoingtohislittlelaboratoryonthehilltoworkawhileIslipawayandaskGodtohelphimtofixsomethingthatwilleasethepainofhumanityasIshouldliketohaveseenherrelieved。’’ ``Whyyoupoorchild!Nowonderyouarelookin’ sothinandpeaked!’’ ``OhI’llsoonbeoverthat,’’saidtheGirl。``IammuchbetterthanwhenIcame。I’llbecomingovertotradepiewithyoubeforelong。Davidsaysyouaremynearestneighbour,sowemustbeclosefriends。’’ ``Wellblessyourbigheart!Nowwhoeverheardofaprettyyoungthinglikeyouwantin’tobefriendswithaplainoldcountrywoman?’’ ``WhyIthinkyouarelovely!’’criedtheGirl。``Andallofusareonthewaytoage,sowemustrememberthatwewillwantkindnessthenmorethanatanyothertime。Davidsaysyouknewhismother。Sometimewon’tyoutellmeallabouther?Youmustverysoon。TheHarvesteradoredher,andDoctorCareysaysshewasthenoblestwomanheeverknew。It’sabigcontracttotakeherplace。MaybeifyouwouldtellmeallyoucanrememberIcouldprofitbymuchofit。’’ GrannyMorelandwatchedtheGirlkeenly。 ``Shewa’antnoordinarywoman,that’ssure,’’shecommented。``Andshedidn’tmakenocommonmanoutofherson,either。I’vealwayscontendedshetookthejobtooserious,andworeherselfoutatit,butshecertainlydonetheworkupprime。Ifshe’sabovecloudleanin’overtherampartslookin’down——thoughitgetsmeastowhatfoundationtheyuseorwheretheygetthestufftobuildtheramparts——butiftheyisramparts,andshe’speekin’overthem,shemusttakealotofsolidsatisfactioninseeingthatDavidisnotonlythemanshefoughtanddiedtomakehim,buthe’sgiveherquiteamargintospreadherselfon。She’lowedtomakehimabigman,butyougottoknowhimcloseandplenty’foreitstrikesyoujestwhathissizeis。I’vewatchedhimprettysharp,andtriedtohelpwhatIcouldsinceMarthywent,andI’mfranktosayIdrutherseeDavidhappythantobehappymyself。I’vehadmyfling。TherestofthewayI’mwillin’totakewhatcomes,withthebestgraceIcanmuster,andwearasmilin’facetobetokenthejoyIhavehad;butitcutsmesoretoseetheyoungsufferin’。’’ ``DoyouthinkDavidisunhappy?’’askedtheGirleagerly。 ``Idon’tseehowhecouldbe!’’criedtheoldlady。 ``Ofcourseheain’t!’Pearsasifhe’sgoteverythin’tomakehimtheproudest,bestsatisfiedofmen。I’llownI wasmightyanxioustoseeyou。Iknowthekindo’ womanitwouldtaketomakeDavidmiserable,anditseemssometimesasifmen——thatisgoodmen——areplumb,stoneblindwhenitcomestopickin’awoman。 Theyjesthitchupwitheverlastin’miseryeasyasdewrollingoffacabbageleaf。It’ssechablessedsighttoseeyou,andhearyourvoiceandknowyou’rethewomananybodycanseeyoube。WhyI’msohappywhenI sethereandcon-tem’-plateyou,Iwanttocacklelikeapulletannouncin’herfirstegg。Ain’tthisporchthepurtiestplace?’’ ``Comeseeeverything,’’invitedtheGirl,rising。 GrannyMorelandfollowedwithalacrity。 ``Barefloors!’’shecried。``Wouldn’tthatbestyou? IsawtheywasfinishedcapitalwhenIwasover,butI’lowedthey’dbecoveredaforeyoucome。Don’tyoulikenice,floweryBrisselscarpets,honey?’’ ``NoIdon’t,’’saidtheGirl。``Yousee,whenrugsaredustytheycanberolled,carriedoutside,andcleaned。 Thewallscanbewiped,thefloorspolishedandthatwayahouseisalwaysfresh。Icankeepthisshining,germproof,andtrulycleanwithhalftheworkandnoneofthedangerofheavycarpetsandcurtains。’’ ``Idon’tdoubtbutthemistruewords,’’saidGrannyMorelandearnestly。``Workmustbeeasierandsoonerdonethanitwasinmyday,orpeoplejestcouldn’thavehousesthesizeofthisorthetimetogadthatwomenhavenow。FromthelooksoftilestreetsofOnabasha,youwouldn’tthinkawoman’udhadababytotend,adinnerpota-bilin’,orabakin’ofbreadsencetheflood。 Andthecountryisjestasbadasthecity。We’reaapin’themtobeatthemonkeysatashow。Ihardlygotaneighbourthatain’tgotfiggeredBrisselscarpet,afurnace,awindmill,apianny,andherownhorseandbuggy。Several’sgotautermobiles,andtheyoungfolksarevisitin’arounda-ridin’thetrolleys,goin’tocollege,andcopyin’cityways。AmosPeters,nexttous;goesbareheadedinthehayfield,andwearsglovestopitchandplowin。Itellhimheremindsmeofthesecitywomenthatonlywearsthelowerhalfofawaistandnosleeves,andayardoffinegoodsmoppin’thefloors。 Wellifthatdon’t’beatthenation!Ain’tthemMarthy’soldbluedishes?’’ ``Letmeshowyou!’’TheGirlopenedthelittlecupboardandexhibitedthewillowware。Theeyesoftheoldwomanbegantosparkle。 ``Foundationornofoundation,Idohopethemrampartsisago!’’shecried。``IfMarthyLangstonissquintin’overthemandsheseesheroldchanyputinafinecupboard,andherlittleshawlroundaspurtyagirlaseverstepped,andknowsherboyisgittin’whathedeserves,goodLord,she’llbeliketoousttheAlmighty,andsetonthethroneherself!’Bouteverythin’inlifewasadisappointmenttoher,’ceptDavid。Nowifshecouldseethis!Won’tIrubitintotheneighbours? Andmyboys’wives!’’ ``Idon’tunderstand,’’saidthebewilderedGirl。 ``’Courseyoudon’t,honey,’’explainedthevisitor。 ``It’slikethis:Idon’tknowanybody,manorwoman,intheseparts,thatain’trampagin’forCHANGE。Theyain’toneofthemthatwouldliveinalogcabin,thoughthey’snotahouseintwentymilesofherethatfitsitssurroundin’sandlookssohomelikeasthis。Theyrunupbig,fancybrickandframethings,allturnsandgablesandgayasfrostedpicnicpie,andworkandslavetogittheseverycarpetsyousayain’thealthy,andthechairsyousayyouwouldn’tgivehouseroom,an’theyusetheirgrandmother’schanyforbakin’,scraps,andgreasedishes,andhideitifthey’svisitors。Allofthemstrainin’aftersomethingtheycan’tafford,andthatain’thealthywhentheygitit,becausesomebodyelseisdoin’thesamething。MaryPeterssayssheisafearedofherlifeintheirnewsteamwagon,andshesaysAndygitssonarvousrunnin’it,hejestkeepsona-jerkin’anddrivin’allnight,andshethinkshe’llsoongotosmashhimself,ifthemachinedoesn’tbeathim。Buttheyarekeepin’itup,becauseGraceston’sis,andsoitgoesalloverthecountry。NowIcallitaslaprightinthefacetohaveaChicagywomancometothecountrytoliveandenjoyalogcabin,barefloors,andherman’sgrandmother’sdishes。Ifthereain’tMarthy’soldbluecoverlidalsocarefullyspreadonasplinternewsofy。Landy,Ican’twaittogettomysonJohn’s!He’sgotawomanthatwouldtaketwocoppersoffthecollectionplatewhileshewaspurtendin’toputonone,ifshecould,andthenspendthemforabrasspinorastringofglassbeads。 Won’thereyesbungwhenItellheraboutthis?ShewantedmyPeterHartmankiverforherironin’board。 Showmetherest!’’ ``Thisisthedining-room,’’saidtheGirl,leadingtheway。 GrannyMorelandsteppedinandsentherkeeneyesrangingoverthefloor,walls,andfurnishings。Shesankonachairandsaidwithachuckle,``Nowyougoonandtellmeallaboutit,honey。Jestwhatthingsareandwhyyoufixedthem,andhowtheyareused。’’ TheGirldidherbest,andtheoldwomannoddedindelightedapproval。 ``It’sthepurtiestthingIeversaw,’’sheannounced。 ``Aminuteago,I’d’a’saidthembluewallsbackthere,jestlikeOctoberskiesinIndiansummer,andthebrownrugs,likeleavesinthewoods,couldn’tbebeat;butthisgreenandyallerispurtieryet。Thatblueroomwillkeepthebestlookin’partoffallonallwinter,andwitharoarin’woodfire,it’llbecapital,andnomistake;butthishereisspring,jestspringeternal,an’that’sbestofall。Lookslikeitwasabouttimetheleaveswasbustin’ andthingspushin’up。Itwouldn’tsurprisemeamitetoseeaflockofswallerscomesailin’rightthroughthesewinders。Andhere’saplacebigenoughtolaydownandrestaspellrighthandytothekitchen,wherea-bodygitstiredest,withoutrunnin’ahalfmiletofindabed,andinthemornin’youcanlookdowntothe`stillwaters’; andintheafternoon,whenthesungitsaroundhere,youcanpullthatblindand`liftyoureyestothehills,’likeDavidoftheBiblesays。My,didn’thesaythepurtiestthings!Ineverreadnothin’couldtouchhim!’’ ``HaveyouseenthePsalmsarrangedinverseaswewouldwriteitnow?’’ ``Youdon’tmeantotellmeDavid’sbeenputintorealpoetry?’’ ``Yes。SomeBibleshaveallthepoeticalbooksinourformsofverse。’’ ``Well!SometimesIgitkindo’knockedout!AsaruleIholdtooldways。Ithinkthey’rethehealthiestandthemostfaver’bletothesoul。Butthey’ssomechangescomealong,that’sgotsechhardcommon-sensetoriccomendthem,thatIwonderthepastgenerationsdidn’tseesooner。Nowtakethis!AnhouragoI’dtoldyouI’dreadmyfather’sBibletotheendofmydays。Butifthey’sanewonethat’sgotDavid,Solomon,andJobinnateralform,I’llhaveone,andI’llgitajoyIneverexpectedoutoflife。Iain’tgotsomuchpoetryinme,butitalwaysriledmetoread,`7。ThelawoftheLordisperfect,covertin’thesoul。8。ThestatutesoftheLordareright。9。ThefearoftheLordisclean。’ Andsoitgoeson,’boutasmuchfiggersastheyispoetry。 Alwaysdidworryme。SoiftheymakeBibles’cordin’ tocommonsense,I’llhaveoneto-morrowifIhavetowalktoOnabashatogetit。Lawsyme!ifyouain’tgatheredupMarthy’soldpinkteaset,andgiveitashow,too!DidyoudothattopleaseDavid,ordoyouhonestlythinkthemisnicedishes?’’ ``Ithinktheyarebeautiful,’’laughedtheGirl,sinkingtoachair。``Idon’tknowthatitdidpleasehim。Hehadbeenstudyingthesubject,butsomethingsavedhimfrombuyinganythinguntilIcame。I’dhavefeltdreadfullyifhehadgottenwhathewanted。’’ ``Whatdidhewant,honey?’’askedtheoldladyinanawestruckwhisper。 ``Egg-shellchinaandcutglass。’’ ``Andyouwouldn’tlethim!Woman!Whatdoyouwant?’’ ``Asetoftulip-yellowdishes,withDutchlittlefiguresonthem。Theyaresoquaintandtheywouldharmonizeperfectlywiththisroom。’’ Theoldladylaughedgleefully。 ``My!Iwouldn’t’a’missedthisforadollar,’’shecried。 ``Itjestdoesmysoulgood。More’nthat,ifyoureallylikeMarthy’sdishesandaregoingtotakecareofthemandusethemright,I’llgiveyoumine,too。Iain’tneverhadagirl。I’vealwayshopedshe’d’a’hadsomejedgmentofherown,andnotbeeneternallyapin’,ifIhad,buttheLordmay’a’savedmemanyadisappointmentbysendin’allmineboys。NotthatI’mlayin’thebabiesontotheLordatall——Ijestgotintothehabitofsayin’ that,’coseverybodyelsedoes,butallmine,IhadapurtygoodidyhowIgotthem。Ifagirlofminewouldn’t’a’hadmoresense,raisedrightwithme,I’d’a’beenpurtybadcutupoverit。Ofcourse,Ican’tbeheldresponsibleforthegirlsmyboysmarried,butt’otherdayEmmeline——that’sJohn’swife——Johnistheyoungest,andI sorto’clingtohim——Emmelineshesaystome,`Mother,can’tIhavethisoldpinkandgreenteapot?’Myheartwarmedrightuptothechild,andIsays,`Whatdoyouwantitfor,Emmeline?’Andshesays,`Todrawtheteain。’CrackyDinah!Thatfoolwomanmeanttosetmygrandmother’sweddin’presentfromherpaandma,dishessameasMarthyWashingtonused,onthestovetobiletheteain。Ijestsnorted!`No,saysI,`youcan’t!’ForeIdie,’saysI,`I’llmeetupwithsomewomanthat’lllovedishesandknowhowtotreatthem。’ IthinkjestaboutasmuchofDavidasIdomyownboys,andIdon’tmakenobonesofthefactthathe’saheapmoreofaman。I’djestassoonmydisheswenttohischildrenastoJohn’s。I’llgiveyoueverypieceIgot,ifyou’lltakekeerofthem。’’ ``Woulditberight?’’waveredthegirl。 ``Right!Why,I’mjesttellin’youthefoolwimmenwouldbileteainthem,makegreasesassersofthem,andusethemtodishupthebakin’on!Wouldn’tyouaheapratherseethemgointoacupboardlikeDavid’sma’sisin,wherethey’dbetakenkeerof,iftheywasyours?Iguessyouwould!’’ ``Wellifyoufeelthatway,andreallywantustohavethem,IknowDavidwillbuildanotherlittlecupboardontheothersideofthefireplacetoputyoursin,andIcan’ttellyouhowI’dloveandcareforthem。’’ ``I’lljestdoit!’’saidGrannyMoreland。``IgotaboutasmanyblueonesasMarthyhadan’minearepurtierthanhers。Andmylustreisbrighter,forI didn’tuseitsomuch。Isthisthekitchen?WellifIeversawsechacool,whiteplacetocookinbefore! Ain’tDavidthebeatenesthandtothinkupthings? Hegotthestartofthattakin’keerofhismaallhislife。Hesortoflearnedwhatawomanuses,andhowit’shandiest。Notthatothermendon’tknow;it’sjestthattheyaretoomortalselfishandkeerlesstofixthings。Wellthisisgreat!Nowwhenyoubilecabbageandthewash,alwaysopenyourwinderswideandletthosteamout,soitwon’tspileyourwalls。’’ ``I’llbeverycareful,’’promisedtheGirl。``Nowcomeseemybathroom,closetandbedroom。’’ ``WellasIlive!Ain’tthisfine。I’llbetapurtythatifI’d’a’hadaroomandatroughlikethistosoakinwhenIwasworetoafrazzle,Iwouldn’t’a’gotalltwistedupwithrheumatizlikeIam。Itjestlooksrestfultosee。Ineverwashedinaplacelikethisinallmydays。 Mustfeelgrandtobewetalloveratonce!Noweverybodyoughttohavesecharoomanduseitatallhours,likeDaviddoesthelake。Didyoueverseehisbeattogoswimmin’?He’salwaysinsplashin’!Beenatitallhislife。Iusedtobeskeeredwhenhewasalittletyke。Hesoakedsomuch’pearedlikehe’dwashallthesubstanceoutofhim,butitonlymadehimstrong。’’ ``Hasheeverbeenill?’’ ``NotthatIknowof,andIreckonI’dknoweditifhehad。Wellwhataclothespress!Ineversawsomanydressesatonce。Ain’ttheypurty?OhIwishIwasyoung,andcouldhaveonelikethatyaller。AndI’dliketohaveonelikeyourlavenderrightnow。My! Youareluckytohavesomanyniceclothes。It’sagoodthingmostgirlshaven’tgotthem,orthey’dstandprimpin’alldaytryin’todecidewhichonetoputon。 Idon’tseehowyoutellyourself。’’ ``IweartheonethatbesthideshowpaleIam,’’ answeredtheGirl。``Iusethecoloursnow。WhenI growplumpandrosy,I’llwearthewhite。’’ GrannyMorelanddroppedonthecouchandassuredherselfthatitwasMartha’spinkPeterHartman。Thensheexaminedthesunshineroom。 ``WellIgottogobacktothestart,’’shesaidatlast。 ``Thisbeatsthedinin’-room。ThisisthepurtiestthingIeversaw。OhIdohopetheyain’tsoruntowhiteinHeavenassomefolksseemtothink!Usedtobescandalizedifa-bodytookanythin’butawhiteflowertoafuneral。NowtheytellmethatwhenJedgeStilton’syoungestgirlcomefromNewYorktoherpa’sburyin’shefetchedaboutawashtubofblood-redroses。 Putthemalloverhim,too!Saidhelovedredroseslivin’andsohewasgoin’tohavethemwhenhepassedover。Nowiftheyarelettin’upalittleonwhiteonearth,mebbysomeofthestylishoneswillcarrythefashionoveryander。IfHeavenislikethis,Iwon’tspendnoneofmytimefrettin’aboutthefoundations。I’lljestforgetthereisany,evenifwedoalwayshavetobesoperticlertogetthemsolidonearth。Talkofgoldharps!Can’tyoualmosthearthem?Andlistentothebirdsandthatwater!Say,youwon’tgetlonesomehere,willyou?’’ ``Indeedno!’’answeredtheGirl。``Wouldn’tyouliketolieonmybeautifulcouchthattheHarvestermadewithhisownhands,andI’llspreadMotherLangston’scoverletoveryouandletyoulookatallmyprettythingswhileIslipawayafewminutestosomethingI’dliketodo?’’ ``I’dloveto!’’saidtheoldwoman。``Ineverhadachanceatsuchfinethings。Davidtoldmehewasmakin’ yourroomallhimself,andthathewasgoin’tofillitchuckfullofeverythin’agirleverused,andIseehedoneitrightan’proper。AwaylastMarchhetoldmehewasbuildin’foryou,an’Ihankeredsotohaveawomanhereagain,eventhoughInevers’posedshe’dbesochiablelikeyou,thatIeggedhimonjestallIcould。I neverwould’a’s’posedtheboycouldmarrylikethis—— allbyhimself。’’ TheGirlwenttotheicechesttobringsomeofthefruitjuice,chilledberries,andtothepantryforbreadandwaferstomakeadaintylittlelunchthatsheplacedontheverandatable;andthensheandGrannyMorelandtalked,untilthevisitorsaidthatshemustgo。TheGirlwentwithhertothelittlebridgecrossingSingingWateronthenorth。Theretheoldladytookherhand。 ``Honey,’’shesaid,``I’mgoin’totellyousomethin’。 IamsohappyIcanpurtnearfly。LastnightIwascomin’downthepikeovertherechasin’homeacontraryoldganderofmine,andIlookedoveronyourlandandIseeDavidsettin’onalogwithhisheadbetweenhishandsalookin’likegrimdeath,ifIeverseeit。Myheartplumstopped。SaysI,`she’safailure!She’sabustin’theboy’sheart!I’llgostraightoverandtellherso。’Ididn’tdarebespeakhim,butIwasonnettlesallnight。Ijestlaida-studyin’anda-studyin’,andI says,`Comemornin’I’llgostraightandgiveheracurry- combin’that’lldohergood。’AndIstarteda-feelin’ prettygrim,andhereyoucametomeetme,andwipeditalloutofmyheartinaflash。Itdidlookliketheboywasgrievin’;butIknownowhewasjestthinkin’upwhattoputtogethertotaketheacheoutofsomepooroldcarcasslikemine。Itnevercouldhavebeenaboutyou。 LikeahalfblindoldfoolIthoughttheboywassufferin’,andherehewasonlystudyin’!Likeasnothewasthinkin’ whattodonexttoshowyouhowhelovesyou。WhatanoldsillyIwas!I’llsleeplikealogto-nighttopayupforit。Good-bye,honey!Youbettergobackandlaydownaspell。Youdolookmortaltired。’’ TheGirlsaidgood-byeandstaggeringafewstepssankonalogandsatstaringatthesky。 ``Ohhewassuffering,andaboutme!’’shegasped。 Achillbegantoshakeherandfeverishbloodtoracethroughherveins。``Hedoesandgiveseverything;I doandgivenothing!Ohwhydidn’tIstayatUncleHenry’suntilitended?Itwouldn’thavebeensobadasthis。WhatwillIdo?OhwhatwillIdo?Ohmother,mother!ifI’donlyhadthecourageyoudid。’’ Shearoseandstaggeredupthehill,passedthecabinandwenttotheoak。Thereshesankshiveringtoearth,andlaidherfaceamongthemosses。ThefrightenedHarvesterfoundheratalmostduskwhenhecamefromthecitywiththeDutchdishes,andhelpedamanlaunchagaylittlemotorboatforheronthelake。 ``WhyRuth!Ruth-girl!’’heexclaimed,kneelingbesideher。 Sheliftedastrained,distortedface。 ``Don’ttouchme!Don’tcomenearme!’’shecried。 ``ItisnottruethatIambetter。Iamnot!Iamworse! Ineverwillbebetter。AndbeforeIgoI’vegottotellyouofthedebtIowe;thenyouwillhateme,andthenI willbeglad!Glad,Itellyou!Glad!Whenyoudespiseme?thenIcango,andknowthatsomedayyouwillloveagirlworthyofyou。OhIwantyoutohatemeIamfitfornothingelse。’’ ShefellforwardsobbingwildlyandtheHarvestertriedinvaintoquiether。Atlasthesaid,``Wellthentellme,Ruth。RememberIdon’twanttohearwhatyouhavetosay。Iwillbelievenothingagainstyou,notevenfromyourownlips,whenyouarefeverishandexcitedasnow,butifitwillquietyou,tellmeandhaveitover。See,Iwillsithereandlisten,andwhenyouhavefinishedI’llpickyouupandcarryyoutoyourroom,andIamnotsurebutIwillkissyouoverandover。 Whatisityouwanttotellme,Ruth?’’ Shesatuppantingandpushedbacktheheavycoilsofhair。 ``I’vegottobeginawayatthebeginningtomakeyousee,’’shesaid。``ThefirstthingIcanrememberisasmall,suchasmallroom,andmothersewingandsometimesamanIcalledfather。HewaslikeHenryJamesonmadeovertallandsmooth,andmore,oh,muchmoreheartless! Hewasgonelongatatime,andalwayswehadmosttoeat,andwentoftenertotheparks,andwerehappiestwithhimaway。WhenIwasbigenoughtounderstand,mothertoldmethatshehadmethimandcaredforhimwhenshewasaninexperiencedgirl。Shemusthavebeenvery,veryyoung,forshewasonlyagirlasIfirstrememberher,andoh!solovely,butwiththesaddestfaceIeversaw。Shesaidshehadagoodhomeandeveryluxury,andherparentsadoredher;buttheyknewlifeandmen,andtheywouldnotallowhimintheirhome,andsosheleftitwithhim,andhemarriedherandtriedtoforcethemtoaccepthim,andtheywouldnot。 Atfirstsheboreit。Latershefoundhimout,andappealedtothem,buttheywereawayorwouldnotforgive,andshewasaproudthing,andwouldnotbegmoreaftershehadsaidshewaswrong,andwouldtheytakeherback。 ``Igrewupandweweregirlstogether。Weembroidered,andIdrew,andsometimeswehadlittletreatsandgoodtimes,andmyfatherdidnotcomeoften,andwegotalongthebestwecould。Alwaysitwasworseonher,becauseshewasnotsostrongasI,andherheartwassecretlybreakingforhermother,andshewasafraidhewouldcomebackanyhour。Shewastorturedthatshecouldnoteducatememorethantoputmethroughthehighschool。Sheworeherselfoutdoingthat,butshewaswildformetoberearedandtrainedright。Soeverydayshecrouchedoverdelicatelacesandembroidery,andbeforeandafterschoolIcarrieditandgotmore,andinvacationweworkedtogether。Butlivinggrewhigher,andshebecameill,andcouldnotwork,andIhadn’therskill,andthedrawingsdidn’tbringmuch,andI’dnotools——’’ ``Ruth,formercysakeletmetakeyouinmyarms。 Ifyou’vegottotellthistofindpeace,letmeholdyouwhileyoudoit。’’ ``Neveragain,’’saidtheGirl。``Youwon’twanttoinaminute。Youmusthearthis,becauseIcan’tbearitanylonger,anditisn’tfairtoletyougrieveandthinkmeworthloving。Anyway,Icouldn’tearnwhatshedid,andIwasafraid,foragreatcityisheartlesstothepoor。 Onemorningshefaintedandcouldn’tgetup。Icanseetheawfullookinhereyesnow。Sheknewwhatwascoming。Ididn’t。Itriedtobebraveandtowork。 Ohit’snousetogoonwiththat!Itwasjustworseandworse。Shewaslovelyanddelicate,shewasmymother,andIadoredher。OhMan!Youwon’tjudgeharshly?’’ ``No!’’criedtheHarvester,``Iwon’tjudgeatall,Ruth。Iseenow。Getitoverifyoumusttellme。’’ ``Onedayshehadbeendreadfullyillforalongtimeandtherewasnofoodorworkormoney,andthelastscrapwaspawned,andshesimplywouldnotletmenotifythecharitiesortellmewhoorwhereherpeoplewere。Shesaidshehadsinnedagainstthemandbrokentheirhearts,andprobablytheyweredead,andIwasdesperate。IwalkedalldayfromhousetohousewhereI haddeliveredwork,butitwasnouse;noonewantedanythingIcoulddo,andIwentbackfrantic,andfoundhergnawingherfingersandgibberingindelirium。Shedidnotknowme,andforthefirsttimesheimploredmeforfood。 ``ThenIlockedthedoorandwentonthestreetandI askedawoman。Shelaughedandsaidshe’dreportmeandI’dbelockedupforbegging。ThenIsawamanIpassedsometimes。Ithoughthelivedclose。Iwentstraighttohim,andtoldhimmymotherwasveryill,andaskedhimtohelpher。Hetoldmetogototheproperauthorities。ItoldhimIdidn’tknowwhotheywereorwhere,andIhadnomoneyandshewasawomanofrefinement,andneverwouldforgiveme。Ioffered,ifhewouldcometoseeher,gethersomebeeftea,andtakecareofherwhileshelived,thatafterward——’’ TheGirl’sfrailformshookinastormofsobs。AtlastsheliftedhereyestotheHarvester’s。``TheremustbeaGod,andsomewhereatthelastextremityHemustcomein。Themanwentwithme,andhewasayoungdoctorwhohadanofficeafewblocksaway,andheknewwhattodo。Hehadn’tmuchhimself,butforseveralweekshedividedandshewasmorecomfortableandnothungrywhenshewent。WhenitwasoverIdressedherthebestIcouldinmygraduationdress,andfoldedherhands,andkissedhergood-bye,andtoldhimIwasreadytofulfillmyoffer;andohMan!——Hesaidhehadforgotten!’’ ``God!’’pantedtheHarvester。 ``Wecouldn’tburyherthere。ButIrememberedmyfatherhadsaidhehadabrotherinthecountry,andoncehehadbeentoseeuswhenIwasverylittle,andthedoctortelegraphedhim,andheansweredthathiswifewassick,andifIwasabletoworkIcouldcome,andhewouldburyher,andgivemeahome。 Thedoctorborrowedthemoneyandboughtthecoffinyoufoundherin。Hecouldn’tdobetterorhewould,forhelearnedtoloveher。Hepaidourfaresandtookustothetrain。BeforeIstartedI wentonmykneestohimandworshippedhimastheAlmighty,andIamsureItoldhimthatIalwayswouldbeindebtedtohim,andanytimeherequiredIwouldpay。Therestyouknow。’’ ``Haveyouheardfromhim,Ruth?’’ ``No。’’ ``ItWASyourselftheotherdayonthebridge?’’ ``Yes。’’ ``Didheloveyou?’’ ``NotthatIknowof。No!NobodybutyouwouldloveagirlwhoappearedasIdidthen。’’ TheHarvesterstrovetokeepasetface,buthislipsdrewbackfromhisteeth。 ``Ruth,doyoulovehim?’’ ``Love!’’criedtheGirl。``Apale,expressionlessword! Adorewouldcomecloser!Itellyoushewasdeliriouswithhunger,andhefedher。Shewassufferinghorrorsandheeasedthepain。Shewaslifeless,andhekeptherpoortiredbodyfromthedissectingtable。Iwouldhavefulfilledmyoffer,andgonestraightintothelake,buthesparedme,Man!Hesparedme!Worshipisagoodword。IthinkIworshiphim。Itriedtotellyou。Beforeyougotthatlicense,Iwantedyoutoknow。’’ ``Iremember,’’saidtheHarvester。``Butnomancouldhaveguessedthatagirlwithyourfacehadagonylikethatinherheart,notevenwhenhereaddeeptroublethere。’’ ``Ishouldhavetoldyouthen!Ishouldhaveforcedyoutohear!IwaswildwithfearofUncleHenry,andIhadnowheretogo。Nowyouknow!Goaway,andtheendwillcomesoon。’’ TheHarvesteraroseandwalkedafewstepstowardthelake,wherehepausedstricken,butfightingforcontrol。Forhimthelighthadgoneout。Therewasnothingbeyond。Theonepassionofhislifemustliveon,satisfiedwithatouchfromlipsthatlovedanotherman。Brokensobbingcametohim。Hedidnotevenhavetimetosuffer。StumblinglyheturnedandgoingtotheGirlhepickedherup,andsatonthebenchholdingherclosely。 ``Stopit,Ruth!’’hesaidunsteadily。``Stopthis! Whyshouldyousufferso?Isimplywillnothaveit。 Iwillsaveyouagainstyourselfandtheworld。Youshallhaveallhappinessyet;Iswearit,mygirl!Youareallright。Hewasanobleman,andhesparedyoubecausehelovedyou,ofcourse。Iwillmakeyouwellandrosyagain,andthenIwillgoandfindhim,andarrangeeverythingforyou。Ihavesparedyou,too,andifhedoesn’twantyoutoremainherewithme,Mrs。CareywouldbegladtohaveyouuntilIcanfreeyou。Judgesarehuman。Itwillbeasimplematter。Hush,Ruth,listentome!Youshallbefree!Atonce,ifyousayso!Youshallhavehim! Iwillgoandbringhimhere,andIwillgoaway。 Ruth,darling,stopcryingandhearme。Youwillgrowbetter,nowthatyouhavetoldme。Itisthissecretthathasmadeyoufeverishandkeptyouill。Ruth,youshallhavehappinessyet,ifIhavegottocircletheglobeandscalethewallsofHeaventofinditforyou。’’ Shestruggledfromhisarmsandrantowardthelake。 WhentheHarvestercaughther,shescreamedwildly,andstruckhimwithherthinwhitehands。Heliftedandcarriedhertothelaboratory,wherehegaveherafewdropsfromabottleandsoonshebecamequiet。Thenhetookhertothesunshineroom,laidheronthebed,lockedthescreensandherdoor,calledBelshazzartowatch,andrantothestable。AfewminuteslaterwithdistendednostrilsandindignantheartBetsy,undertheflailofanunsparinglash,poundeddownthehilltowardOnabasha。 CHAPTERXVII LOVEINVADESSCIENCE TheHarvesterplacedthekeyinthedoorandturnedtoDoctorCareyandthenurse。 ``IdruggedherintounconsciousnessbeforeI left,butshemayhavereturned,atleastpartially。MissBarnet,willyoukindlyseeifsheisreadyforthedoctor? Youneedn’tbeintheleastafraid。Shehasnostrength,evenindelirium。’’ Heopenedthedoor,hisheadaverted,andthenursehurriedintotheroom。TheGirlonthebedwasbeginningtotoss,moan,andmutter。Skilfulhandsstraightenedher,arrangedthecovers,andthedoctorwascalled。 Intheliving-roomtheHarvesterpacedinmiserytoodeepforconsecutivethought。Asconsciousnessreturned,theGirlgrewwilder,andthenursecouldnotfollowthedoctor’sdirectionsandcareforher。ThenDoctorCareycalledtheHarvester。Hewentinandsittingbesidethebedtookthefeverish,wildlybeatinghandsinhisstrong,coolones,andbeganstrokingthemandtalking。 ``Easy,honey,’’hemurmuredsoftly。``LiequietlywhileItellyou。Youmustn’ttireyourself。Youarewastingstrengthyouneedtofightthefever。I’llholdyourhandstight,I’llstrokeyourheadforyou。Liequietly,dear,andDoctorCareyandhisheadnursearegoingtomakeyouwellinalittlewhile。That’sright!Letmedothemoving;youlieandrest。Onlyrestandrest,untilallthepainisgone,andthestrongdayscome,andtheyaregoingtobringgreatjoy,love,andpeace,tomydear,deargirl。Eventhemoanstakestrength。Tryjusttoliequietlyandrest。Youcan’thearSingingWaterifyoudon’tlisten,Ruth。’’ ``Shedoesn’trealizethatitisyouorknowwhatyousay,David,’’saidDoctorCareygently。 ``Iunderstand,’’saidtheHarvester。``Butifyouwillobserve,youwillseethatsheisquietwhenIstrokeherheadandhands,andifyounoticecloselyyouwillgrantthatshegetsawordoccasionally。Ifitistherightone,ithelps。Sheknowsmyvoiceandtouch,andsheislessnervousandafraidwithme。Watchaminute!’’ TheHarvestertookbothoftheGirl’sflutteringhandsinoneofhisandwithlong,lightstrokesgentlybrushedthem,andthenherhead,andface,andthenherhandsagain,andinalow,monotonous,halfsing-songvoicehecrooned,``Rest,Ruth,rest!Itisnightnow。ThemoonisbridgingLoonLake,andthewhip-poor-williscrying。Listen,dear,don’tyouhearhimcrying? Still,Girl,still!Justasquiet!Liesoquietly。Thewhip-poor-willisgoingtotellhismatehelovesher,loveshersodearly。Heisgoingtotellher,whenyoulisten。That’sadeargirl。Nowheisbeginning。Hesays,`ComeoverthelakeandlistentothesongI’msingingtoyou,mymate,mymate,mydear,dearmate,’ andthebignightmothsareflying;andthekatydidsarecrying,positiveandsuretheyarecrying,athingthat’spastdenying。Hearthemcrying?Andtheducksarecheeping,softlittlemurmurswhilethey’resleeping,sleeping。Resting,softlyresting!Gently,Girl,gently! DownthehillcomesSingingWater,laughing,laughing! Don’tyouhearitlaughing?Listentothebigowlcourting; itseesthecoonouthunting,ithearstheminksoftlyslipping,slipping,wherethedewsofnightaredripping。 Andthelittlebirdsaresleeping,sostilltheyaresleeping。 Girlsshouldbea-sleeping,likethebirdsa-sleeping,forto-morrowjoycomescreeping,joyandlifeandlovecomecreeping,creepingtomyGirl。Gently,gently,that’sadeargirl,gently!Tiredhandsresteasy,tiredheadliesstill!That’sthewaytorest——’’ Onandontheevenvoicekeptupthestory。Alloverandaroundthelake,thelengthofSingingWater,themarshfolkfoundvoicestotelloftheirlives,whereitwasastoryofjoy,rest,andlove。UpthehillrangedtheHarvester,throughtheforestwherethesquirrelsslept,theowlhunted,thefire-fliesflickered,thefairiessqueezedflowerleavestomakecolourtopainttheautumnfoliage,anddancedontoadstoolplatforms。Justsolongashisvoicemurmuredandhistouchcontinued,solongtheGirllayquietly,andthemedicinescouldact。Butnoothertouchwouldserve,andnoothervoicewouldanswer。 Iftheharvesterlefttheroomfiveminutestoshowthenursehowtolightthefire,andwheretofindthings,hereturnedtotossing,restlessdelirium。 ``It’smagicDavid,’’saidDoctorCarey。``Magic!’’ ``Itislove,’’saidtheHarvester。``Evencrazedwithfever,sherecognizesitsvoiceandtouch。You’vegotyourworkcutout,Doc。Rollyoursleevesandcollectyourwits。Setyourheartonwinning。Thereisonethingshallnothappen。Getthatstraightinyourmind,rightnow。Andyoutoo,MissBarnet!Thereisnothinglikefightingforacertainty。YoumaythinktheGirlisdesperatelyill,andsheis,butmakeupyourmindsthatyouareheretofightforherlife,andtosaveit。 Save,doyouunderstand?Ifsheistogo,Idon’tneedeitherofyou。Icanletherdothatmyself。Youarehereonamissionoflife。Keepitbeforeyou!LifeandhealthforthisGirlistheprizeyouaregoingtowin。 Digintoit,andI’llpaythebills,andextrabesides。Ifmoneyisanyincentive,I’llgiveyouallI’vegotforlifeandhealthfortheGirl。Areyoudoingallyouknow?’’ ``Icertainlyam,David。’’ ``Butwhendaycomesyou’llhavetogobacktothehospitalandwemaynotknowhowtomeetcrisesthatwillarise。Whatthen?Weshouldhaveacompetentphysicianinthehouseuntilthisfeverbreaks。’’ ``Ihadthoughtofthat,David。Iwillarrangetosendoneofthemenfromthehospitalwhowillbeabletowatchsymptomsandcomeformewhenneeded。’’ ``Won’tdo!’’saidtheHarvestercalmly。``Shehasnostrengthforwaiting。Youaretocomewhenyoucan,andremainaslongaspossible。Thecaseisyours;yourdecisionsgo,butIwillselectyourassistant。IknowthemanIwant。’’ ``Whoishe,David?’’ ``I’lltellyouwhenIlearnwhetherIcangethim。 NowIwantyoutogivetheGirlthestrongestsedativeyoudare,takeoffyourcoat,rollyoursleeves,andseehowwellyoucanimitatemyvoice,andhowmuchyouhaveprofitedbylisteningtomysong。Inotherwords,beforedaycalls,Iwantyoutotakemyplacesosuccessfullythatyoudeceiveher,andgivemetimetomakeatriptotown。Thereareafewthingsthatmustbedone,andIthinkIcanworkfasterinthenight。Willyou?’’ DoctorCareybentoverthebed。GentlyheslippedapractisedhandundertheHarvester’sandmadethenextstrokedownthewhitearm。Graduallyhetookpossessionofthethinhandsandhistouchfellonthemassesofdarkhair。AstheHarvesterarosethedoctortooktheseat。 ``Yougoon!’’heorderedgruffly。``I’lldobetteralone。’’ TheHarvestersteppedback。Thedoctor’stouchwaseasyandtheGirllayquietlyforaninstant,thenshemovedrestlessly。 ``Youmustbestillnow,’’hesaidgently。``Themoonisup,thelakeisallwhite,andthebirdsareflyingallaround。Liestilloryou’llmakeyourselfworse。Stillerthanthat!Ifyoudon’tyoucan’thearthingscourting。 Theducksarequacking,thebullfrogsarecroaking,andeverything。Liestill,still,Itellyou!’’ ``OhgoodLord,Doc!’’groanedtheHarvesterindesperation。 TheGirlwrenchedherhandsfreeandherheadrolledonthepillow。 ``Harvester!Harvester!’’shecried。 Thedoctorstartedtoarise。 ``Sitstill!’’commandedtheHarvester。``Takeherhandsandgotowork,idiot!Givehermoresedative,andtellherI’mcoming。That’stheword,ifsherealizesenoughtocallforme。’’ Thedoctorpossessedhimselfoftheflyinghands,andgentlyheldandstrokedthem。 ``TheHarvesteriscoming,’’hesaid。``Waitjustaminute,he’sontheway。Heiscoming。IthinkIhearhim。Hewillbeheresoon,verysoonnow。That’sagoodgirl!LiestillforDavid。Hewon’tlikeitifyoutossandmoan。Justasstill,liestillsoIcanlisten。I can’ttellwhetherheiscominguntilyouarequiet。’’ ThenhesaidtotheHarvester,``Yousee,I’vegotitnow。Icanmanageher,butforpitysake,hurryman! Takethecar!Jimisasleeponthebackseat——Yes,yes,Girl!I’mlisteningforhim。IthinkIhearhim!I thinkhe’scoming!’’ Hereandthereawordpenetrated,andshelaymorequietly,butnotintheresttowhichtheHarvesterhadlulledher。 ``Hurryman!’’groanedthedoctorinawhisperedaside,andtheHarvesterrantothecar,awakenedthedriverandtoldhimhehadaclearroadtoOnabasha,tospeedup。 ``Whereto?’’askedthedriver。 ``Dickson,oftheFirstNational。’’ InafewminutesthecarstoppedbeforetheresidenceandtheHarvestermadeanattackonthefrontdoor。 Presentlythemancame。 ``Excusemeforroutingyououtatthistimeofnight,’’ saidtheHarvester,``butit’sacaseofnecessity。Ihaveanautomobilehere。Iwantyoutogotothebankwithme,andgetmeanaddressfromyourdraftrecords。 Iknowtherules,butIwantthenameofmywife’sChicagophysician。Sheisdelirious,andImusttelephonehim。’’ Thecashiersteppedoutandclosedthedoor。 ``Ninechancesoutoftenitwillbeinthevault,’’ hesaid。 ``Thatleavesonethatitwon’t,’’answeredtheHarvester。``SometimesI’velookedinwhenpassinginthenight,andI’venoticedthatthebooksarenotalwaysputaway。Icouldseesomeontherackto-night。I thinkitisthere。’’ Itwasthere,andtheHarvesterorderedthedrivertohurryhimtothetelephoneexchange,thentakethecashierhomeandreturnandwait。HecalledtheChicagoInformationoffice。 ``IwantDr。FrankHarmon,whoseofficeaddressis1509 ColumbiaStreet。Idon’tknowthe’phonenumber。’’ Thencamealongwait,andaftertwentyminutestheblessedbuzzingwhisper,``Here’syourparty。’’ ``DoctorHarmon?’’ ``Yes。’’ ``YourememberRuthJameson,thedaughterofarecentpatientofyours?’’ ``Ido。’’ ``WellmynameisLangston。TheGirlisinmyhomeandcare。Sheisveryillwithfever,andshehasmuchconfidenceinyou。ThisisOnabasha,ontheGrandRapidsandIndiana。YoutakethePennsylvaniaatseveno’clock,telegraphaheadthatyouarecomingsothattheywillmakeconnectionforyou,changeattwelve- twentyatFortWayne,andIwillmeetyouhere。YouwillfindyourticketandacheckwaitingyouattheChicagodepot。Arrangetoremainaweekatleast。 Youwillbepaidallexpensesandregularpricesforyourtime。Willyoucome?’’ ``Yes。’’ ``Allright。Makenofailure。Good-bye。’’ ThentheHarvesterleftanorderwiththetelephonecompanytorunawiretoMedicineWoodsthefirstthinginthemorning,anddrovetothedepottoarrangefortheticketandcheck。InlessthananhourhewasholdingtheGirl’shandsandcrooningoverher。 ``Jerusalem!’’saidDoctorCarey,risingstiffly。``I’dratherundertaketocutoffyourheadandputitbackonthantotackleanotherjoblikethat。She’squitedelirious,butshehasflashes,andatsuchtimessheknowswhomshewants;therestofthetimeit’sajumbleandsomeofitisrathergruesome。She’sseendreadfulillness,hunger,andthere’sadebtshe’swildabout。I toldyousomethingwasbackofthis。You’vegottofindoutandsethermindatease。’’ ``Iknowallaboutit,’’saidtheHarvesterpatientlybetweencrooningsentencestotheGirl。``ButthecrashcamebeforeIcouldconvinceherthatitwasallrightandIcouldfixeverythingforhereasily。Ifsheonlycouldunderstandme!’’ ``Didyoufindyourman?’’ ``Yes。Hewillbeherethisafternoon。’’ ``Quickwork!’’ ``Thistakesquickwork。’’ ``Doyouknowanythingabouthim?’’ ``Yes。Heisayoungfellow,juststartingout。Heisafine,straight,manlyman。Idon’tknowhowmuchheknows,butitwillbeenoughtorecognizeyourabilityandstanding,andtodowhatyoutellhim。 Ihaveperfectconfidenceinhim。Iwantyoutocomebackatone,andtakemyplaceuntilIgotomeethim。’’ `Icanbringhimout。’’ ``Ihavetoseehimmyself。ThereareafewwordstobesaidbeforeheseestheGirl。’’ ``David,whatareyouupto?’’ ``BeingashonourableasIcan。Nomangetsanytoodecent,butthereisnolawagainstdoingasyouwouldbedoneby,andbeingasstraightasyouknowhow。 WhenI’vetalkedtohim,I’llknowwhereIamandI’llhavesomethingtosaytoyou。’’ ``David,I’mafraid——’’ ``ThenwhatdoyousupposeIam?’’saidtheHarvester。 ``It’snouse,Doc。Bestillandtakewhatcomes! Themannerinwhichyoumeetacrisisprovesyouawhiningcuroraman。Ihavegotlotsofrespectforadog,asadog;butI’venoneforamanasadog。Ifyou’vegatheredfromtheGirl’sdeliriumthatI’vemadeamistake,IhopeyouhaveconfidenceenoughinmetobelieveI’llrightit,andtakemypunishmentwithoutwhining。Goaway,youmakeherworse。Easy,Girl,theworldisallrightandeveryoneissleepingnow,soyoushouldbeatrest。Withthedaythedoctorwillcome,thegooddoctoryouknowandlike,Ruth。Youhaven’tforgottenyourdoctor,Ruth?Thekinddoctorwhocaredforyou。Hewillmakeyouwell,Ruth;wellandoh,sohappy!Harmon,Harmon,DoctorHarmoniscomingtoyou,Girl,andthenyouwillbesohappy!’’ ``Whyyoublameidiot!’’criedDoctorCareyinaharshwhisper。``Haveyoulostallthesenseyoueverhad?Stopthatgibber!ShewantstohearaboutthebirdsandSingingWater。Goonwiththatwoodslineoftalk;shelikesthatawaythebest。Thisstuffismakingherrestless。See!’’ ``Youmeanyouare,’’saidtheHarvesterwearily。 ``Pleaseleaveusalone。Iknowthewordsthatwillbringcomfort。Youdon’t。’’ Hebeganthestoryalloveragain,butnowthereranthroughitacontinualrefrain。``Yourdoctoriscoming,thegooddoctoryouknow。Hewillmakeyouwellandstrong,andhewillmakelifesolovelyforyou。’’ HewastalkingwithoutpauseorrestwhenDoctorCareyreturnedintheafternoontotakehisplace。HebroughtMrs。Careywithhim,andshetriedawoman’spowersofsoothinganotherwoman,andalmostdrovetheGirltofightingfrenzy。Sothedoctormadeanotherattempt,andtheHarvesterraceddownthehilltothecity。Hewenttothecarshedasthetrainpulledin,andstoodatonesidewhilethepeoplehurriedthroughthegate。Hewaswatchingforayoungmanwithatravellingbagandperhapsaphysician’ssatchel,whowouldbelookingforsomeone。 ``IthinkI’llknowhim,’’mutteredtheHarvestergrimly。``IthinkthemasculineelementinmewillpopupstronglyandinstinctivelyatthesightofthismanwhowilltakemyDreamGirlfromme。OhgoodGod! AreYousureYouAREgood?’’ Inhisbrownkhakitrousersandshirt,hisheadbare,hisbronzefacelimnedwithagonyhemadenoattempttoconceal,theHarvester,withfeetplantedfirmly,andtightlyfoldedarms,hisheadtippedslightlytooneside,bracedhimselfashesenthiskeengrayeyessearchingthecrowd。Farawayheselectedhisman。Hewasyoung,strong,criminallyhandsome,cleanandalert;therewasdiscernibleanxietyonhisface,andittouchedtheHarvester’ssoulthathewascomingjustasswiftlyashecouldforcehisway。AshepassedthegatestheHarvesterreachedhisside。 ``DoctorHarmon,Ithink,’’hesaid。 ``Yes。’’ ``Thisway!Ifyouhaveluggage,Iwillsendforitlater。’’ TheHarvesterhurriedtothecar。 ``Taketheshortestcutandcoverspace,’’hesaidtothedriver。Thecarkepttothespeedlimituntiltowardthesuburbs。 DoctorHarmonremovedhishat,ranhisfingersthroughdarkwavinghairandyieldedhisbodytotheswingofthecar。Neithermanattemptedtotalk。 OncetheHarvesterleanedforwardandtoldthedrivertostoponthebridge,andthensatsilently。Asthecarsloweddown,theyalighted。 ``DriveonandtellDocwearehere,andwillbeupsoon,’’saidtheHarvester。Thenheturnedtothestranger。``DoctorHarmon,there’slittletimeforwords。 Thisismyplace,andhereIgrowherbsformedicinalhouses。’’ ``Ihaveheardofyou,andheardyourstuffrecommended,’’saidthedoctor。 ``Good!’’exclaimedtheHarvester。``Thatsavestime。Istoppedheretomakearequiredexplanationtoyou。ThedayyousentRuthJamesontoOnabasha,Isawherleavethetrainandrecognizedinhermyidealwoman。Ilostherinthecrowdandittooksometimetolocateher。Ifoundheraboutamonthago。Shewasmiserable。IfyousawwhatherfatherdidtoherandhermotherinChicago,youshouldhaveseenwhathisbrotherwasdoinghere。Theendcameonedayinmypresence,whenIpaidherforginsengshehadfoundtosettleherdebttoyou。Herobbedherbyforce。 Itookthemoneyfromhim,andhethreatenedher。Shewasillthenfromheat,overwork,wrongfood——everymiseryyoucanimagineheapeduponthedreadfulconditionsinwhichshecame。IthadbeenmyintentiontocourtandmarryherifIpossiblycould。Thatdayshehadnowheretogo;shewaswildwithfear;thefeverthatisscorchinghernowwasinherveinsthen。Ididaninsanething。Ibeggedhertomarrymeatonceandcomehereforrestandprotection。Isworethatifshewould,sheshouldnotbemywife,butmyhonouredguest,untilshelearnedtolovemeandreleasedmefrommyvow。Shetriedtotellmesomething;Ihadnoideaitwasanythingthatwouldmakeanyrealdifference,andIwouldn’tlisten。Lastnight,whenthefeverwasbeginningtodoitsworst,shetoldmeofyourentranceintoherlifeandwhatitmeanttoher。ThenIsawthatI hadmadeamistake。Youwereherchoice,themanshecouldlove,notme,soItookthelibertyofsendingforyou。Iwantyoutocureher,courther,marryher,andmakeherhappy。Godknowsshehashadhershareofsuffering。Yourecognizeherasagirlofrefinement?’’ ``Ido。’’ ``Yougrantthatinhealthshewouldbelovelierthanmostwomen,doyounot?’’ ``Shewasmorebeautifulthanmostinsicknessanddistress。’’ ``Good!’’criedtheHarvester。``Shehasbeenheretwoweeks。Igiveyoumyword,mypromisetoherhasbeenkeptfaithfully。AssoonasIcanleavehertoattendtoit,sheshallhaveherfreedom。Thatwillbeeasy。Willyoumarryher?’’ Thedoctorhesitated。 ``Whatisit?’’askedtheHarvester。 ``Welltobefrank,’’saidDoctorHarmon,``itismoney!I’monlygettingastart。IborrowedfundsformyschoolingandwhatIusedforher。Sheisineverywayattractiveenoughtobedesiredbyanyman,buthowamItoprovideahomeandsupportherandpaythesedebts?I’lltryit,butI amafraiditwillbetakingherbacktowrongconditionsagain。’’ ``Ifyouknewthatsheownedacomfortablecottageinthesuburbs,whereitiscoolandclean,andhad,sayahundredamonthofherownforthecomingthreeyears,couldyouseeyourway?’’ ``Thatwouldmakeallthedifferenceintheworld。I thoughtseriouslyofwritingher。Iwantedto,butI concludedI’dbetterworkashardasIcouldforsomepracticefirst,andseeifIcouldmakealivingfortwo,beforeItriedtostartanything。Ihadnoideashewouldnotbecomfortablycaredforatheruncle’s。’’ ``Isee,’’saidtheHarvester。``IfIhadkeptout,lifewouldhavecomerightforher。’’ ``Onthecontrary,’’saidthedoctor,``itappearsveryprobablethatshewouldnotbeliving。’’ ``Itisunderstoodbetweenus,then,thatyouwillcourtandmarryhersosoonassheisstrongenough?’’ ``Itisunderstood,’’agreedthedoctor。 ``Willyouhonourmebytakingmyhand?’’askedtheHarvester。``Iscarcelyhadhopedtofindsomuchofaman。Nowcometoyourroomandgetreadyforthestiffestpieceofworkyoueverattempted。’’