第11章

类别:其他 作者:Fyodor Dostoyevsky字数:26330更新时间:18/12/19 17:00:42
\"Allowme,Mr。Ivolgin,\"hesaidirritably。\"Whatisthegoodofallthisrigmarole?Pardonme。Allisnowclear,andweacknowledgethetruthofyourmainpoint。Whygointothesetediousdetails?Youwishperhapstoboastoftheclevernessofyourinvestigation,tocryupyourtalentsasdetective?OrperhapsyourintentionistoexcuseBurdovsky,byrovingthathetookupthematterinignorance?Well,Iconsiderthatextremelyimpudentonyourpart!YououghttoknowthatBurdovskyhasnoneedofbeingexcusedorjustifiedbyyouoranyoneelse!Itisaninsult!Theaffairisquitepainfulenoughforhimwithoutthat。Willnothingmakeyouunderstand?\" \"Enough!enough!Mr。Terentieff,\"interruptedGania。 \"Don’texciteyourself;youseemveryill,andIamsorryforthat。Iamalmostdone,butthereareafewfactstowhichI mustbrieflyrefer,asIamconvincedthattheyoughttobeclearlyexplainedonceforall……\"Amovementofimpatiencewasnoticedinhisaudienceasheresumed:\"Imerelywishtostate,fortheinformationofallconcerned,thatthereasonforMr。Pavlicheff’sinterestinyourmother,Mr。Burdovsky,wassimplythatshewasthesisterofaserf-girlwithwhomhewasdeeplyinloveinhisyouth,andwhommostcertainlyhewouldhavemarriedbutforhersuddendeath。Ihaveproofsthatthiscircumstanceisalmost,ifnotquite,forgotten。Imayaddthatwhenyourmotherwasabouttenyearsold,Pavlichefftookherunderhiscare,gaveheragoodeducation,andlater,aconsiderabledowry。Hisrelationswerealarmed,andfearedhemightgosofarastomarryher,butshegaveherhandtoayoungland-surveyornamedBurdovskywhenshereachedtheageoftwenty。 Icanevensaydefinitelythatitwasamarriageofaffection。 Afterhisweddingyourfathergaveuphisoccupationasland- surveyor,andwithhiswife’sdowryoffifteenthousandroubleswentinforcommercialspeculations。Ashehadhadnoexperience,hewascheatedonallsides,andtooktodrinkinordertoforgethistroubles。Heshortenedhislifebyhisexcesses,andeightyearsafterhismarriagehedied。Yourmothersaysherselfthatshewasleftinthedirestpoverty,andwouldhavediedofstarvationhaditnotbeenforPavlicheff,whogenerouslyallowedherayearlypensionofsixhundredroubles。Manypeoplerecallhisextremefondnessforyouasalittleboy。Yourmotherconfirmsthis,andagreeswithothersinthinkingthathelovedyouthemorebecauseyouwereasicklychild,stammeringinyourspeech,andalmostdeformed——foritisknownthatallhislifeNicolaiAndreevitchhadapartialityforunfortunatesofeverykind,especiallychildren。Inmyopinionthisismostimportant。 ImayaddthatIdiscoveredyetanotherfact,thelastonwhichI employedmydetectivepowers。SeeinghowfondPavlicheffwasofyou,——itwasthankstohimyouwenttoschool,andalsohadtheadvantageofspecialteachers——hisrelationsandservantsgrewtobelievethatyouwerehisson,andthatyourfatherhadbeenbetrayedbyhiswife。ImaypointoutthatthisideawasonlyaccreditedgenerallyduringthelastyearsofPavlicheff’slife,whenhisnext-of-kinweretremblingaboutthesuccession,whentheearlierstorywasquiteforgotten,andwhenallopportunityfordiscoveringthetruthhadseeminglypassedaway。Nodoubtyou,Mr。Burdovsky,heardthisconjecture,anddidnothesitatetoacceptitastrue。Ihavehadthehonourofmakingyourmother’sacquaintance,andIfindthatsheknowsallaboutthesereports。Whatshedoesnotknowisthatyou,herson,shouldhavelistenedtothemsocomplaisantly。IfoundyourrespectedmotheratPskoff,illandindeeppoverty,asshehasbeeneversincethedeathofyourbenefactor。Shetoldmewithtearsofgratitudehowyouhadsupportedher;sheexpectsmuchofyou,andbelievesferventlyinyourfuturesuccess……\" \"Oh,thisisunbearable!\"saidLebedeff’snephewimpatiently。 \"Whatisthegoodofallthisromancing?\" \"Itisrevoltingandunseemly!\"criedHippolyte,jumpingupinafury。 Burdovskyalonesatsilentandmotionless。 \"Whatisthegoodofit?\"repeatedGavrilaArdalionovitch,withpretendedsurprise。\"Well,firstly,becausenowperhapsMr。 BurdovskyisquiteconvincedthatMr。Pavlicheff’sloveforhimcamesimplyfromgenerosityofsoul,andnotfrompaternalduty。 Itwasmostnecessarytoimpressthisfactuponhismind,consideringthatheapprovedofthearticlewrittenbyMr。 Keller。IspeakthusbecauseIlookonyou,Mr。Burdovsky,asanhonourableman。Secondly,itappearsthattherewasnointentionofcheatinginthiscase,evenonthepartofTchebaroff。Iwishtosaythisquiteplainly,becausetheprincehintedawhileagothatItoothoughtitanattemptatrobberyandextortion。Onthecontrary,everyonehasbeenquitesincereinthematter,andalthoughTchebaroffmaybesomewhatofarogue,inthisbusinesshehasactedsimplyasanysharplawyerwoulddounderthecircumstances。Helookedatitasacasethatmightbringhiminalotofmoney,andhedidnotcalculatebadly;becauseontheonehandhespeculatedonthegenerosityoftheprince,andhisgratitudetothelateMr。Pavlicheff,andontheothertohischivalrousideasastotheobligationsofhonourandconscience。 AstoMr。Burdovsky,allowingforhisprinciples,wemayacknowledgethatheengagedinthebusinesswithverylittlepersonalaiminview。AttheinstigationofTchebaroffandhisotherfriends,hedecidedtomaketheattemptintheserviceoftruth,progress,andhumanity。Inshort,theconclusionmaybedrawnthat,inspiteofallappearances,Mr。Burdovskyisamanofirreproachablecharacter,andthustheprincecanallthemorereadilyofferhimhisfriendship,andtheassistanceofwhichhespokejustnow……\" \"Hush!hush!GavrilaArdalionovitch!\"criedMuishkinindismay,butitwastoolate。 \"Isaid,andIhaverepeateditoverandoveragain,\"shoutedBurdovskyfuriously,\"thatIdidnotwantthemoney。Iwillnottakeit……why……Iwillnot……Iamgoingaway!\" Hewasrushinghurriedlyfromtheterrace,whenLebedeff’snephewseizedhisarms,andsaidsomethingtohiminalowvoice。 Burdovskyturnedquickly,anddrawinganaddressedbutunsealedenvelopefromhispocket,hethrewitdownonalittletablebesidetheprince。 \"There’sthemoney!……Howdareyou?……Themoney!\" \"Thosearethetwohundredandfiftyroublesyoudaredtosendhimasacharity,bythehandsofTchebaroff,\"explainedDoktorenko。 \"Thearticleinthenewspaperputitatfifty!\"criedColia。 \"Ibegyourpardon,\"saidtheprince,goinguptoBurdovsky。\"I havedoneyouagreatwrong,butIdidnotsendyouthatmoneyasacharity,believeme。AndnowIamagaintoblame。Ioffendedyoujustnow。\"(Theprincewasmuchdistressed;heseemedwornoutwithfatigue,andspokealmostincoherently。)\"Ispokeofswindling……butIdidnotapplythattoyou。Iwasdeceived……Isaidyouwere……afflicted……likeme……Butyouarenotlikeme……yougivelessons……yousupportyourmother。I saidyouhaddishonouredyourmother,butyouloveher。Shesayssoherself……Ididnotknow……GavrilaArdalionovitchdidnottellmethat……Forgiveme!Idaredtoofferyoutenthousandroubles,butIwaswrong。Ioughttohavedoneitdifferently,andnow……thereisnowayofdoingit,foryoudespiseme……\" \"Ideclare,thisisalunaticasylum!\"criedLizabethaProkofievna。 \"Ofcourseitisalunaticasylum!\"repeatedAglayasharply,butherwordswereoverpoweredbyothervoices。Everybodywastalkingloudly,makingremarksandcomments;somediscussedtheaffairgravely,otherslaughed。IvanFedorovitchEpanchinwasextremelyindignant。Hestoodwaitingforhiswifewithanairofoffendeddignity。Lebedeff’snephewtookupthewordagain。 \"Well,prince,todoyoujustice,youcertainlyknowhowtomakethemostofyour——letuscallitinfirmity,forthesakeofpoliteness;youhavesetaboutofferingyourmoneyandfriendshipinsuchawaythatnoself-respectingmancouldpossiblyacceptthem。Thisisanexcessofingenuousnessorofmalice——yououghttoknowbetterthananyonewhichwordbestfitsthecase。\" \"Allowme,gentlemen,\"saidGavrilaArdalionovitch,whohadjustexaminedthecontentsoftheenvelope,\"thereareonlyahundredroubleshere,nottwohundredandfifty。Ipointthisout,prince,topreventmisunderstanding。\" \"Nevermind,nevermind,\"saidtheprince,signingtohimtokeepquiet。 \"Butwedomind,\"saidLebedeff’snephewvehemently。\"Prince,your’nevermind’isaninsulttous。Wehavenothingtohide; ouractionscanbeardaylight。Itistruethatthereareonlyahundredroublesinsteadoftwohundredandfifty,butitisallthesame。\" \"Why,no,itishardlythesame,\"remarkedGavrilaArdalionovitch,withanairofingenuoussurprise。 \"Don’tinterrupt,wearenotsuchfoolsasyouthink,Mr。 Lawyer,\"criedLebedeff’snephewangrily。\"Ofcoursethereisadifferencebetweenahundredroublesandtwohundredandfifty,butinthiscasetheprincipleisthemainpoint,andthatahundredandfiftyroublesaremissingisonlyasideissue。ThepointtobeemphasizedisthatBurdovskywillnotacceptyourhighness’scharity;heflingsitbackinyourface,anditscarcelymattersifthereareahundredroublesortwohundredandfifty。Burdovskyhasrefusedtenthousandroubles;youheardhim。Hewouldnothavereturnedevenahundredroublesifhewasdishonest!ThehundredandfiftyroubleswerepaidtoTchebaroffforhistravellingexpenses。Youmayjeeratourstupidityandatourinexperienceinbusinessmatters;youhavedoneallyoucouldalreadytomakeuslookridiculous;butdonotdaretocallusdishonest。Thefourofuswillclubtogethereverydaytorepaythehundredandfiftyroublestotheprince,ifwehavetopayitininstalmentsofaroubleatatime,butwewillrepayit,withinterest。Burdovskyispoor,hehasnomillions。AfterhisjourneytoseetheprinceTchebaroffsentinhisbill。Wecountedonwinning……Whowouldnothavedonethesameinsuchacase?\" \"Whoindeed?\"exclaimedPrinceS。 \"Ishallcertainlygomad,ifIstayhere!\"criedLizabethaProkofievna。 \"Itremindsme,\"saidEvgeniePavlovitch,laughing,\"ofthefamouspleaofacertainlawyerwholatelydefendedamanformurderingsixpeopleinordertorobthem。Heexcusedhisclientonthescoreofpoverty。’Itisquitenatural,’hesaidinconclusion,’consideringthestateofmiseryhewasin,thatheshouldhavethoughtofmurderingthesesixpeople;whichofyou,gentlemen,wouldnothavedonethesameinhisplace?’\" \"Enough,\"criedLizabethaProkofievnaabruptly,tremblingwithanger,\"wehavehadenoughofthisbalderdash!\" Inastateofterribleexcitementshethrewbackherhead,withflamingeyes,castinglooksofcontemptanddefianceuponthewholecompany,inwhichshecouldnolongerdistinguishfriendfromfoe。Shehadrestrainedherselfsolongthatshefeltforcedtoventherrageonsomebody。ThosewhoknewLizabethaProkofievnasawatoncehowitwaswithher。\"Shefliesintotheseragessometimes,\"saidIvanFedorovitchtoPrinceS。thenextday,\"butsheisnotoftensoviolentasshewasyesterday; itdoesnothappenmorethanonceinthreeyears。\" \"Bequiet,IvanFedorovitch!Leavemealone!\"criedMrs。 Epanchin。\"Whydoyouoffermeyourarmnow?Youhadnotsenseenoughtotakemeawaybefore。Youaremyhusband,youareafather,itwasyourdutytodragmeawaybyforce,ifinmyfollyIrefusedtoobeyyouandgoquietly。Youmightatleasthavethoughtofyourdaughters。Wecanfindourwayoutnowwithoutyourhelp。Hereisshameenoughforayear!Waitamoment’tillI thanktheprince!Thankyou,prince,fortheentertainmentyouhavegivenus!Itwasmostamusingtoheartheseyoungmen……Itisvile,vile!Achaos,ascandal,worsethananightmare!Isitpossiblethattherecanbemanysuchpeopleonearth?Bequiet,Aglaya!Bequiet,Alexandra!Itisnoneofyourbusiness!Don’tfussroundmelikethat,EvgeniePavlovitch;youexasperateme! So,mydear,\"shecried,addressingtheprince,\"yougosofarastobegtheirpardon!Hesays,’Forgivemeforofferingyouafortune。’Andyou,youmountebank,whatareyoulaughingat?\"shecried,turningsuddenlyonLebedeff’snephew。\"’Werefusetenthousandroubles;wedonotbeseech,wedemand!’Asifhedidnotknowthatthisidiotwillcallonthemtomorrowtorenewhisoffersofmoneyandfriendship。Youwill,won’tyou?Youwill? Come,willyou,orwon’tyou?\" \"Ishall,\"saidtheprince,withgentlehumility。 \"Youhearhim!Youcountuponit,too,\"shecontinued,turninguponDoktorenko。\"Youareassureofhimnowasifyouhadthemoneyinyourpocket。Andthereyouareplayingtheswaggerertothrowdustinoureyes!No,mydearsir,youmaytakeotherpeoplein!Icanseethroughallyourairsandgraces,Iseeyourgame!\" \"LizabethaProkofievna!\"exclaimedtheprince。 \"Come,LizabethaProkofievna,itisquitetimeforustobegoing,wewilltaketheprincewithus,\"saidPrinceS。withasmile,inthecoolestpossibleway。 Thegirlsstoodapart,almostfrightened;theirfatherwaspositivelyhorrified。Mrs。Epanchin’slanguageastonishedeverybody。Somewhostoodalittlewayoffsmiledfurtively,andtalkedinwhispers。Lebedeffworeanexpressionofutmostecstasy。 \"Chaosandscandalaretobefoundeverywhere,madame,\"remarkedDoktorenko,whowasconsiderablyputoutofcountenance。 \"Notlikethis!Nothinglikethespectacleyouhavejustgivenus,sir,\"answeredLizabethaProkofievna,withasortofhystericalrage。\"Leavemealone,willyou?\"shecriedviolentlytothosearoundher,whoweretryingtokeepherquiet。\"No,EvgeniePavlovitch,if,asyousaidyourselfjustnow,alawyersaidinopencourtthathefounditquitenaturalthatamanshouldmurdersixpeoplebecausehewasinmisery,theworldmustbecomingtoanend。Ihadnotheardofitbefore。NowI understandeverything。Andthisstutterer,won’theturnoutamurderer?\"shecried,pointingtoBurdovsky,whowasstaringatherwithstupefaction。\"Ibethewill!Hewillhavenoneofyourmoney,possibly,hewillrefuseitbecausehisconsciencewillnotallowhimtoacceptit,buthewillgomurderingyoubynightandwalkingoffwithyourcashbox,withaclearconscience!Hedoesnotcallitadishonestactionbut’theimpulseofanobledespair’;’anegation’;orthedevilknowswhat!Bah!everythingisupsidedown,everyonewalksheaddownwards。Ayounggirl,broughtupathome,suddenlyjumpsintoacabinthemiddleofthestreet,saying:’Good-bye,mother,ImarriedKarlitch,orIvanitch,theotherday!’Andyouthinkitquiteright?Youcallsuchconductestimableandnatural?The’womanquestion’?Lookhere,\"shecontinued,pointingtoColia,\"theotherdaythatwhippersnappertoldmethatthiswasthewholemeaningofthe’womanquestion。’Butevensupposingthatyourmotherisafool,youarenonetheless,boundtotreatherwithhumanity。Whydidyoucomeheretonightsoinsolently?’Giveusourrights,butdon’tdaretospeakinourpresence。Showuseverymarkofdeepestrespect,whilewetreatyoulikethescumoftheearth。’ Themiscreantshavewrittenatissueofcalumnyintheirarticle,andthesearethemenwhoseekfortruth,anddobattlefortheright!’Wedonotbeseech,wedemand,youwillgetnothanksfromus,becauseyouwillbeactingtosatisfyyourownconscience!’ Whatmorality!But,good。heavens!ifyoudeclarethattheprince’sgenerositywill,excitenogratitudeinyou,hemightanswerthatheisnot,boundtobegratefultoPavlicheff,whoalsowasonlysatisfyinghisownconscience。Butyoucountedontheprince’s,gratitudetowardsPavlicheff;youneverlenthimanymoney;heowesyounothing;thenwhatwereyoucountinguponifnotonhisgratitude?Andifyouappealtothatsentimentinothers,whyshouldyouexpecttobeexemptedfromit?Theyaremad!Theysaysocietyissavageand。inhumanbecauseitdespisesayounggirlwhohasbeenseduced。Butifyoucallsocietyinhumanyouimplythattheyounggirlismadetosufferbyitscensure。Howthen,canyouholdheruptothescornofsocietyinthenewspaperswithoutrealizingthatyouaremakinghersuffering,stillgreater?Madmen!Vainfools!Theydon’tbelieveinGod,theydon’tbelieveinChrist!Butyouaresoeaten。upbyprideandvanity,thatyouwillendbydevouringeachother——thatismyprophecy!Isnotthisabsurd?Isitnotmonstrouschaos? Andafterallthis,thatshamelesscreaturewillgoandbegtheirpardon!Aretheremanypeoplelikeyou?Whatareyousmilingat? BecauseIamnotashamedtodisgracemyselfbeforeyou?——Yes,I amdisgraced——itcan’tbehelpednow!Butdon’tyoujeeratme,youscum!\"(thiswasaimedatHippolyte)。\"Heisalmostathislastgasp,yethecorruptsothers。You,havegotholdofthislad\"——(shepointedtoColia);\"you,haveturnedhishead,youhavetaughthimtobeanatheist,youdon’tbelieveinGod,andyouarenottoooldtobewhipped,sir!Aplagueuponyou!Andso,PrinceLefNicolaievitch,youwillcallonthemtomorrow,willyou?\"sheaskedtheprincebreathlessly,forthesecondtime。 \"Yes。\" \"ThenIwillneverspeaktoyouagain。\"Shemadeasuddenmovementtogo,andthenturnedquicklyback。\"Andyouwillcallonthatatheist?\"shecontinued,pointingtoHippolyte。\"Howdareyougrinatmelikethat?\"sheshoutedfuriously,rushingattheinvalid,whosemockingsmiledrovehertodistraction。 Exclamationsaroseonallsides。 \"LizabethaProkofievna!LizabethaProkofievna!LizabethaProkofievna!\" \"Mother,thisisdisgraceful!\"criedAglaya。 Mrs。EpanchinhadapproachedHippolyteandseizedhimfirmlybythearm,whilehereyes,blazingwithfury,werefixeduponhisface。 \"Donotdistressyourself,AglayaIvanovitch,\"heansweredcalmly;\"yourmotherknowsthatonecannotstrikeadyingman。I amreadytoexplainwhyIwaslaughing。Ishallbedelightedifyouwillletme——\" Aviolentfitofcoughing,whichlastedafullminute,preventedhimfromfinishinghissentence。 \"Heisdying,yethewillnotstopholdingforth!\"criedLizabethaProkofievna。Sheloosedherholdonhisarm,almostterrified,asshesawhimwipingthebloodfromhislips。\"Whydoyoutalk?Yououghttogohometobed。\" \"SoIwill,\"hewhisperedhoarsely。\"AssoonasIgethomeIwillgotobedatonce;andIknowIshallbedeadinafortnight; Botkinetoldmesohimselflastweek。ThatiswhyIshouldliketosayafewfarewellwords,ifyouwillletme。\" \"Butyoumustbemad!Itisridiculous!Youshouldtakecareofyourself;whatistheuseofholdingaconversationnow?Gohometobed,do!\"criedMrs。Epanchininhorror。 \"WhenIdogotobedIshallnevergetupagain,\"saidHippolyte,withasmile。\"ImeanttotaketomybedyesterdayandstaytheretillIdied,butasmylegscanstillcarryme,Iputitofffortwodays,soastocomeherewiththemto-day——butIamverytired。\" \"Oh,sitdown,sitdown,whyareyoustanding?\" LizabethaProkofievnaplacedachairforhimwithherownhands。 \"Thankyou,\"hesaidgently。\"Sitoppositetome,andletustalk。Wemusthaveatalknow,LizabethaProkofievna;Iamveryanxiousforit。\"Hesmiledatheroncemore。\"Rememberthattoday,forthelasttime,Iamoutintheair,andinthecompanyofmyfellow-men,andthatinafortnightIshallIcertainlybenolongerinthisworld。So,inaway,thisismyfarewelltonatureandtomen。Iamnotverysentimental,butdoyouknow,I amquitegladthatallthishashappenedatPavlofsk,whereatleastonecanseeagreentree。\" \"Butwhytalknow?\"repliedLizabethaProkofievna,moreandmorealarmed;\"arequitefeverish。Justnowyouwouldnotstopshouting,andnowyoucanhardlybreathe。Youaregasping。\" \"Ishallhavetimetorest。Whywillyounotgrantmylastwish? Doyouknow,LizabethaProkofievna,thatIhavedreamedofmeetingyouforalongwhile?IhadoftenheardofyoufromColia;heisalmosttheonlypersonwhostillcomestoseeme。 Youareanoriginalandeccentricwoman;Ihaveseenthatformyself——Doyouknow,Ihaveevenbeenratherfondofyou?\" \"Goodheavens!AndIverynearlystruckhim!\" \"YouwerepreventedbyAglayaIvanovna。IthinkIamnotmistaken?Thatisyourdaughter,AglayaIvanovna?SheissobeautifulthatIrecognizedherdirectly,althoughIhadneverseenherbefore。Letme,atleast,lookonbeautyforthelasttimeinmylife,\"hesaidwithawrysmile。\"Youareherewiththeprince,andyourhusband,andalargecompany。Whyshouldyourefusetogratifymylastwish?\" \"Givemeachair!\"criedLizabethaProkofievna,butsheseizedoneforherselfandsatdownoppositetoHippolyte。\"Colia,youmustgohomewithhim,\"shecommandedandtomorrowIwillcomemyself。\" \"Willyouletmeasktheprinceforacupoftea?……Iamexhausted。Doyouknowwhatyoumightdo,LizabethaProkofievna? Ithinkyouwantedtotaketheprincehomewithyoufortea。Stayhere,andletusspendtheeveningtogether。Iamsuretheprincewillgiveusallsometea。Forgivemeforbeingsofreeandeasy—— butIknowyouarekind,andtheprinceiskind,too。Infact,weareallgood-naturedpeople——itisreallyquitecomical。\" Theprincebestirredhimselftogiveorders。Lebedeffhurriedout,followedbyVera。 \"Itisquitetrue,\"saidMrs。Epanchindecisively。\"Talk,butnottooloud,anddon’texciteyourself。Youhavemademesorryforyou。Prince,youdon’tdeservethatIshouldstayandhaveteawithyou,yetIwill,allthesame,butIwon’tapologize。I apologizetonobody!Nobody!Itisabsurd!However,forgiveme,prince,ifIblewyouup——thatis,ifyoulike,ofcourse。Butpleasedon’tletmekeepanyone,\"sheaddedsuddenlytoherhusbandanddaughters,inatoneofresentment,asthoughtheyhadgrievouslyoffendedher。\"Icancomehomealonequitewell。\" Buttheydidnotletherfinish,andgatheredroundhereagerly。 Theprinceimmediatelyinvitedeveryonetostayfortea,andapologizedfornothavingthoughtofitbefore。Thegeneralmurmuredafewpolitewords,andaskedLizabethaProkofievnaifshedidnotfeelcoldontheterrace。HeverynearlyaskedHippolytehowlonghehadbeenattheUniversity,butstoppedhimselfintime。EvgeniePavlovitchandPrinceS。suddenlygrewextremelygayandamiable。AdelaidaandAlexandrahadnotrecoveredfromtheirsurprise,butitwasnowmingledwithsatisfaction;inshort,everyoneseemedverymuchrelievedthatLizabethaProkofievnahadgotoverherparoxysm。Aglayaalonestillfrowned,andsatapartinsilence。Alltheotherguestsstayedonaswell;noonewantedtogo,notevenGeneralIvolgin,butLebedeffsaidsomethingtohiminpassingwhichdidnotseemtopleasehim,forheimmediatelywentandsulkedinacorner。 TheprincetookcaretoofferteatoBurdovskyandhisfriendsaswellastherest。Theinvitationmadethemratheruncomfortable。 TheymutteredthattheywouldwaitforHippolyte,andwentandsatbythemselvesinadistantcorneroftheverandah。Teawasservedatonce;Lebedeffhadnodoubtordereditforhimselfandhisfamilybeforetheothersarrived。Itwasstrikingeleven。 X。 AFTERmoisteninghislipswiththeteawhichVeraLebedeffbroughthim,Hippolytesetthecupdownonthetable,andglancedround。Heseemedconfusedandalmostataloss。 \"Justlook,LizabethaProkofievna,\"hebegan,withakindoffeverishhaste;\"thesechinacupsaresupposedtobeextremelyvaluable。Lebedeffalwayskeepsthemlockedupinhischina- cupboard;theywerepartofhiswife’sdowry。Yethehasbroughtthemouttonight——inyourhonour,ofcourse!Heissopleased——\" Hewasabouttoaddsomethingelse,butcouldnotfindthewords。 \"There,heisfeelingembarrassed;Iexpectedasmuch,\"whisperedEvgeniePavlovitchsuddenlyintheprince’sear。\"Itisabadsign;whatdoyouthink?Now,outofspite,hewillcomeoutwithsomethingsooutrageousthatevenLizabethaProkofievnawillnotbeabletostandit。\" Muishkinlookedathiminquiringly。 \"Youdonotcareifhedoes?\"addedEvgeniePavlovitch。\"NeitherdoI;infact,Ishouldbeglad,merelyasaproperpunishmentforourdearLizabethaProkofievna。Iamveryanxiousthatsheshouldgetit,withoutdelay,andIshallstaytillshedoes。Youseemfeverish。\" \"Nevermind;by-and-by;yes,Iamnotfeelingwell,\"saidtheprinceimpatiently,hardlylistening。HehadjustheardHippolytementionhisownname。 \"Youdon’tbelieveit?\"saidtheinvalid,withanervouslaugh。 \"Idon’twonder,buttheprincewillhavenodifficultyinbelievingit;hewillnotbeatallsurprised。\" \"Doyouhear,prince——doyouhearthat?\"saidLizabethaProkofievna,turningtowardshim。 Therewaslaughterinthegrouparoundher,andLebedeffstoodbeforehergesticulatingwildly。 \"Hedeclaresthatyourhumbugofalandlordrevisedthisgentleman’sarticle——thearticlethatwasreadaloudjustnow——inwhichyougotsuchacharmingdressing-down。\" TheprinceregardedLebedeffwithastonishment。 \"Whydon’tyousaysomething?\"criedLizabethaProkofievna,stampingherfoot。 \"Well,\"murmuredtheprince,withhiseyesstillfixedonLebedeff,\"Icanseenowthathedid。\" \"Isittrue?\"sheaskedeagerly。 \"Absolutely,yourexcellency,\"saidLebedeff,withouttheleasthesitation。 Mrs。Epanchinalmostsprangupinamazementathisanswer,andattheassuranceofhistone。 \"Heactuallyseemstoboastofit!\"shecried。 \"Iambase——base!\"mutteredLebedeff,beatinghisbreast,andhanginghishead。 \"WhatdoIcareifyouarebaseornot?Hethinkshehasonlytosay,’Iambase,’andthereisanendofit。Astoyou,prince,areyounotashamed?——Irepeat,areyounotashamed,tomixwithsuchriff-raff?Iwillneverforgiveyou!\" \"Theprincewillforgiveme!\"saidLebedeffwithemotionalconviction。 Kellersuddenlylefthisseat,andapproachedLizabetha。 Prokofievna。 \"Itwasonlyoutofgenerosity,madame,\"hesaidinaresonantvoice,\"andbecauseIwouldnotbetrayafriendinanawkwardposition,thatIdidnotmentionthisrevisionbefore;thoughyouheardhimyourselfthreateningtokickusdownthesteps。Toclearthematterup,IdeclarenowthatIdidhaverecoursetohisassistance,andthatIpaidhimsixroublesforit。ButIdidnotaskhimtocorrectmystyle;Isimplywenttohimforinformationconcerningthefacts,ofwhichIwasignoranttoagreatextent,andwhichhewascompetenttogive。Thestoryofthegaiters,theappetiteintheSwissprofessor’shouse,thesubstitutionoffiftyroublesfortwohundredandfifty——allsuchdetails,infact,weregotfromhim。Ipaidhimsixroublesforthem;buthedidnotcorrectthestyle。\" \"ImuststatethatIonlyrevisedthefirstpartofthearticle,\" interposedLebedeffwithfeverishimpatience,whilelaughterrosefromallaroundhim;\"butwefelloutinthemiddleoveroneidea,soInevercorrectedthesecondpart。ThereforeIcannotbeheldresponsibleforthenumerousgrammaticalblundersinit。\" \"Thatisallhethinksof!\"criedLizabethaProkofievna。 \"MayIaskwhenthisarticlewasrevised?\"saidEvgeniePavlovitchtoKeller。 \"Yesterdaymorning,\"hereplied,\"wehadaninterviewwhichweallgaveourwordofhonourtokeepsecret。\" \"Theverytimewhenhewascringingbeforeyouandmakingprotestationsofdevotion!Oh,themeanwretches!IwillhavenothingtodowithyourPushkin,andyourdaughtershallnotsetfootinmyhouse!\" LizabethaProkofievnawasabouttorise,whenshesawHippolytelaughing,andturneduponhimwithirritation。 \"Well,sir,Isupposeyouwantedtomakemelookridiculous?\" \"Heavenforbid!\"heanswered,withaforcedsmile。\"ButIammorethaneverstruckbyyoureccentricity,LizabethaProkofievna。I admitthatItoldyouofLebedeff’sduplicity,onpurpose。Iknewtheeffectitwouldhaveonyou,——onyoualone,fortheprincewillforgivehim。Hehasprobablyforgivenhimalready,andisrackinghisbrainstofindsomeexcuseforhim——isnotthatthetruth,prince?\" Hegaspedashespoke,andhisstrangeagitationseemedtoincrease。 \"Well?\"saidMrs。Epanchinangrily,surprisedathistone;\"well,whatmore?\" \"Ihaveheardmanythingsofthekindaboutyou……theydelightedme……Ihavelearnedtoholdyouinthehighestesteem,\"continuedHippolyte。 Hiswordsseemedtingedwithakindofsarcasticmockery,yethewasextremelyagitated,castingsuspiciousglancesaroundhim,growingconfused,andconstantlylosingthethreadofhisideas。 Allthis,togetherwithhisconsumptiveappearance,andthefrenziedexpressionofhisblazingeyes,naturallyattractedtheattentionofeveryonepresent。 \"Imighthavebeensurprised(thoughIadmitIknownothingoftheworld),notonlythatyoushouldhavestayedonjustnowinthecompanyofsuchpeopleasmyselfandmyfriends,whoarenotofyourclass,butthatyoushouldletthese……youngladieslistentosuchascandalousaffair,thoughnodoubtnovel-readinghastaughtthemallthereistoknow。Imaybemistaken;IhardlyknowwhatIamsaying;butsurelynoonebutyouwouldhavestayedtopleaseawhippersnapper(yes,awhippersnapper;Iadmitit)tospendtheeveningandtakepartineverything——onlytobeashamedofittomorrow。(IknowIexpressmyselfbadly。)I admireandappreciateitallextremely,thoughtheexpressiononthefaceofhisexcellency,yourhusband,showsthathethinksitveryimproper。He-he!\"Heburstoutlaughing,andwasseizedwithafitofcoughingwhichlastedfortwominutesandpreventedhimfromspeaking。 \"Hehaslosthisbreathnow!\"saidLizabethaProkofievnacoldly,lookingathimwithmorecuriositythanpity:\"Come,mydearboy,thatisquiteenough——letusmakeanendofthis。\" IvanFedorovitch,nowquiteoutofpatience,interruptedsuddenly。\"Letmeremarkinmyturn,sir,\"hesaidintonesofdeepannoyance,\"thatmywifeishereastheguestofPrinceLefNicolaievitch,ourfriendandneighbour,andthatinanycase,youngman,itisnotforyoutopassjudgmentontheconductofLizabethaProkofievna,ortomakeremarksaloudinmypresenceconcerningwhatfeelingsyouthinkmaybereadinmyface。Yes,mywifestayedhere,\"continuedthegeneral,withincreasingirritation,\"moreoutofamazementthananythingelse。Everyonecanunderstandthatacollectionofsuchstrangeyoungmenwouldattracttheattentionofapersoninterestedincontemporarylife。Istayedmyself,justasIsometimesstoptolookoninthestreetwhenIseesomethingthatmayberegardedas-as-as-\" \"Asacuriosity,\"suggestedEvgeniePavlovitch,seeinghisexcellencyinvolvedinacomparisonwhichhecouldnotcomplete。 \"ThatisexactlythewordIwanted,\"saidthegeneralwithsatisfaction——\"acuriosity。However,themostastonishingand,ifImaysoexpressmyself,themostpainful,thinginthismatter,isthatyoucannotevenunderstand,youngman,thatLizabethaProkofievna,onlystayedwithyoubecauseyouareill,——ifyoureallyaredying——movedbythepityawakenedbyyourplaintiveappeal,andthathername,character,andsocialpositionplaceheraboveallriskofcontamination。LizabethaProkofievna!\"hecontinued,nowcrimsonwithrage,\"ifyouarecoming,wewillsaygoodnighttotheprince,and——\" \"Thankyouforthelesson,general,\"saidHippolyte,withunexpectedgravity,regardinghimthoughtfully。 \"Twominutesmore,ifyouplease,dearIvanFedorovitch,\"saidLizabethaProkofievnatoherhusband;\"itseemstomethatheisinafeveranddelirious;youcanseebyhiseyeswhatastateheisin;itisimpossibletolethimgobacktoPetersburgtonight。Canyouputhimup,LefNicolaievitch?Ihopeyouarenotbored,dearprince,\"sheaddedsuddenlytoPrinceS。\"Alexandra,mydear,comehere!Yourhairiscomingdown。\" Shearrangedherdaughter’shair,whichwasnotintheleastdisordered,andgaveherakiss。Thiswasallthatshehadcalledherfor。 \"Ithoughtyouwerecapableofdevelopment,\"saidHippolyte,comingoutofhisfitofabstraction。\"Yes,thatiswhatImeanttosay,\"headded,withthesatisfactionofonewhosuddenlyrememberssomethinghehadforgotten。\"HereisBurdovsky,sincerelyanxioustoprotecthismother;isnotthatso?Andhehimselfisthecauseofherdisgrace。TheprinceisanxioustohelpBurdovskyandoffershimfriendshipandalargesumofmoney,inthesincerityofhisheart。Andheretheystandliketwoswornenemies——ha,ha,ha!YouallhateBurdovskybecausehisbehaviourwithregardtohismotherisshockingandrepugnanttoyou;doyounot?Isnotthattrue?Isitnottrue?Youallhaveapassionforbeautyanddistinctioninoutwardforms;thatisallyoucarefor,isn’tit?Ihavesuspectedforalongtimethatyoucaredfornothingelse!Well,letmetellyouthatperhapsthereisnotoneofyouwholovedyourmotherasBurdovskylovedhis。 Astoyou,prince,IknowthatyouhavesentmoneysecretlytoBurdovsky’smotherthroughGania。Well,Ibetnow,\"hecontinuedwithanhystericallaugh,\"thatBurdovskywillaccuseyouofindelicacy,andreproachyouwithawantofrespectforhismother!Yes,thatisquitecertain!Ha,ha,ha!\" Hecaughthisbreath,andbegantocoughoncemore。 \"Come,thatisenough!Thatisallnow;youhavenomoretosay? Nowgotobed;youareburningwithfever,\"saidLizabethaProkofievnaimpatiently。Heranxiouseyeshadneverlefttheinvalid。\"Goodheavens,heisgoingtobeginagain!\" \"Youarelaughing,Ithink?Whydoyoukeeplaughingatme?\"saidHippolyteirritablytoEvgeniePavlovitch,whocertainlywaslaughing。 \"Ionlywanttoknow,Mr。Hippolyte——excuseme,Iforgetyoursurname。\" \"Mr。Terentieff,\"saidtheprince。 \"Ohyes,Mr。Terentieff。Thankyouprince。Ihearditjustnow,buthadforgottenit。Iwanttoknow,Mr。Terentieff,ifwhatI haveheardaboutyouistrue。Itseemsyouareconvincedthatifyoucouldspeaktothepeoplefromawindowforaquarterofanhour,youcouldmakethemalladoptyourviewsandfollowyou?\" \"Imayhavesaidso,\"answeredHippolyte,asiftryingtoremember。\"Yes,Icertainlysaidso,\"hecontinuedwithsuddenanimation,fixinganunflinchingglanceonhisquestioner。\"Whatofit?\" \"Nothing。Iwasonlyseekingfurtherinformation,toputthefinishingtouch。\" EvgeniePavlovitchwassilent,butHippolytekepthiseyesfixeduponhim,waitingimpatientlyformore。 \"Well,haveyoufinished?\"saidLizabethaProkofievnatoEvgenie。 \"Makehaste,sir;itistimehewenttobed。Haveyoumoretosay?\"Shewasveryangry。 \"Yes,Ihavealittlemore,\"saidEvgeniePavlovitch,withasmile。\"Itseemstomethatallyouandyourfriendshavesaid,Mr。Terentieff,andallyouhavejustputforwardwithsuchundeniabletalent,maybesummedupinthetriumphofrightaboveall,independentofeverythingelse,totheexclusionofeverythingelse;perhapsevenbeforehavingdiscoveredwhatconstitutestheright。Imaybemistaken?\" \"Youarecertainlymistaken;Idonotevenunderstandyou。Whatelse?\" MurmursaroseintheneighbourhoodofBurdovskyandhiscompanions;Lebedeff’snephewprotestedunderhisbreath。 \"Ihavenearlyfinished,\"repliedEvgeniePavlovitch。 \"Iwillonlyremarkthatfromthesepremissesonecouldconcludethatmightisright——Imeantherightoftheclenchedfist,andofpersonalinclination。Indeed,theworldhasoftencometothatconclusion。Prudhonupheldthatmightisright。IntheAmericanWarsomeofthemostadvancedLiberalstooksideswiththeplantersonthescorethattheblackswereaninferiorracetothewhites,andthatmightwastherightofthewhiterace。\" \"Well?\" \"Youmean,nodoubt,thatyoudonotdenythatmightisright?\" \"Whatthen?\" \"Youareatleastlogical。Iwouldonlypointoutthatfromtherightofmight,totherightoftigersandcrocodiles,orevenDaniloffandGorsky,isbutastep。\" \"Iknownothingaboutthat;whatelse?\" Hippolytewasscarcelylistening。Hekeptsayingwell?\"and\"whatelse?\"mechanically,withouttheleastcuriosity,andbymereforceofhabit。 \"Why,nothingelse;thatisall。\" \"However,Ibearyounogrudge,\"saidHippolytesuddenly,and,hardlyconsciousofwhathewasdoing,heheldouthishandwithasmile。ThegesturetookEvgeniePavlovitchbysurprise,butwiththeutmostgravityhetouchedthehandthatwasofferedhimintokenofforgiveness。 \"Icanbutthankyou,\"hesaid,inatonetoorespectfultobesincere,\"foryourkindnessinlettingmespeak,forIhaveoftennoticedthatourLiberalsneverallowotherpeopletohaveanopinionoftheirown,andimmediatelyanswertheiropponentswithabuse,iftheydonothaverecoursetoargumentsofastillmoreunpleasantnature。\" \"Whatyousayisquitetrue,\"observedGeneralEpanchin;then,claspinghishandsbehindhisback,hereturnedtohisplaceontheterracesteps,whereheyawnedwithanairofboredom。 \"Come,sir,thatwilldo;youwearyme,\"saidLizabethaProkofievnasuddenlytoEvgeniePavlovitch。 Hippolyteroseallatonce,lookingtroubledandalmostfrightened。 \"Itistimeformetogo,\"hesaid,glancingroundinperplexity。 \"Ihavedetainedyou……Iwantedtotellyoueverything……I thoughtyouall……forthelasttime……itwasawhim……\" Heevidentlyhadsuddenfitsofreturninganimation,whenheawokefromhissemi-delirium;then,recoveringfullself- possessionforafewmoments,hewouldspeak,indisconnectedphraseswhichhadperhapshauntedhimforalongwhileonhisbedofsuffering,duringweary,sleeplessnights。 \"Well,good-bye,\"hesaidabruptly。\"Youthinkitiseasyformetosaygood-byetoyou?Ha,ha!\" Feelingthathisquestionwassomewhatgauche,hesmiledangrily。 Thenasifvexedthathecouldnoteverexpresswhathereallymeant,hesaidirritably,inaloudvoice: \"Excellency,Ihavethehonourofinvitingyoutomyfuneral; thatis,ifyouwilldeigntohonouritwithyourpresence。I inviteyouall,gentlemen,aswellasthegeneral。\" Heburstoutlaughingagain,butitwasthelaughterofamadman。 LizabethaProkofievnaapproachedhimanxiouslyandseizedhisarm。Hestaredatherforamoment,stilllaughing,butsoonhisfacegrewserious。 \"DoyouknowthatIcameheretoseethosetrees?\"pointingtothetreesinthepark。\"Itisnotridiculous,isit?Saythatitisnotridiculous!\"hedemandedurgentlyofLizabethaProkofievna。Thenheseemedtobeplungedinthought。Amomentlaterheraisedhishead,andhiseyessoughtforsomeone。HewaslookingforEvgeniePavlovitch,whowasclosebyonhisrightasbefore,buthehadforgottenthis,andhiseyesrangedovertheassembledcompany。\"Ah!youhavenotgone!\"hesaid,whenhecaughtsightofhimatlast。\"Youkeptonlaughingjustnow,becauseIthoughtofspeakingtothepeoplefromthewindowforaquarterofanhour。ButIamnoteighteen,youknow;lyingonthatbed,andlookingoutofthatwindow,Ihavethoughtofallsortsofthingsforsuchalongtimethat……adeadmanhasnoage,youknow。Iwassayingthattomyselfonlylastweek,whenI wasawakeinthenight。Doyouknowwhatyoufearmost?Youfearoursinceritymorethananything,althoughyoudespiseus!Theideacrossedmymindthatnight……YouthoughtIwasmakingfunofyoujustnow,LizabethaProkofievna?No,theideaofmockerywasfarfromme;Ionlymeanttopraiseyou。Coliatoldmetheprincecalledyouachild——verywell——butletmesee,I hadsomethingelsetosay……\"Hecoveredhisfacewithhishandsandtriedtocollecthisthoughts。 \"Ah,yes——youweregoingawayjustnow,andIthoughttomyself: ’Ishallneverseethesepeopleagain-neveragain!ThisisthelasttimeIshallseethetrees,too。IshallseenothingafterthisbuttheredbrickwallofMeyer’shouseoppositemywindow。 Tellthemaboutit——trytotellthem,’Ithought。’Hereisabeautifulyounggirl——youareadeadman;makethemunderstandthat。Tellthemthatadeadmanmaysayanything——andMrs。Grundywillnotbeangry——ha-ha!Youarenotlaughing?\"Helookedanxiouslyaround。\"ButyouknowIgetsomanyqueerideas,lyingthereinbed。Ihavegrownconvincedthatnatureisfullofmockery——youcalledmeanatheistjustnow,butyouknowthisnature……whyareyoulaughingagain?Youareverycruel!\"headdedsuddenly,regardingthemallwithmournfulreproach。\"I havenotcorruptedColia,\"heconcludedinadifferentandveryserioustone,asifrememberingsomethingagain。 \"Nobodyhereislaughingatyou。Calmyourself\"saidLizabethaProkofievna,muchmoved。\"Youshallseeanewdoctortomorrow; theotherwasmistaken;butsitdown,donotstandlikethat!Youaredelirious——Oh,whatshallwedowithhimshecriedinanguish,asshemadehimsitdownagaininthearm-chair。 Atearglistenedonhercheek。AtthesightofitHippolyteseemedamazed。Heliftedhishandtimidlyand,touchedthetearwithhisfinger,smilinglikeachild。 \"I……you,\"hebeganjoyfully。\"YoucannottellhowI……healwaysspokesoenthusiasticallyofyou,Coliahere;Ilikedhisenthusiasm。Iwasnotcorruptinghim!ButImustleavehim,too—— Iwantedtoleavethemall——therewasnotoneofthem——notone!I wantedtobeamanofaction——Ihadarighttobe。Oh!whatalotofthingsIwanted!NowIwantnothing;Irenounceallmywants;IsworetomyselfthatIwouldwantnothing;letthemseekthetruthwithoutme!Yes,natureisfullofmockery!Why\"——hecontinuedwithsuddenwarmth——\"doesshecreatethechoicestbeingsonlytomockatthem?Theonlyhumanbeingwhoisrecognizedasperfect,whennatureshowedhimtomankind,wasgiventhemissiontosaythingswhichhavecausedthesheddingofsomuchbloodthatitwouldhavedrownedmankindifithadallbeenshedatonce!Oh!itisbetterformetodie!Ishouldtellsomedreadfullietoo;naturewouldsocontriveit!Ihavecorruptednobody。Iwantedtoliveforthehappinessofallmen,tofindandspreadthetruth。IusedtolookoutofmywindowatthewallofMeyer’shouse,andsaytomyselfthatifIcouldspeakforaquarterofanhourIwouldconvincethewholeworld,andnowforonceinmylifeIhavecomeintocontactwith…… you——ifnotwiththeothers!Andwhatistheresult?Nothing!Thesoleresultisthatyoudespiseme!ThereforeImustbeafool,I amuseless,itistimeIdisappeared!AndIshallleavenotevenamemory!Notasound,notatrace,notasingledeed!Ihavenotspreadasingletruth!……Donotlaughatthefool!Forgethim!Forgethimforever!Ibeseechyou,donotbesocruelastoremember!DoyouknowthatifIwerenotconsumptive,Iwouldkillmyself?\" Thoughheseemedtowishtosaymuchmore,hebecamesilent。Hefellbackintohischair,and,coveringhisfacewithhishands,begantosoblikealittlechild。 \"Oh!whatoneartharewetodowithhim?\"criedLizabethaProkofievna。Shehastenedtohimandpressedhisheadagainstherbosom,whilehesobbedconvulsively。 \"Come,come,come!There,youmustnotcry,thatwilldo。Youareagoodchild!Godwillforgiveyou,becauseyouknewnobetter。 Comenow,beaman!Youknowpresentlyyouwillbeashamed。\" Hippolyteraisedhisheadwithaneffort,saying: \"Ihavelittlebrothersandsisters,overthere,pooravidinnocent。Shewillcorruptthem!Youareasaint!Youareachildyourself——savethem!Snatchthemfromthat……sheis……itisshameful!Oh!helpthem!Godwillrepayyouahundredfold。FortheloveofGod,fortheloveofChrist!\" \"Speak,IvanFedorovitch!Whatarewetodo?\"criedLizabethaProkofievna,irritably。\"Pleasebreakyourmajesticsilence!I tellyou,ifyoucannotcometosomedecision,Iwillstayhereallnightmyself。Youhavetyrannizedovermeenough,youautocrat!\" Shespokeangrily,andingreatexcitement,andexpectedanimmediatereply。Butinsuchacase,nomatterhowmanyarepresent,allprefertokeepsilence:noonewilltaketheinitiative,butallreservetheircommentstillafterwards。Thereweresomepresent——VarvaraArdalionovna,forinstance——whowouldhavewillinglysattheretillmorningwithoutsayingaword。 Varvarahadsatapartalltheeveningwithoutopeningherlips,butshelistenedtoeverythingwiththeclosestattention; perhapsshehadherreasonsforsodoing。 \"Mydear,\"saidthegeneral,\"itseemstomethatasick-nursewouldbeofmoreuseherethananexcitablepersonlikeyou。 Perhapsitwouldbeaswelltogetsomesober,reliablemanforthenight。Inanycasewemustconsulttheprince,andleavethepatienttorestatonce。Tomorrowwecanseewhatcanbedoneforhim。\" \"Itisnearlymidnight;wearegoing。Willhecomewithus,orishetostayhere?\"Doktorenkoaskedcrosslyoftheprince。 \"Youcanstaywithhimifyoulike,\"saidMuishkin。 \"Thereisplentyofroomhere。\" Suddenly,totheastonishmentofall,Kellerwentquicklyuptothegeneral。 \"Excellency,\"hesaid,impulsively,\"ifyouwantareliablemanforthenight,Iamreadytosacrificemyselfformyfriend——suchasoulashehas!Ihavelongthoughthimagreatman,excellency!Myarticleshowedmylackofeducation,butwhenhecriticizeshescatterspearls!\" IvanFedorovitchturnedfromtheboxerwithagestureofdespair。 \"Ishallbedelightedifhewillstay;itwouldcertainlybedifficultforhimtogetbacktoPetersburg,\"saidtheprince,inanswertotheeagerquestionsofLizabethaProkofievna。 \"Butyouarehalfasleep,areyounot?Ifyoudon’twanthim,I willtakehimbacktomyhouse!Why,goodgracious!Hecanhardlystanduphimself!Whatisit?Areyouill?\" Notfindingtheprinceonhisdeath-bed,LizabethaProkofievnahadbeenmisledbyhisappearancetothinkhimmuchbetterthanhewas。Buthisrecentillness,thepainfulmemoriesattachedtoit,thefatigueofthisevening,theincidentwith\"Pavlicheff’sson,\"andnowthisscenewithHippolyte,hadallsoworkedonhisoversensitivenaturethathewasnowalmostinafever。Moreover,anewtrouble,almostafear,showeditselfinhiseyes;hewatchedHippolyteanxiouslyasifexpectingsomethingfurther。 SuddenlyHippolytearose。Hisface,shockinglypale,wasthatofamanoverwhelmedwithshameanddespair。Thiswasshownchieflyinthelookoffearandhatredwhichhecastupontheassembledcompany,andinthewildsmileuponhistremblinglips。Thenhecastdownhiseyes,andwiththesamesmile,staggeredtowardsBurdovskyandDoktorenko,whostoodattheentrancetotheverandah。Hehaddecidedtogowiththem。 \"There!thatiswhatIfeared!\"criedtheprince。\"Itwasinevitable!\" Hippolyteturneduponhim,apreytomaniacalrage,whichsetallthemusclesofhisfacequivering。 \"Ah!thatiswhatyoufeared!Itwasinevitable,yousay!Well,letmetellyouthatifIhateanyonehere——Ihateyouall,\"hecried,inahoarse,strainedvoice-\"butyou,you,withyourjesuiticalsoul,yoursoulofsicklysweetness,idiot,beneficentmillionaire——Ihateyouworsethananythingoranyoneonearth!I sawthroughyouandhatedyoulongago;fromthedayIfirstheardofyou。Ihatedyouwithmywholeheart。Youhavecontrivedallthis!Youhavedrivenmeintothisstate!Youhavemadeadyingmandisgracehimself。You,you,youarethecauseofmyabjectcowardice!IwouldkillyouifIremainedalive!Idonotwantyourbenefits;Iwillacceptnonefromanyone;doyouhear? Notfromanyone!Iwantnothing!Iwasdelirious,donotdaretotriumph!Icurseeveryoneofyou,onceforall!\" Breathfailedhimhere,andhewasobligedtostop。 \"Heisashamedofhistears!\"whisperedLebedefftoLizabethaProkofievna。\"Itwasinevitable。Ah!whatawonderfulmantheprinceis!Hereadhisverysoul。\" ButMrs。EpanchinwouldnotdeigntolookatLebedeff。Drawnuphaughtily,withherheadheldhigh,shegazedatthe\"riff-raff,\" withscornfulcuriosity。WhenHippolytehadfinished,IvanFedorovitchshruggedhisshoulders,andhiswifelookedhimangrilyupanddown,asiftodemandthemeaningofhismovement。 Thensheturnedtotheprince。 \"Thanks,prince,manythanks,eccentricfriendofthefamily,forthepleasanteveningyouhaveprovidedforus。Iamsureyouarequitepleasedthatyouhavemanagedtomixusupwithyourextraordinaryaffairs。Itisquiteenough,dearfamilyfriend; thankyouforgivingusanopportunityofgettingtoknowyousowell。\" Shearrangedhercloakwithhandsthattrembledwithangerasshewaitedforthe\"riff-raff\"togo。ThecabwhichLebedeff’ssonhadgonetofetchaquarterofanhourago,byDoktorenko’sorder,arrivedatthatmoment。Thegeneralthoughtfittoputinawordafterhiswife。 \"Really,prince,Ihardlyexpectedafter——afterallourfriendlyintercourse——andyousee,LizabethaProkofievna——\" \"Papa,howcanyou?\"criedAdelaida,walkingquicklyuptotheprinceandholdingoutherhand。 Hesmiledabsentlyather;thensuddenlyhefeltaburningsensationinhisearasanangryvoicewhispered: \"Ifyoudonotturnthosedreadfulpeopleoutofthehousethisveryinstant,Ishallhateyouallmylife——allmylife!\"ItwasAglaya。Sheseemedalmostinafrenzy,butsheturnedawaybeforetheprincecouldlookather。However,therewasnoonelefttoturnoutofthehouse,fortheyhadmanagedmeanwhiletogetHippolyteintothecab,andithaddrivenoff。 \"Well,howmuchlongeristhisgoingtolast,IvanFedorovitch? Whatdoyouthink?ShallIsoonbedeliveredfromtheseodiousyouths?\" \"Mydear,Iamquiteready;naturally……theprince。\" IvanFedorovitchheldouthishandtoMuishkin,butranafterhiswife,whowasleavingwitheverysignofviolentindignation,beforehehadtimetoshakeit。Adelaida,herfiance,andAlexandra,saidgood-byetotheirhostwithsincerefriendliness。 EvgeniePavlovitchdidthesame,andhealoneseemedingoodspirits。 \"WhatIexpectedhashappened!ButIamsorry,youpoorfellow,thatyoushouldhavehadtosufferforit,\"hemurmured,withamostcharmingsmile。 Aglayaleftwithoutsayinggood-bye。Buttheeveningwasnottoendwithoutalastadventure。AnunexpectedmeetingwasyetinstoreforLizabethaProkofievna。 ShehadscarcelydescendedtheterracestepsleadingtothehighroadthatskirtstheparkatPavlofsk,whensuddenlytheredashedbyasmartopencarriage,drawnbyapairofbeautifulwhitehorses。Havingpassedsometenyardsbeyondthehouse,thecarriagesuddenlydrewup,andoneofthetwoladiesseatedinitturnedsharproundasthoughshehadjustcaughtsightofsomeacquaintancewhomsheparticularlywishedtosee。 \"EvgeniePavlovitch!Isthatyou?\"criedaclear,sweetvoice,whichcausedtheprince,andperhapssomeoneelse,totremble。 \"Well,IAMgladI’vefoundyouatlast!I’vesenttotownforyoutwicetodaymyself!Mymessengershavebeensearchingforyoueverywhere!\" EvgeniePavlovitchstoodonthestepslikeonestruckbylightning。Mrs。Epanchinstoodstilltoo,butnotwiththepetrifiedexpressionofEvgenie。Shegazedhaughtilyattheaudaciouspersonwhohadaddressedhercompanion,andthenturnedalookofastonishmentuponEvgeniehimself。 \"There’snews!\"continuedtheclearvoice。\"YouneednotbeanxiousaboutKupferof’sIOU’s——Rogojinhasboughtthemup。I persuadedhimto!——IdaresayweshallsettleBiscuptoo,soit’sallright,yousee!Aurevoir,tomorrow!Anddon’tworry!\"Thecarriagemovedon,anddisappeared。 \"Thewoman’smad!\"criedEvgenie,atlast,crimsonwithanger,andlookingconfusedlyaround。\"Idon’tknowwhatshe’stalkingabout!WhatIOU’s?Whoisshe?\"Mrs。Epanchincontinuedtowatchhisfaceforacoupleofseconds;thenshemarchedbrisklyandhaughtilyawaytowardsherownhouse,therestfollowingher。 Aminuteafterwards,EvgeniePavlovitchreappearedontheterrace,ingreatagitation。 \"Prince,\"hesaid,\"tellmethetruth;doyouknowwhatallthismeans?\" \"Iknownothingwhateveraboutit!\"repliedthelatter,whowas,himself,inastateofnervousexcitement。 \"No?\" \"No? \"Well,nordoI!\"saidEvgeniePavlovitch,laughingsuddenly。\"I haven’ttheslightestknowledgeofanysuchIOU’sasshementioned,IswearIhaven’t——What’sthematter,areyoufainting?\" \"Oh,no-no-I’mallright,Iassureyou!\" XI。 THEangeroftheEpanchinfamilywasunappeasedforthreedays。 Asusualtheprincereproachedhimself,andhadexpectedpunishment,buthewasinwardlyconvincedthatLizabethaProkofievnacouldnotbeseriouslyangrywithhim,andthatsheprobablywasmoreangrywithherself。Hewaspainfullysurprised,therefore,whenthreedayspassedwithnowordfromher。Otherthingsalsotroubledandperplexedhim,andoneofthesegrewmoreimportantinhiseyesasthedayswentby。Hehadbeguntoblamehimselffortwooppositetendencies——ontheonehandtoextreme,almost\"senseless,\"confidenceinhisfellows,ontheothertoa\"vile,gloomysuspiciousness。\" BytheendofthethirddaytheincidentoftheeccentricladyandEvgeniePavlovitchhadattainedenormousandmysteriousproportionsinhismind。Hesorrowfullyaskedhimselfwhetherhehadbeenthecauseofthisnew\"monstrosity,\"orwasit……butherefrainedfromsayingwhoelsemightbeinfault。AsforthelettersN。P。B。,helookedonthatasaharmlessjoke,amerechildishpieceofmischief——sochildishthathefeltitwouldbeshameful,almostdishonourable,toattachanyimportancetoit。 Thedayafterthesescandalousevents,however,theprincehadthehonourofreceivingavisitfromAdelaidaandherfiance,PrinceS。Theycame,ostensibly,toinquireafterhishealth。 Theyhadwanderedoutforawalk,andcalledin\"byaccident,\" andtalkedforalmostthewholeofthetimetheywerewithhimaboutacertainmostlovelytreeinthepark,whichAdelaidahadsetherheartuponforapicture。This,andalittleamiableconversationonPrinceS。’spart,occupiedthetime,andnotawordwassaidaboutlastevening’sepisodes。AtlengthAdelaidaburstoutlaughing,apologized,andexplainedthattheyhadcomeincognito;fromwhich,andfromthecircumstancethattheysaidnothingabouttheprince’seitherwalkingbackwiththemorcomingtoseethemlateron,thelatterinferredthathewasinMrs。Epanchin’sblackbooks。Adelaidamentionedawatercolourthatshewouldmuchliketoshowhim,andexplainedthatshewouldeithersenditbyColia,orbringitherselfthenextday—— whichtotheprinceseemedverysuggestive。 Atlength,however,justasthevisitorswereonthepointofdeparting,PrinceS。seemedsuddenlytorecollecthimself。\"Ohyes,by-the-by,\"hesaid,\"doyouhappentoknow,mydearLefNicolaievitch,whothatladywaswhocalledouttoEvgeniePavlovitchlastnight,fromthecarriage?\" \"ItwasNastasiaPhilipovna,\"saidtheprince;\"didn’tyouknowthat?Icannottellyouwhohercompanionwas。\" \"Butwhatonearthdidshemean?Iassureyouitisarealriddletome——tome,andtoothers,too!\"PrinceS。seemedtobeundertheinfluenceofsincereastonishment。 \"ShespokeofsomebillsofEvgeniePavlovitch’s,\"saidtheprince,simply,\"whichRogojinhadboughtupfromsomeone;andimpliedthatRogojinwouldnotpresshim。\" \"Oh,Iheardthatmuch,mydearfellow!Butthethingissoimpossiblyabsurd!AmanofpropertylikeEvgenietogiveIOU’stoamoney-lender,andtobeworriedaboutthem!Itisridiculous。Besides,hecannotpossiblybeonsuchintimatetermswithNastasiaPhilipovnaasshegaveustounderstand;that’stheprincipalpartofthemystery!Hehasgivenmehiswordthatheknowsnothingwhateveraboutthematter,andofcourseIbelievehim。Well,thequestionis,mydearprince,doyouknowanythingaboutit?Hasanysortofsuspicionofthemeaningofitcomeacrossyou?\" \"No,Iknownothingwhateveraboutit。IassureyouIhadnothingatalltodowithit。\" \"Oh,prince,howstrangeyouhavebecome!Iassureyou,Ihardlyknowyouforyouroldself。HowcanyousupposethatIeversuggestedyoucouldhavehadafingerinsuchabusiness?Butyouarenotquiteyourselftoday,Icansee。\"Heembracedtheprince,andkissedhim。 \"Whatdoyoumean,though,\"askedMuishkin,\"’bysuchabusiness’?Idon’tseeanyparticular’business’aboutitatall!\" \"Oh,undoubtedly,thispersonwishedsomehow,andforsomereason,todoEvgeniePavlovitchabadturn,byattributingtohim——beforewitnesses——qualitieswhichheneitherhasnorcanhave,\"repliedPrinceS。drilyenough。 Muiskhinlookeddisturbed,butcontinuedtogazeintentlyandquestioninglyintoPrinceS。’sface。Thelatter,however,remainedsilent。 \"Thenitwasnotsimplyamatterofbills?\"Muishkinsaidatlast,withsomeimpatience。\"Itwasnotasshesaid?\" \"ButIaskyou,mydearsir,howcantherebeanythingincommonbetweenEvgeniePavlovitch,and——her,andagainRogojin?Itellyouheisamanofimmensewealth——asIknowforafact;andhehasfurtherexpectationsfromhisuncle。SimplyNastasiaPhilipovna——\" PrinceS。paused,asthoughunwillingtocontinuetalkingaboutNastasiaPhilipovna。 \"Thenatalleventsheknowsher!\"remarkedtheprince,afteramoment’ssilence。 \"Oh,thatmaybe。Hemayhaveknownhersometimeago——twoorthreeyears,atleast。HeusedtoknowTotski。Butitisimpossiblethatthereshouldbeanyintimacybetweenthem。Shehasnotevenbeenintheplace——manypeopledon’tevenknowthatshehasreturnedfromMoscow!Ihaveonlyobservedhercarriageaboutforthelastthreedaysorso。\" \"It’salovelycarriage,\"saidAdelaida。 \"Yes,itwasabeautifulturn-out,certainly!\" Thevisitorsleftthehouse,however,onnolessfriendlytermsthanbefore。Butthevisitwasofthegreatestimportancetotheprince,fromhisownpointofview。Admittingthathehadhissuspicions,fromthemomentoftheoccurrenceoflastnight,perhapsevenbefore,thatNastasiahadsomemysteriousendinview,yetthisvisitconfirmedhissuspicionsandjustifiedhisfears。Itwasallcleartohim;PrinceS。waswrong,perhaps,inhisviewofthematter,buthewassomewherenearthetruth,andwasrightinsofarasthatheunderstoodtheretobeanintrigueofsomesortgoingon。PerhapsPrinceS。sawitallmoreclearlythanhehadallowedhishearerstounderstand。Atallevents,nothingcouldbeplainerthanthatheandAdelaidahadcomefortheexpresspurposeofobtainingexplanations,andthattheysuspectedhimofbeingconcernedintheaffair。Andifallthiswereso,thenSHEmusthavesometerribleobjectinview!Whatwasit?TherewasnostoppingHER,asMuishkinknewfromexperience,intheperformanceofanythingshehadsethermindon!\"Oh,sheismad,mad!\"thoughtthepoorprince。 Butthereweremanyotherpuzzlingoccurrencesthatday,whichrequiredimmediateexplanation,andtheprincefeltverysad。A visitfromVeraLebedeffdistractedhimalittle。ShebroughttheinfantLubotchkawithherasusual,andtalkedcheerfullyforsometime。Thencameheryoungersister,andlaterthebrother,whoattendedaschoolcloseby。HeinformedMuishkinthathisfatherhadlatelyfoundanewinterpretationofthestarcalled\"wormwood,\"whichfelluponthewater-springs,asdescribedintheApocalypse。HehaddecidedthatitmeantthenetworkofrailroadsspreadoverthefaceofEuropeatthepresenttime。TheprincerefusedtobelievethatLebedeffcouldhavegivensuchaninterpretation,andtheydecidedtoaskhimaboutitattheearliestopportunity。VerarelatedhowKellerhadtakenuphisabodewiththemonthepreviousevening。Shethoughthewouldremainforsometime,ashewasgreatlypleasedwiththesocietyofGeneralIvolginandofthewholefamily。Buthedeclaredthathehadonlycometotheminordertocompletehiseducation! TheprincealwaysenjoyedthecompanyofLebedeff’schildren,andtodayitwasespeciallywelcome,forColiadidnotappearallday。EarlythatmorninghehadstartedforPetersburg。Lebedeffalsowasawayonbusiness。ButGavrilaArdalionovitchhadpromisedtovisitMuishkin,whoeagerlyawaitedhiscoming。 Aboutsevenintheevening,soonafterdinner,hearrived。Atthefirstglanceitstrucktheprincethathe,atanyrate,mustknowallthedetailsoflastnight’saffair。Indeed,itwouldhavebeenimpossibleforhimtoremaininignoranceconsideringtheintimaterelationshipbetweenhim,VarvaraArdalionovna,andPtitsin。Butalthoughheandtheprincewereintimate,inasense,andalthoughthelatterhadplacedtheBurdovskyaffairinhishands-andthiswasnottheonlymarkofconfidencehehadreceived——itseemedcurioushowmanymatterstherewerethatweretacitlyavoidedintheirconversations。MuishkinthoughtthatGaniaattimesappearedtodesiremorecordialityandfrankness。 Itwasapparentnow,whenheentered,thathe,wasconvincedthatthemomentforbreakingtheicebetweenthemhadcomeatlast。 ButallthesameGaniawasinhaste,forhissisterwaswaitingatLebedeff’stoconsulthimonanurgentmatterofbusiness。Ifhehadanticipatedimpatientquestions,orimpulsiveconfidences,hewassoonundeceived。Theprincewasthoughtful,reserved,evenalittleabsent-minded,andaskednoneofthequestions——oneinparticular——thatGaniahadexpected。Soheimitatedtheprince’sdemeanour,andtalkedfastandbrilliantlyuponallsubjectsbuttheoneonwhichtheirthoughtswereengaged。AmongotherthingsGaniatoldhishostthatNastasiaPhilipovnahadbeenonlyfourdaysinPavlofsk,andthateveryonewastalkingaboutheralready。ShewasstayingwithDariaAlexeyevna,inanuglylittlehouseinMattrosskyStreet,butdroveaboutinthesmartestcarriageintheplace。Acrowdoffollowershadpursuedherfromthefirst,youngandold。Someescortedheronhorse-backwhenshetooktheairinhercarriage。