第4章

类别:其他 作者:Willa Cather字数:23357更新时间:18/12/20 10:21:51
Iain\'ta-goingtocarrysuchalookingthingbacktoMr。Burden。\' Ambroschdroppedthecollarontheground。`Allright,\' hesaidcoolly,tookuphisoil-can,andbegantoclimbthemill。 Jakecaughthimbythebeltofhistrousersandyankedhimback。 Ambrosch\'sfeethadscarcelytouchedthegroundwhenhelungedoutwithaviciouskickatJake\'sstomach。Fortunately,Jakewasinsuchapositionthathecoulddodgeit。Thiswasnotthesortofthingcountryboysdidwhentheyplayedatfisticuffs,andJakewasfurious。 HelandedAmbroschablowonthehead——itsoundedlikethecrackofanaxeonacow-pumpkin。Ambroschdroppedover,stunned。 Weheardsqueals,andlookingupsawAntoniaandhermothercomingontherun。Theydidnottakethepatharoundthepond,butplungedthroughthemuddywater,withoutevenliftingtheirskirts。 Theycameon,screamingandclawingtheair。BythistimeAmbroschhadcometohissensesandwassputteringwithnosebleed。 Jakesprangintohissaddle。`Let\'sgetoutofthis,Jim,\'hecalled。 Mrs。Shimerdathrewherhandsoverherheadandclutchedasifsheweregoingtopulldownlightning。`Law,law!\'sheshriekedafterus。 `LawforknockmyAmbroschdown!\' `Ineverlikeyounomore,JakeandJimBurden,\'Antoniapanted。 `Nofriendsanymore!\' Jakestoppedandturnedhishorseforasecond。 `Well,you\'readamnedungratefullot,thewholepackofyou,\' heshoutedback。`IguesstheBurdenscangetalongwithoutyou。 You\'vebeenasightoftroubletothem,anyhow!\' Werodeaway,feelingsooutragedthatthefinemorningwasspoiledforus。 Ihadn\'tawordtosay,andpoorJakewaswhiteaspaperandtremblingallover。Itmadehimsicktogetsoangry。 `Theyain\'tthesame,Jimmy,\'hekeptsayinginahurttone。 `Theseforeignersain\'tthesame。Youcan\'ttrust\'emtobefair。 It\'sdirtytokickafeller。Youheardhowthewomenturnedonyou—— andafterallwewentthroughonaccountof\'emlastwinter! Theyain\'ttobetrusted。Idon\'twanttoseeyougettoothickwithanyof\'em。\' `I\'llneverbefriendswiththemagain,Jake,\'Ideclaredhotly。 `IbelievetheyarealllikeKrajiekandAmbroschunderneath。\' Grandfatherheardourstorywithatwinkleinhiseye。 HeadvisedJaketoridetotowntomorrow,gotoajusticeofthepeace,tellhimhehadknockedyoungShimerdadown,andpayhisfine。ThenifMrs。Shimerdawasinclinedtomaketrouble—— hersonwasstillunderage——shewouldbeforestalled。 Jakesaidhemightaswelltakethewagonandhaultomarketthepighehadbeenfattening。OnMonday,aboutanhourafterJakehadstarted,wesawMrs。ShimerdaandherAmbroschproudlydrivingby,lookingneithertotherightnorleft。 AstheyrattledoutofsightdowntheBlackHawkroad,grandfatherchuckled,sayinghehadratherexpectedshewouldfollowthematterup。 Jakepaidhisfinewithaten-dollarbillgrandfatherhadgivenhimforthatpurpose。ButwhentheShimerdasfoundthatJakesoldhispigintownthatday,AmbroschworkeditoutinhisshrewdheadthatJakehadtosellhispigtopayhisfine。 ThistheoryaffordedtheShimerdasgreatsatisfaction,apparently。 Forweeksafterward,wheneverJakeandImetAntoniaonherwaytothepost-office,orgoingalongtheroadwithherwork-team,shewouldclapherhandsandcalltousinaspiteful,crowingvoice: `Jake-y,Jake-y,sellthepigandpaytheslap!\' OttopretendednottobesurprisedatAntonia\'sbehaviour。 Heonlyliftedhisbrowsandsaid,`Youcan\'ttellmeanythingnewaboutaCzech;I\'manAustrian。\' GrandfatherwasneverapartytowhatJakecalledourfeudwiththeShimerdas。AmbroschandAntoniaalwaysgreetedhimrespectfully,andheaskedthemabouttheiraffairsandgavethemadviceasusual。Hethoughtthefuturelookedhopefulforthem。 Ambroschwasafar-seeingfellow;hesoonrealizedthathisoxenweretooheavyforanyworkexceptbreakingsod,andhesucceededinsellingthemtoanewlyarrivedGerman。 Withthemoneyheboughtanotherteamofhorses,whichgrandfatherselectedforhim。Marekwasstrong,andAmbroschworkedhimhard; buthecouldneverteachhimtocultivatecorn,Iremember。 TheoneideathathadevergotthroughpoorMarek\'sthickheadwasthatallexertionwasmeritorious。Healwaysboredownonthehandlesofthecultivatoranddrovethebladessodeepintotheearththatthehorsesweresoonexhausted。 InJune,AmbroschwenttoworkatMr。Bushy\'sforaweek,andtookMarekwithhimatfullwages。Mrs。Shimerdathendrovethesecondcultivator; sheandAntoniaworkedinthefieldsalldayanddidthechoresatnight。 Whilethetwowomenwererunningtheplacealone,oneofthenewhorsesgotcolicandgavethematerriblefright。 Antoniahadgonedowntothebarnonenighttoseethatallwaswellbeforeshewenttobed,andshenoticedthatoneoftheroanswasswollenaboutthemiddleandstoodwithitsheadhanging。 Shemountedanotherhorse,withoutwaitingtosaddlehim,andhammeredonourdoorjustasweweregoingtobed。 Grandfatheransweredherknock。Hedidnotsendoneofhismen,butrodebackwithherhimself,takingasyringeandanoldpieceofcarpethekeptforhotapplicationswhenourhorsesweresick。 HefoundMrs。Shimerdasittingbythehorsewithherlantern,groaningandwringingherhands。Ittookbutafewmomentstoreleasethegasespentupinthepoorbeast,andthetwowomenheardtherushofwindandsawtheroanvisiblydiminishingirth。 `IfIlosethathorse,Mr。Burden,\'Antoniaexclaimed,`IneverstayheretillAmbroschcomehome!Igodrownmyselfinthepondbeforemorning。\' WhenAmbroschcamebackfromMr。Bushy\'s,welearnedthathehadgivenMarek\'swagestothepriestatBlackHawk,forMassesfortheirfather\'ssoul。GrandmotherthoughtAntonianeededshoesmorethanMr。Shimerdaneededprayers,butgrandfathersaidtolerantly,`Ifhecansparesixdollars,pinchedasheis,itshowshebelieveswhatheprofesses。\' ItwasgrandfatherwhobroughtaboutareconciliationwiththeShimerdas。 Onemorninghetoldusthatthesmallgrainwascomingonsowell,hethoughthewouldbegintocuthiswheatonthefirstofJuly。 Hewouldneedmoremen,andifitwereagreeabletoeveryonehewouldengageAmbroschforthereapingandthreshing,astheShimerdashadnosmallgrainoftheirown。 `Ithink,Emmaline,\'heconcluded,`IwillaskAntoniatocomeoverandhelpyouinthekitchen。Shewillbegladtoearnsomething,anditwillbeagoodtimetoendmisunderstandings。 Imayaswellrideoverthismorningandmakearrangements。 Doyouwanttogowithme,Jim?\'Histonetoldmethathehadalreadydecidedforme。 Afterbreakfastwesetofftogether。WhenMrs。Shimerdasawuscoming,sheranfromherdoordownintothedrawbehindthestable,asifshedidnotwanttomeetus。 Grandfathersmiledtohimselfwhilehetiedhishorse,andwefollowedher。 Behindthebarnwecameuponafunnysight。Thecowhadevidentlybeengrazingsomewhereinthedraw。Mrs。Shimerdahadruntotheanimal,pulledupthelariatpin,and,whenwecameuponher,shewastryingtohidethecowinanoldcaveinthebank。 Astheholewasnarrowanddark,thecowheldback,andtheoldwomanwasslappingandpushingatherhindquarters,tryingtospankherintothedrawside。 Grandfatherignoredhersingularoccupationandgreetedherpolitely。 `Goodmorning,Mrs。Shimerda。CanyoutellmewhereIwillfindAmbrosch? Whichfield?\' `Hewiththesodcorn。\'Shepointedtowardthenorth,stillstandinginfrontofthecowasifshehopedtoconcealit。 `Hissodcornwillbegoodforfodderthiswinter,\' saidgrandfatherencouragingly。`AndwhereisAntonia?\' `Shegowith。\'Mrs。Shimerdakeptwigglingherbarefeetaboutnervouslyinthedust。 `Verywell。Iwillrideupthere。Iwantthemtocomeoverandhelpmecutmyoatsandwheatnextmonth。Iwillpaythemwages。Goodmorning。 Bytheway,Mrs。Shimerda,\'hesaidasheturnedupthepath,`Ithinkwemayaswellcallitsquareaboutthecow。\' Shestartedandclutchedtheropetighter。 Seeingthatshedidnotunderstand,grandfatherturnedback。 `Youneednotpaymeanythingmore;nomoremoney。 Thecowisyours。\' `Paynomore,keepcow?\'sheaskedinabewilderedtone,hernarroweyessnappingatusinthesunlight。 `Exactly。Paynomore,keepcow。\'Henodded。 Mrs。Shimerdadroppedtherope,ranafterus,and,crouchingdownbesidegrandfather,shetookhishandandkissedit。 Idoubtifhehadeverbeensomuchembarrassedbefore。 Iwasalittlestartled,too。Somehow,thatseemedtobringtheOldWorldveryclose。 Werodeawaylaughing,andgrandfathersaid:`Iexpectshethoughtwehadcometotakethecowawayforcertain,Jim。 Iwonderifshewouldn\'thavescratchedalittleifwe\'dlaidholdofthatlariatrope!\' Ourneighboursseemedgladtomakepeacewithus。ThenextSundayMrs。ShimerdacameoverandbroughtJakeapairofsocksshehadknitted。 Shepresentedthemwithanairofgreatmagnanimity,saying,`NowyounotcomeanymoreforknockmyAmbroschdown?\' Jakelaughedsheepishly。`Idon\'twanttohavenotroublewithAmbrosch。 Ifhe\'llletmealone,I\'lllethimalone。\' `Ifheslapyou,weain\'tgotnopigforpaythefine,\' shesaidinsinuatingly。 Jakewasnotatalldisconcerted。`Havethelastwordma\'m,\' hesaidcheerfully。`It\'salady\'sprivilege。\' XIX JULYCAMEONwiththatbreathless,brilliantheatwhichmakestheplainsofKansasandNebraskathebestcorncountryintheworld。 Itseemedasifwecouldhearthecorngrowinginthenight; underthestarsonecaughtafaintcracklinginthedewy,heavy-odouredcornfieldswherethefeatheredstalksstoodsojuicyandgreen。 IfallthegreatplainfromtheMissouritotheRockyMountainshadbeenunderglass,andtheheatregulatedbyathermometer,itcouldnothavebeenbetterfortheyellowtasselsthatwereripeningandfertilizingthesilkdaybyday。Thecornfieldswerefarapartinthosetimes,withmilesofwildgrazinglandbetween。 Ittookaclear,meditativeeyelikemygrandfather\'stoforeseethattheywouldenlargeandmultiplyuntiltheywouldbe,nottheShimerdas\'cornfields,orMr。Bushy\'s,buttheworld\'scornfields; thattheiryieldwouldbeoneofthegreateconomicfacts,likethewheatcropofRussia,whichunderliealltheactivitiesofmen,inpeaceorwar。 Theburningsunofthosefewweeks,withoccasionalrainsatnight,securedthecorn。Afterthemilkyearswereonceformed,wehadlittletofearfromdryweather。Themenwereworkingsohardinthewheatfieldsthattheydidnotnoticetheheat——thoughIwaskeptbusycarryingwaterforthem——andgrandmotherandAntoniahadsomuchtodointhekitchenthattheycouldnothavetoldwhetheronedaywashotterthananother。 Eachmorning,whilethedewwasstillonthegrass,Antoniawentwithmeuptothegardentogetearlyvegetablesfordinner。 Grandmothermadeherwearasunbonnet,butassoonaswereachedthegardenshethrewitonthegrassandletherhairflyinthebreeze。 Irememberhow,aswebentoverthepea-vines,beadsofperspirationusedtogatheronherupperliplikealittlemoustache。 `Oh,betterIliketoworkout-of-doorsthaninahouse!\' sheusedtosingjoyfully。`Inotcarethatyourgrandmothersayitmakesmelikeaman。Iliketobelikeaman。\' Shewouldtossherheadandaskmetofeelthemusclesswellinherbrownarm。 Weweregladtohaveherinthehouse。Shewassogayandresponsivethatonedidnotmindherheavy,runningstep,orherclatterywaywithpans。 GrandmotherwasinhighspiritsduringtheweeksthatAntoniaworkedforus。 Allthenightswerecloseandhotduringthatharvestseason。 Theharvesterssleptinthehayloftbecauseitwascoolertherethaninthehouse。Iusedtolieinmybedbytheopenwindow,watchingtheheatlightningplaysoftlyalongthehorizon,orlookingupatthegauntframeofthewindmillagainstthebluenightsky。Onenighttherewasabeautifulelectricstorm,thoughnotenoughrainfelltodamagethecutgrain。 Themenwentdowntothebarnimmediatelyaftersupper,andwhenthedisheswerewashed,AntoniaandIclimbedupontheslantingroofofthechicken-housetowatchtheclouds。 Thethunderwasloudandmetallic,liketherattleofsheetiron,andthelightningbrokeingreatzigzagsacrosstheheavens,makingeverythingstandoutandcomeclosetousforamoment。 Halftheskywaschequeredwithblackthunderheads,butallthewestwasluminousandclear:inthelightningflashesitlookedlikedeepbluewater,withthesheenofmoonlightonit; andthemottledpartoftheskywaslikemarblepavement,likethequayofsomesplendidseacoastcity,doomedtodestruction。 Greatwarmsplashesofrainfellonourupturnedfaces。 Oneblackcloud,nobiggerthanalittleboat,driftedoutintotheclearspaceunattended,andkeptmovingwestward。 Allaboutuswecouldhearthefeltybeatoftheraindropsonthesoftdustofthefarmyard。Grandmothercametothedoorandsaiditwaslate,andwewouldgetwetoutthere。 `Inaminutewecome,\'Antoniacalledbacktoher。 `Ilikeyourgrandmother,andallthingshere,\'shesighed。 `Iwishmypapalivetoseethissummer。Iwishnowinterevercomeagain。\' `Itwillbesummeralongwhileyet,\'Ireassuredher。 `Whyaren\'tyoualwaysnicelikethis,Tony?\' `Hownice?\' `Why,justlikethis;likeyourself。WhydoyouallthetimetrytobelikeAmbrosch?\' Sheputherarmsunderherheadandlayback,lookingupatthesky。 `IfIlivehere,likeyou,thatisdifferent。Thingswillbeeasyforyou。 Buttheywillbehardforus。\' EndofBookI BOOKIITheHiredGirlsI IHADBEENLIVINGwithmygrandfatherfornearlythreeyearswhenhedecidedtomovetoBlackHawk。Heandgrandmotherweregettingoldfortheheavyworkofafarm,andasIwasnowthirteentheythoughtIoughttobegoingtoschool。 Accordinglyourhomesteadwasrentedto`thatgoodwoman,theWidowSteavens,\'andherbachelorbrother,andweboughtPreacherWhite\'shouse,atthenorthendofBlackHawk。 Thiswasthefirsttownhouseonepasseddrivinginfromthefarm,alandmarkwhichtoldcountrypeopletheirlongridewasover。 WeweretomovetoBlackHawkinMarch,andassoonasgrandfatherhadfixedthedateheletJakeandOttoknowofhisintention。 Ottosaidhewouldnotbelikelytofindanotherplacethatsuitedhimsowell;thathewastiredoffarmingandthoughthewouldgobacktowhathecalledthe`wildWest。\' JakeMarpole,luredbyOtto\'sstoriesofadventure,decidedtogowithhim。WedidourbesttodissuadeJake。 Hewassohandicappedbyilliteracyandbyhistrustingdispositionthathewouldbeaneasypreytosharpers。 Grandmotherbeggedhimtostayamongkindly,Christianpeople,wherehewasknown;buttherewasnoreasoningwithhim。 Hewantedtobeaprospector。HethoughtasilverminewaswaitingforhiminColorado。 JakeandOttoservedustothelast。Theymovedusintotown,putdownthecarpetsinournewhouse,madeshelvesandcupboardsforgrandmother\'skitchen,andseemedloathtoleaveus。 Butatlasttheywent,withoutwarning。Thosetwofellowshadbeenfaithfultousthroughsunandstorm,hadgivenusthingsthatcannotbeboughtinanymarketintheworld。 Withmetheyhadbeenlikeolderbrothers;hadrestrainedtheirspeechandmannersoutofcareforme,andgivenmesomuchgoodcomradeship。Nowtheygotonthewestboundtrainonemorning,intheirSundayclothes,withtheiroilclothvalises——andI neversawthemagain。MonthsafterwardwegotacardfromOtto,sayingthatJakehadbeendownwithmountainfever,butnowtheywerebothworkingintheYankeeGirlMine,andweredoingwell。 Iwrotetothematthataddress,butmyletterwasreturnedtome,`Unclaimed。\'Afterthatweneverheardfromthem。 BlackHawk,thenewworldinwhichwehadcometolive,wasaclean,well-plantedlittleprairietown,withwhitefencesandgoodgreenyardsaboutthedwellings,wide,dustystreets,andshapelylittletreesgrowingalongthewoodensidewalks。 Inthecentreofthetownthereweretworowsofnewbrick`store\'buildings,abrickschoolhouse,thecourt-house,andfourwhitechurches。Ourownhouselookeddownoverthetown,andfromourupstairswindowswecouldseethewindinglineoftheriverbluffs,twomilessouthofus。 Thatriverwastobemycompensationforthelostfreedomofthefarmingcountry。 WecametoBlackHawkinMarch,andbytheendofAprilwefeltliketownpeople。GrandfatherwasadeaconinthenewBaptistChurch,grandmotherwasbusywithchurchsuppersandmissionarysocieties,andIwasquiteanotherboy,orthoughtIwas。Suddenlyputdownamongboysofmyownage,IfoundIhadagreatdealtolearn。 Beforethespringtermofschoolwasover,Icouldfight,play`keeps,\'teasethelittlegirls,anduseforbiddenwordsaswellasanyboyinmyclass。 IwasrestrainedfromuttersavageryonlybythefactthatMrs。Harling,ournearestneighbour,keptaneyeonme,andifmybehaviourwentbeyondcertainboundsIwasnotpermittedtocomeintoheryardortoplaywithherjollychildren。 Wesawmoreofourcountryneighboursnowthanwhenwelivedonthefarm。 Ourhousewasaconvenientstopping-placeforthem。Wehadabigbarnwherethefarmerscouldputuptheirteams,andtheirwomenfolkmoreoftenaccompaniedthem,nowthattheycouldstaywithusfordinner,andrestandsettheirbonnetsrightbeforetheywentshopping。 Themoreourhousewaslikeacountryhotel,thebetterIlikedit。 Iwasglad,whenIcamehomefromschoolatnoon,toseeafarm-wagonstandinginthebackyard,andIwasalwaysreadytorundowntowntogetbeefsteakorbaker\'sbreadforunexpectedcompany。 AllthroughthatfirstspringandsummerIkepthopingthatAmbroschwouldbringAntoniaandYulkatoseeournewhouse。 Iwantedtoshowthemourredplushfurniture,andthetrumpet-blowingcherubstheGermanpaperhangerhadputonourparlourceiling。 WhenAmbroschcametotown,however,hecamealone,andthoughheputhishorsesinourbarn,hewouldneverstayfordinner,ortellusanythingabouthismotherandsisters。Ifweranoutandquestionedhimashewasslippingthroughtheyard,hewouldmerelyworkhisshouldersaboutinhiscoatandsay,`Theyallright,Iguess。\' Mrs。Steavens,whonowlivedonourfarm,grewasfondofAntoniaaswehadbeen,andalwaysbroughtusnewsofher。Allthroughthewheatseason,shetoldus,Ambroschhiredhissisteroutlikeaman,andshewentfromfarmtofarm,bindingsheavesorworkingwiththethreshers。 Thefarmerslikedherandwerekindtoher;saidtheywouldratherhaveherforahandthanAmbrosch。WhenfallcameshewastohuskcornfortheneighboursuntilChristmas,asshehaddonetheyearbefore; butgrandmothersavedherfromthisbygettingheraplacetoworkwithourneighbours,theHarlings。 II GRANDMOTHEROFTENSAIDTHATifshehadtoliveintown,shethankedGodshelivednexttheHarlings。Theyhadbeenfarmingpeople,likeourselves,andtheirplacewaslikealittlefarm,withabigbarnandagarden,andanorchardandgrazinglots——evenawindmill。 TheHarlingswereNorwegians,andMrs。HarlinghadlivedinChristianiauntilshewastenyearsold。HerhusbandwasborninMinnesota。 Hewasagrainmerchantandcattle-buyer,andwasgenerallyconsideredthemostenterprisingbusinessmaninourcounty。 Hecontrolledalineofgrainelevatorsinthelittletownsalongtherailroadtothewestofus,andwasawayfromhomeagreatdeal。 Inhisabsencehiswifewastheheadofthehousehold。 Mrs。Harlingwasshortandsquareandsturdy-looking,likeherhouse。Everyinchofherwaschargedwithanenergythatmadeitselffeltthemomentsheenteredaroom。 Herfacewasrosyandsolid,withbright,twinklingeyesandastubbornlittlechin。Shewasquicktoanger,quicktolaughter,andjollyfromthedepthsofhersoul。 HowwellIrememberherlaugh;ithadinitthesamesuddenrecognitionthatflashedintohereyes,wasaburstofhumour,shortandintelligent。Herrapidfootstepsshookherownfloors,andsheroutedlassitudeandindifferencewherevershecame。 Shecouldnotbenegativeorperfunctoryaboutanything。 Herenthusiasm,andherviolentlikesanddislikes,assertedthemselvesinalltheeverydayoccupationsoflife。 Wash-daywasinteresting,neverdreary,attheHarlings\'。 Preserving-timewasaprolongedfestival,andhouse-cleaningwaslikearevolution。WhenMrs。Harlingmadegardenthatspring,wecouldfeelthestirofherundertakingthroughthewillowhedgethatseparatedourplacefromhers。 ThreeoftheHarlingchildrenwerenearmeinage。Charley,theonlyson—— theyhadlostanolderboy——wassixteen;Julia,whowasknownasthemusicalone,wasfourteenwhenIwas;andSally,thetomboywithshorthair,wasayearyounger。ShewasnearlyasstrongasI,anduncannilycleveratallboys\'sports。Sallywasawildthing,withsunburnedyellowhair,bobbedaboutherears,andabrownskin,forsheneverworeahat。 Sheracedallovertownononerollerskate,oftencheatedat`keeps,\' butwassuchaquickshotonecouldn\'tcatchheratit。 Thegrown-updaughter,Frances,wasaveryimportantpersoninourworld。 Shewasherfather\'schiefclerk,andvirtuallymanagedhisBlackHawkofficeduringhisfrequentabsences。Becauseofherunusualbusinessability,hewassternandexactingwithher。Hepaidheragoodsalary,butshehadfewholidaysandnevergotawayfromherresponsibilities。 EvenonSundaysshewenttotheofficetoopenthemailandreadthemarkets。 WithCharley,whowasnotinterestedinbusiness,butwasalreadypreparingforAnnapolis,Mr。Harlingwasveryindulgent;boughthimgunsandtoolsandelectricbatteries,andneveraskedwhathedidwiththem。 Franceswasdark,likeherfather,andquiteastall。 Inwintersheworeasealskincoatandcap,andsheandMr。Harlingusedtowalkhometogetherintheevening,talkingaboutgrain-carsandcattle,liketwomen。Sometimesshecameovertoseegrandfatheraftersupper,andhervisitsflatteredhim。 MorethanoncetheyputtheirwitstogethertorescuesomeunfortunatefarmerfromtheclutchesofWickCutter,theBlackHawkmoney-lender。GrandfathersaidFrancesHarlingwasasgoodajudgeofcreditsasanybankerinthecounty。 Thetwoorthreemenwhohadtriedtotakeadvantageofherinadealacquiredcelebritybytheirdefeat。Shekneweveryfarmerformilesabout:howmuchlandhehadundercultivation,howmanycattlehewasfeeding,whathisliabilitieswere。 Herinterestinthesepeoplewasmorethanabusinessinterest。 Shecarriedthemallinhermindasiftheywerecharactersinabookoraplay。 WhenFrancesdroveoutintothecountryonbusiness,shewouldgomilesoutofherwaytocallonsomeoftheoldpeople,ortoseethewomenwhoseldomgottotown。 ShewasquickatunderstandingthegrandmotherswhospokenoEnglish,andthemostreticentanddistrustfulofthemwouldtellhertheirstorywithoutrealizingtheyweredoingso。 Shewenttocountryfuneralsandweddingsinallweathers。 Afarmer\'sdaughterwhowastobemarriedcouldcountonaweddingpresentfromFrancesHarling。 InAugusttheHarlings\'Danishcookhadtoleavethem。 GrandmotherentreatedthemtotryAntonia。ShecorneredAmbroschthenexttimehecametotown,andpointedouttohimthatanyconnectionwithChristianHarlingwouldstrengthenhiscreditandbeofadvantagetohim。 OneSundayMrs。HarlingtookthelongrideouttotheShimerdas\' withFrances。Shesaidshewantedtosee`whatthegirlcamefrom\'andtohaveaclearunderstandingwithhermother。 Iwasinouryardwhentheycamedrivinghome,justbeforesunset。 Theylaughedandwavedtomeastheypassed,andIcouldseetheywereingreatgoodhumour。Aftersupper,whengrandfathersetofftochurch,grandmotherandItookmyshortcutthroughthewillowhedgeandwentovertohearaboutthevisittotheShimerdas\'。 WefoundMrs。HarlingwithCharleyandSallyonthefrontporch,restingafterherharddrive。Juliawasinthehammock—— shewasfondofrepose——andFranceswasatthepiano,playingwithoutalightandtalkingtohermotherthroughtheopenwindow。 Mrs。Harlinglaughedwhenshesawuscoming。`Iexpectyouleftyourdishesonthetabletonight,Mrs。Burden,\'shecalled。 Francesshutthepianoandcameouttojoinus。 TheyhadlikedAntoniafromtheirfirstglimpseofher; felttheyknewexactlywhatkindofgirlshewas。 AsforMrs。Shimerda,theyfoundherveryamusing。 Mrs。Harlingchuckledwhenevershespokeofher。`IexpectIammoreathomewiththatsortofbirdthanyouare,Mrs。Burden。 They\'reapair,Ambroschandthatoldwoman!\' TheyhadhadalongargumentwithAmbroschaboutAntonia\'sallowanceforclothesandpocket-money。Itwashisplanthateverycentofhissister\'swagesshouldbepaidovertohimeachmonth,andhewouldprovideherwithsuchclothingashethoughtnecessary。 WhenMrs。HarlingtoldhimfirmlythatshewouldkeepfiftydollarsayearforAntonia\'sownuse,hedeclaredtheywantedtotakehissistertotownanddressherupandmakeafoolofher。 Mrs。HarlinggaveusalivelyaccountofAmbrosch\'sbehaviourthroughouttheinterview;howhekeptjumpingupandputtingonhiscapasifhewerethroughwiththewholebusiness,andhowhismothertweakedhiscoat-tailandpromptedhiminBohemian。 Mrs。HarlingfinallyagreedtopaythreedollarsaweekforAntonia\'sservices——goodwagesinthosedays——andtokeepherinshoes。Therehadbeenhotdisputeabouttheshoes,Mrs。ShimerdafinallysayingpersuasivelythatshewouldsendMrs。Harlingthreefatgeeseeveryyearto`makeeven。\' AmbroschwastobringhissistertotownnextSaturday。 `She\'llbeawkwardandroughatfirst,likeenough,\'grandmothersaidanxiously,`butunlessshe\'sbeenspoiledbythehardlifeshe\'sled,shehasitinhertobearealhelpfulgirl。\' Mrs。Harlinglaughedherquick,decidedlaugh。`Oh,I\'mnotworrying,Mrs。Burden!Icanbringsomethingoutofthatgirl。 She\'sbarelyseventeen,nottoooldtolearnnewways。 She\'sgood-looking,too!\'sheaddedwarmly。 Francesturnedtograndmother。`Oh,yes,Mrs。Burden,youdidn\'ttellusthat!Shewasworkinginthegardenwhenwegotthere,barefootandragged。Butshehassuchfinebrownlegsandarms,andsplendidcolourinhercheeks——likethosebigdarkredplums。\' Wewerepleasedatthispraise。Grandmotherspokefeelingly。 `Whenshefirstcametothiscountry,Frances,andhadthatgenteeloldmantowatchoverher,shewasasprettyagirlaseverIsaw。But,dearme,whatalifeshe\'sled,outinthefieldswiththoseroughthreshers! ThingswouldhavebeenverydifferentwithpoorAntoniaifherfatherhadlived。\' TheHarlingsbeggedustotellthemaboutMr。Shimerda\'sdeathandthebigsnowstorm。Bythetimewesawgrandfathercominghomefromchurch,wehadtoldthemprettymuchallweknewoftheShimerdas。 `Thegirlwillbehappyhere,andshe\'llforgetthosethings,\' saidMrs。Harlingconfidently,aswerosetotakeourleave。 III ONSATURDAYAMBROSCHdroveuptothebackgate,andAntoniajumpeddownfromthewagonandranintoourkitchenjustassheusedtodo。 Shewaswearingshoesandstockings,andwasbreathlessandexcited。 Shegavemeaplayfulshakebytheshoulders。`Youain\'tforgetaboutme,Jim?\' Grandmotherkissedher。`Godblessyou,child!Nowyou\'vecome,youmusttrytodorightandbeacredittous。\' Antonialookedeagerlyaboutthehouseandadmiredeverything。 `MaybeIbethekindofgirlyoulikebetter;nowIcometotown,\' shesuggestedhopefully。 HowgooditwastohaveAntonianearusagain;toseehereverydayandalmosteverynight!Hergreatestfault,Mrs。Harlingfound,wasthatshesooftenstoppedherworkandfelltoplayingwiththechildren。Shewouldraceabouttheorchardwithus,ortakesidesinourhay-fightsinthebarn,orbetheoldbearthatcamedownfromthemountainandcarriedoffNina。 TonylearnedEnglishsoquicklythatbythetimeschoolbeganshecouldspeakaswellasanyofus。 IwasjealousofTony\'sadmirationforCharleyHarling。 Becausehewasalwaysfirstinhisclassesatschool,andcouldmendthewater-pipesorthedoorbellandtaketheclocktopieces,sheseemedtothinkhimasortofprince。 NothingthatCharleywantedwastoomuchtroubleforher。 Shelovedtoputuplunchesforhimwhenhewenthunting,tomendhisball-glovesandsewbuttonsonhisshooting-coat,bakedthekindofnut-cakeheliked,andfedhissetterdogwhenhewasawayontripswithhisfather。Antoniahadmadeherselfclothworking-slippersoutofMr。Harling\'soldcoats,andintheseshewentpaddingaboutafterCharley,fairlypantingwitheagernesstopleasehim。 NexttoCharley,IthinkshelovedNinabest。Ninawasonlysix,andshewasrathermorecomplexthantheotherchildren。 Shewasfanciful,hadallsortsofunspokenpreferences,andwaseasilyoffended。Attheslightestdisappointmentordispleasure,hervelvetybrowneyesfilledwithtears,andshewouldliftherchinandwalksilentlyaway。 Ifweranafterherandtriedtoappeaseher,itdidnogood。 Shewalkedonunmollified。IusedtothinkthatnoeyesintheworldcouldgrowsolargeorholdsomanytearsasNina\'s。Mrs。HarlingandAntoniainvariablytookherpart。 Wewerenevergivenachancetoexplain。Thechargewassimply: `YouhavemadeNinacry。Now,Jimmycangohome,andSallymustgetherarithmetic。\'IlikedNina,too;shewassoquaintandunexpected,andhereyeswerelovely;butIoftenwantedtoshakeher。 WehadjollyeveningsattheHarlings\'whenthefatherwasaway。 Ifhewasathome,thechildrenhadtogotobedearly,ortheycameovertomyhousetoplay。Mr。Harlingnotonlydemandedaquiethouse,hedemandedallhiswife\'sattention。 Heusedtotakeherawaytotheirroominthewestell,andtalkoverhisbusinesswithherallevening。 Thoughwedidnotrealizeitthen,Mrs。Harlingwasouraudiencewhenweplayed,andwealwayslookedtoherforsuggestions。 Nothingflatteredonelikeherquicklaugh。 Mr。Harlinghadadeskinhisbedroom,andhisowneasy-chairbythewindow,inwhichnooneelseeversat。 Onthenightswhenhewasathome,Icouldseehisshadowontheblind,anditseemedtomeanarrogantshadow。 Mrs。Harlingpaidnoheedtoanyoneelseifhewasthere。 Beforehewenttobedshealwaysgothimalunchofsmokedsalmonoranchoviesandbeer。Hekeptanalcohollampinhisroom,andaFrenchcoffee-pot,andhiswifemadecoffeeforhimatanyhourofthenighthehappenedtowantit。 MostBlackHawkfathershadnopersonalhabitsoutsidetheirdomesticones;theypaidthebills,pushedthebaby-carriageafterofficehours,movedthesprinkleraboutoverthelawn,andtookthefamilydrivingonSunday。Mr。Harling,therefore,seemedtomeautocraticandimperialinhisways。 Hewalked,talked,putonhisgloves,shookhands,likeamanwhofeltthathehadpower。Hewasnottall,buthecarriedhisheadsohaughtilythathelookedacommandingfigure,andtherewassomethingdaringandchallenginginhiseyes。 Iusedtoimaginethatthe,nobles\'ofwhomAntoniawasalwaystalkingprobablylookedverymuchlikeChristianHarling,worecapedovercoatslikehis,andjustsuchaglitteringdiamonduponthelittlefinger。 Exceptwhenthefatherwasathome,theHarlinghousewasneverquiet。 Mrs。HarlingandNinaandAntoniamadeasmuchnoiseasahousefulofchildren,andtherewasusuallysomebodyatthepiano。Juliawastheonlyonewhowashelddowntoregularhoursofpractising,buttheyallplayed。 WhenFrancescamehomeatnoon,sheplayeduntildinnerwasready。 WhenSallygotbackfromschool,shesatdowninherhatandcoatanddrummedtheplantationmelodiesthatNegrominstreltroupesbroughttotown。 EvenNinaplayedtheSwedishWeddingMarch。 Mrs。Harlinghadstudiedthepianounderagoodteacher,andsomehowshemanagedtopractiseeveryday。 IsoonlearnedthatifIweresentoveronanerrandandfoundMrs。Harlingatthepiano,Imustsitdownandwaitquietlyuntilsheturnedtome。Icanseeheratthismoment: hershort,squarepersonplantedfirmlyonthestool,herlittlefathandsmovingquicklyandneatlyoverthekeys,hereyesfixedonthemusicwithintelligentconcentration。 IV `Iwon\'thavenoneofyourweevilywheat,andIwon\'thavenoneofyourbarley,ButI\'lltakeameasureoffinewhiteflour,tomakeacakeforCharley。\' WEWERESINGINGrhymestoteaseAntoniawhileshewasbeatinguponeofCharley\'sfavouritecakesinherbigmixing-bowl。 Itwasacrispautumnevening,justcoldenoughtomakeonegladtoquitplayingtagintheyard,andretreatintothekitchen。 Wehadbeguntorollpopcornballswithsyrupwhenweheardaknockatthebackdoor,andTonydroppedherspoonandwenttoopenit。 Aplump,fair-skinnedgirlwasstandinginthedoorway。 Shelookeddemureandpretty,andmadeagracefulpictureinherbluecashmeredressandlittlebluehat,withaplaidshawldrawnneatlyabouthershouldersandaclumsypocket-bookinherhand。 `Hello,Tony。Don\'tyouknowme?\'sheaskedinasmooth,lowvoice,lookinginatusarchly。 Antoniagaspedandsteppedback。 `Why,it\'sLena!OfcourseIdidn\'tknowyou,sodressedup!\' LenaLingardlaughed,asifthispleasedher。Ihadnotrecognizedherforamoment,either。Ihadneverseenherbeforewithahatonherhead——orwithshoesandstockingsonherfeet,forthatmatter。 Andhereshewas,brushedandsmoothedanddressedlikeatowngirl,smilingatuswithperfectcomposure。 `Hello,Jim,\'shesaidcarelesslyasshewalkedintothekitchenandlookedabouther。`I\'vecometotowntowork,too,Tony。\' `Haveyou,now?Well,ain\'tthatfunny“Antoniastoodillatease,anddidn\'tseemtoknowjustwhattodowithhervisitor。 Thedoorwasopenintothedining-room,whereMrs。HarlingsatcrochetingandFranceswasreading。FrancesaskedLenatocomeinandjointhem。 `YouareLenaLingard,aren\'tyou?I\'vebeentoseeyourmother,butyouwereoffherdingcattlethatday。Mama,thisisChrisLingard\'soldestgirl。\' Mrs。Harlingdroppedherworstedandexaminedthevisitorwithquick,keeneyes。Lenawasnotatalldisconcerted。 ShesatdowninthechairFrancespointedout,carefullyarrangingherpocket-bookandgreycottonglovesonherlap。 Wefollowedwithourpopcorn,butAntoniahungback—— saidshehadtogethercakeintotheoven。 `Soyouhavecometotown,\'saidMrs。Harling,hereyesstillfixedonLena。 `Whereareyouworking?\' `ForMrs。Thomas,thedressmaker。Sheisgoingtoteachmetosew。 ShesaysIhavequiteaknack。I\'mthroughwiththefarm。Thereain\'tanyendtotheworkonafarm,andalwayssomuchtroublehappens。 I\'mgoingtobeadressmaker。\' `Well,therehavetobedressmakers。It\'sagoodtrade。ButIwouldn\'trundownthefarm,ifIwereyou,\'saidMrs。Harlingratherseverely。 `Howisyourmother?\' `Oh,mother\'sneververywell;shehastoomuchtodo。 She\'dgetawayfromthefarm,too,ifshecould。 Shewaswillingformetocome。AfterIlearntodosewing,Icanmakemoneyandhelpher。\' `Seethatyoudon\'tforgetto,\'saidMrs。Harlingsceptically,asshetookuphercrochetingagainandsentthehookinandoutwithnimblefingers。 `No,\'m,Iwon\'t,\'saidLenablandly。Shetookafewgrainsofthepopcornwepresseduponher,eatingthemdiscreetlyandtakingcarenottogetherfingerssticky。 Francesdrewherchairupnearertothevisitor。`Ithoughtyouweregoingtobemarried,Lena,\'shesaidteasingly。 `Didn\'tIhearthatNickSvendsenwasrushingyouprettyhard?\' Lenalookedupwithhercuriouslyinnocentsmile。`Hedidgowithmequiteawhile。Buthisfathermadeafussaboutitandsaidhewouldn\'tgiveNickanylandifhemarriedme,sohe\'sgoingtomarryAnnieIverson。 Iwouldn\'tliketobeher;Nick\'sawfulsullen,andhe\'lltakeitoutonher。 Heain\'tspoketohisfathersincehepromised。\' Franceslaughed。`Andhowdoyoufeelaboutit?\' `Idon\'twanttomarryNick,oranyotherman,\'Lenamurmured。 `I\'veseenagooddealofmarriedlife,andIdon\'tcareforit。 IwanttobesoIcanhelpmymotherandthechildrenathome,andnothavetoaskliefofanybody。\' `That\'sright,\'saidFrances。`AndMrs。Thomasthinksyoucanlearndressmaking?\' `Yes,\'m。I\'vealwayslikedtosew,butIneverhadmuchtodowith。 Mrs。Thomasmakeslovelythingsforallthetownladies。 DidyouknowMrs。Gardenerishavingapurplevelvetmade? ThevelvetcamefromOmaha。My,butit\'slovely!\' Lenasighedsoftlyandstrokedhercashmerefolds。 `TonyknowsIneverdidlikeout-of-doorwork,\'sheadded。 Mrs。Harlingglancedather。`Iexpectyou\'lllearntosewallright,Lena,ifyou\'llonlykeepyourheadandnotgogaddingabouttodancesallthetimeandneglectyourwork,thewaysomecountrygirlsdo。\' `Yes,\'m。TinySoderballiscomingtotown,too。She\'sgoingtoworkattheBoys\'HomeHotel。She\'llseelotsofstrangers,\' Lenaaddedwistfully。 `Toomany,likeenough,\'saidMrs。Harling。`Idon\'tthinkahotelisagoodplaceforagirl;thoughIguessMrs。Gardenerkeepsaneyeonherwaitresses。\' Lena\'scandideyes,thatalwayslookedalittlesleepyundertheirlonglashes,keptstrayingaboutthecheerfulroomswithnaiveadmiration。 Presentlyshedrewonhercottongloves。`IguessImustbeleaving,\' shesaidirresolutely。 Francestoldhertocomeagain,whenevershewaslonesomeorwantedadviceaboutanything。Lenarepliedthatshedidn\'tbelieveshewouldevergetlonesomeinBlackHawk。 ShelingeredatthekitchendoorandbeggedAntoniatocomeandseeheroften。`I\'vegotaroomofmyownatMrs。Thomas\'s,withacarpet。\' Tonyshuffleduneasilyinherclothslippers。`I\'llcomesometime,butMrs。Harlingdon\'tliketohavemerunmuch,\'shesaidevasively。 `Youcandowhatyoupleasewhenyougoout,can\'tyou?\' Lenaaskedinaguardedwhisper。`Ain\'tyoucrazyabouttown,Tony? Idon\'tcarewhatanybodysays,I\'mdonewiththefarm!\' Sheglancedbackoverhershouldertowardthedining-room,whereMrs。Harlingsat。 WhenLenawasgone,FrancesaskedAntoniawhyshehadn\'tbeenalittlemorecordialtoher。 `Ididn\'tknowifyourmotherwouldlikehercominghere,\'saidAntonia,lookingtroubled。`Shewaskindoftalkedabout,outthere。\' `Yes,Iknow。Butmotherwon\'tholditagainstherifshebehaveswellhere。Youneedn\'tsayanythingaboutthattothechildren。 IguessJimhasheardallthatgossip?\' WhenInodded,shepulledmyhairandtoldmeIknewtoomuch,anyhow。 Weweregoodfriends,FrancesandI。 IranhometotellgrandmotherthatLenaLingardhadcometotown。 Weweregladofit,forshehadahardlifeonthefarm。 LenalivedintheNorwegiansettlementwestofSquawCreek,andsheusedtoherdherfather\'scattleintheopencountrybetweenhisplaceandtheShimerdas\'。Wheneverwerodeoverinthatdirectionwesawheroutamonghercattle,bareheadedandbarefooted,scantilydressedintatteredclothing,alwaysknittingasshewatchedherherd。 BeforeIknewLena,Ithoughtofherassomethingwild,thatalwayslivedontheprairie,becauseIhadneverseenherunderaroof。 Heryellowhairwasburnedtoaruddythatchonherhead;butherlegsandarms,curiouslyenough,inspiteofconstantexposuretothesun,keptamiraculouswhitenesswhichsomehowmadeherseemmoreundressedthanothergirlswhowentscantilyclad。ThefirsttimeIstoppedtotalktoher,Iwasastonishedathersoftvoiceandeasy,gentleways。 Thegirlsoutthereusuallygotroughandmannishaftertheywenttoherding。 ButLenaaskedJakeandmetogetoffourhorsesandstayawhile,andbehavedexactlyasifshewereinahouseandwereaccustomedtohavingvisitors。 Shewasnotembarrassedbyherraggedclothes,andtreatedusasifwewereoldacquaintances。EventhenInoticedtheunusualcolourofhereyes—— ashadeofdeepviolet——andtheirsoft,confidingexpression。 ChrisLingardwasnotaverysuccessfulfarmer,andhehadalargefamily。 Lenawasalwaysknittingstockingsforlittlebrothersandsisters,andeventheNorwegianwomen,whodisapprovedofher,admittedthatshewasagooddaughtertohermother。AsTonysaid,shehadbeentalkedabout。 ShewasaccusedofmakingOleBensonlosethelittlesensehehad—— andthatatanagewhensheshouldstillhavebeeninpinafores。 Olelivedinaleakydugoutsomewhereattheedgeofthesettlement。 Hewasfatandlazyanddiscouraged,andbadluckhadbecomeahabitwithhim。Afterhehadhadeveryotherkindofmisfortune,hiswife,`CrazyMary,\'triedtosetaneighbour\'sbarnonfire,andwassenttotheasylumatLincoln。Shewaskeptthereforafewmonths,thenescapedandwalkedallthewayhome,nearlytwohundredmiles,travellingbynightandhidinginbarnsandhaystacksbyday。 WhenshegotbacktotheNorwegiansettlement,herpoorfeetwereashardashoofs。Shepromisedtobegood,andwasallowedtostayathome——thougheveryonerealizedshewasascrazyasever,andshestillranaboutbarefootedthroughthesnow,tellingherdomestictroublestoherneighbours。 NotlongafterMarycamebackfromtheasylum,IheardayoungDane,whowashelpingustothresh,tellJakeandOttothatChrisLingard\'soldestgirlhadputOleBensonoutofhishead,untilhehadnomoresensethanhiscrazywife。WhenOlewascultivatinghiscornthatsummer,heusedtogetdiscouragedinthefield,tieuphisteam,andwanderofftowhereverLenaLingardwasherding。 Therehewouldsitdownonthedrawsideandhelpherwatchhercattle。 Allthesettlementwastalkingaboutit。TheNorwegianpreacher\'swifewenttoLenaandtoldhersheoughtnottoallowthis; shebeggedLenatocometochurchonSundays。Lenasaidshehadn\'tadressintheworldanylessraggedthantheoneonherback。 Thentheminister\'swifewentthroughheroldtrunksandfoundsomethingsshehadwornbeforehermarriage。 ThenextSundayLenaappearedatchurch,alittlelate,withherhairdoneupneatlyonherhead,likeayoungwoman,wearingshoesandstockings,andthenewdress,whichshehadmadeoverforherselfverybecomingly。Thecongregationstaredather。 Untilthatmorningnoone——unlessitwereOle——hadrealizedhowprettyshewas,orthatshewasgrowingup。Theswellinglinesofherfigurehadbeenhiddenundertheshapelessragssheworeinthefields。 Afterthelasthymnhadbeensung,andthecongregationwasdismissed,Oleslippedouttothehitch-barandliftedLenaonherhorse。 That,initself,wasshocking;amarriedmanwasnotexpectedtodosuchthings。Butitwasnothingtothescenethatfollowed。 CrazyMarydartedoutfromthegroupofwomenatthechurchdoor,andrandowntheroadafterLena,shoutinghorriblethreats。 `Lookout,youLenaLingard,lookout!I\'llcomeoverwithacorn-knifeonedayandtrimsomeofthatshapeoffyou。 Thenyouwon\'tsailroundsofine,makingeyesatthemen!……\' TheNorwegianwomendidn\'tknowwheretolook。Theywereformalhousewives,mostofthem,withaseveresenseofdecorum。 ButLenaLingardonlylaughedherlazy,good-naturedlaughandrodeon,gazingbackoverhershoulderatOle\'sinfuriatedwife。 Thetimecame,however,whenLenadidn\'tlaugh。MorethanonceCrazyMarychasedheracrosstheprairieandroundandroundtheShimerdas\'cornfield。 Lenanevertoldherfather;perhapsshewasashamed;perhapsshewasmoreafraidofhisangerthanofthecorn-knife。IwasattheShimerdas\' oneafternoonwhenLenacameboundingthroughtheredgrassasfastasherwhitelegscouldcarryher。SheranstraightintothehouseandhidinAntonia\'sfeather-bed。Marywasnotfarbehind: shecamerightuptothedoorandmadeusfeelhowsharpherbladewas,showingusverygraphicallyjustwhatshemeanttodotoLena。 Mrs。Shimerda,leaningoutofthewindow,enjoyedthesituationkeenly,andwassorrywhenAntoniasentMaryaway,mollifiedbyanapronfulofbottle-tomatoes。LenacameoutfromTony\'sroombehindthekitchen,verypinkfromtheheatofthefeathers,butotherwisecalm。 ShebeggedAntoniaandmetogowithher,andhelpgethercattletogether; theywerescatteredandmightbegorgingthemselvesinsomebody\'scornfield。 `Maybeyouloseasteerandlearnnottomakesomethingswithyoureyesatmarriedmen,\'Mrs。Shimerdatoldherhectoringly。 Lenaonlysmiledhersleepysmile。`Inevermadeanythingtohimwithmyeyes。Ican\'thelpitifhehangsaround,andIcan\'torderhimoff。 Itain\'tmyprairie。\' V AFTERLENACAMEToBlackHawk,Ioftenmetherdowntown,whereshewouldbematchingsewingsilkorbuying`findings\'forMrs。Thomas。 IfIhappenedtowalkhomewithher,shetoldmeallaboutthedressesshewashelpingtomake,oraboutwhatshesawandheardwhenshewaswithTinySoderballatthehotelonSaturdaynights。 TheBoys\'HomewasthebesthotelonourbranchoftheBurlington,andallthecommercialtravellersinthatterritorytriedtogetintoBlackHawkforSunday。TheyusedtoassembleintheparlouraftersupperonSaturdaynights。MarshallField\'sman,AnsonKirkpatrick,playedthepianoandsangallthelatestsentimentalsongs。 AfterTinyhadhelpedthecookwashthedishes,sheandLenasatontheothersideofthedoubledoorsbetweentheparlourandthedining-room,listeningtothemusicandgigglingatthejokesandstories。 LenaoftensaidshehopedIwouldbeatravellingmanwhenIgrewup。 Theyhadagaylifeofit;nothingtodobutrideaboutontrainsalldayandgototheatreswhentheywereinbigcities。 Behindthehoteltherewasanoldstorebuilding,wherethesalesmenopenedtheirbigtrunksandspreadouttheirsamplesonthecounters。 TheBlackHawkmerchantswenttolookatthesethingsandordergoods,andMrs。Thomas,thoughshewasIretailtrade,\'waspermittedtoseethemandto`getideas。\'Theywereallgenerous,thesetravellingmen; theygaveTinySoderballhandkerchiefsandglovesandribbonsandstripedstockings,andsomanybottlesofperfumeandcakesofscentedsoapthatshebestowedsomeofthemonLena。 OneafternoonintheweekbeforeChristmas,IcameuponLenaandherfunny,square-headedlittlebrotherChris,standingbeforethedrugstore,gazinginatthewaxdollsandblocksandNoah\'sArksarrangedinthefrostyshowwindow。TheboyhadcometotownwithaneighbourtodohisChristmasshopping,forhehadmoneyofhisownthisyear。 Hewasonlytwelve,butthatwinterhehadgotthejobofsweepingouttheNorwegianchurchandmakingthefireiniteverySundaymorning。 Acoldjobitmusthavebeen,too! WewentintoDuckford\'sdry-goodsstore,andChrisunwrappedallhispresentsandshowedthemtomesomethingforeachofthesixyoungerthanhimself,evenarubberpigforthebaby。 LenahadgivenhimoneofTinySoderball\'sbottlesofperfumeforhismother,andhethoughthewouldgetsomehandkerchiefstogowithit。Theywerecheap,andhehadn\'tmuchmoneyleft。 WefoundatablefulofhandkerchiefsspreadoutforviewatDuckford\'s。Chriswantedthosewithinitiallettersinthecorner,becausehehadneverseenanybefore。 Hestudiedthemseriously,whileLenalookedoverhisshoulder,tellinghimshethoughttheredletterswouldholdtheircolourbest。 HeseemedsoperplexedthatIthoughtperhapshehadn\'tenoughmoney,afterall。Presentlyhesaidgravely: `Sister,youknowmother\'snameisBerthe。Idon\'tknowifI oughttogetBforBerthe,orMforMother。\' Lenapattedhisbristlyhead。`I\'dgettheB,Chrissy。 Itwillpleaseherforyoutothinkabouthername。 Nobodyevercallsherbyitnow。\' Thatsatisfiedhim。Hisfaceclearedatonce,andhetookthreeredsandthreeblues。Whentheneighbourcameintosaythatitwastimetostart,LenawoundChris\'scomforterabouthisneckandturneduphisjacketcollar——hehadnoovercoat—— andwewatchedhimclimbintothewagonandstartonhislong,colddrive。Aswewalkedtogetherupthewindystreet,Lenawipedhereyeswiththebackofherwoollenglove。 `Igetawfulhomesickforthem,allthesame,\'shemurmured,asifshewereansweringsomerememberedreproach。 VI WINTERCOMESDOWNSAVAGELYoveralittletownontheprairie。 Thewindthatsweepsinfromtheopencountrystripsawayalltheleafyscreensthathideoneyardfromanotherinsummer,andthehousesseemtodrawclosertogether。Theroofs,thatlookedsofarawayacrossthegreentree-tops,nowstareyouintheface,andtheyaresomuchuglierthanwhentheiranglesweresoftenedbyvinesandshrubs。 Inthemorning,whenIwasfightingmywaytoschoolagainstthewind,Icouldn\'tseeanythingbuttheroadinfrontofme; butinthelateafternoon,whenIwascominghome,thetownlookedbleakanddesolatetome。Thepale,coldlightofthewintersunsetdidnotbeautify——itwaslikethelightoftruthitself。 Whenthesmokycloudshunglowinthewestandtheredsunwentdownbehindthem,leavingapinkflushonthesnowyroofsandthebluedrifts,thenthewindsprangupafresh,withakindofbittersong,asifitsaid:`Thisisreality,whetheryoulikeitornot。Allthosefrivolitiesofsummer,thelightandshadow,thelivingmaskofgreenthattrembledovereverything,theywerelies,andthisiswhatwasunderneath。 Thisisthetruth。\'Itwasasifwewerebeingpunishedforlovingthelovelinessofsummer。 IfIloiteredontheplaygroundafterschool,orwenttothepost-officeforthemailandlingeredtohearthegossipaboutthecigar-stand,itwouldbegrowingdarkbythetimeIcamehome。Thesunwasgone; thefrozenstreetsstretchedlongandbluebeforeme;thelightswereshiningpaleinkitchenwindows,andIcouldsmellthesupperscookingasIpassed。Fewpeoplewereabroad,andeachoneofthemwashurryingtowardafire。Theglowingstovesinthehouseswerelikemagnets。 Whenonepassedanoldman,onecouldseenothingofhisfacebutarednosestickingoutbetweenafrostedbeardandalongplushcap。 Theyoungmencaperedalongwiththeirhandsintheirpockets,andsometimestriedaslideontheicysidewalk。Thechildren,intheirbrighthoodsandcomforters,neverwalked,butalwaysranfromthemomenttheylefttheirdoor,beatingtheirmittensagainsttheirsides。 WhenIgotasfarastheMethodistChurch,Iwasabouthalfwayhome。 IcanrememberhowgladIwaswhentherehappenedtobealightinthechurch,andthepaintedglasswindowshoneoutatusaswecamealongthefrozenstreet。Inthewinterbleaknessahungerforcolourcameoverpeople,liketheLaplander\'scravingforfatsandsugar。 Withoutknowingwhy,weusedtolingeronthesidewalkoutsidethechurchwhenthelampswerelightedearlyforchoirpracticeorprayer-meeting,shiveringandtalkinguntilourfeetwerelikelumpsofice。 Thecruderedsandgreensandbluesofthatcolouredglassheldusthere。 Onwinternights,thelightsintheHarlings\'windowsdrewmelikethepaintedglass。Insidethatwarm,roomyhousetherewascolour,too。 AftersupperIusedtocatchupmycap,stickmyhandsinmypockets,anddivethroughthewillowhedgeasifwitcheswereafterme。 Ofcourse,ifMr。Harlingwasathome,ifhisshadowstoodoutontheblindofthewestroom,Ididnotgoin,butturnedandwalkedhomebythelongway,throughthestreet,wonderingwhatbookI shouldreadasIsatdownwiththetwooldpeople。 Suchdisappointmentsonlygavegreaterzesttothenightswhenweactedcharades,orhadacostumeballinthebackparlour,withSallyalwaysdressedlikeaboy。Francestaughtustodancethatwinter,andshesaid,fromthefirstlesson,thatAntoniawouldmakethebestdanceramongus。 OnSaturdaynights,Mrs。Harlingusedtoplaytheoldoperasforus——\'Martha,\'`Norma,\'`Rigoletto\'——tellingusthestorywhilesheplayed。EverySaturdaynightwaslikeaparty。 Theparlour,thebackparlour,andthedining-roomwerewarmandbrightlylighted,withcomfortablechairsandsofas,andgaypicturesonthewalls。Onealwaysfeltateasethere。 Antoniabroughthersewingandsatwithus——shewasalreadybeginningtomakeprettyclothesforherself。 Afterthelongwintereveningsontheprairie,withAmbrosch\'ssullensilencesandhermother\'scomplaints,theHarlings\' houseseemed,asshesaid,`likeHeaven\'toher。 Shewasnevertootiredtomaketaffyorchocolatecookiesforus。 IfSallywhisperedinherear,orCharleygaveherthreewinks,Tonywouldrushintothekitchenandbuildafireintherangeonwhichshehadalreadycookedthreemealsthatday。 Whilewesatinthekitchenwaitingforthecookiestobakeorthetaffytocool,NinausedtocoaxAntoniatotellherstories——aboutthecalfthatbrokeitsleg,orhowYulkasavedherlittleturkeysfromdrowninginthefreshet,oraboutoldChristmasesandweddingsinBohemia。 Ninainterpretedthestoriesaboutthecrechefancifully,andinspiteofourderisionshecherishedabeliefthatChristwasborninBohemiaashorttimebeforetheShimerdasleftthatcountry。WealllikedTony\'sstories。Hervoicehadapeculiarlyengagingquality;itwasdeep,alittlehusky,andonealwaysheardthebreathvibratingbehindit。 Everythingshesaidseemedtocomerightoutofherheart。 Oneeveningwhenwewerepickingoutkernelsforwalnuttaffy,Tonytoldusanewstory。 `Mrs。Harling,didyoueverhearaboutwhathappenedupintheNorwegiansettlementlastsummer,whenIwasthreshingthere? WewereatIversons\',andIwasdrivingoneofthegrain-wagons。\' Mrs。Harlingcameoutandsatdownamongus。`Couldyouthrowthewheatintothebinyourself,Tony?\'Sheknewwhatheavyworkitwas。 `Yes,ma\'m,Idid。IcouldshoveljustasfastasthatfatAndernboythatdrovetheotherwagon。Onedayitwasjustawfulhot。 Whenwegotbacktothefieldfromdinner,wetookthingskindofeasy。Themenputinthehorsesandgotthemachinegoing,andOleIversonwasuponthedeck,cuttingbands。Iwassittingagainstastraw-stack,tryingtogetsomeshade。Mywagonwasn\'tgoingoutfirst,andsomehowIfelttheheatawfulthatday。 Thesunwassohotlikeitwasgoingtoburntheworldup。 AfterawhileIseeamancomingacrossthestubble,andwhenhegotcloseIseeitwasatramp。Histoesstuckoutofhisshoes,andhehadn\'tshavedforalongwhile,andhiseyeswasawfulredandwild,likehehadsomesickness。 Hecomesrightupandbeginstotalklikeheknowsmealready。 Hesays:`Thepondsinthiscountryisdonegotsolowamancouldn\'tdrowndhimselfinoneof\'em。\' `Itoldhimnobodywantedtodrowndthemselves,butifwedidn\'thaverainsoonwe\'dhavetopumpwaterforthecattle。 `“Oh,cattle,“hesays,“you\'llalltakecareofyourcattle! Ain\'tyougotnobeerhere?“Itoldhimhe\'dhavetogototheBohemiansforbeer;theNorwegiansdidn\'thavenonewhentheythreshed。 “MyGod!“hesays,“soit\'sNorwegiansnow,isit?IthoughtthiswasAmericy。“ `ThenhegoesuptothemachineandyellsouttoOleIverson,“Hello,partner,letmeupthere。Icancutbands,andI\'mtiredoftrampin\'。Iwon\'tgonofarther。“ `ItriedtomakesignstoOle,\'causeIthoughtthatmanwascrazyandmightgetthemachinestoppedup。 ButOle,hewasgladtogetdownoutofthesunandchaff—— itgetsdownyourneckandstickstoyousomethingawfulwhenit\'shotlikethat。SoOlejumpeddownandcrawledunderoneofthewagonsforshade,andthetrampgotonthemachine。