第4章

类别:其他 作者:Robert Louis Stevenson字数:24951更新时间:18/12/21 13:17:54
Agreatfireroared。Therewasascentofcookedpastry。Hewasdue,atseveno’clock,buthewouldbelate。Thethreechildrenhadgone,tomeethim。Shewasalone。ButataquartertosevenMorelcame,inagain。Neitherwifenorhusbandspoke。Hesatinhisarmchair,quiteawkwardwithexcitement,andshequietlywentonwithherbaking。 Onlybythecarefulwayinwhichshedidthingscoulditbetold,howmuchmovedshewas。Theclocktickedon。 “Whattimedostsayhe’scoming?”Morelaskedforthefifthtime。 “Thetraingetsinathalf-pastsix,“sherepliedemphatically。 “Thenhe’llbehereattenpastseven。” “Eh,blessyou,it’llbehourslateontheMidland,“ shesaidindifferently。Butshehoped,byexpectinghimlate,tobringhimearly。Morelwentdowntheentrytolookforhim。 Thenhecameback。 “Goodness,man!”shesaid。”You’relikeanill-sittinghen。” “Hadnayoubetterbegettin’himsummatt’eatready?” askedthefather。 “There’splentyoftime,“sheanswered。 “There’snotsomuchasIcanseeon,“heanswered,turningcrosslyinhischair。Shebegantoclearhertable。 Thekettlewassinging。Theywaitedandwaited。 MeantimethethreechildrenwereontheplatformatSethleyBridge,ontheMidlandmainline,twomilesfromhome。Theywaitedonehour。 Atraincame——hewasnotthere。Downthelinetheredandgreen,lightsshone。Itwasverydarkandverycold。 “AskhimiftheLondontrain’scome,“saidPaultoAnnie,whentheysawamaninatipcap。 “I’mnot,“saidAnnie。”Youbequiet——hemightsendusoff。” ButPaulwasdyingforthemantoknowtheywereexpecting,someonebytheLondontrain:,itsoundedsogrand。Yethewasmuch,toomuchscaredofbroachinganyman,letaloneoneinapeakedcap,todaretoask。Thethreechildrencouldscarcelygointothe,waiting-roomforfearofbeingsentaway,andforfear,somethingshouldhappenwhilsttheywereofftheplatform。 Stilltheywaitedinthedarkandcold。 “It’sanhouran’ahalflate,“saidArthurpathetically。 “Well,“saidAnnie,“it’sChristmasEve。” Theyallgrewsilent。Hewasn’tcoming。Theylooked,downthedarknessoftherailway。TherewasLondon!,Itseemed,theutter-mostofdistance。Theythoughtanythingmighthappen,ifonecamefromLondon。Theywerealltootroubledtotalk。 Cold,andunhappy,andsilent,theyhuddledtogetherontheplatform。 Atlast,aftermorethantwohours,theysawthelightsofan,enginepeeringround,awaydownthedarkness。Aporterranout。 Thechildrendrewbackwithbeatinghearts。Agreattrain,boundforManchester,drewup。Twodoorsopened,andfromone,ofthem,William。Theyflewtohim。Hehandedparcelstothem,cheerily,andimmediatelybegantoexplainthatthisgreattrainhad,stoppedforHISsakeatsuchasmallstationasSethleyBridge: itwasnotbookedtostop。 Meanwhiletheparentsweregettinganxious。Thetablewasset,thechopwascooked,everythingwasready。Mrs。Morelputon,herblackapron。Shewaswearingherbestdress。Thenshesat,pretendingtoread。Theminuteswereatorturetoher。 “H’m!”saidMorel。”It’sanhouran’aha’ef。” “Andthosechildrenwaiting!”shesaid。 “Th’traincannaha’comeinyet,“hesaid。 “Itellyou,onChristmasEvethey’reHOURSwrong。” Theywerebothabitcrosswitheachother,sognawed,withanxiety。Theashtreemoanedoutsideinacold,rawwind。 AndallthatspaceofnightfromLondonhome!,Mrs。Morelsuffered。 Theslightclickoftheworksinsidetheclockirritatedher。 Itwasgettingsolate;itwasgettingunbearable。 Atlasttherewasasoundofvoices,andafootstepintheentry。 “Ha’shere!”criedMorel,jumpingup。 Thenhestoodback。Themotherranafewstepstowards,thedoorandwaited。Therewasarushandapatteroffeet,thedoorburstopen。Williamwasthere。HedroppedhisGladstone,bagandtookhismotherinhisarms。 “Mater!”hesaid。 “Myboy!”shecried。 Andfortwoseconds,nolonger,sheclaspedhimandkissedhim。 Thenshewithdrewandsaid,tryingtobequitenormal: “Buthowlateyouare!” “Aren’tI!”hecried,turningtohisfather。”Well,dad!” Thetwomenshookhands。 “Well,mylad!” Morel’seyeswerewet。 “Wethoughttha’dniverbecommin’,“hesaid。 “Oh,I’dcome!”exclaimedWilliam。 Thenthesonturnedroundtohismother。 “Butyoulookwell,“shesaidproudly,laughing。 “Well!”heexclaimed。”Ishouldthinkso——cominghome!” Hewasafinefellow,big,straight,andfearless-looking。He,lookedroundattheevergreensandthekissingbunch,andthelittle,tartsthatlayintheirtinsonthehearth。 “Byjove!mother,it’snotdifferent!”hesaid,asifinrelief。 Everybodywasstillforasecond。Thenhesuddenlysprangforward,pickedatartfromthehearth,andpusheditwholeintohismouth。 “Well,didiveryouseesuchaparishoven!”thefatherexclaimed。 Hehadbroughtthemendlesspresents。Everypennyhehadhehad,spentonthem。Therewasasenseofluxuryoverflowinginthehouse。 Forhismothertherewasanumbrellawithgoldonthepalehandle。 Shekeptittoherdyingday,andwouldhavelostanythingrather,thanthat。Everybodyhadsomethinggorgeous,andbesides,therewere,poundsofunknownsweets:,Turkishdelight,crystallisedpineapple,andsuch-likethingswhich,thechildrenthought,onlythesplendour,ofLondoncouldprovide。AndPaulboastedofthesesweetsamong,hisfriends。 “Realpineapple,cutoffinslices,andthenturnedinto,crystal——fairgrand!” Everybodywasmadwithhappinessinthefamily。Homewashome,andtheyloveditwithapassionoflove,whateverthesuffering,hadbeen。Therewereparties,therewererejoicings。Peoplecame,intoseeWilliam,toseewhatdifferenceLondonhadmadetohim。 Andtheyallfoundhim“suchagentleman,andSUCHafinefellow,myword“! Whenhewentawayagainthechildrenretiredtovariousplaces,toweepalone。Morelwenttobedinmisery,andMrs。Morelfeltas,ifshewerenumbedbysomedrug,asifherfeelingswereparalysed。 Shelovedhimpassionately。 Hewasintheofficeofalawyerconnectedwithalarge,shippingfirm,andatthemidsummerhischiefofferedhimatrip,intheMediterraneanononeoftheboats,forquiteasmallcost。 Mrs。Morelwrote:,“Go,go,myboy。Youmayneverhaveachanceagain,andIshouldlovetothinkofyoucruisingthereintheMediterranean,almostbetterthantohaveyouathome。”,ButWilliamcamehomefor,hisfortnight’sholiday。NoteventheMediterranean,whichpulled,atallhisyoungman’sdesiretotravel,andathispoorman’swonder,attheglamoroussouth,couldtakehimawaywhenhemightcomehome。 Thatcompensatedhismotherformuch。 CHAPTERV PAULLAUNCHESINTOLIFE MORELwasratheraheedlessman,carelessofdanger。Sohehad,endlessaccidents。Now,whenMrs。Morelheardtherattleofanempty,coal-cartceaseatherentry-end,sheranintotheparlourtolook,expectingalmosttoseeherhusbandseatedinthewaggon,hisface,greyunderhisdirt,hisbodylimpandsickwithsomehurtorother。 Ifitwerehe,shewouldrunouttohelp。 AboutayearafterWilliamwenttoLondon,andjustafterPaul,hadleftschool,beforehegotwork,Mrs。Morelwasupstairsandher,sonwaspaintinginthekitchen——hewasverycleverwithhisbrush——when,therecameaknockatthedoor。Crosslyheputdownhisbrushtogo。 Atthesamemomenthismotheropenedawindowupstairsandlookeddown。 Apit-ladinhisdirtstoodonthethreshold。 “IsthisWalterMorel’s?”heasked。 “Yes,“saidMrs。Morel。”Whatisit?” Butshehadguessedalready。 “Yourmester’sgothurt,“hesaid。 “Eh,dearme!”sheexclaimed。”It’sawonderifhehadn’t,lad。 Andwhat’shedonethistime?” “Idon’tknowforsure,butit’s’islegsomewhere。Theyta’ein’ ’imterth’’ospital。” “Goodgraciousme!”sheexclaimed。”Eh,dear,whataoneheis! There’snotfiveminutesofpeace,I’llbehangedifthereis! Histhumb’snearlybetter,andnow——Didyouseehim?” “Iseedhimatth’bottom。An’Iseed’embring’imupin,atub,an’’eworinadeadfaint。Butheshoutedlikeanythink,whenDoctorFraserexaminedhimi’th’lampcabin——an’cossedan’ swore,an’saidas’eworgoin’tobeta’enwhoam——’eworn’tgoin’ terth’’ospital。” Theboyfalteredtoanend。 “HeWOULDwanttocomehome,sothatIcanhaveallthebother。 Thankyou,mylad。Eh,dear,ifI’mnotsick——sickandsurfeited,Iam!” Shecamedownstairs。Paulhadmechanicallyresumedhispainting。 “Anditmustbeprettybadifthey’vetakenhimtothehospital,“ shewenton。”ButwhataCARELESScreatureheis!,OTHERmendon’t,havealltheseaccidents。Yes,heWOULDwanttoputalltheburden,onme。Eh,dear,justasweWEREgettingeasyabitatlast。 Putthosethingsaway,there’snotimetobepaintingnow。Whattime,isthereatrain?,IknowIs’llhavetogotrailingtoKeston。 Is’llhavetoleavethatbedroom。” “Icanfinishit,“saidPaul。 “Youneedn’t。Ishallcatchtheseveno’clockback,Ishouldthink。Oh,myblessedheart,thefussandcommotion,he’llmake!,AndthosegranitesettsatTinderHill——hemight,wellcallthemkidneypebbles——they’lljolthimalmosttobits。 Iwonderwhytheycan’tmendthem,thestatethey’rein,an’ allthemenasgoacrossinthatambulance。You’dthinkthey’d,haveahospitalhere。Themenboughttheground,and,mysirs,there’dbeaccidentsenoughtokeepitgoing。Butno,theymust,trailthemtenmilesinaslowambulancetoNottingham。It’sa,cryingshame!,Oh,andthefusshe’llmake!,Iknowhewill! Iwonderwho’swithhim。Barker,Is’dthink。Poorbeggar,he’llwishhimselfanywhererather。Buthe’lllookafterhim,Iknow。 Nowthere’snotellinghowlonghe’llbestuckinthathospital——and,WON’Thehateit!,Butifit’sonlyhislegit’snotsobad。” Allthetimeshewasgettingready。Hurriedlytakingoffher,bodice,shecrouchedattheboiler,whilethewaterranslowlyintoherlading-can。 “Iwishthisboilerwasatthebottomofthesea!”sheexclaimed,wrigglingthehandleimpatiently。Shehadveryhandsome,strongarms,rathersurprisingonasmallishwoman。 Paulclearedaway,putonthekettle,andsetthetable。 “Thereisn’tatraintillfour-twenty,“hesaid。 “You’vetimeenough。” “Ohno,Ihaven’t!”shecried,blinkingathimoverthetowel,asshewipedherface。 “Yes,youhave。Youmustdrinkacupofteaatanyrate。 ShouldIcomewithyoutoKeston?” “Comewithme?,Whatfor,Ishouldliketoknow?,Now,whathave,Itotakehim?,Eh,dear!,Hiscleanshirt——andit’sablessingit,ISclean。Butithadbetterbeaired。Andstockings——hewon’twant,them——andatowel,Isuppose;andhandkerchiefs。Nowwhatelse?” “Acomb,aknifeandforkandspoon,“saidPaul。Hisfather,hadbeeninthehospitalbefore。 “Goodnessknowswhatsortofstatehisfeetwerein,“ continuedMrs。Morel,asshecombedherlongbrownhair,thatwas,fineassilk,andwastouchednowwithgrey。”He’sveryparticular,towashhimselftothewaist,butbelowhethinksdoesn’tmatter。 Butthere,Isupposetheyseeplentylikeit。” Paulhadlaidthetable。Hecuthismotheroneortwopieces,ofverythinbreadandbutter。 “Hereyouare,“hesaid,puttinghercupofteainherplace。 “Ican’tbebothered!”sheexclaimedcrossly。 “Well,you’vegotto,sothere,nowit’sputoutready,“ heinsisted。 Soshesatdownandsippedhertea,andatealittle,insilence。 Shewasthinking。 Inafewminutesshewasgone,towalkthetwoandahalfmiles,toKestonStation。Allthethingsshewastakinghimshehadinher,bulgingstringbag。Paulwatchedhergouptheroadbetweenthe,hedges——alittle,quick-steppingfigure,andhisheartachedforher,thatshewasthrustforwardagainintopainandtrouble。Andshe,trippingsoquicklyinheranxiety,feltatthebackofherher,son’sheartwaitingonher,felthimbearingwhatpartoftheburden,hecould,evensupportingher。Andwhenshewasatthehospital,shethought:,“ItWILLupsetthatladwhenItellhimhowbaditis。 I’dbetterbecareful。”,Andwhenshewastrudginghomeagain,shefelthewascomingtoshareherburden。 “Isitbad?”askedPaul,assoonassheenteredthehouse。 “It’sbadenough,“shereplied。 “What?” Shesighedandsatdown,undoingherbonnet-strings。Herson,watchedherfaceasitwaslifted,andhersmall,work-hardenedhands,fingeringatthebowunderherchin。 “Well,“sheanswered,“it’snotreallydangerous,butthenurse,saysit’sadreadfulsmash。Yousee,agreatpieceofrockfell,onhisleg——here——andit’sacompoundfracture。Therearepieces,ofbonestickingthrough——“ “Ugh——howhorrid!”exclaimedthechildren。 “And,“shecontinued,“ofcoursehesayshe’sgoingtodie——it,wouldn’tbehimifhedidn’t。’I’mdonefor,mylass!’hesaid,lookingatme。’Don’tbesosilly,’Isaidtohim。’You’renotgoing,todieofabrokenleg,howeverbadlyit’ssmashed。’,’Is’llniver,comeoutof’erebutinawoodenbox,’hegroaned。’Well,’Isaid,’ifyouwantthemtocarryyouintothegardeninawoodenbox,whenyou’rebetter,I’venodoubttheywill。’,’Ifwethinkit’s,goodforhim,’saidtheSister。She’sanawfullyniceSister,butratherstrict。” Mrs。Moreltookoffherbonnet。Thechildrenwaitedinsilence。 “Ofcourse,heISbad,“shecontinued,“andhewillbe。 It’sagreatshock,andhe’slostalotofblood;and,ofcourse,itISaverydangeroussmash。It’snotatallsurethatitwillmend,soeasily。Andthenthere’sthefeverandthemortification——ifittook,badwayshe’dquicklybegone。Butthere,he’saclean-bloodedman,withwonderfulhealingflesh,andsoIseenoreasonwhyitSHOULD takebadways。Ofcoursethere’sawound——“ Shewaspalenowwithemotionandanxiety。Thethreechildren,realisedthatitwasverybadfortheirfather,andthehouse,wassilent,anxious。 “Buthealwaysgetsbetter,“saidPaulafterawhile。 “That’swhatItellhim,“saidthemother。 Everybodymovedaboutinsilence。 “Andhereallylookednearlydonefor,“shesaid。”Butthe,Sistersaysthatisthepain。” Annietookawayhermother’scoatandbonnet。 “AndhelookedatmewhenIcameaway!,Isaid:,’Is’ll,havetogonow,Walter,becauseofthetrain——andthechildren。’ Andhelookedatme。Itseemshard。” Paultookuphisbrushagainandwentonpainting。Arthurwent,outsideforsomecoal。Anniesatlookingdismal。AndMrs。Morel,inherlittlerocking-chairthatherhusbandhadmadeforher,whenthefirstbabywascoming,remainedmotionless,brooding。 Shewasgrieved,andbitterlysorryforthemanwhowashurtsomuch。 Butstill,inherheartofhearts,wheretheloveshouldhaveburned,therewasablank。Now,whenallherwoman’spitywasrousedtoits,fullextent,whenshewouldhaveslavedherselftodeathtonurse,himandtosavehim,whenshewouldhavetakenthepainherself,ifshecould,somewherefarawayinsideher,shefeltindifferent,tohimandtohissuffering。Ithurthermostofall,thisfailure,tolovehim,evenwhenherousedherstrongemotions。Shebrooded,awhile。 “Andthere,“shesaidsuddenly,“whenI’dgothalfwaytoKeston,IfoundI’dcomeoutinmyworkingboots——andLOOKatthem。” TheywereanoldpairofPaul’s,brownandrubbedthroughat,thetoes。”Ididn’tknowwhattodowithmyself,forshame,“ sheadded。 Inthemorning,whenAnnieandArthurwereatschool,Mrs。Morel,talkedagaintoherson,whowashelpingherwithherhousework。 “IfoundBarkeratthehospital。Hedidlookbad,poorlittlefellow!,’Well,’Isaidtohim,’whatsortofa,journeydidyouhavewithhim?’,’Dunnaaxme,missis!’hesaid。 ’Ay,’Isaid,’Iknowwhathe’dbe。’,’ButitWORbadforhim,Mrs。Morel,itWORthat!’hesaid。’Iknow,’Isaid。’Ativryjolt,Ithoughtmy’eartwouldha’flowncleanouto’mymouth,’hesaid。 ’An’thescream’egivessometimes!,Missis,notforafortunewould,Igothroughwi’itagain。’,’Icanquiteunderstandit,’Isaid。 ’It’sanastyjob,though,’hesaid,’an’oneas’llbealong,whileaforeit’srightagain。’,’I’mafraiditwill,’Isaid。 IlikeMr。Barker——IDOlikehim。There’ssomethingsomanly,abouthim。” Paulresumedhistasksilently。 “Andofcourse,“Mrs。Morelcontinued,“foramanlikeyourfather,thehospitalIShard。HeCAN’Tunderstandrulesandregulations。 Andhewon’tletanybodyelsetouchhim,notifhecanhelpit。 Whenhesmashedthemusclesofhisthigh,andithadtobedressed,fourtimesaday,WOULDheletanybodybutmeorhismotherdoit? Hewouldn’t。So,ofcourse,he’llsufferintherewiththenurses。 AndIdidn’tlikeleavinghim。I’msure,whenIkissedhiman’cameaway,itseemedashame。” Soshetalkedtoherson,almostasifshewerethinking,aloudtohim,andhetookitinasbesthecould,bysharingher,troubletolightenit。Andintheendshesharedalmosteverything,withhimwithoutknowing。 Morelhadaverybadtime。Foraweekhewasina,criticalcondition。Thenhebegantomend。Andthen,knowinghe,wasgoingtogetbetter,thewholefamilysighedwithrelief,andproceededtolivehappily。 TheywerenotbadlyoffwhilstMorelwasinthehospital。 Therewerefourteenshillingsaweekfromthepit,tenshillings,fromthesickclub,andfiveshillingsfromtheDisabilityFund; andtheneveryweekthebuttieshadsomethingforMrs。Morel——five,orsevenshillings——sothatshewasquitewelltodo。Andwhilst,Morelwasprogressingfavourablyinthehospital,thefamilywas,extraordinarilyhappyandpeaceful。OnSaturdaysandWednesdays,Mrs。MorelwenttoNottinghamtoseeherhusband。Thenshealways,broughtbacksomelittlething:,asmalltubeofpaintsforPaul,orsomethickpaper;acoupleofpostcardsforAnnie,thatthewhole,familyrejoicedoverfordaysbeforethegirlwasallowedtosend,themaway;orafret-sawforArthur,orabitofprettywood。 Shedescribedheradventuresintothebigshopswithjoy。 Soonthefolkinthepicture-shopknewher,andknewaboutPaul。 Thegirlinthebook-shoptookakeeninterestinher。Mrs。Morel,wasfullofinformationwhenshegothomefromNottingham。Thethree,satroundtillbed-time,listening,puttingin,arguing。ThenPaul,oftenrakedthefire。 “I’mthemaninthehousenow,“heusedtosaytohismother,withjoy。Theylearnedhowperfectlypeacefulthehomecouldbe。 Andtheyalmostregretted——thoughnoneofthemwouldhaveownedto,suchcallousness——thattheirfatherwassooncomingback。 Paulwasnowfourteen,andwaslookingforwork。Hewasa,rathersmallandratherfinely-madeboy,withdarkbrownhairand,lightblueeyes。Hisfacehadalreadylostitsyouthfulchubbiness,andwasbecomingsomewhatlikeWilliam’s——rough-featured,almost,rugged——anditwasextraordinarilymobile。Usuallyhelooked,asifhesawthings,wasfulloflife,andwarm;thenhissmile,likehismother’s,camesuddenlyandwasverylovable;andthen,whentherewasanycloginhissoul’squickrunning,hisfacewent,stupidandugly。Hewasthesortofboythatbecomesaclown,andaloutassoonasheisnotunderstood,orfeelshimself,heldcheap;and,again,isadorableatthefirsttouchofwarmth。 Hesufferedverymuchfromthefirstcontactwithanything。 Whenhewasseven,thestartingschoolhadbeenanightmareanda,torturetohim。Butafterwardshelikedit。Andnowthathefelt,hehadtogooutintolife,hewentthroughagoniesofshrinking,self-consciousness。Hewasquiteacleverpainterforaboyofhisyears,andheknewsomeFrenchandGermanandmathematicsthatMr。Heaton,hadtaughthim。Butnothinghehadwasofanycommercialvalue。 Hewasnotstrongenoughforheavymanualwork,hismothersaid。 Hedidnotcareformakingthingswithhishands,preferredracingabout,ormakingexcursionsintothecountry,orreading,orpainting。 “Whatdoyouwanttobe?”hismotherasked。 “Anything。” “Thatisnoanswer,“saidMrs。Morel。 Butitwasquitetruthfullytheonlyanswerhecouldgive。 Hisambition,asfarasthisworld’sgearwent,wasquietlytoearn,histhirtyorthirty-fiveshillingsaweeksomewherenearhome,andthen,whenhisfatherdied,haveacottagewithhismother,paintandgooutasheliked,andlivehappyeverafter。Thatwashis,programmeasfarasdoingthingswent。Buthewasproudwithinhimself,measuringpeopleagainsthimself,andplacingthem,inexorably。Andhe,thoughtthatPERHAPShemightalsomakeapainter,therealthing。 Butthatheleftalone。 “Then,“saidhismother,“youmustlookinthepaper,fortheadvertisements。” Helookedather。Itseemedtohimabitterhumiliation,andananguishtogothrough。Buthesaidnothing。Whenhegotup,inthemorning,hiswholebeingwasknottedupoverthisonethought: “I’vegottogoandlookforadvertisementsforajob。” Itstoodinfrontofthemorning,thatthought,killingall,joyandevenlife,forhim。Hisheartfeltlikeatightknot。 Andthen,atteno’clock,hesetoff。Hewassupposedtobe,aqueer,quietchild。Goingupthesunnystreetofthelittletown,hefeltasifallthefolkhemetsaidtothemselves:,“He’sgoing,totheCo-op。reading-roomtolookinthepapersforaplace。 Hecan’tgetajob。Isupposehe’slivingonhismother。”,Thenhe,creptupthestonestairsbehindthedraperyshopattheCo-op。,andpeepedinthereading-room。Usuallyoneortwomenwerethere,eitherold,uselessfellows,orcolliers“ontheclub“。Soheentered,fullofshrinkingandsufferingwhentheylookedup,seatedhimselfat,thetable,andpretendedtoscanthenews。Heknewtheywouldthink: “Whatdoesaladofthirteenwantinareading-roomwithanewspaper?” andhesuffered。 Thenhelookedwistfullyoutofthewindow。Alreadyhewas,aprisonerofindustrialism。Largesunflowersstaredoverthe,oldredwallofthegardenopposite,lookingintheirjollyway,downonthewomenwhowerehurryingwithsomethingfordinner。 Thevalleywasfullofcorn,brighteninginthesun。Twocollieries,amongthefields,wavedtheirsmallwhiteplumesofsteam。Faroff,onthehillswerethewoodsofAnnesley,darkandfascinating。 Alreadyhisheartwentdown。Hewasbeingtakenintobondage。 Hisfreedominthebelovedhomevalleywasgoingnow。 Thebrewers’waggonscamerollingupfromKestonwithenormous,barrels,fouraside,likebeansinaburstbean-pod。Thewaggoner,thronedaloft,rollingmassivelyinhisseat,wasnotsomuch,belowPaul’seye。Theman’shair,onhissmall,bullethead,wasbleachedalmostwhitebythesun,andonhisthickredarms,rockingidlyonhissackapron,thewhitehairsglistened。 Hisredfaceshoneandwasalmostasleepwithsunshine。Thehorses,handsomeandbrown,wentonbythemselves,lookingbyfarthemasters,oftheshow。 Paulwishedhewerestupid。”Iwish,“hethoughttohimself,“Iwasfatlikehim,andlikeadoginthesun。IwishIwasapig,andabrewer’swaggoner。” Then,theroombeingatlastempty,hewouldhastilycopy,anadvertisementonascrapofpaper,thenanother,andslip,outinimmenserelief。Hismotherwouldscanoverhiscopies。 “Yes,“shesaid,“youmaytry。” Williamhadwrittenoutaletterofapplication,couchedin,admirablebusinesslanguage,whichPaulcopied,withvariations。 Theboy’shandwritingwasexecrable,sothatWilliam,whodidall,thingswell,gotintoafeverofimpatience。 Theelderbrotherwasbecomingquiteswanky。InLondonhefound,thathecouldassociatewithmenfarabovehisBestwoodfriends,instation。Someoftheclerksintheofficehadstudiedforthelaw,andweremoreorlessgoingthroughakindofapprenticeship。 Williamalwaysmadefriendsamongmenwhereverhewent,hewassojolly。 Thereforehewassoonvisitingandstayinginhousesofmenwho,inBestwood,wouldhavelookeddownontheunapproachablebankmanager,andwouldmerelyhavecalledindifferentlyontheRector。Sohebegan,tofancyhimselfasagreatgun。Hewas,indeed,rathersurprised,attheeasewithwhichhebecameagentleman。 Hismotherwasglad,heseemedsopleased。Andhislodging,inWalthamstowwassodreary。Butnowthereseemedtocomeakind,offeverintotheyoungman’sletters。Hewasunsettledbyall,thechange,hedidnotstandfirmonhisownfeet,butseemedtospin,rathergiddilyonthequickcurrentofthenewlife。Hismotherwas,anxiousforhim。Shecouldfeelhimlosinghimself。Hehaddanced,andgonetothetheatre,boatedontheriver,beenoutwithfriends; andsheknewhesatupafterwardsinhiscoldbedroomgrindingaway,atLatin,becauseheintendedtogetoninhisoffice,andinthe,lawasmuchashecould。Heneversenthismotheranymoneynow。 Itwasalltaken,thelittlehehad,forhisownlife。Andshe,didnotwantany,exceptsometimes,whenshewasinatightcorner,andwhentenshillingswouldhavesavedhermuchworry。Shestill,dreamedofWilliam,andofwhathewoulddo,withherselfbehindhim。 Neverforaminutewouldsheadmittoherselfhowheavyandanxious,herheartwasbecauseofhim。 Alsohetalkedagooddealnowofagirlhehadmetatadance,ahandsomebrunette,quiteyoung,andalady,afterwhomthemen,wererunningthickandfast。 “Iwonderifyouwouldrun,myboy,“hismotherwrote,tohim,“unlessyousawalltheothermenchasinghertoo。 Youfeelsafeenoughandvainenoughinacrowd。Buttakecare,andseehowyoufeelwhenyoufindyourselfalone,andintriumph。” Williamresentedthesethings,andcontinuedthechase。Hehad,takenthegirlontheriver。”Ifyousawher,mother,youwould,knowhowIfeel。Tallandelegant,withtheclearestofclear,transparentolivecomplexions,hairasblackasjet,andsuch,greyeyes——bright,mocking,likelightsonwateratnight。 Itisallverywelltobeabitsatiricaltillyouseeher。 AndshedressesaswellasanywomaninLondon。Itellyou,yoursondoesn’thalfputhisheadupwhenshegoeswalkingdown,Piccadillywithhim。” Mrs。Morelwondered,inherheart,ifhersondidnotgo,walkingdownPiccadillywithanelegantfigureandfineclothes,ratherthanwithawomanwhowasneartohim。Butshecongratulated,himinherdoubtfulfashion。And,asshestoodoverthewashing-tub,themotherbroodedoverherson。Shesawhimsaddledwithan,elegantandexpensivewife,earninglittlemoney,draggingalong,andgettingdraggledinsomesmall,uglyhouseinasuburb。 “Butthere,“shetoldherself,“Iamverylikelyasilly——meeting,troublehalfway。”,Nevertheless,theloadofanxietyscarcelyever,leftherheart,lestWilliamshoulddothewrongthingbyhimself。 Presently,PaulwasbiddencalluponThomasJordan,ManufacturerofSurgicalAppliances,at21,SpanielRow,Nottingham。 Mrs。Morelwasalljoy。 “There,yousee!”shecried,hereyesshining。”You’veonly,writtenfourletters,andthethirdisanswered。You’relucky,myboy,asIalwayssaidyouwere。” Paullookedatthepictureofawoodenleg,adornedwithelastic,stockingsandotherappliances,thatfiguredonMr。Jordan’snotepaper,andhefeltalarmed。Hehadnotknownthatelasticstockingsexisted。 Andheseemedtofeelthebusinessworld,withitsregulatedsystem,ofvalues,anditsimpersonality,andhedreadedit。Itseemed,monstrousalsothatabusinesscouldberunonwoodenlegs。 MotherandsonsetofftogetheroneTuesdaymorning。 ItwasAugustandblazinghot。Paulwalkedwithsomethingscrewedup,tightinsidehim。Hewouldhavesufferedmuchphysicalpainrather,thanthisunreasonablesufferingatbeingexposedtostrangers,tobeacceptedorrejected。Yethechatteredawaywithhismother。 Hewouldneverhaveconfessedtoherhowhesufferedoverthesethings,andsheonlypartlyguessed。Shewasgay,likeasweetheart。 Shestoodinfrontoftheticket-officeatBestwood,andPaulwatched,hertakefromherpursethemoneyforthetickets。 Ashesawherhandsintheiroldblackkidglovesgetting,thesilveroutofthewornpurse,hisheartcontractedwithpain,ofloveofher。 Shewasquiteexcited,andquitegay。Hesufferedbecauseshe,WOULDtalkaloudinpresenceoftheothertravellers。 “Nowlookatthatsillycow!”shesaid,“careeringround,asifitthoughtitwasacircus。” “It’smostlikelyabottfly,“hesaidverylow。 “Awhat?”sheaskedbrightlyandunashamed。 Theythoughtawhile。Hewassensibleallthetimeofhaving,heroppositehim。Suddenlytheireyesmet,andshesmiledto,him——arare,intimatesmile,beautifulwithbrightnessandlove。 Theneachlookedoutofthewindow。 Thesixteenslowmilesofrailwayjourneypassed。Themother,andsonwalkeddownStationStreet,feelingtheexcitementoflovers,havinganadventuretogether。InCarringtonStreettheystopped,tohangovertheparapetandlookatthebargesonthecanalbelow。 “It’sjustlikeVenice,“hesaid,seeingthesunshine,onthewaterthatlaybetweenhighfactorywalls。 “Perhaps,“sheanswered,smiling。 Theyenjoyedtheshopsimmensely。 “Nowyouseethatblouse,“shewouldsay,“wouldn’tthatjust,suitourAnnie?,Andforone-and-eleven-three。Isn’tthatcheap?” “Andmadeofneedleworkaswell,“hesaid。 “Yes。” Theyhadplentyoftime,sotheydidnothurry。Thetown,wasstrangeanddelightfultothem。Buttheboywastiedupinside,inaknotofapprehension。HedreadedtheinterviewwithThomasJordan。 Itwasnearlyeleveno’clockbySt。Peter’sChurch。 TheyturnedupanarrowstreetthatledtotheCastle。Itwas,gloomyandold-fashioned,havinglowdarkshopsanddarkgreenhouse,doorswithbrassknockers,andyellow-ochreddoorstepsprojecting,ontothepavement;thenanotheroldshopwhosesmallwindowlooked,likeacunning,half-shuteye。Motherandsonwentcautiously,lookingeverywherefor“ThomasJordanandSon“。Itwaslikehunting,insomewildplace。Theywereontiptoeofexcitement。 Suddenlytheyspiedabig,darkarchway,inwhichwerenames,ofvariousfirms,ThomasJordanamongthem。 “Hereitis!”saidMrs。Morel。”ButnowWHEREisit?” Theylookedround。Ononesidewasaqueer,dark,cardboardfactory,ontheotheraCommercialHotel。 “It’suptheentry,“saidPaul。 Andtheyventuredunderthearchway,asintothejaws,ofthedragon。Theyemergedintoawideyard,likeawell,withbuildingsallround。Itwaslitteredwithstrawandboxes,andcardboard。Thesunshineactuallycaughtonecratewhosestraw,wasstreamingontotheyardlikegold。Butelsewheretheplace,waslikeapit。Therewereseveraldoors,andtwoflightsofsteps。 Straightinfront,onadirtyglassdooratthetopofastaircase,loomedtheominouswords“ThomasJordanandSon——SurgicalAppliances。” Mrs。Morelwentfirst,hersonfollowedher。CharlesImountedhis,scaffoldwithalighterheartthanhadPaulMorelashefollowedhis,motherupthedirtystepstothedirtydoor。 Shepushedopenthedoor,andstoodinpleasedsurprise。Infront,ofherwasabigwarehouse,withcreamypaperparcelseverywhere,andclerks,withtheirshirt-sleevesrolledback,weregoingabout,inanat-homesortofway。Thelightwassubdued,theglossycream,parcelsseemedluminous,thecounterswereofdarkbrownwood。 Allwasquietandveryhomely。Mrs。Moreltooktwostepsforward,thenwaited。Paulstoodbehindher。ShehadonherSunday,bonnetandablackveil;heworeaboy’sbroadwhitecollaranda,Norfolksuit。 Oneoftheclerkslookedup。Hewasthinandtall,witha,smallface。Hiswayoflookingwasalert。Thenheglancedround,totheotherendoftheroom,wherewasaglassoffice。Andthen,hecameforward。Hedidnotsayanything,butleanedinagentle,inquiringfashiontowardsMrs。Morel。 “CanIseeMr。Jordan?”sheasked。 “I’llfetchhim,“answeredtheyoungman。 Hewentdowntotheglassoffice。Ared-faced,white-whiskered,oldmanlookedup。HeremindedPaulofapomeraniandog。 Thenthesamelittlemancameuptheroom。Hehadshortlegs,wasratherstout,andworeanalpacajacket。So,withoneearup,asitwere,hecamestoutlyandinquiringlydowntheroom。 “Good-morning!”hesaid,hesitatingbeforeMrs。Morel,indoubtastowhethershewereacustomerornot。 “Good-morning。Icamewithmyson,PaulMorel。Youaskedhim,tocallthismorning。” “Comethisway,“saidMr。Jordan,inarathersnappylittle,mannerintendedtobebusinesslike。 Theyfollowedthemanufacturerintoagrubbylittleroom,upholsteredinblackAmericanleather,glossywiththerubbingof,manycustomers。Onthetablewasapileoftrusses,yellowwash-leather,hoopstangledtogether。Theylookednewandliving。Paulsniffedthe,odourofnewwash-leather。Hewonderedwhatthethingswere。Bythis,timehewassomuchstunnedthatheonlynoticedtheoutsidethings。 “Sitdown!”saidMr。Jordan,irritablypointingMrs。Morel,toahorse-hairchair。Shesatontheedgeinanuncertainfashion。 Thenthelittleoldmanfidgetedandfoundapaper。 “Didyouwritethisletter?”hesnapped,thrustingwhatPaul,recognisedashisownnotepaperinfrontofhim。 “Yes,“heanswered。 Atthatmomenthewasoccupiedintwoways:,first,infeeling,guiltyfortellingalie,sinceWilliamhadcomposedtheletter; second,inwonderingwhyhisletterseemedsostrangeanddifferent,inthefat,redhandoftheman,fromwhatithadbeenwhenitlay,onthekitchentable。Itwaslikepartofhimself,goneastray。 Heresentedthewaythemanheldit。 “Wheredidyoulearntowrite?”saidtheoldmancrossly。 Paulmerelylookedathimshamedly,anddidnotanswer。 “HeISabadwriter,“putinMrs。Morelapologetically。 Thenshepushedupherveil。Paulhatedherfornotbeingprouder,withthiscommonlittleman,andhelovedherfaceclearoftheveil。 “AndyousayyouknowFrench?”inquiredthelittleman,stillsharply。 “Yes,“saidPaul。 “Whatschooldidyougoto?” “TheBoard-school。” “Anddidyoulearnitthere?” “No——I——“Theboywentcrimsonandgotnofarther。 “Hisgodfathergavehimlessons,“saidMrs。Morel,halfpleading,andratherdistant。 Mr。Jordanhesitated。Then,inhisirritablemanner——healways,seemedtokeephishandsreadyforaction——hepulledanothersheetof,paperfromhispocket,unfoldedit。Thepapermadeacracklingnoise。 HehandedittoPaul。 “Readthat,“hesaid。 ItwasanoteinFrench,inthin,flimsyforeignhandwriting,thattheboycouldnotdecipher。Hestaredblanklyatthepaper。 “’Monsieur,’“hebegan;thenhelookedingreatconfusion,atMr。Jordan。”It’sthe——it’sthe——“ Hewantedtosay“handwriting“buthiswitswouldnolongerwork,evensufficientlytosupplyhimwiththeword。Feelinganutterfool,andhatingMr。Jordan,heturneddesperatelytothepaperagain。 “’Sir,——Pleasesendme’——er——er——Ican’ttellthe——er——’two,pairs——grisfilbas——greythreadstockings’——er——er——’sans——without’—— er——Ican’ttellthewords——er——’doigts——fingers’——er——Ican’ttellthe——“ Hewantedtosay“handwriting“butthewordstillrefused,tocome。Seeinghimstuck,Mr。Jordansnatchedthepaperfromhim。 “’Pleasesendbyreturntwopairsgreythreadstockings,withoutTOES。’“ “Well,“flashedPaul,“’doigts’means’fingers’——aswell——as,arule——“ Thelittlemanlookedathim。Hedidnotknowwhether“doigts“ meant“fingers“;heknewthatforallHISpurposesitmeant“toes“。 “Fingerstostockings!”hesnapped。 “Well,itDOESmeanfingers,“theboypersisted。 Hehatedthelittleman,whomadesuchaclodofhim。 Mr。Jordanlookedatthepale,stupid,defiantboy,thenatthemother,whosatquietandwiththatpeculiarshut-offlookofthepoor,whohavetodependonthefavourofothers。 “Andwhencouldhecome?”heasked。 “Well,“saidMrs。Morel,“assoonasyouwish。Hehasfinished,schoolnow。” “HewouldliveinBestwood?” “Yes;buthecouldbein——atthestation——atquartertoeight。” “H’m!” ItendedbyPaul’sbeingengagedasjuniorspiralclerkateight,shillingsaweek。Theboydidnotopenhismouthtosayanother,word,afterhavinginsistedthat“doigts“meant“fingers“。He,followedhismotherdownthestairs。Shelookedathimwithher,brightblueeyesfullofloveandjoy。 “Ithinkyou’lllikeit,“shesaid。 “’Doigts’doesmean’fingers’,mother,anditwasthewriting。 Icouldn’treadthewriting。” “Nevermind,myboy。I’msurehe’llbeallright,andyou,won’tseemuchofhim。Wasn’tthatfirstyoungfellownice? I’msureyou’lllikethem。” “Butwasn’tMr。Jordancommon,mother?,Doesheownitall?” “Isupposehewasaworkmanwhohasgoton,“shesaid。 “Youmustn’tmindpeoplesomuch。They’renotbeingdisagreeable,toYOU——it’stheirway。Youalwaysthinkpeoplearemeaningthings,foryou。Buttheydon’t。” Itwasverysunny。Overthebigdesolatespaceofthemarket-place,theblueskyshimmered,andthegranitecobblesofthepavingglistened。 ShopsdowntheLongRowweredeepinobscurity,andtheshadowwasfull,ofcolour。Justwherethehorsetramstrundledacrossthemarket,wasarowoffruitstalls,withfruitblazinginthesun——apples,andpilesofreddishoranges,smallgreen-gageplumsandbananas。 Therewasawarmscentoffruitasmotherandsonpassed。 Graduallyhisfeelingofignominyandofragesank。 “Whereshouldwegofordinner?”askedthemother。 Itwasfelttobearecklessextravagance。Paulhadonly,beeninaneating-houseonceortwiceinhislife,andthenonly,tohaveacupofteaandabun。MostofthepeopleofBestwood,consideredthatteaandbread-and-butter,andperhapspottedbeef,wasalltheycouldaffordtoeatinNottingham。Realcookeddinner,wasconsideredgreatextravagance。Paulfeltratherguilty。 Theyfoundaplacethatlookedquitecheap。ButwhenMrs。Morel,scannedthebilloffare,herheartwasheavy,thingsweresodear。 Sosheorderedkidney-piesandpotatoesasthecheapestavailabledish。 “Weoughtn’ttohavecomehere,mother,“saidPaul。 “Nevermind,“shesaid。”Wewon’tcomeagain。” Sheinsistedonhishavingasmallcurranttart,becausehe,likedsweets。 “Idon’twantit,mother,“hepleaded。 “Yes,“sheinsisted;“you’llhaveit。” Andshelookedroundforthewaitress。Butthewaitress,wasbusy,andMrs。Moreldidnotliketobotherherthen。 Sothemotherandsonwaitedforthegirl’spleasure,whilstshe,flirtedamongthemen。 “Brazenhussy!”saidMrs。MoreltoPaul。”Looknow,she’stakingthatmanHISpudding,andhecamelongafterus。” “Itdoesn’tmatter,mother,“saidPaul。 Mrs。Morelwasangry。Butshewastoopoor,andherorders,weretoomeagre,sothatshehadnotthecouragetoinsistonher,rightsjustthen。Theywaitedandwaited。 “Shouldwego,mother?”hesaid。 ThenMrs。Morelstoodup。Thegirlwaspassingnear。 “Willyoubringonecurranttart?”saidMrs。Morelclearly。 Thegirllookedroundinsolently。 “Directly,“shesaid。 “Wehavewaitedquitelongenough,“saidMrs。Morel。 Inamomentthegirlcamebackwiththetart。Mrs。Morel,askedcoldlyforthebill。Paulwantedtosinkthroughthefloor。 Hemarvelledathismother’shardness。Heknewthatonlyyears,ofbattlinghadtaughthertoinsistevensolittleonherrights。 Sheshrankasmuchashe。 “It’sthelasttimeIgoTHEREforanything!”shedeclared,whentheywereoutsidetheplace,thankfultobeclear。 “We’llgo,“shesaid,“andlookatKeep’sandBoot’s,andone,ortwoplaces,shallwe?” Theyhaddiscussionsoverthepictures,andMrs。Morel,wantedtobuyhimalittlesablebrushthatbehankeredafter。 Butthisindulgenceherefused。Hestoodinfrontofmilliners’ shopsanddrapers’shopsalmostbored,butcontentforherto,beinterested。Theywanderedon。 “Now,justlookatthoseblackgrapes!”shesaid。”Theymake,yourmouthwater。I’vewantedsomeofthoseforyears,butIs’ll,havetowaitabitbeforeIgetthem。” Thensherejoicedintheflorists,standinginthedoorwaysniffing。 “Oh!oh!,Isn’titsimplylovely!” Paulsaw,inthedarknessoftheshop,anelegantyounglady,inblackpeeringoverthecountercuriously。 “They’relookingatyou,“hesaid,tryingtodrawhismotheraway。 “Butwhatisit?”sheexclaimed,refusingtobemoved。 “Stocks!”heanswered,sniffinghastily。”Look,there’s,atubful。” “Sothereis——redandwhite。Butreally,Ineverknew,stockstosmelllikeit!”And,tohisgreatrelief,shemoved,outofthedoorway,butonlytostandinfrontofthewindow。 “Paul!”shecriedtohim,whowastryingtogetoutof,sightoftheelegantyoungladyinblack——theshop-girl。“Paul! Justlookhere!” Hecamereluctantlyback。 “Now,justlookatthatfuchsia!”sheexclaimed,pointing。 “H’m!”Hemadeacurious,interestedsound。”You’dthink,everysecondastheflowerswasgoingtofalloff,theyhang,sobigan’heavy。” “Andsuchanabundance!”shecried。 “Andthewaytheydropdownwardswiththeirthreadsandknots!” “Yes!”sheexclaimed。”Lovely!” “Iwonderwho’llbuyit!”hesaid。 “Iwonder!”sheanswered。”Notus。” “Itwoulddieinourparlour。” “Yes,beastlycold,sunlesshole;itkillseverybitofaplant,youputin,andthekitchenchokesthemtodeath。” Theyboughtafewthings,andsetofftowardsthestation。 Lookingupthecanal,throughthedarkpassofthebuildings,theysawtheCastleonitsbluffofbrown,green-bushedrock,inapositivemiracleofdelicatesunshine。 “Won’titbeniceformetocomeoutatdinner-times?”saidPaul。 “Icangoallroundhereandseeeverything。Is’llloveit。” “Youwill,“assentedhismother。 Hehadspentaperfectafternoonwithhismother。Theyarrived,homeinthemellowevening,happy,andglowing,andtired。 Inthemorninghefilledintheformforhisseason-ticket,andtookittothestation。Whenhegotback,hismotherwasjust,beginningtowashthefloor。Hesatcroucheduponthesofa。 “Hesaysit’llbehereonSaturday,“hesaid。 “Andhowmuchwillitbe?” “Aboutonepoundeleven,“hesaid。 Shewentonwashingherfloorinsilence。 “Isitalot?”heasked。 “It’snomorethanIthought,“sheanswered。 “An’Is’llearneightshillingsaweek,“hesaid。 Shedidnotanswer,butwentonwithherwork。Atlastshesaid: “ThatWilliampromisedme,whenhewenttoLondon,ashe’dgive,meapoundamonth。Hehasgivenmetenshillings——twice;andnowI knowhehasn’tafarthingifIaskedhim。NotthatIwantit。 Onlyjustnowyou’dthinkhemightbeabletohelpwiththisticket,whichI’dneverexpected。” “Heearnsalot,“saidPaul。 “Heearnsahundredandthirtypounds。Butthey’reallalike。 They’relargeinpromises,butit’spreciouslittlefulfilment,youget。” “Hespendsoverfiftyshillingsaweekonhimself,“saidPaul。 “AndIkeepthishouseonlessthanthirty,“shereplied; “andamsupposedtofindmoneyforextras。Buttheydon’tcare,abouthelpingyou,oncethey’vegone。He’dratherspenditon,thatdressed-upcreature。” “Sheshouldhaveherownmoneyifshe’ssogrand,“saidPaul。 “Sheshould,butshehasn’t。Iaskedhim。AndIknowhe,doesn’tbuyheragoldbanglefornothing。Iwonderwhoeverbought,MEagoldbangle。” Williamwassucceedingwithhis“Gipsy“ashecalledher。 Heaskedthegirl——hernamewasLouisaLilyDenysWestern——fora,photographtosendtohismother。Thephotocame——ahandsomebrunette,takeninprofile,smirkingslightly——and,itmightbe,quitenaked,foronthephotographnotascrapofclothingwastobeseen,onlyanakedbust。 “Yes,“wroteMrs。Moreltoherson,“thephotographof,Louieisverystriking,andIcanseeshemustbeattractive。 Butdoyouthink,myboy,itwasverygoodtasteofagirlto,giveheryoungmanthatphototosendtohismother——thefirst? Certainlytheshouldersarebeautiful,asyousay。ButIhardly,expectedtoseesomuchofthematthefirstview。” Morelfoundthephotographstandingonthechiffonierin,theparlour。Hecameoutwithitbetweenhisthickthumbandfinger。 “Whodostreckonthisis?”heaskedofhiswife。 “It’sthegirlourWilliamisgoingwith,“repliedMrs。Morel。 “H’m!’Er’sabrightspark,fromth’lookon’er,an’ oneaswunnadohimowermuchgoodneither。Whoisshe?” “HernameisLouisaLilyDenysWestern。” “An’comeagainto-morrer!”exclaimedtheminer。”An’is’er,anactress?” “Sheisnot。She’ssupposedtobealady。” “I’llbet!”heexclaimed,stillstaringatthephoto。”Alady,isshe?,An’howmuchdoesshereckonterkeepupthissorto’ gameon?” “Onnothing。Sheliveswithanoldaunt,whomshehates,andtakeswhatbitofmoney’sgivenher。” “H’m!”saidMorel,layingdownthephotograph。”Thenhe’s,afooltoha’ta’enupwi’suchaoneasthat。” “DearMater,“Williamreplied。”I’msorryyoudidn’tlike,thephotograph。ItneveroccurredtomewhenIsentit,thatyou,mightn’tthinkitdecent。However,ItoldGypthatitdidn’tquite,suityourprimandpropernotions,soshe’sgoingtosendyouanother,thatIhopewillpleaseyoubetter。She’salwaysbeingphotographed; infact,thephotographersaskheriftheymaytakeherfornothing。” Presentlythenewphotographcame,withalittlesillynote,fromthegirl。Thistimetheyoungladywasseeninablacksatin,eveningbodice,cutsquare,withlittlepuffsleeves,andblack,lacehangingdownherbeautifularms。 “Iwonderifsheeverwearsanythingexcepteveningclothes,“ saidMrs。Morelsarcastically。”I’msureIoughttobeimpressed。” “Youaredisagreeable,mother,“saidPaul。”Ithinkthefirst,onewithbareshouldersislovely。” “Doyou?”answeredhismother。”Well,Idon’t。” OntheMondaymorningtheboygotupatsixtostartwork。 Hehadtheseason-ticket,whichhadcostsuchbitterness,inhis,waistcoatpocket。Heloveditwithitsbarsofyellowacross。 Hismotherpackedhisdinnerinasmall,shut-upbasket,andheset,offataquartertoseventocatchthe7。15train。Mrs。Morelcame,totheentry-endtoseehimoff。 Itwasaperfectmorning。Fromtheashtreetheslender,greenfruitsthatthechildrencall“pigeons“weretwinklinggaily,downonalittlebreeze,intothefrontgardensofthehouses。 Thevalleywasfullofalustrousdarkhaze,throughwhichtheripe,cornshimmered,andinwhichthesteamfromMintonpitmeltedswiftly。 Puffsofwindcame。PaullookedoverthehighwoodsofAldersley,wherethecountrygleamed,andhomehadneverpulledathim,sopowerfully。 “Good-morning,mother,“hesaid,smiling,butfeelingveryunhappy。 “Good-morning,“sherepliedcheerfullyandtenderly。 Shestoodinherwhiteapronontheopenroad,watchinghim,ashecrossedthefield。Hehadasmall,compactbodythatlooked,fulloflife。Shefelt,asshesawhimtrudgingoverthefield,thatwherehedeterminedtogohewouldget。ShethoughtofWilliam。 Hewouldhaveleapedthefenceinsteadofgoingroundthestile。 HewasawayinLondon,doingwell。PaulwouldbeworkinginNottingham。 Nowshehadtwosonsintheworld。Shecouldthinkoftwoplaces,greatcentresofindustry,andfeelthatshehadputamanintoeach,ofthem,thatthesemenwouldworkoutwhatSHEwanted;theywere,derivedfromher,theywereofher,andtheirworksalsowouldbehers。 AllthemorninglongshethoughtofPaul。 Ateighto’clockheclimbedthedismalstairsofJordan’s,SurgicalApplianceFactory,andstoodhelplesslyagainstthefirst,greatparcel-rack,waitingforsomebodytopickhimup。Theplace,wasstillnotawake。Overthecountersweregreatdustsheets。 Twomenonlyhadarrived,andwereheardtalkinginacorner,astheytookofftheircoatsandrolleduptheirshirt-sleeves。It,wastenpasteight。Evidentlytherewasnorushofpunctuality。 Paullistenedtothevoicesofthetwoclerks。Thenheheard,someonecough,andsawintheofficeattheendoftheroomanold,decayingclerk,inaroundsmoking-capofblackvelvetembroidered,withredandgreen,openingletters。Hewaitedandwaited。 Oneofthejuniorclerkswenttotheoldman,greetedhim,cheerilyandloudly。Evidentlytheold“chief“wasdeaf。 Thentheyoungfellowcamestridingimportantlydowntohiscounter。 HespiedPaul。 “Hello!”hesaid。”Youthenewlad?” “Yes,“saidPaul。 “H’m!What’syourname?” “PaulMorel。” “PaulMorel?,Allright,youcomeonroundhere。” Paulfollowedhimroundtherectangleofcounters。Theroom,wassecondstorey。Ithadagreatholeinthemiddleofthefloor,fencedaswithawallofcounters,anddownthiswideshaft,theliftswent,andthelightforthebottomstorey。Alsothere,wasacorrespondingbig,oblongholeintheceiling,andone,couldseeabove,overthefenceofthetopfloor,somemachinery; andrightawayoverheadwastheglassroof,andalllightforthe,threestoreyscamedownwards,gettingdimmer,sothatitwasalways,nightonthegroundfloorandrathergloomyonthesecondfloor。 Thefactorywasthetopfloor,thewarehousethesecond,thestorehouse,thegroundfloor。Itwasaninsanitary,ancientplace。 Paulwasledroundtoaverydarkcorner。 “Thisisthe’Spiral’corner,“saidtheclerk。”You’reSpiral,withPappleworth。He’syourboss,buthe’snotcomeyet。Hedoesn’t,getheretillhalf-pasteight。Soyoucanfetchtheletters,ifyoulike,fromMr。Mellingdownthere。” Theyoungmanpointedtotheoldclerkintheoffice。 “Allright,“saidPaul。 “Here’sapegtohangyourcapon。Hereareyourentryledgers。 Mr。Pappleworthwon’tbelong。” Andthethinyoungmanstalkedawaywithlong,busystrides,overthehollowwoodenfloor。 AfteraminuteortwoPaulwentdownandstoodinthedoor,oftheglassoffice。Theoldclerkinthesmoking-caplooked,downovertherimofhisspectacles。 “Good-morning,“hesaid,kindlyandimpressively。”Youwant,thelettersfortheSpiraldepartment,Thomas?” Paulresentedbeingcalled“Thomas“。Buthetooktheletters,andreturnedtohisdarkplace,wherethecountermadeanangle,wherethegreatparcel-rackcametoanend,andwherethere,werethreedoorsinthecorner。Hesatonahighstoolandread,theletters——thosewhosehandwritingwasnottoodifficult。 Theyranasfollows: “Willyoupleasesendmeatonceapairoflady’ssilkspiral,thigh-hose,withoutfeet,suchasIhadfromyoulastyear; length,thightoknee,etc。”,Or,“MajorChamberlainwishes,torepeathispreviousorderforasilknon-elasticsuspensorybandage。” Manyoftheseletters,someoftheminFrenchorNorwegian,wereagreatpuzzletotheboy。Hesatonhisstoolnervouslyawaiting,thearrivalofhis“boss“。Hesufferedtorturesofshynesswhen,athalf-pasteight,thefactorygirlsforupstairstroopedpasthim。 Mr。Papplewortharrived,chewingachlorodynegum,atabout,twentytonine,whenalltheothermenwereatwork。Hewasathin,sallowmanwitharednose,quick,staccato,andsmartlybut,stifflydressed。Hewasaboutthirty-sixyearsold。Therewas,somethingrather“doggy“rathersmart,rather’cuteandshrewd,andsomethingwarm,andsomethingslightlycontemptibleabouthim。 “Youmynewlad?”hesaid。 Paulstoodupandsaidhewas。 “Fetchedtheletters?” Mr。Pappleworthgaveachewtohisgum。 “Yes。” “Copied’em?” “No。” “Well,comeonthen,let’slookslippy。Changedyourcoat?” “No。” “Youwanttobringanoldcoatandleaveithere。”,Hepronounced,thelastwordswiththechlorodynegumbetweenhissideteeth。 Hevanishedintothedarknessbehindthegreatparcel-rack,reappearedcoatless,turningupasmartstripedshirt-cuffover,athinandhairyarm。Thenheslippedintohiscoat。Paulnoticed,howthinhewas,andthathistrouserswereinfoldsbehind。 Heseizedastool,draggeditbesidetheboy’s,andsatdown。 “Sitdown,“hesaid。 Paultookaseat。 Mr。Pappleworthwasveryclosetohim。Themanseized,theletters,snatchedalongentry-bookoutofarackinfront,ofhim,flungitopen,seizedapen,andsaid: “Nowlookhere。Youwanttocopytheselettersinhere。” Hesniffedtwice,gaveaquickchewathisgum,staredfixedlyat,aletter,thenwentverystillandabsorbed,andwrotetheentryrapidly,inabeautifulflourishinghand。HeglancedquicklyatPaul。 “Seethat?” “Yes。” “Thinkyoucandoitallright?” “Yes。” “Allrightthen,let’sseeyou。” Hesprangoffhisstool。Paultookapen。Mr。Pappleworth,disappeared。Paulratherlikedcopyingtheletters,buthewroteslowly,laboriously,andexceedinglybadly。Hewasdoingthefourthletter,andfeelingquitebusyandhappy,whenMr。Pappleworthreappeared。 “Nowthen,how’r’yergettingon?,Done’em?” Heleanedovertheboy’sshoulder,chewing,andsmelling,ofchlorodyne。 “Strikemybob,lad,butyou’reabeautifulwriter!” heexclaimedsatirically。”Ne’ermind,howmanyh’yerdone? Onlythree!,I’d’aeaten’em。Geton,mylad,an’putnumbers,on’em。Here,look!,Geton!” Paulgroundawayattheletters,whilstMr。Pappleworthfussed,overvariousjobs。Suddenlytheboystartedasashrillwhistle,soundednearhisear。Mr。Pappleworthcame,tookaplugoutofapipe,andsaid,inanamazinglycrossandbossyvoice: “Yes?” Paulheardafaintvoice,likeawoman’s,outofthemouthof,thetube。Hegazedinwonder,neverhavingseenaspeaking-tubebefore。 “Well,“saidMr。Pappleworthdisagreeablyintothetube,“you’dbettergetsomeofyourbackworkdone,then。” Againthewoman’stinyvoicewasheard,soundingprettyandcross。 “I’venottimetostandherewhileyoutalk,“saidMr。Pappleworth,andhepushedtheplugintothetube。 “Come,mylad,“hesaidimploringlytoPaul,“there’sPolly,cryingoutforthemorders。Can’tyoubuckupabit?,Here,comeout!” Hetookthebook,toPaul’simmensechagrin,andbegan,thecopyinghimself。Heworkedquicklyandwell。Thisdone,heseizedsomestripsoflongyellowpaper,aboutthreeincheswide,andmadeouttheday’sordersforthework-girls。 “You’dbetterwatchme,“hesaidtoPaul,workingallthe,whilerapidly。Paulwatchedtheweirdlittledrawingsoflegs,andthighs,andankles,withthestrokesacrossandthenumbers,andthefewbriefdirectionswhichhischiefmadeupontheyellowpaper。 ThenMr。Pappleworthfinishedandjumpedup。 “Comeonwithme,“hesaid,andtheyellowpapersflying,inhishands,hedashedthroughadooranddownsomestairs,intothebasementwherethegaswasburning。Theycrossedthecold,dampstoreroom,thenalong,drearyroomwithalongtableontrestles,intoasmaller,cosyapartment,notveryhigh,whichhadbeen,builtontothemainbuilding。Inthisroomasmallwomanwith,aredsergeblouse,andherblackhairdoneontopofherhead,waswaitinglikeaproudlittlebantam。 “Herey’are!”saidPappleworth。 “Ithinkitis’hereyouare’!”exclaimedPolly。”Thegirls,havebeenherenearlyhalfanhourwaiting。Justthinkofthe,timewasted!” “YOUthinkofgettingyourworkdoneandnottalkingsomuch,“ saidMr。Pappleworth。”Youcouldha’beenfinishingoff。” “YouknowquitewellwefinishedeverythingoffonSaturday!” criedPony,flyingathim,herdarkeyesflashing。 “Tu-tu-tu-tu-terterter!”hemocked。”Here’syournewlad。 Don’truinhimasyoudidthelast。” “Aswedidthelast!”repeatedPolly。”Yes,WEdoalot,ofruining,wedo。Myword,aladwouldTAKEsomeruiningafter,he’dbeenwithyou。” “It’stimeforworknow,notfortalk,“saidMr。Pappleworth,severelyandcoldly。 “Itwastimeforworksometimeback,“saidPolly,marchingaway,withherheadintheair。Shewasanerectlittlebodyofforty。 Inthatroomweretworoundspiralmachinesonthebenchunder,thewindow。Throughtheinnerdoorwaywasanotherlongerroom,withsixmoremachines。Alittlegroupofgirls,nicelydressed,inwhiteaprons,stoodtalkingtogether。 “Haveyounothingelsetodobuttalk?”saidMr。Pappleworth。 “Onlywaitforyou,“saidonehandsomegirl,laughing。 “Well,geton,geton,“hesaid。”Comeon,mylad。 You’llknowyourroaddownhereagain。” AndPaulranupstairsafterhischief。Hewasgivensome,checkingandinvoicingtodo。Hestoodatthedesk,labouringinhis,execrablehandwriting。PresentlyMr。Jordancamestruttingdownfrom,theglassofficeandstoodbehindhim,totheboy’sgreatdiscomfort。 Suddenlyaredandfatfingerwasthrustontheformhewasfillingin。 “MR。J。A。Bates,Esquire!”exclaimedthecrossvoicejust,behindhisear。 Paullookedat“Mr。J。A。Bates,Esquire“inhisownvilewriting,andwonderedwhatwasthematternow。 “Didn’ttheyteachyouanybetterTHANthatwhiletheywereatit? Ifyouput’Mr。’youdon’tputEsquire’-amancan’tbebothatonce。” Theboyregrettedhistoo-muchgenerosityindisposing,ofhonours,hesitated,andwithtremblingfingers,scratchedout,the“Mr。”ThenallatonceMr。Jordansnatchedawaytheinvoice。