第4章

类别:其他 作者:William Dean Howells字数:5037更新时间:18/12/22 09:09:46
byletterfromhissister,whichhemadeanexcuseforfollowingthem; buthehadalwaysmeanttoseethemoff,heowned。Theletterhadjustcomewithaspecialdeliverystamp,anditwarnedthemthatshehadsentanothergood-byletterwithsomeflowersonboard。Mrs。Marchscoldedatthemboth,butwithtearsinhereyes,andintherenewedstressofpartingwhichhethoughthehadputfromhim,Marchwentontakingnote,aswithaliensenses,ofthescenebeforehim,whiletheyalltalkedontogether,andrepeatedthenothingstheyhadsaidalready。 Arankodorofbeet-rootsugarrosefromthefar-branchingshedswheresomefreightsteamersofthelinelay,andseemedtominglechemicallywiththenoisewhichcameupfromthewharfnexttotheNorumbia。Themassofspectatorsdeepenedanddimmedawayintotheshadowoftheroofs,andalongtheirfrontcamefilesofcarriagesandtrucksandcarts,anddischargedthearrivingpassengersandtheirbaggage,andwerelostinthecrowd,whichtheypenetratedlikeslowcurrents,becomingcloggedandarrestedfromtimetotime,andthenbeginningtomoveagain。 Thepassengersincessantlymountedbythecanvas-drapedgalleriesleading,foreandaft,intotheship。Bareheaded,blue-jacketed,brass- buttonedstewardsdodgedskillfullyinandoutamongthemwiththeirhand-bags,holdalls,hat-boxes,andstate-roomtrunks,andranbeforethemintothedifferentdepthsandheightswheretheyhidtheseburdens,andthenranbackformore。Someofthepassengersfollowedthemandmadesurethattheirthingswereputintherightplaces;mostofthemremainedwedgedamongtheearliercomers,orpushedaimlesslyinandoutofthedoorsofthepromenades。 Thebaggagefortheholdcontinuallyroseinhugeblocksfromthewharf,withaloudcluckingofthetackle,andsankintotheopenmawoftheship,momentlygatheringherselfforherlongraceseaward,withharshhissingsandrattlingsandgurglings。Therewasnoapparentreasonwhyitshouldalloranyofitend,buttherecameamomentwhentherebegantobewarningsthatwerealmostthreatsoftheend。Theship’swhistlesounded,asifmarkingacertaininterval;andMrs。Marchhumblyentreated,sternlycommanded,hersontogoashore,orelsebecarriedtoEurope。Theydisputedwhetherthatwasthelastsignalornot;shewassureitwas,andsheappealedtoMarch,whowasmovedagainsthisreason。 Heaffectedtotalkcalmlywithhisson,andgavehimsomelastchargesabout’EveryOtherWeek’。 Somepeoplenowinterruptedtheirleave-taking;butthearrivingpassengersonlyarrivedmorerapidlyatthegang-ways;thebulksofbaggageswungmoreswiftlyintotheair。Abellrang,andthererosewomen’scries,“Oh,thatistheshore-bell!”andmen’sprotests,“Itisonlythefirstbell!“Moreandmorebegantodescendthegangways,foreandaft,andsoonoutnumberedthosewhowerecomingaboard。 Marchtriednottobenervousabouthisson’slingering;hewasashamedofhisanxiety;buthesaidinalowvoice,“Betterbeoff,Tom。” HismothernowsaidshedidnotcareifTomwerereallycarriedtoEurope;andatlasthesaid,Well,heguessedhemustgoashore,asiftherehadbeennoquestionofthatbefore;andthensheclungtohimandwouldnotlethimgo;butsheacquiredmeritwithherselfatlastbypushinghimintothegangwaywithherownhands:henoddedandwavedhishatfromitsfoot,andmixedwiththecrowd。 Presentlytherewashardlyanyonecomingaboard,andthesailorsbegantoundothelashingsofthegangwaysfromtheship’sside;filesofmenonthewharflaidholdoftheirrails;thestewardsguardingtheirapproachlookedupforthesignaltocomeaboard;andinvividpantomimeforbadesomebelatedleavetakerstoascend。Thesestoodaside,exchangingbowsandgrinswiththefriendswhomtheycouldnotreach; theyalltriedtomakeoneanotherhearsomelastwords。Themomentcamewhenthesaloongangwaywasdetached;thenitwaspulledashore,andthesectionofthebulwarksopeningtoitwaslocked,nottobeunlockedonthissideoftheworld。Anindefinableimpulsecommunicateditselftothesteamer:whileitstillseemedmotionlessitmoved。Thethickspreadoffacesonthewharf,whichhadlookedattimeslikesomesortofstrangeflowersinalevelfield,brokeintoauniversaltremor,andtheairabovethemwasfilledwithhatsandhandkerchiefs,asifwiththeflightofbirdsrisingfromthefield。 TheMarchestriedtomakeouttheirson’sface;theybelievedthattheydid;buttheydecidedthattheyhadnotseenhim,andhismothersaidthatshewasglad;itwouldonlyhavemadeithardertobear,thoughshewasgladhehadcomeovertosaygood-byithadseemedsounnaturalthatheshouldnot,wheneverybodyelsewassayinggood-by。 Onthewharfcolorwasnowtakingtheplaceofform;thesceneceasedtohavetheeffectofaninstantaneousphotograph;itwaslikeanimpressionisticstudy。Astheshipswungfreeoftheshedandgotintothestream,theshorelostreality。Uptoacertainmoment,allwasstillNewYork,allwasevenHoboken;thenamidstthegrotesqueandmonstrousshowsofthearchitectureoneithershoreMarchfelthimselfatseaandonthewaytoEurope。 Thefactwasaccentedbythetroublepeoplewerealreadymakingwiththedeck-stewardabouttheirsteamerchairs,whichtheyallwantedputinthebestplaces,andMarch,withacertainheart-ache,wasinvoluntarilyverifyingtheinstantinwhichheceasedtobeofhisnativeshores,whilestillinfullsightofthem,whenhesuddenlyrevertedtothem,andasitwerelandedonthemagaininanincidentthatheldhimbreathless。 Aman,bareheaded,andwithhisarmsflungwildlyabroad,cameflyingdownthepromenadefromthesteerage。“Capitan!Capitan!Thereisawoman!”heshoutedinnondescriptEnglish。“Shemustgohout!Shemustgohout!”Somevitalfactimparteditselftotheship’scommandandseemedtopenetratetotheship’sheart;shestopped,asifwithasortofmajesticrelenting。Atugpantedtoherside,andliftedaladdertoit;thebareheadedman,andawomangrippingababyinherarms,sprawledsafelydownitsrungstothedeckofthetug,andthesteamermovedseawardagain。 “Whatisit?Oh,whatisit?”hiswifedemandedofMarch’sshareoftheircommonignorance。Ayoungfellowpassingstopped,asifarrestedbythetragicnoteinhervoice,andexplainedthatthewomanhadleftthreelittlechildrenlockedupinhertenementwhileshecametobidsomefriendsonboardgood-by。 Hepassedon,andMrs。Marchsaid,“Whatacharmingfacehehad!”evenbeforeshebegantowreakuponthatwretchedmothertheoverwroughtsympathywhichmakesgoodwomendesirethepunishmentofpeoplewhohaveescapeddanger。Shewouldnothearanyexcuseforher。“Herchildrenoughtn’ttohavebeenoutofhermindforaninstant。” “Don’tyouwanttosendbackalinetooursbythepilot?”Marchasked。 Shestartedfromhim。“Oh,wasIreallybeginningtoforgetthem?” Inthesaloonwherepeoplewerescatteredaboutwritingpilot’slettersshemadehimjoinherinanimpassionedepistleoffarewell,whichoncemoreleftnoneofthenothingsunsaidthattheyhadmanytimesreiterated。Shewouldnotlethimputthestampon,forfearitwouldnotstick,andshehadanagonizingmomentofdoubtwhetheritoughtnottobeaGermanstamp;shewasnotpacifiedtillthestewardinchargeofthemaildecided。 “Ishouldn’thaveforgivenmyself。”Marchsaid,“ifwehadn’tletTomknowthattwentyminutesafterheleftuswewerestillaliveandwell。” “It’stoBella,too。”shereasoned。 Hefoundhermakingtheirstate-roomlookhomelikewiththeirfamiliarthingswhenhecamewiththeirdaughter’ssteamerletterandtheflowersandfruitshehadsent。Shesaid,Verywell,theywouldallkeep,andwentonwithherunpacking。Heaskedherifshedidnotthinkthesehomethingsmadeitratherghastly,andshesaidifhekeptoninthatwaysheshouldcertainlygobackonthepilot-boat。Heperceivedthathernerveswerespent。Hehadresistedtheimpulsetoanill-timedjokeaboutthelife-preserversundertheirberthswhenthesoundofthebreakfast-horn,waveringfirstinthedistance,founditswaynearerandclearerdowntheircorridor。 Inoneofthemanyvisitstothesteamshipofficewhichhiswife’sanxietiesobligedhimtomake,Marchhaddiscussedthequestionofseatsinthedining-saloon。Atfirsthehadhisambitionforthecaptain’stable,buttheyconvincedhimmoreeasilythanheafterwardsconvincedMrs。Marchthatthecaptain’stablehadbecomeasuperstitionofthepast,andconferrednospecialhonor。ItprovedintheeventthatthecaptainoftheNorumbiahadthegoodfeelingtodineinalowersaloonamongthepassengerswhopaidleastfortheirrooms。ButwhiletheMarcheswerestillintheirignoranceofthis,theydecidedtogetwhatadventuretheycouldoutoflettingtheheadstewardputthemwhereheliked,andtheycameintobreakfastwithacarelesscuriositytoseewhathehaddoneforthem。 Thereseemedscarcelyavacantplaceinthehugesaloon;throughtheovalopeningsinthecentretheylookeddownintothelowersaloonandupintothemusic-room,asthicklythrongedwithbreakfasters。Thetableswerebrightenedwiththebouquetsandthefloraldesignsofships,anchors,harps,anddovessenttotheladypassengers,andatonetimetheMarchesthoughttheyweregoingtobeputbeforeasteam-yachtrealizedtothelastdetailinblueandwhiteviolets。Theportsofthesaloonwereopen,andshowedthelevelsea;theshiprodewithnomotionexceptthetremorfromherscrews。Thesoundoftalkingandlaughingrosewiththeclatterofknivesandforksandtheclashofcrockery;thehomelysmellofthecoffeeandsteakandfishmixedwiththespiceoftherosesandcarnations;thestewardsranhitherandthither,andayoungfoolishjoyoftravelwelledupintheelderlyheartsofthepair。Whentheheadstewardturnedouttheswivel-chairswheretheyweretosittheybothmadeaninclinationtowardthepeoplealreadyattable,asifithadbeenacompanyatsomefar-forgottentabled’hoteinthelatersixties。TheheadstewardseemedtounderstandaswellasspeakEnglish,butthetable-stewardshadonlyaneffectofEnglish,whichtheyekedoutwith“Bleace!”foralloccasionsofinquiry,apology,orreassurance,astheequivalentoftheirnative“Bitte!”OtherwisetherewasnoreasontosupposethattheydidnotspeakGerman,whichwasthelanguageofagoodhalfofthepassengers。ThestewardslookedEnglish,however,inconformitytowhatseemstheidealofeverykindofforeignseafaringpeople,andthatwentagoodwaytowardmakingthemintelligible。 March,towhomhiswifemainlylefttheirobeisance,madeitsotentativethatifitshouldmeetnoresponsehecouldfeelthatithadbeennothingmorethanaforwardstoop,suchaswasnaturalinsittingdown。Heneednotreallyhavetakenthisprecaution;thosewhoseeyeshecaughtmoreorlessnoddedinreturn。 Anice-lookingboyofthirteenorfourteen,whohadtheplaceontheleftoftheladyinthesofaseatundertheport,bowedwithalmostmagisterialgravity,andmadetheladyonthesofasmile,asifshewerehismotherandunderstoodhim。Marchdecidedthatshehadbeensometimeawidow;andheeasilydivinedthattheyoungcoupleonherrighthadbeensolittletimehusbandandwifethattheywouldrathernothaveitknown。Nextthemwasayoungladywhomhedidnotatfirstthinksogood-lookingassheprovedlatertobe,thoughshehadatonceaprettynose,withaslightupwardslantatthepoint,longeyesunderfallenlashes,astraightforehead,nottoohigh,andamouthwhichperhapstheexigenciesofbreakfastingdidnotallowallitscharacteristiccharm。