第8章

类别:其他 作者:William Dean Howells字数:4469更新时间:18/12/22 09:09:46
“Oh,youmaylaugh!Butthereissomethingveryexciting!”Shetoldhimwhathadhappened,andofherbeliefthatBurnamy’shandsomebehaviorhadsomehownotbeenmetinkind。 Marchgavehimselfthepleasureofanimmenselaugh。“ItseemstomethatthisMr。Burnamyofyourswantedalittlemoregratitudethanhewasentitledto。Whyshouldn’thehaveofferedhimthelowerberth?Andwhyshouldn’ttheoldgentlemanhavetakenitjustashedid?Didyouwanthimtomakeacounterofferofhisdaughter’shand?Ifhedoes,IhopeMr。Burnamywon’tcomeforyouradvicetillafterhe’sacceptedher。” “Hewasn’tverycandid。Ihopedyouwouldspeakaboutthat。Don’tyouthinkitwasrathernatural,though?” “Forhim,verylikely。ButIthinkyouwouldcallitsinuousinsomeoneyouhadn’ttakenafancyto。” “No,no。Iwishtobejust。Idon’tseehowhecouldhavecomestraightatit。Andhedidownupatlast。”SheaskedhimwhatBurnamyhaddoneforthemagazine,andhecouldremembernothingbutthatonesmallpoem,yetunprinted;hewasrathervagueaboutitsvalue,butsaidithadtemperament。 “Hehastemperament,too。”shecommented,andshehadmadehimtellhereverythingheknew,orcouldbeforcedtoimagineaboutBurnamy,beforesheletthetalkturntootherthings。 Thelifeofthepromenadehadalreadysettledintoseafaringform;thesteamerchairswerefull,andpeoplewerereadingordozinginthemwithaneffectoflonghabit。Thosewhowouldbewalkingupanddownhadbeguntheirwalks;somehadbegungoinginandoutofthesmoking-room; ladieswhowereeasilyaffectedbythemotionwerelyingdowninthemusic-room。Groupsofbothsexeswerestandingatintervalsalongtherail,andthepromenaderswereobligedtodoubleonabriefercourseorworkslowlyroundthem。Shuffleboardpartiesatonepointandring-tosspartiesatanotherwereformingamongtheyoungpeople。Itwasaslivelyanditwasasdullasitwouldbetwothousandmilesatsea。Itwasnottheleastcooler,yet;butifyousatstillyoudidnotsuffer。 Inthepromptmonotonythetimewasalreadypassingswiftly。Thedeck- stewardseemedhardlytohavebeenroundwithteaandbouillon,andhehadnotyetgatheredupalltheemptycups,whenthehornforlunchsounded。Itwastheyoungestofthetable-stewardswhogavethesummonstomeals;andwhenevertheprettyboyappearedwithhisbugle,funnypassengersgatheredroundhimtomakehimlaugh,andstophimfromwindingit。Hispartofthejokewastofulfillhisdutywithgravity,andonlytogivewaytoasmileoftriumphashewalkedoff。 Atlunch,inthefadedexcitementoftheirfirstmeeting,thepeopleattheMarches’tabledidnotrenewtheprematureintimacyoftheirbreakfasttalk。Mrs。Marchwenttoliedowninherberthafterwards,andMarchwentondeckwithouther。Hebegantowalktoandfromthebarrierbetweenthefirstandsecondcabinpromenades;lingeringnearit,andmusingpensively,forsomeofthepeoplebeyonditlookedasintelligentandassociallyacceptable,eventotheirclothes,astheirpecuniarybettersofthesaloon。 Thereweretwowomen,amotheranddaughter,whomhefanciedtobeteachers,bytheirlooks,goingoutforalittlerest,orperhapsforalittlefurtherstudytofitthemmoreperfectlyfortheirwork。Theygazedwistfullyacrossathimwheneverhecameuptothebarrier;andhefeignedaconversationwiththemandtriedtoconvincethemthatthestampofinferioritywhichtheirpovertyputuponthemwasjust,orifnotjust,theninevitable。Hearguedwiththemthatthesortofbarrierwhichherepreventedtheirbeingfriendswithhim,iftheywishedit,raninvisiblythroughsocietyeverywherebuthefeltashamedbeforetheirkind,patient,intelligentfaces,andfoundhimselfwishingtoexcusethefacthewasdefending。Wasitanyworse,heaskedthem,thantheirnotbeinginvitedtotheentertainmentsofpeopleinupperFifthAvenue?Hemadethemownthatiftheywereletacrossthatbarrierthewholesecondcabinwouldhavealogicalrighttofollow;andtheyweresilenced。Buttheycontinuedtogapeathimwiththeirsincere,gentleeyeswheneverhereturnedtothebarrierinhiswalk,tillhecouldbearitnolonger,andstrolledofftowardthesteerage。 Therewasmorereasonwhythepassengersthereshouldbepennedintoalittlespaceoftheirowninthesortofpitmadebythenarrowingdeckatthebow。Theyseemedtobeallforeigners,andifanyhadmadetheirfortunesinourcountrytheywerehidingtheirprosperityinthereturntotheirown。Theycouldhardlyhavecometousmoreshabbyandsqualidthantheyweregoingaway;buthethoughttheiraveragelessapatheticthanthatofthesaloonpassengers,asheleanedovertherailandlookeddownatthem。Someonehadbroughtoutanelectricbattery,andthelumpishboysandslatterngirlswereshoutingandlaughingastheywrithedwiththecurrent。Ayoungmotherseatedflatonthedeck,withherbarefeetstuckout,inattentivelynursedherbabe,whileshelaughedandshoutedwiththerest;amanwithhisheadtiedinashawlwalkedaboutthepenandsmiledgrotesquelywiththewellsideofhistoothache- swollenface。Theownerofthebatterycarrieditaway,andagroupoflittlechildren,withblueeyesandyellowhair,gatheredinthespacehehadleft,andlookedupatapassengernearMarchwhowaseatingsomeplumsandcherrieswhichhehadbroughtfromtheluncheontable。Hebegantothrowthefruitdowntothem,andthechildrenscrambledforit。 Anelderlyman,withathin,grave,aquilineface,said,“Ishouldn’twantachildofminedownthere。” “No。”Marchresponded,“itisn’tquitewhatonewouldchooseforone’sown。It’sastonishing,though,howwereconcileourselvestoitinthecaseofothers。” “Isupposeit’ssomethingwe’llhavetogetusedtoontheotherside。” suggestedthestranger。 “Well。”answeredMarch,“youhavesomeopportunitiestogetusedtoitonthisside,ifyouhappentoliveinNewYork。”andhewentontospeakoftheraggednesswhichoftenpenetratedthefrontierofcomfortwherehelivedinStuyvesantSquare,andwhichseemedasgladofalmsinfoodormoneyasthispovertyofthesteerage。 Theotherlistenedrestivelylikeamanwhoseidealsaredisturbed。 “Idon’tbelieveIshouldliketoliveinNewYork,much。”hesaid,andMarchfanciedthathewishedtobeaskedwherehedidlive。ItappearedthathelivedinOhio,andhenamedhistown;hedidnotbragofit,buthesaiditsuitedhim。HeaddedthathehadneverexpectedtogotoEurope,butthathehadbeguntorundownlately,andhisdoctorthoughthehadbettergooutandtryCarlsbad。 Marchsaid,toinvitehisfurtherconfidence,thatthiswasexactlyhisowncase。TheOhiomanmettheoverturefromacommoninvalidismasifitdetractedfromhisowndistinction;andheturnedtospeakofthedifficulty,hehadinarranginghisaffairsforleavinghome。Hisheartopenedalittlewiththeword,andhesaidhowcomfortableheandhiswifewereintheirhouse,andhowmuchtheybothhatedtoshutitup。 WhenMarchofferedhimhiscard,hesaidhehadnoneofhisownwithhim,butthathisnamewasEltwin。HebetrayedasimplewishtohaveMarchrealizethelocalimportancehehadleftbehindhim;anditwasnothardtocomply;MarchsawaGrandArmybuttoninthelapelofhiscoat,andheknewthathewasinthepresenceofaveteran。 Hetriedtoguesshisrank;intellinghiswifeabouthim,whenhewentdowntofindherjustbeforedinner,butheendedwithacertainsenseofaffliction。“Therearetoomanyelderlyinvalidsonthisship。Iknockagainstpeopleofmyownageeverywhere。Whyaren’tyouryouthfulloversmoreinevidence,mydear?Idon’tbelievetheyarelovers,andIbegintodoubtifthey’reyoungeven。” “Itwasn’tverysatisfactoryatlunch,certainly。”sheowned。“ButI knowitwillbedifferentatdinner。”Shewasputtingherselftogetherafteranapthathadmadeupforthelostsleepofthenightbefore。 “Iwantyoutolookverynice,dear。Shallyoudressfordinner?”sheaskedherhusband’simageinthestate-roomglasswhichshewaspreoccupying。 “Ishalldressinmypea-jacketandsea-boots。”itanswered。 “IhaveheardthattheyalwaysdressfordinneronthebigCunardandWhiteStarboats,whenit’sgoodweather。”shewenton,placidly。 “Ishouldn’twantthosepeopletothinkyouwerenotupintheconvenances。” Theybothknewthatshemeantthereticentfatheranddaughter,andMarchflungout,“Ishouldn’twantthemtothinkyouweren’t。There’ssuchathingasoverdoing。” Sheattackedhimatanotherpoint。“Whathasannoyedyou?Whatelsehaveyoubeendoing?” “Nothing。I’vebeenreadingmostoftheafternoon。” “TheMaidenKnight?” Thiswasthebookwhichnearlyeverybodyhadbroughtonboard。Itwasjustout,andhadcaughtaninstantfavor,whichswelledlatertoatidalwave。Itdepictedaheroicgirlineverytryingcircumstanceofmediaevallife,andgratifiedtheperennialpassionofbothsexesforhistoricalromance,whileitflatteredwoman’sinstinctofsuperioritybythecelebrationofherunintermittedtriumphs,endinginapreposterousandwhollysuperfluousself-sacrifice。 Marchlaughedforpleasureinherguess,andshepursued,“Isupposeyoudidn’twastetimelookingifanybodyhadbroughtthelastcopyof’EveryOtherWeek’?” “Yes,Idid;andIfoundtheoneyouhadleftinyoursteamerchair——foradvertisingpurposes,probably。” “Mr。Burnamyhasanother。”shesaid。“Isawitstickingoutofhispocketthismorning。” “Oh,yes。HetoldmehehadgotitonthetrainfromChicagotoseeifithadhispoeminit。He’saningenuoussoul——insomeways。” “Well,thatistheveryreasonwhyyououghttofindoutwhetherthemenaregoingtodress,andlethimknow。Hewouldneverthinkofithimself。” “NeitherwouldI。”saidherhusband。 “Verywell,ifyouwishtospoilhischanceattheoutset。”shesighed。 Shedidnotquiteknowwhethertobegladornotthatthemenwereallinsacksandcutawaysatdinner;itsavedher,fromshameforherhusbandandMr。Burnamy;butitputherinthewrong。Everyonetalked;eventhefatheranddaughtertalkedwitheachother,andatonemomentMrs。Marchcouldnotbequitesurethatthedaughterhadnotlookedatherwhenshespoke。ShecouldnotbemistakenintheremarkwhichthefatheraddressedtoBurnamy,thoughitledtonothing。