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类别:其他 作者:William Dean Howells字数:5038更新时间:18/12/22 09:09:46
Thesteamerwasoftenestwithoutthesignofanylifebeyondher。Onedayasmallbirdbeattheairwithitslittlewings,undertheroofofthepromenade,andthenflitteredfromsightoverthesurface,ofthewaste;aschoolofporpoises,stiffandwoodenintheirrise,plungedclumsilyfromwavetowave。Thedeepitselfhadsometimestheunreality,theartificialityofthecanvasseaofthetheatre。Commonlyitwaslividandcoldincolor;buttherewasamorningwhenitwasdelicatelymisted,andwherethemistleftitclear,itwasblueandexquisitelyiridescentunderthepalesun;thewrinkledwaveswerefinelypittedbythefallingspray。Thesewereraremoments;mostly,whenitwasnotlikepaintedcanvas,iswashardlikeblackrock,withsurfacesofsmoothcleavage。Whereitmettheskyitlayflatandmotionless,orintherougherweathercarveditselfalongthehorizoninsuccessionsofsurges。 Ifthesunroseclear,itwasovercastinafewhours;thenthecloudsbrokeandletalittlesunshinethrough,tocloseagainbeforethedimeveningthickenedoverthewaters。Sometimesthemoonlookedthroughtheraggedcurtainofvapors;onenightitseemedtoshinetillmorning,andshookapathofquicksilverfromthehorizontotheship。Througheverychange,aftershehadleftthefogbehind,thesteamerdroveonwiththepulseofherengines(thatstoppednomorethanaman’sheartstops)inacoursewhichhadnothingtomarkitbutthespreadofthefurrowsfromhersides,andthewakethatfoamedfromhersterntothewesternvergeofthesea。 Thelifeoftheship,likethelifeofthesea,wasasoddenmonotony,withcertaineventswhichwerepartofthemonotony。Inthemorningthelittlesteward’sbuglecalledthepassengersfromtheirdreams,andhalfanhourlatercalledthemtotheirbreakfast,aftersuchaschosehadbeenservedwithcoffeebytheirbedroom-stewards。Thentheywentondeck,wheretheyread,ordozedintheirchairs,orwalkedupanddown,orstoodinthewayofthosewhowerewalking;orplayedshuffleboardandring-toss;orsmoked,anddrankwhiskeyandaeratedwatersovertheircardsandpapersinthesmoking-room;orwrotelettersinthesaloonorthemusic-room。Ateleveno’clocktheyspoiledtheirappetitesforlunchwithteaorbouillontothemusicofabandofsecond-cabinstewards;atone,asingleblastofthebuglecalledthemtolunch,wheretheygluttedthemselvestothetorporfromwhichtheyafterwardsdrowsedintheirberthsorchairs。Theydidthesamethingsintheafternoonthattheyhaddoneintheforenoon;andatfouro’clockthedeck-stewardscameroundwiththeircupsandsaucers,andtheirplatesofsandwiches,againtothemusicoftheband。Thereweretwobugle-callsfordinner,andafterdinnersomewentearlytobed,andsomesatuplateandhadgrillsandtoast。Attwelvethelightswereputoutinthesaloonsandthesmoking-rooms。 Therewerevarioussmellswhichstoredthemselvesupintheconsciousnesstoremainlastinglyrelativetocertainmomentsandplaces:awhiffofwhiskeyandtobaccothatexhaledfromthedoorofthesmoking-room;theodorofoilandsteamrisingfromtheopenskylightsovertheengine- room;thescentofstalebreadaboutthedoorsofthedining-saloon。 Thelifewaslikethelifeatasea-sidehotel,onlymoremonotonous。 Thewalkingwaslimited;thetalkwasthetentativetalkofpeopleawarethattherewasnorefugeiftheygottiredofoneanother。Theflirtingitself,suchastherewasofit,mustbecarriedonintheglareofthepervasivepublicity;itmustbecrudeandbold,ornotbeatall。 Thereseemedtobeverylittleofit。Therewerenotmanyyoungpeopleonboardofsaloonquality,andtheseweremostlygirls。Theyoungmenweremainlyofthesmoking-roomsort;theyseldomriskedthemselvesamongthesteamerchairs。Itwasgayerinthesecondcabin,andgayeryetinthesteerage,whererobusteremotionswereoperatedbytheaccordion。 Thepassengerstheredancedtoitsmusic;theysangtoitandlaughedtoitunabashedundertheeyesofthefirst-cabinwitnessesclusteredalongtherailabovethepitwheretheytooktheirrudepleasures。 WithMarchitcametohisspendingmanyhoursofeachlong,swiftdayinhisberthwithabookundertheconvenientelectriclight。Hewassafetherefromtheacquaintanceswhichconstantlyformedthemselvesonlytofallintodisintegration,andclingtohimafterwardsasinorganicparticlesofweather-guessing,andsmoking-roomgossipabouttheship’srun。 Intheearliesthoursofthevoyagehethoughtthathesawsomefacesofthegreatworld,theworldofwealthandfashion;buttheseafterwardvanished,andlefthimtowonderwheretheyhidthemselves。Hedidnotmeetthemeveningoingtoandfromhismeals;hecouldonlyimaginethemservedinthosepalatialstate-roomswhoseinteriorsthestewardsnowandthenratherobtrudeduponthepublic。Therewerepeoplewhomheencounteredinthepromenadeswhenhegotupforthesunrise,andwhomheneversawatothertimes;atmidnighthemetmenprowlinginthedarkwhomhenevermetbyday。Butnoneofthesewerepeopleofthegreatworld。Beforesixo’clocktheyweresometimessecond-cabinpassengers,whosebarrierwasthenliftedforalittlewhiletogivethemthefreedomofthesaloonpromenade。 FromtimetotimehethoughthewouldlookuphisOhioan,andrevivefromacloserstudyofhimhisinterestintherareAmericanwhohadneverbeentoEurope。Buthekeptwithhiselderlywife,whohadtheeffectofwithholdinghimfromMarch’sadvances。YoungMr。andMrs。Leffersthrewoffmoreandmoretheirdisguiseofalong-marriedpair,andbecamefranklybrideandgroom。Theyseldomtalkedwithanyoneelse,exceptattable;theywalkedupanddowntogether,smilingintoeachothersfaces; theysatsidebysideintheirsteamerchairs;oneshawlcoveredthemboth,andtherewasreasontobelievethattheywereholdingeachother’shandsunderit。 Mrs。AddingoftentookthechairbesideMrs。Marchwhenherhusbandwasstrayingabouttheshiporreadinginhisberth;andthetwoladiesmusthaveexchangedautobiographies,forMrs。MarchwasabletotellhimjusthowlongMrs。Addinghadbeenawidow,whatherhusbanddiedof,andwhathadbeendonetosavehim;howshewasnowperfectlywraptupinherboy,andwastakinghimabroad,withsomenotionofgoingtoSwitzerland,afterthesummer’stravel,andsettlingdownwithhimatschoolthere。 SheandMrs。Marchbecamegreatfriends;andRose,ashismothercalledhim,attachedhimselfreverentlytoMarch,notonlyasacelebrityofthefirstgradeinhisqualityofeditorof’EveryOtherWeek’,butasasageofwisdomandgoodness,withwhomhemustnotlosethechanceofcounseluponalmosteveryhypothesisandexigencyoflife。 MarchcouldnotbringhimselftoplaceBurnamyquitewherehebelongedincontemporaryliterature,whenRoseputhimveryhighinvirtueofthepoemwhichheheardBurnamywasgoingtohaveprintedin’EveryOtherWeek’,andofthebookwhichhewasgoingtohavepublished;andhelettheboybringtotheyoungfellowtheflatterywhichcancometoanyauthorbutonce,inthefirstrequestforhisautographthatBurnamyconfessedtohavehad。Theyweresonearinage,thoughtheyweretenyearsapart,thatRosestoodmuchmoreinaweofBurnamythanofothersmuchmorehisseniors。HewasofteninthecompanyofKenby,whomhevaluednexttoMarchasapersonacquaintedwithmen;heconsultedMarchuponKenby’spracticeofalwaystakingupthelanguageofthecountryhevisited,ifitwereonlyforafortnight;andheconceivedahigheropinionofhimfromMarch’sapproval。 BurnamywasmostwithMrs。March,whomadehimtalkabouthimselfwhenhesupposedhewastalkingaboutliterature,inthehopethatshecouldgethimtotalkabouttheTriscoes;butshelistenedinvainashepouredout-hissoulintheoriesofliteraryart,andinhistoriesofwhathehadwrittenandwhathemeanttowrite。Whenhepassedthemwheretheysattogether,Marchheardtheyoungfellow’sperpetuallyrecurringI,I,I,my,my,my,me,me,me;andsmiledtothinkhowshewassufferingunderthedrip-dripofhisinnocentegotism。 Sheboreinasortofscientificpatiencehisattentionstothepivotalgirl,andMissTriscoe’sindifferencetohim,inwhichalesspenetratingscrutinycouldhavedetectednochangefrommealtomeal。Itwasonlyattablethatshecouldseethemtogether,orthatshecouldnoteanybreakinthereserveofthefatheranddaughter。ThesignsofthisweresofinethatwhenshereportedthemMarchlaughedinscornfulincredulity。 Butatbreakfastthethirddayout,theTriscoes,withtheauthorityofpeopleaccustomedtosocialconsideration,suddenlyturnedtotheMarches,andbegantomakethemselvesagreeable;thefatherspoketoMarchof’EveryOtherWeek’,whichheseemedtoknowofinitsrelationtohim;andtheyounggirladdressedherselftoMrs。March’smotherlysensenotthelessacceptablybecauseindirectly。Shespokeofgoingoutwithherfatherforanindefinitetime,asifitwereratherhiswishthanhers,andshemadesomeinquiriesaboutplacesinGermany;theyhadneverbeeninGermany。TheyhadsomeideaofDresden;buttheideaofDresdenwithitsAmericancolonyseemedrathertiresome;anddidMrs。 MarchknowanythingaboutWeimar? Mrs。MarchwasobligedtosaythatsheknewnothingaboutanyplaceinGermany;andsheexplainedperhapstoofullywhereandwhyshewasgoingwithherhusband。ShefanciedaBostonnoteinthatscornforthetiresomenessofDresden;butthegirl’sstylewasofNewYorkratherthanofBoston,andheraccentwasnotquiteofeitherplace。Mrs。MarchbegantotrytheTriscoesinthisplaceandinthat,todivinethemandtoclassthem。Shehaddecidedfromthefirstthattheyweresocietypeople,buttheywerecultivatedbeyondtheaverageofthefewswellswhomshehadmet;andtherehadbeennothingoffensiveintheirmannerofholdingthemselvesalooffromtheotherpeopleatthetable;theyhadarighttodothatiftheychose。 WhentheyoungLeffersescameintobreakfast,thetalkwentonbetweentheseandtheMarches;theTriscoespresentlyleftthetable,andMrs。 Marchrosesoonafter,eagerforthatdiscussionoftheirbehaviorwhichMarchknewheshouldnotbeabletopostpone。 Heagreedwithherthattheyweresocietypeople,butshecouldnotatonceaccepthistheorythattheyhadthemselvesbeentheobjectsofanadvancefromthembecauseoftheirneutralliteraryquality,throughwhichtheywereofnosocialworld,butpotentiallycommontoany。Latersheadmittedthis,asshesaid,forthesakeofargument,thoughwhatshewantedhimtosee,now,wasthatthiswasallastepofthegirl’stowardfindingoutsomethingaboutBurnamy。 Thesameafternoon,aboutthetimethedeck-stewardwasmakinghisroundwithhiscups,MissTriscoeabruptlyadvanceduponherfromaneighboringcornerofthebulkhead,andasked,withtheairofoneaccustomedtohaveheradvancesgratefullyreceived,ifshemightsitbyher。ThegirltookMarch’svacantchair,whereshehadhercupofbouillon,whichshecontinuedtoholduntastedinherhandafterthefirstsip。Mrs。Marchdidthesamewithhers,andatthemomentshehadgotverytiredofdoingit,Burnamycameby,forthehundredthtimethatday,andgaveherahundredthbowwithahundredthsmile。Heperceivedthatshewishedtogetridofhercup,andhesprangtoherrelief。 “MayItakeyourstoo?”hesaidverypassivelytoMissTriscoe。 “Youareverygood。”sheanswered,andgaveit。 Mrs。Marchwithacasualairsuggested,“DoyouknowMr。Burnamy,MissTriscoe?“Thegirlsaidafewcivilthings,butBurnamydidnottrytomaketalkwithherwhileheremainedafewmomentsbeforeMrs。March。