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类别:其他 作者:William Dean Howells字数:4856更新时间:18/12/22 09:09:46
ThatwasnotthefirsttimeGeneralTriscoehadsilencedquestionofhisopinionswiththeargumenthehaduseduponEltwin,thoughhewasseldomabletouseitsoaptly。Healwaysfoundthatpeoplesuffered,hisbeliefinournationaldegenerationmuchmorereadilywhentheyknewthathehadleftadiplomaticpositioninEurope(hehadgoneabroadassecretaryofaminorlegation)tocomehomeandfightfortheUnion。 Somemillionsofothermenhadgoneintothewarfromthevariedmotiveswhichimpelledmenatthattime;buthewasawarethathehaddistinction,asamanofpropertyandamanoffamily,indoingso。Hisfamilyhadimprovedastimepassed,anditwasnowsooldthatbackofhisgrandfatheritwaslostinantiquity。ThisancestorhadretiredfromtheseaandbecomeamerchantinhisnativeRhodeIslandport,wherehissonestablishedhimselfasaphysician,andmarriedthedaughterofaformerslave-traderwhosesocialpositionwasthehighestintheplace; Triscoelikedtomentionhismaternalgrandfatherwhenhewishedalistenertorealizejusthowanomaloushispartinawaragainstslaverywas;itheightenedtheeffectofhispose。 Hefoughtgallantlythroughthewar,andhewasbrevettedBrigadier- Generalattheclose。Withthishonor,andwiththewoundwhichcausedanalmostimperceptiblelimpinhisgait,hewontheheartofarichNewYorkgirl,andherfathersethimupinabusiness,whichwasnotlongingoingtopiecesinhishands。ThentheyoungcouplewenttoliveinParis,wheretheirdaughterwasborn,andwherethemotherdiedwhenthechildwastenyearsold。Alittlelaterhisfather-in-lawdied,andTriscoereturnedtoNewYork,wherehefoundthefortunewhichhisdaughterhadinheritedwasmuchlessthanhesomehowthoughthehadarighttoexpect。 Theincomefromherfortunewasenoughtoliveon,andhedidnotgobacktoParis,where,infact,thingswerenotsomuchtohismindundertheRepublicastheyhadbeenundertheSecondEmpire。Hewasstillwillingtodosomethingforhiscountry,however,andheallowedhisnametobeusedonacitizen’sticketinhisdistrict;buthisprovision-manwassenttoCongressinstead。ThenheretiredtoRhodeIslandandattemptedtoconverthisshorepropertyintoawatering-place;butafterbeingattractivelyplottedandlaidoutwithstreetsandsidewalks,itallurednoonetobuildonitexceptthebirdsandthechipmonks,andhecamebacktoNewYork,wherehisdaughterhadremainedinschool。 Oneofhermaternalauntsmadeheracoming-outtea,aftersheleftschool;andsheentereduponaseriesofdinners,dances,theatreparties,andreceptionsofallkinds;butthetideoffairygoldpouringthroughherfingersleftnoengagement-ringonthem。Shehadnoduties,butsheseldomgotoutofhumorwithherpleasures;shehadsomeoddtastesofherown,andinasocietywherenonebutthemostseriousbookswereeverseriouslymentionedshewasratherfondofgoodones,andhadromanticideasofalifethatshevaguelycalledbohemian。Hercharacterwasnevertestedbyanythingmoretryingthanthefearthatherfathermighttakeherabroadtolive;hehadtakenherabroadseveraltimesforthesummer。 Thedreadedtrialdidnotapproachforseveralyearsaftershehadceasedtobeabud;andthenitcamewhenherfatherwasagainwillingtoservehiscountryindiplomacy,eitherattheHague,oratBrussels,orevenatBerne。Reasonsofpoliticalgeographypreventedhisappointmentanywhere,butGeneralTriscoehavingarrangedhisaffairsforgoingabroadonthemissionhehadexpected,decidedtogowithoutit。Hewasreallyveryfitforbothoftheofficeshehadsought,andsofarasamancandeservepublicplacebypublicservice,hehaddeservedit。 Hispessimismwasuncommonlywellgrounded,andifitdidnotgoverydeep,itmightwellhavereachedthebottomofhisnature。 Hisdaughterhadbeguntodivinehimattheearlyagewhenparentssupposethemselvesstilltobemysteriestotheirchildren。Shedidnotthinkitnecessaryevertoexplainhimtoothers;perhapsshewouldnothavefounditpossible;andnowaftershepartedfromMrs。EltwinandwenttositdownbesideMrs。Marchshedidnotrefertoherfather。ShesaidhowsweetshehadfoundtheoldladyfromOhio;andwhatsortofplacedidMrs。MarchsupposeitwaswhereMrs。Eltwinlived?Theyseemedtohaveeverythingthere,likeanyplace。ShehadwantedtoaskMrs。 Eltwiniftheysatontheirsteps;butshehadnotquitedared。 Burnamycameby,slowly,andatMrs。March’ssuggestionhetookoneofthechairsonherotherside,tohelpherandMissTriscoelookattheChannelIslandsandwatchtheapproachofthesteamertoCherbourg,wheretheNorumbiawastolandagain。TheyoungpeopletalkedacrossMrs。 Marchtoeachother,andsaidhowcharmingtheislandswere,intheirgray-greeninsubstantiality,withvalleysfurrowingthemfarinward,likeairycleftsinlowbanksofclouds。Itseemedallthenicernottoknowjustwhichwaswhich;butwhentheshipdrewnearertoCherbourg,hesuggestedthattheycouldseebetterbygoingroundtotheothersideoftheship。MissTriscoe,asattheothertimeswhenshehadgoneoffwithBurnamy,markedherallegiance,toMrs。Marchbyleavingawrapwithher。 Everyonewasrestlessinbreakingwiththeoldlifeatsea。Therehadbeenanequalunrestwhentheshipfirstsailed;peoplehadfirstcomeaboardinthedemoralizationofseveringtheirtieswithhome,andtheyshrankfromformingothers。Thenthecharmoftheidle,eventlesslifegrewuponthem,andunitedtheminafondreluctancefromtheinevitableend。 Nowthatthebeginningoftheendhadcome,thepangsofdisintegrationwerefeltinalltheonce-more-repellantparticles。BurnamyandMissTriscoe,astheyhungupontherail,ownedtoeachotherthattheyhatedtohavethevoyageover。TheyhadlikedleavingPlymouthandbeingatseaagain;theywishedthattheyneednotberemindedofanotherdebarkationbytheenergyofthecraneinhoistingtheCherbourgbaggagefromthehold。 TheyapprovedofthepicturesquenessofthreeFrenchvesselsofwarthatpassed,draggingtheirkrakenshapeslowthroughthelevelwater。AtCherbourganemotionalFrenchtendercameouttotheship,verydifferentinherclamorousvoicesandexcitedfiguresfromthesteadyself-controloftheEnglishtenderatPlymouth;andtheythoughttheFrenchfortificationsmuchmoreonshowthantheEnglishhadbeen。NothingmarkedtheiryouthfuldatesomuchtotheMarches,whopresentlyjoinedthem,astheirfailuretorealizethatinthispeacefulseathegreatbattlebetweentheKearsargeandtheAlabamawasfought。Theeldercoupletriedtoaffecttheirimaginationswiththefactwhichreanimatedthespectreofadreadfulwarforthemselves;buttheyhadtopassonand,leavetheyoungpeopleunmoved。 Mrs。Marchwonderediftheynoticedthedebarkationofthepivotalgirl,whomshesawstandingonthedeckofthetender,withherhandsatherwaist,andgivingnowthissideandnowthatsideofherfacetotheyoungmenwavingtheirhatstoherfromtherailoftheship。Burnamywasnotoftheirnumber,andheseemednottoknowthatthegirlwasleavinghimfinallytoMissTriscoe。IfMissTriscoeknewitshedidnothingthewholeofthatlong,lastafternoontoprofitbythefact。 BurnamyspentagreatpartofitinthechairbesideMrs。March,andheshowedanintolerableresignationtothegirl’sabsence。 “Yes。”saidMarch,takingtheplaceBurnamyleftatlast,“thatterriblepatienceofyouth!” “Patience?Folly!Stupidity!Theyoughttobetogethereveryinstant! Dotheysupposethatlifeisfullofsuchchances?Dotheythinkthatfatehasnothingtodobut——“ Shestoppedforafitclimax,andhesuggested,“Hangroundandwaitonthem?” “Yes!It’stheironechanceinalife-time,probably。” “Thenyou’vequitedecidedthatthey’reinlove?”Hesankcomfortablyback,andputuphiswearylegsonthechair’sextensionwiththeconvictionthatlovehadnosuchjoyasthattooffer。 “I’vedecidedthatthey’reintenselyinterestedineachother。” “Thenwhatmorecanweaskofthem?Andwhydoyoucarewhattheydoordon’tdowiththeirchance?Whydoyouwishtheirlovewell,ifit’sthat?Ismarriagesuchaverycertaingood?” “Itisn’tallthatitmightbe,butit’sallthatthereis。Whatwouldourliveshavebeenwithoutit?”sheretorted。 “Oh,weshouldhavegoton。It’ssuchatremendousriskthatwe,oughttogoroundbeggingpeopletothinktwice,tocountahundred,oranonillion,beforetheyfallinlovetothemarrying-point。Idon’tmindtheirflirting;thatamusesthem;butmarryingisadifferentthing。 IdoubtifPapaTriscoewouldtakekindlytothenotionofason-in-lawhehadn’tselectedhimself,andhisdaughterdoesn’tstrikemeasayoungladywhohasanywisdomtothrowawayonachoice。Shehasherlittlecharm;herlittlegiftofbeauty,ofgrace,ofspirit,andtheotherthingsthatgowithherageandsex;butwhatcouldshedoforafellowlikeBurnamy,whohashiswaytomake,whohastheladderoffametoclimb,withanoldmotheratthebottomofittolookafter?Youwouldn’twanthimtohaveaneyeonMissTriscoe’smoney,evenifshehadmoney,andIdoubtifshehasmuch。It’sallveryprettytohaveagirllikeherfascinatedwithayouthofhissimpletraditions;thoughBurnamyisn’taltogetherpastoralinhisideals,andhelooksforwardtoaplaceintheveryworldshebelongsto。Idon’tthinkit’sforustopromotetheaffair。” “Well,perhapsyou’reright。”shesighed。“Iwillletthemalonefromthisout。Thankgoodness,Ishallnothavethemundermyeyesverylong。” “Oh,Idon’tthinkthere’sanyharmdoneyet。”saidherhusband,withalaugh。 Atdinnerthereseemedsolittleharmofthekindhemeantthatshesufferedfromanillogicaldisappointment。Theyoungpeoplegotthroughthemealwithnotalkthatseemedinductive;Burnamyleftthetablefirst,andMissTriscoeborehisgoingwithoutapparentdiscouragement; shekeptonchattingwithMarchtillhiswifetookhimawaytotheirchairsondeck。 Therewereafewmoreshipsinsightthantherewereinmid-ocean;butthelatetwilightthickenedovertheNorthSeaquitelikethenightaftertheyleftNewYork,exceptthatitwascolder;andtheirheartsturnedtotheirchildren,whohadbeeninabeyancefortheweekpast,witharemorsefulpang。“Well,shesaid,“IwishweweregoingtobeinNewYorkto-morrow,insteadofHamburg。” “Oh,no!Oh,no!”heprotested。“Notsobadasthat,mydear。Thisisthelastnight,andit’shardtomanage,asthelastnightalwaysis。I supposethelastnightonearth——“ “Basil!”sheimplored。 “Well,Iwon’t,then。ButwhatIwantistoseeaDutchlugger。I’veneverseenaDutchlugger,and——“ Shesuddenlypressedhisarm,andinobediencetothesignalhewassilent;thoughitseemedafterwardsthatheoughttohavegoneontalkingasifhedidnotseeBurnamyandMissTriscoeswingingslowlyby。Theywerewalkingclosetogether,andshewasleaningforwardandlookingupintohisfacewhilehetalked。 “Now。”Mrs。Marchwhispered,longaftertheywereoutofhearing,“letusgoinstantly。Iwouldn’tforworldshavethemseeusherewhentheygetfoundagain。Theywouldfeelthattheyhadtostopandspeak,andthatwouldspoileverything。Come!