第15章

类别:其他 作者:William Dean Howells字数:3036更新时间:18/12/22 09:09:46
Burnamypausedinaflowofautobiography,andmodestlywaitedforMissTriscoe’sprompting。Hehadnottowaitlong。 “Andthen,howsoondidyouthinkofprintingyourthingsinabook?” “Oh,aboutassoonastheybegantotakewiththepublic。” “Howcouldyoutellthattheywere-taking?” “Theywerecopiedintootherpapers,andpeopletalkedaboutthem。” “AndthatwaswhatmadeMr。Stollerwantyoutobehissecretary?” “Idon’tbelieveitwas。Thetheoryintheofficewasthathedidn’tthinkmuchofthem;butheknowsIcanwriteshorthand,andputthingsintoshape。” “Whatthings?” “Oh——ideas。Hehasanotionoftryingtocomeforwardinpolitics。HeownssharesineverythingbuttheUnitedStatesSenate——gas,electricity,railroads,aldermen,newspapers——andnowhewouldlikesomeSenate。 That’swhatIthink。” Shedidnotquiteunderstand,andshewasfarfromknowingthatthiscynichumorexpressedadeadlierpessimismthanherfather’sfiercestaccusalsofthecountry。“Howfascinatingitis!”shesaid,innocently。 “AndIsupposetheyallenvyyourcomingout?” “Intheoffice?” “Yes。Ishouldenvy,them——staying。” Burnamylaughed。“Idon’tbelievetheyenvyme。Itwon’tbeallrosesforme——theyknowthat。ButtheyknowthatIcantakecareofmyselfifitisn’t。”HerememberedsomethingoneofhisfriendsintheofficehadsaidofthepainfulsurprisetheBirdofPreywouldfeelifheevertriedhisbeakonhiminthebeliefthathewassoft。 Sheabruptlyleftthemerepersonalquestion。“Andwhichwouldyouratherwrite:poemsorthosekindofsketches?” “Idon’tknow。”saidBurnamy,willingtotalkofhimselfonanyterms。 “Isupposethatproseisthethingforourtime,rathermore;buttherearethingsyoucan’tsayinprose。Iusedtowriteagreatdealofverseincollege;butIdidn’thavemuchluckwitheditorstillMr。Marchtookthislittlepiecefor’EveryOtherWeek’。” “Little?Ithoughtitwasalongpoem!” Burnamylaughedatthenotion。“It’sonlyeightlines。” “Oh!”saidthegirl。“Whatisitabout?” Heyieldedtothetemptationwithaweaknesswhichhefoundincredibleinapersonofhismake。“Icanrepeatitifyouwon’tgivemeawaytoMrs。 March。” “Oh,noindeed!”Hesaidthelinesovertoherverysimplyandwell。” Theyarebeautiful——beautiful!” “Doyouthinkso?”hegasped,inhisjoyatherpraise。 “Yes,lovely。Doyouknow,youarethefirstliteraryman——theonlyliteraryman——Ievertalkedwith。Theymustgoout——somewhere!Papamustmeetthemathisclubs。ButIneverdo;andsoI’mmakingthemostofyou。” “Youcan’tmaketoomuchofme,MissTriscoe。”saidBurnamy。 Shewouldnotmindhismocking。“Thatdayyouspokeabout’TheMaidenKnight’,don’tyouknow,Ihadneverheardanytalkaboutbooksinthatway。Ididn’tknowyouwereanauthorthen。” “Well,I’mnotmuchofanauthornow。”hesaid,cynically,toretrievehisfollyinrepeatinghispoemtoher。 “Oh,thatwilldoforyoutosay。ButIknowwhatMrs。Marchthinks。” HewishedverymuchtoknowwhatMrs。Marchthought,too;’EveryOtherWeek’wassuchaverygoodplacethathecouldnotconscientiouslyneglectanymeansofhavinghisworkfavorablyconsideredthere;ifMrs。 March’sinterestinitwouldactuponherhusband,oughtnothetoknowjusthowmuchshethoughtofhimasawriter?“Didshelikethepoem。” MissTriscoecouldnotrecallthatMrs。Marchhadsaidanythingaboutthepoem,butshelaunchedherselfuponthegeneralcurrentofMrs。March’slikingforBurnamy。“Butitwouldn’tdototellyouallshesaid!” Thiswasnotwhathehoped,butbewasrichlycontentwhenshereturnedtohispersonalhistory。“Andyoudidn’tknowanyonewhen,youwentuptoChicagofrom——“ “Tippecanoe?Notexactlythat。Iwasn’tacquaintedwithanyoneintheoffice,buttheyhadprintedsomethingsofmine,andtheywerewillingtoletmetrymyhand。ThatwasallIcouldask。” “Ofcourse!Youknewyoucoulddotherest。Well,itislikearomance。 Awomancouldn’thavesuchanadventureasthat!”sighedthegirl。 “Butwomendo!”Burnamyretorted。“Thereisagirlwritingonthepapernow——she’sgoingtodotheliterarynoticeswhileI’mgone——whocametoChicagofromAnnArbor,withnomorechancethanIhad,andwho’smadeherwaysingle-handedfrominterviewingup。” “Oh。”saidMissTriscoe,withadistinctdropinherenthusiasm。 “Isshenice?” “She’smightyclever,andshe’sniceenough,too,thoughthekindofjournalismthatwomendoisn’tthemostdignified。Andshe’soneofthebestgirlsIknow,withlotsofsense。” “Itmustbeveryinteresting。”saidMissTriscoe,withlittleinterestinthewayshesaidit。“Isupposeyou’requitealittlecommunitybyyourselves。” “Onthepaper?” “Yes。” “Well,someofusknowoneanother,intheoffice,butmostofusdon’t。 There’squitearegimentofpeopleonabigpaper。Ifyou’dliketocomeout。”Burnamyventured,“perhapsyoucouldgettheWoman’sPagetodo。” “What’sthat?” “Oh,fashion;andpersonalgossipaboutsocietyleaders;andrecipesfordishesanddiseases;andcorrespondenceonpointsofetiquette。” Heexpectedhertoshudderatthenotion,butshemerelyasked,“Dowomenwriteit?” Helaughedreminiscently。“Well,notalways。Wehadonemanwhousedtodoitbeautifully——whenhewassober。Thedepartmenthasn’thadanypermanentheadsince。” Hewassorryhehadsaidthis,butitdidnotseemtoshockher,andnodoubtshehadnottakenitinfully。Sheabruptlyleftthesubject。 “Doyouknowwhattimewereallygetinto-morrow?” “Aboutone,Ibelieve——there’saconsensusofstewardstothateffect,anyway。”Afterapauseheasked,“AreyoulikelytobeinCarlsbad?” “WearegoingtoDresden,first,Ibelieve。ThenwemaygoondowntoVienna。Butnothingissettled,yet。” “AreyougoingdirecttoDresden?” “Idon’tknow。WemaystayinHamburgadayortwo。” “I’vegottogostraighttoCarlsbad。There’sasleeping-carthatwillgetmetherebymorning:Mr。Stollerlikeszeal。ButIhopeyou’llletmebeofusetoyouanywayIcan,beforeweparttomorrow。” “You’reverykind。You’vebeenverygoodalready——topapa。” Heprotestedthathehadnotbeenatallgood。“Buthe’susedtotakingcareofhimselfontheotherside。Oh,it’sthisside,now!” “Soitis!Howstrangethatseems!It’sactuallyEurope。Butaslongaswe’reatsea,wecan’trealizeit。Don’tyouhatetohaveexperiencesslipthroughyourfingers?” “Idon’tknow。Agirldoesn’thavemanyexperiencesofherown;they’realwaysotherpeople’s。” ThisaffectedBurnamyassoprofoundthathedidnotquestionitstruth。 Heonlysuggested,“Well;sometimestheymakeotherpeoplehavetheexperiences。” WhetherMissTriscoedecidedthatthiswastoointimateornotsheleftthequestion。“DoyouunderstandGerman?” “Alittle。Istudieditatcollege,andI’vecultivatedasortofbeer- gardenGermaninChicago。Icanaskforthings。”