第21章

类别:其他 作者:William Dean Howells字数:4339更新时间:18/12/22 09:09:46
house,withpeopletalkingfromthewindowsround,andrevellersinthecostumeoftheperioddrinkingbeerandeatingsausagesattablesintheopenair。Theireatinganddrinkingweregenuine,andinthemidstofitarealrainbegan,topourdownuponthem,withoutaffectingthemanymorethaniftheyhadbeenGermansofthenineteenthcentury。ButitdrovetheAmericanstoashelterfromwhichtheycouldnotseetheplay,andwhenitheldup,theymadetheirwaybacktotheirhotel。 Theircarwasfullofreturningpleasurers,someofwhomwerehappybeyondthesoberwontofthefatherland。Theconductortookaspecialinterestinhistipsypassengers,tryingtokeeptheminorder,andgeniallyentreatingthemtobequietwhentheyweretooobstreperous。 Fromtimetotimehegotsomeofthemoff,andthen,whenheremountedthecar,heappealedtotheremainingpassengersfortheirsympathywithaninnocentsmile,whichtheAmericans,stillstrangetotheunjoyousphysiognomyoftheGermanEmpire,failedtovalueatitsrareworth。 BeforehesleptthatnightMarchtriedtoassemblefromtheexperiencesandimpressionsofthedaysomefactswhichhewouldnotbeashamedofasaseriousobserveroflifeinLeipsic,andherememberedthattheirguidehadsaidhouse-rentwasverylow。Hegeneralizedfromtheguide’scontentwithhisfeethattheGermanswerenotveryrapacious;andhebecamequiteirrelevantlyawarethatinGermanynoman’sclothesfittedhim,orseemedexpectedtofithim;thatthewomendressedsomewhatbetter,andwereratherprettysometimes,andthattheyhadfeetaslargeasthekindheartsoftheGermansofeveryageandsex。Hewasabletonote,rathermorefreshly,thatwithalltheirkindnesstheGermanswereaverynervouspeople,ifnotirritable,andattheleastcausegavewaytoanagitation,whichindeedquicklypassed,butwasviolentwhileitlasted。Severaltimesthatdayhehadseenencountersbetweentheportierandguestsatthehotelwhichpromisedviolence,butwhichendedpeacefullyassoonassomesimplequestionoftrain-timewassolved。 Theencountersalwayslefttheportierpurpleandperspiring,asanyagitationmustwithamansotightinhislivery。Hebemoanedhimselfafteroneofthemasthevictimofanunhappycalling,inwhichhecouldtakenoexercise。“Itisalifeofexcitements,butnotofmovements。” heexplainedtoMarch;andwhenhelearnedwherehewasgoing,heregrettedthathecouldnotgotoCarlsbadtoo。“Forsugar?”heasked,asiftherewereovermuchofitinhisownmake。 Marchfeltthetribute,buthehadtosay,“No;liver。” “Ah!”saidtheportier,withtheairoffailingtogetoncommongroundwithhim。 ThenextmorningwassofinethatitwouldhavebeenafinemorninginAmerica。Itsbeautywasscarcelysullied,evensubjectively,bythetelegramwhichtheportiersentaftertheMarchesfromthehotel,sayingthattheirmissingtrunkhadnotyetbeenfound,andtheirspiritswereaslightasthegaylittlecloudswhichblewaboutinthesky,whentheirtraindrewoutinthesunshine,brilliantonthecharminglandscapeallthewaytoCarlsbad。Afatherly’traeger’haddonehisbesttogetthemtheworstplacesinanon-smokingcompartment,buthadsucceededsopoorlythattheywereverycomfortable,withnocompanionsbutamotheranddaughter,whospokeGermaninsoftlowtonestogether。Theircompartmentwaspervadedbytobaccofumesfromthesmokers,butastheseweretwiceasmanyasthenon-smokers,itwasonlyfair,andafterMarchhadgotawindowopenitdidnotmatter,really。 HeaskedleaveofthestrangersinhisGerman,andtheyconsentedintheirs;buthecouldnotmasterthesecretofthewindow-catch,andtheelderladysaidinEnglish,“Letmeshowyou。”andcametohishelp。 TheoccasionforexplainingthattheywereAmericansandaccustomedtodifferentcarwindowswassotemptingthatMrs。Marchcouldnotforbear,andtheotherladieswereaffectedasdeeplyasshecouldwish。PerhapstheywerethemoreaffectedbecauseitpresentlyappearedthattheyhadcousinsinNewYorkwhomsheknewof,andthattheywereacquaintedwithanAmericanfamilythathadpassedthewinterinBerlin。Lifelikestodothesethingshandsomely,anditeasilyturnedoutthatthiswasafamilyofintimatefriendshipwiththeMarches;thenames,familiarlyspoken,abolishedallstrangenessbetweenthetravellers;andtheyenteredintoacomparisonoftastes,opinions,andexperiences,fromwhichitseemedthattheobjectsandinterestsofcultivatedpeopleinBerlinwerequitethesameasthoseofcultivatedpeopleinNewYork。 Eachofthepartiestothediscoverydisclaimedanysuperiorityfortheirrespectivecivilizations;theywishedrathertoascribeagreatercharmandvirtuetothealienconditions;andtheyacquiredsuchmeritwithoneanotherthatwhentheGermanladiesgotoutofthetrainatFranzensbad,themotherofferedMrs。Marchaningeniousfoldingfootstoolwhichshehadadmired。Infact,sheleftherwithitclaspedtoherbreast,andbowingspeechlesstowardthegiverinavainwishtoexpresshergratitude。 “Thatwasveryprettyofher,mydear。”saidMarch。“Youcouldn’thavedonethat。” “No。”sheconfessed;“Ishouldn’thavehadthecourage。Thecourageofmyemotions。”sheadded,thoughtfully。 “Ah,that’sthedifference!ABerlinercoulddoit,andaBostoniancouldn’t。Doyouthinkitsomuchbettertohavethecourageofyourconvictions?” “Idon’tknow。ItseemstomethatI’mlessandlesscertainofeverythingthatIusedtobesureof。” Helaughed,andthenhesaid,“Iwasthinkinghow,onourweddingjourney,longago,thatGraySisterattheHotelDieuinQuebecofferedyouarose。” “Well?” “Thatwastoyourprettyyouth。Nowthegraciousstrangergivesyouafoldingstool。” “Torestmypooroldfeet。Well,Iwouldratherhaveitthanarose,now。” “Youbenttowardheratjusttheslantyouhadwhenyoutooktheflowerthattime;Inoticedit。Ididn’tseethatyoulookedsoverydifferent。 Tobesuretherosesinyourcheekshaveturnedintorosettes;butrosettesareverynice,andthey’remuchmorepermanent;Ipreferthem; theywillkeepinanyclimate。” Shesufferedhismockerywithanappreciativesigh。“Yes,ouragecaricaturesouryouth,doesn’tit?” “Idon’tthinkitgetsmuchfunoutofit。”heassented。 “No;butitcan’thelpit。Iusedtorebelagainstitwhenitfirstbegan。Ididenjoybeingyoung。” “Youdid,mydear。”hesaid,takingherhandtenderly;shewithdrewit,becausethoughshecouldbearhissympathy,herNewEnglandnaturecouldnotbearitsexpression。“AndsodidI;andwewerebothyoungalongtime。Travellingbringsthepastback,don’tyouthink?Thereatthatrestaurant,wherewestoppedfordinner——“ “Yes,itwascharming!Justasitusedtobe!Withthatwhitecloth,andthosetallshiningbottlesofwine,andthefruitinthecentre,andthedinnerincourses,andthatyoungwaiterwhospokeEnglish,andwassonice!I’mnevergoinghome;youmay,ifyoulike。” “Youbraggedtothoseladiesaboutourdining-cars;andyousaidthatourrailroadrestaurantswerequiteasgoodastheEuropean。” “Ihadtodothat。ButIknewbetter;theydon’tbegintobe。” “Perhapsnot;butI’vebeenthinkingthattravelisagooddealalikeeverywhere。It’stheexpressionofthecommoncivilizationoftheworld。 WhenIcameoutofthatrestaurantandranthetraindown,andthenfoundthatitdidn’tstartforfifteenminutes,Iwasn’tsurewhetherIwasathomeorabroad。AndwhenwechangedcarsatEger,andgotintothistrainwhichhadbeenbakinginthesunforusoutsidethestation,I didn’tknowbutIwasbackinthegoodoldFitchburgdepot。Tobesure,Wallensteinwasn’tassassinatedatBoston,butIforgothismurderatEger,andsothatcametothesamething。It’stheseconfoundedfifty- oddyears。Iusedtorecollecteverything。 Hehadgotupandwaslookingoutofthewindowatthelandscape,whichhadnotgrownlessamiableingrowingrathermoreslovenlysincetheyhadcrossedtheSaxonbolderintoBohemia。Allthemorningandearlyafternoontheyhadrunthroughlovelylevelsofharvest,wheremenwerecradlingthewheatandwomenwerebindingitintosheavesinthenarrowfieldsbetweenblackspacesofforest。AftertheyleftEger,therewassomethingmorepicturesqueandlessthriftyinthefarmingamongthelowhillswhichtheygraduallymountedtouplands,wheretheytastedamountainqualityinthethinpureair。Therailroadstationswereshabbier;therewasanindefinabletouchofsomethingSoutherninthesceneryandthepeople。Lilieswererockingonthesluggishreachesofthestreams,andwherethecurrentquickened,tallwheelswereliftingwaterforthefieldsincirclesofbrimmingandspillingpockets。Alongtheembankments,whereanewtrackwasbeinglaid,barefootedwomenwereatworkwithpickandspadeandbarrow,andlittleyellow-hairedgirlswerelugginglargewhite-headedbabies,andwatchingthetraingoby。 AtanupgradewhereitslowedintheascenthebegantothrowouttothechildrenthepfennigswhichhadbeenleftoverfromthepassageinGermany,andhepleasedhimselfwithhisbounty,tillthequestionwhetherthechildrencouldspendthemoneyforceditselfuponhim。Hesatdownfeelinglesslikeagoodgeniusthanacruelmagicianwhohadtrickedthemwithfalsewealth;buthekepthisremorsetohimself,andtriedtointeresthiswifeinthedifferenceofsocialandcivicidealexpressedinthechangeoftheinhibitorynoticesatthecarwindows,whichinGermanyhadstrongliestforbiddenhimtooutleanhimself,andnowinAustriaentreatedhimnottooutbowhimself。Sherefusedtoshareinthespeculation,ortodebatetheyetnicerprobleminvolvedbytheplacardedprayerinthewashroomtotheMessrs。Travellersnottotakeawaythesoap;andsuddenlyhefelthimselfastiredasshelooked,withthatsenseofthefutilityoftravelwhichliesinwaitforeveryonewhoprofitsbytravel。 EndTheirSilverWeddingJourneyV2 byWilliamDeanHowellsPARTII。