第28章

类别:其他 作者:William Dean Howells字数:4275更新时间:18/12/22 09:09:46
“Nonsense!Therefreshmentswillbe’kurgemass’,ofcourse。” “Youcangoyourself。”hesaid。 Aballisnotthesamethingforawomanafterfiftyasitisbeforetwenty,butstillithasclaimsupontheimagination,andthenovelcircumstanceofaballintheKurhausinCarlsbadenhancedtheseforMrs。 March。Itwastheannualreunionwhichisgivenbymunicipalauthorityinthelargehallabovethebathrooms;itisfrequentedwithsafetyandpleasurebycuriousstrangers,andnow,uponreflection,itbegantohaveforMrs。Marchthecharmofduty;shebelievedthatshecouldfinallyhavemadeMarchgoinherplace,butshefeltthatsheoughtreallytogoinhis,andsavehimfromthelatehoursandthelatesupper。 “Verywell,then。”shesaidatlast,“Iwillgo。” Itappearedthatanycivilpersonmightgotothereunionwhochosetopaytwoflorinsandahalf。Theremusthavebeensomesortofrestriction,andtheladiesofBurnamy’spartywentwithagooddealofamusedcuriositytoseewhatthedistinctionswere;buttheysawnoneunlessitwastheadvantageswhichthemilitaryhad。Thelonghalloverthebathroomsshapeditselfintoaspaceforthedancingatoneend,andalltherestofitwasfilledwithtables,whichathalfpasteightwerecrowdedwithpeople,eating,drinking,andsmoking。Themilitaryenjoyedthemonopolyofatablenexttheraildividingthedancingfromthediningspace。Therethetight-lacedHerrHauptmannsandHerrLieutenantssatattheirsausageandbeerandcigarsintheintervalsofthewaltzes,andstrengthenedthemselvesforaforayamongthegraciousFrausandFrauleinsonthebenchesliningthreesidesofthedancing-space。Fromthegalleryabovemanycivilianspectatorslookeddownuponthegayety,andthedress-coatsofafewcitizensfiguredamongtheuniforms。 Astheeveningworeonsomeladiesofgreaterfashionfoundtheirwaytothedancing-floor,andtowardteno’clockitbecamerathercrowded。A partyofAmericangirlsshowedtheirParisdressesinthetransatlanticversionsofthewaltz。Atfirsttheydancedwiththeyoungmenwhocamewiththem;butafterawhiletheyyieldedtothecustomoftheplace,anddancedwithanyoftheofficerswhoaskedthem。 “Iknowit’sthecustom。”saidMrs。MarchtoMissTriscoe,whowasathersideinoneofthewaltzesshehaddecidedtositout,soasnottobedancingallthetimewithBurnamy,“butInevercanlikeitwithoutanintroduction。” “No。”saidthegirl,withtheairofputtingtemptationdecidedlyaway,“Idon’tbelievepapawould,either。” Ayoungofficercameup,anddroopedinmutesupplicationbeforeher。 SheglancedatMrs。March,whoturnedherfaceaway;andsheexcusedherselfwiththepretencethatshehadpromisedthedance,andbygoodfortune,Burnamy,whohadbeenunscrupulouslywaltzingwithaladyhedidnotknow,cameupatthemoment。Sheroseandputherhandonhisarm,andtheybothbowedtotheofficerbeforetheywhirledaway。Theofficerlookedafterthemwithamiableadmiration;thenheturnedtoMrs。Marchwithalightofbanterinhisfriendlyeyes,andwasunmistakablyaskinghertodance。Shelikedhisironicaldaring,shelikeditsomuchthatsheforgotherobjectiontopartnerswithoutintroductions;sheforgotherfifty-oddyears;sheforgotthatshewasamotherofgrownchildrenandevenamother-in-law;sherememberedonlythestepofherout-datedwaltz。 Itseemedtobemodernenoughforthecheerfulyoungofficer,andtheyweresuddenlyrevolvingwiththerest……Atideoflong-forgottengirlhoodwelledupinherheart,andshelaughedasshefloatedoffonitpasttheastonishedeyesofMissTriscoeandBurnamy。Shesawthemfalter,asiftheyhadlosttheirstepintheirastonishment;thentheyseemedbothtovanish,andherpartnerhadreleasedher,andwashelpingMissTriscoeupfromthefloor;Burnamywasbrushingthedustfromhisknees,andthecitizenwhohadbowledthemoverwasboisterouslyapologizingandincessantlybowing。 “Oh,areyouhurt?”Mrs。Marchimplored。“I’msureyoumustbekilled; andIdidit!Idon’tknow,whatIwasthinkingof!” Thegirllaughed。“I’mnothurtabit!” Theyhadoneimpulsetoescapefromtheplace,andfromthesympathyandcongratulation。Inthedressing-roomshedeclaredagainthatshewasallright。“Howbeautifullyyouwaltz,Mrs。March!”shesaid,andshelaughedagain,andwouldnotagreewithherthatshehadbeenridiculous。 “ButI’mgladthoseAmericangirlsdidn’tseeme。AndIcan’tbetoothankfulpapadidn’tcome!” Mrs。March’sheartsankatthethoughtofwhatGeneralTriscoewouldthinkofher。“YoumusttellhimIdidit。Icanneverliftupmyhead!” “No,Ishallnot。Noonedidit。”saidthegirl,magnanimously。Shelookeddownsidelongatherdraperies。“IwassoafraidIhadtornmydress!Icertainlyheardsomethingrip。” ItwasoneoftheskirtsofBurnamy’scoat,whichhehadcaughtintohishandandheldinplacetillhecouldescapetothemen’sdressing-room,wherehehaditpinnedupsoskillfullythatthedamagewasnotsuspectedbytheladies。Hehadbangedhiskneeabominablytoo;buttheydidnotsuspectthateither,ashelimpedhomeontheairbesidethem,firsttoMissTriscoe’spension,andthentoMrs。March’shotel。 Itwasquiteeleveno’clock,whichatCarlsbadisaslateasthreeinthemorninganywhereelse,whensheletherselfintoherroom。Shedecidednottotellherhusband,then;andevenatbreakfast,whichtheyhadatthePosthof,shehadnotgottoherconfession,thoughshehadtoldhimeverythingelseabouttheball,whentheyoungofficerwithwhomshehaddancedpassedbetweenthetablesnearher。HecaughthereyeandbowedwithasmileofsomuchmeaningthatMarchasked,“Who’syourprettyyoungfriend?” “Oh,that!”sheansweredcarelessly。“Thatwasoneoftheofficersattheball。”andshelaughed。 “Youseemtobeinthejoke,too。”hesaid。“Whatisit?” “Oh,something。I’lltellyousometime。Orperhapsyou’llfindout。” “I’mafraidyouwon’tletmewait。” “No,Iwon’t。”andnowshetoldhim。Shehadexpectedteasing,ridicule,sarcasm,anythingbutthepsychologicalinterestmixedwithasortofretrospectivetendernesswhichheshowed。“IwishIcouldhaveseenyou; Ialwaysthoughtyoudancedwell。”Headded:“Itseemsthatyouneedachaperontoo。” Thenextmorning,afterMarchandGeneralTriscoehadstartedoffupononeofthehillclimbs,theyoungpeoplemadehergowiththemforawalkuptheTepl,asfarasthecaf?oftheFreundschaftsaal。Inthegroundsanartistinsilhouetteswascuttingoutthelikenessesofpeoplewhosupposedthemselvestohaveprofiles,andtheybeggedMrs。Marchtositforhers。ItwassogoodthatsheinsistedonMissTriscoe’ssittinginturn,andthenBurnamy。Thenhehadtheinspirationtoproposethattheyshouldallthreesittogether,anditappearedthatsuchagroupwaswithinthescopeofthesilhouettist’sart;heposedtheminhislittlebower,andwhilehewasmountingthepicturetheytookturns,atfivekreutzerseach,inlisteningtoAmericantunesplayedbyhisEdisonphonograph。 Mrs。Marchfeltthatallthiswasweakeninghermoralfibre;butshetriedtodrawthelineatlettingBurnamykeepthegroup。“Whynot?”hepleaded。 “Yououghtn’ttoask。”shereturned。“You’venobusinesstohaveMissTriscoe’spicture,ifyoumustknow。” “Butyou’retheretochaperonus!”hepersisted。 Hebegantolaugh,andtheyalllaughedwhenshesaid,“Youneedachaperonwhodoesn’tloseherhead,inasilhouette。”Butitseemeduselesstoholdoutafterthat,andsheheardherselfasking,“Shallwelethimkeepit,MissTriscoe?” BurnamywentofftohisworkwithStoller,carryingthesilhouettewithhim,andshekeptonwithMissTriscoetoherhotel。InturningfromthegateaftershepartedwiththegirlshefoundherselfconfrontedwithMrs。AddingandRose。Theladiesexclaimedateachotherinanastonishmentfromwhichtheyhadtorecoverbeforetheycouldbegintotalk,butfromthefirstmomentMrs。MarchperceivedthatMrs。Addinghadsomethingtosay。ThemorefreelytosayitsheaskedMrs。Marchintoherhotel,whichwasinthesamestreetwiththepensionoftheTriscoes,andsheletherboygooffabouttheexplorationofCarlsbad;hepromisedtobebackinanhour。 “Well,nowwhatscrapeareyouin?”Marchaskedwhenhiswifecamehome,andbegantoputoffherthings,withsignsofexcitementwhichhecouldnotfailtonote。Hewaslyingdownafteralongtramp,andheseemedverycomfortable。 Hisquestionsuggestedsomethingofanteriorimport,andshetoldhimaboutthesilhouettes,andtheadvantagetheyoungpeoplehadtakenoftheirpoweroverherthroughtheirknowledgeofherfoolishbehaviorattheball。 Hesaid,lazily:“Theyseemtobeworkingyouforallyou’reworth。Isthatit?” “No;thereissomethingworse。Something’shappenedwhichthrowsallthatquiteintheshade。Mrs。Addingishere。” “Mrs。Adding?”herepeated,withadimnessfornameswhichshewouldnotallowwasgrowingonhim。 “Don’tbestupid,dear!Mrs。Adding,whosatoppositeMr。KenbyontheNorumbia。Themotheroftheniceboy。” “Oh,yes!Well,that’sgood!” “No,itisn’t!Don’tsaysuchathing——tillyouknow!”shecried,withacertainshrillnesswhichwarnedhimofanunfathomedseriousnessinthefact。Hesatupasifbettertoconfrontthemystery。“Ihavebeenatherhotel,andshehasbeentellingmethatshe’sjustcomefromBerlin,andthatMr。Kenby’sbeenthere,and——NowIwon’thaveyoumakingajokeofit,orbreakingoutaboutit,asifitwerenotathingtobelookedfor;thoughofcoursewiththeothersonourhandsyou’renottoblamefornotthinkingofit。Butyoucanseeyourselfthatshe’syoungandgood-looking。Shedidspeakbeautifullyofherson,andifitwerenotforhim,Idon’tbelieveshewouldhesitate——“