第38章

类别:其他 作者:William Dean Howells字数:3834更新时间:18/12/22 09:09:46
“No;itgoesdeeperthanthat。Ithinkit’sEuropethat’sturnedhismindinthedirectionofreform。Atanyratehethinksnowhewillbeareformer。” “Really!Whatkindofone?Notreligious,Ihope?” “No。Hisreformhasareligiousbasis,butitsobjectsaresocial。 Idon’tmakeitout,exactly;butIshall,assoonasRosedoes。Hetellsmeeverything,andsometimesIdon’tfeelequaltoit,spirituallyorevenintellectually。” “Don’tlaughathim,Mrs。Adding!”Mrs。Marchentreated。 “Oh,hedoesn’tmindmylaughing。”saidthemother,gayly。Rosecameshylybackintotheroom,andshesaid,“Well,didyourebukethosebadbicyclers?”andshelaughedagain。 “They’reonlyacustom,too,Rose。”,saidMarch,tenderly。“Likethemanrestingwhilethewomenworked,andtheEmperor,andalltherestofit。” “Oh,yes,Iknow。”theboyreturned。 “Theyridemodernmachines,buttheyliveinthetenthcentury。That’swhatwe’realwaysforgettingwhenwecometoEuropeandseethesebarbariansenjoyingallourup-to-dateimprovements。” There,doesn’tthatconsoleyou?”askedhismother,andshetookhimawaywithher,laughingbackfromthedoor。“Idon’tbelieveitdoes,abit!” “Idon’tbelievesheunderstandsthechild。”saidMrs。March。“Sheisverylight,don’tyouthink?”Idon’tknow,afterall,whetheritwouldn’tbeagoodthingforhertomarryKenby。Sheisveryeasygoing,andshewillbesuretomarrysomebody。” Shehadfallenintoatoneofmusingcensure,andhesaid,“Youmightputtheseideastoher。” Withthepassageofthedaysandweeks,thestrangefaceswhichhadfamiliarizedthemselvesatthespringsdisappeared;evensomeofthosewhichhadbecomethefacesofacquaintancebegantogo。InthediminishingcrowdthesmileofOttersonwasnolongertobeseen;thesad,severevisageofMajorEltwin,whoseemednevertohavequitegothisbearingsafterhiserrorwithGeneralTriscoe,seldomshoweditself。 TheTriscoesthemselveskeptoutoftheMarches’way,ortheyfanciedso; Mrs。AddingandRosealoneremainedoftheirdailyencounter。 Itwasfullsummer,asitiseverywhereinmid-August,butatCarlsbadthesunwassolategettingupoverthehillsthataspeoplewenttotheirbreakfastsatthecafesupthevalleyoftheTepltheyfoundhimlookingveryobliquelyintoitateighto’clockinthemorning。Theyellowleaveswerethickeraboutthefeetofthetrees,andthegrasswassilverygraywiththebelateddews。Thebreakfasterswerefewerthantheyhadbeen,andthereweremorelittlebarefootedboysandgirlswithcupsofredraspberrieswhichtheyofferedtothepasserswithcriesof“Himbeeren!Himbeeren!”plaintiveasthenotesofbirdsleftsonglessbytherecedingsummer。 Marchwasforbiddenthefruit,buthiswifeandMrs。Addingboughtrecklesslyofit,andateitunderhiseyeswiththeircoffeeandbread,pouringoveritpotsofclottedcreamthatthe’schone’Lilibroughtthem。Rosepretendedanindifferencetoit,whichhismotherbetrayedwasasacrificeinbehalfofMarch’sinability。 Lili’sdelaysincomingtobepaidhadbeensuchthattheMarchesnowtriedtopayherwhenshebroughttheirbreakfast,buttheysometimesforgot,andthentheycaughtherwhenevershecamenearthem。Inthiseventshelikedtocoquetwiththeirimpatience;shewouldleanagainsttheirtable,andsay:“Oh,no。Youstayalittle。Itissonice。”Onedayaftersuchanentreaty,shesaid,“Thequeenishere,thismorning。” Mrs。Marchstarted,inthehopeofhighhotes。“Thequeen!” “Yes;theyounglady。Mr。Burnamywassayingshewasaqueen。Sheistherewithherfather。”Shenoddedinthedirectionofadistantcorner,andtheMarchesknewthatshemeantMissTriscoeandthegeneral。“Sheisnotseemingsogaylyasshewasbeing。” Marchsmiled。“Wearenoneofussogaylyaswewerebeing,Lili。Thesummerisgoing。” “ButMr。Burnamywillbereturning,nottrue?”thegirlasked,restinghertrayonthecornerofthetable。 “No,I’mafraidhewon’t。”Marchreturnedsadly。 “Hewasverygood。HewaspayingtheproprietorforthedishesthatAugustadidbreakwhenshewasfallingdown。Hewaspayingbeforehewentaway,whenhewasknowingthattheproprietorwouldmakeAugustatopay。” “Ah!”saidMarch,andhiswifesaid,“Thatwaslikehim!”andsheeagerlyexplainedtoMrs。AddinghowgoodandgreatBurnamyhadbeeninthischaracteristicinstance,whileLiliwaitedwiththetraytoaddsomepatheticfactsaboutAugusta’spovertyandgratitude。“IthinkMissTriscoeoughttoknowit。Theregoesthewretch,now!”shebrokeoff。 “Don’tlookathim!”ShesetherhusbandtheexampleofavertinghisfacefromthesightofStollersullenlypacingupthemiddleaisleofthegrove,andlookingtotherightandleftforavacanttable。“Ugh!I hopehewon’tbeabletofindasingleplace。” Mrs。Addinggaveoneofherpealinglaughs,whileRosewatchedMarch’sfacewithgravesympathy。“Hecertainlydoesn’tdeserveone。Don’tletuskeepyoufromofferingMissTriscoeanyconsolationyoucan。”Theygotup,andtheboygatheredupthegloves,umbrella,andhandkerchiefwhichtheladiesletdropfromtheirlaps。 “Haveyoubeentelling?”Marchaskedhiswife。 “HaveItoldyouanything?”shedemandedofMrs。Addinginturn。 “Anythingthatyoudidn’tasgoodasknow,already?” “Notasyllable!”Mrs。Addingrepliedinhighdelight。“Come,Rose!” “Well,Isupposethere’snousesayinganything。”saidMarch,aftersheleftthem。 “Shehadguessedeverything,withoutmytellingher。”saidhiswife。 “AboutStoller?” “Well-no。Ididtellherthatpart,butthatwasnothing。ItwasaboutBurnamyandAgathathatsheknew。Shesawitfromthefirst。” “IshouldhavethoughtshewouldhaveenoughtodotolookafterpooroldKenby。” “I’mnotsure,afterall,thatshecaresforhim。Ifshedoesn’t,sheoughtn’ttolethimwritetoher。Aren’tyougoingovertospeaktotheTriscoes?” “No,certainlynot。I’mgoingbacktothehotel。Thereoughttobesomesteamerlettersthismorning。Hereweare,worryingaboutthesestrangersallthetime,andwenevergiveathoughttoourownchildrenontheothersideoftheocean。” “Iworryaboutthem,too。”saidthemother,fondly。“Thoughthereisnothingtoworryabout。”sheadded。 “It’sourdutytoworry。”heinsisted。 Atthehoteltheportiergavethemfourletters。Therewasonefromeachoftheirchildren:oneverybuoyant,nottosayboisterous,fromthedaughter,celebratingherhappinessinherhusband,andthelovelinessofChicagoasasummercity(“Youwouldthinkshewasbornoutthere!” sighedhermother);andonefromtheson,boastinghiswell-beinginspiteoftheheattheywerehaving(“Andjustthinkhowcoolitishere!” hismotherupbraidedherself),andtheprosperityof’EveryOtherWeek’。 TherewasalinefromFulkerson,praisingtheboy’seditorialinstinct,andironicallyproposingMarch’sresignationinhisfavor。 “Idobelievewecouldstayallwinter,justaswellasnot。”saidMrs。 March,proudly。“Whatdoes’Burnamysay?” “Howdoyouknowit’sfromhim?” “Becauseyou’vebeenkeepingyourhandonit!Giveithere。” “WhenI’vereadit。” TheletterwasdatedatAnsbach,inGermany,anddealt,exceptforsomemessagesofaffectiontoMrs。March,withaschemeforapaperwhichBurnamywishedtowriteonKasparHauser,ifMarchthoughthecoulduseitin’EveryOtherWeek’。HehadcomeuponabookaboutthathaplessfoundlinginNuremberg,andafterlookingupallhistracestherehehadgoneontoAnsbach,whereKasparHausermethisdeathsopathetically。 BurnamysaidhecouldnotgiveanynotionoftheenchantmentofNuremberg;buthebesoughtMarch,ifhewasgoingtotheTyrolforhisafter-cure,nottofailstayingadayorsointhewonderfulplace。HethoughtMarchwouldenjoyAnsbachtoo,initsway。 “And,notaword——notasyllable——aboutMissTriscoe!”criedMrs。March。 “Shallyoutakehispaper?” “Itwouldbeservinghimright,ifIrefusedit,wouldn’tit?” TheyneverknewwhatitcostBurnamytokeephernameoutofhisletter,orbywhataneffortofthewillheforbadehimselfeventotellofhispartinginterviewwithStoller。HehadrecoveredfromhisremorseforlettingStollergivehimselfaway;hewasstillsorryforthat,buthenolongersuffered;yethehadnotreachedthepsychologicalmomentwhenhecouldcelebratehisfinalvirtueinthematter。Hewasgladhehadbeenabletoholdoutagainstthetemptationtoretrievehimselfbyanotherwrong;buthewashumblyglad,andhefeltthatuntilhappierchancebroughthimandhisfriendstogetherhemustleavethemtotheirmercifulconjectures。Hewasyoung,andhetookthechance,withanachingheart。 Ifhehadbeenolder,hemightnothavetakenit。