第41章

类别:其他 作者:William Dean Howells字数:4217更新时间:18/12/22 09:09:46
“Shewouldn’thaveblubbered,asyoucallit。Idon’tknowwhyyouneedbesodisgusting!Itwouldhavegivenherjustthemoralsupportsheneeded。Nowshewillhavetotellhimherself,andhewillblameus。 Yououghttohavespoken;youcouldhavedoneiteasilyandnaturallywhenyoucameupwithher。Youwillhaveyourselftothankforallthetroublethatcomesofit,now,mydear。” Heshoutedinadmirationofherskillinshiftingtheblameonhim。 “Allright!Ishouldhavehadtostandit,evenifyouhadn’tbehavedwithangelicwisdom。” “Why。”shesaid,afterreflection,“Idon’tseewhateitherofushasdone。Wedidn’tgetBurnamytocomehere,orconniveathispresenceinanyway。” “Oh!MakeTriscoebelievethat!Heknowsyou’vedoneallyoucouldtohelptheaffairon。” “Well,whatifIhave?HebeganmakinguptoMrs。Addinghimselfassoonashesawher,to-night。Shelookedverypretty。” “Well,thankHeaven!we’reoffto-morrowmorning,andIhopewe’veseenthelastofthem。They’vedonewhattheycouldtospoilmycure,butI’mnotgoingtohavethemspoilmyaftercure。” Mrs。MarchhaddecidednottogotothePosthofforbreakfast,wheretheyhadalreadytakenalavishleaveofthe’schone’Lili,withasenseofbeingpromptlysupersededinheraffections。Theyfoundaplaceinthered-table-clothendofthepavilionatPupp’s,andwereservedbytheprettygirlwiththerose-budmouthwhomtheyhadknownonlyasEin-und- Zwanzig,andwhosepromiseof“Komm’gleich,bitteschon!”waslikeabird’snote。Neverhadthecoffeebeensogood,thebreadsoaeriallylight,theWestphalianhamsotenderlypink。Ayoungmarriedcouplewhomtheyknewcameby,arminarm,intheirmorningwalk,andsatdownwiththem,liketheirownyouth,foramoment。 “Ifyouhadtoldthemweweregoing,dear。”saidMrs。March,whenthecouplewerethemselvesgone,“weshouldhavebeenasoldasever。Don’tletustellanybody,thismorning,thatwe’regoing。Icouldn’tbearit。” Theyhadbeenobligedtotakethesecretaryofthehotelintotheirconfidence,intheprocessofpayingtheirbill。Heputonhishighhatandcameouttoseethemoff。Theportierwasalreadythere,standingatthestepofthelordlytwo-spannerwhichtheyhadorderedforthelongdrivetothestation。TheSwisselevator-mancametothedoortoofferthemafellow-republican’sgoodwishesfortheirjourney;HerrPupphimselfappearedatthelastmomenttohopefortheirreturnanothersummer。Mrs。Marchbentalastlookofinterestupontheproprietorastheirtwo-spannerwhirledaway。 “Theysaythatheisgoingtobemadeacount。” “Well,Idon’tobject。”saidMarch。“Amanwhocanfeedfourteenthousandpeople,mostlyGermans,inaday,oughttobemadeanarchduke。” Atthestationsomethinghappenedwhichtouchedthemevenmorethantheselastattentionsofthehotel。Theywereintheircompartment,andwereintheactofpossessingthemselvesofthebestplacesbyputtingtheirbundlesandbagsonthem,whentheyheardMrs。March’snamecalled。 TheyturnedandsawRoseAddingatthedoor,histhinfaceflushedwithexcitementandhiseyesglowing。“IwasafraidIshouldn’tgethereintime。”hepanted,andhehelduptoherahugebunchofflowers。 “WhyRose!Fromyourmother?” “Fromme。”hesaid,timidly,andhewasslippingoutintothecorridor,whenshecaughthimandhisflowerstoherinoneembrace。“Iwanttokissyou。”shesaid;andpresently,whenhehadwavedhishandtothemfromtheplatformoutside,andthetrainhadstarted,shefumbledforherhandkerchief。“Isupposeyoucallitblubbering;butheisthesweetestchild!“ “He’sabouttheonlyoneofourCarlsbadcompatriotsthatI’msorrytoleavebehind。”Marchassented。“He’stheonlyunmarriedonethatwasn’tindangerofturningupaloveronmyhands;iftherehadbeensomeratheroldgirl,orsomeratherlightmatroninouracquaintance,I’mnotsurethatIshouldhavebeensafeevenfromRose。Carlsbadhasbeenaninterruptiontooursilverweddingjourney,mydear;butIhopenowthatitwillbeginagain。” “Yes。”saidhiswife,“nowwecanhaveeachotheralltoourselves。” “Yes。It’sbeenverydifferentfromourfirstweddingjourneyinthat。 Itisn’tthatwe’renotsoyoungnowaswewere,butthatwedon’tseemsomuchourownproperty。Weusedtobethesoleproprietors,andnowweseemtobemeretenantsatwill,andanyinterlopinglovermaycomeinandsetourdearestinterestsonthesidewalk。Thedisadvantageoflivingalongisthatwegettoomuchintothehandsofotherpeople。” “Yes,itis。Ishallbegladtoberidofthemall,too。” “Idon’tknowthatthedrawbackisseriousenoughtomakeuswishwehaddiedyoung——oryounger。”hesuggested。 “No,Idon’tknowthatitis。”sheassented。Sheadded,fromanabsencewherehewassufficientlyabletolocatehermeaning,“Ihopeshe’llwriteandtellmewhatherfathersaysanddoeswhenshetellshimthathewasthere。” Thereweremanythings,intheweather,thelandscape,theirsoleoccupancyofanunsmokingcompartment,whileallthesmokingcompartmentsroundoverflowedwithsmokers,whichconspiredtoofferthemapleasingillusionofthepast;itwassometimessoperfectthattheyalmostheldeachother’shands。Inlaterlifetherearesuchmomentswhentheyouthfulemotionscomeback,ascertainbirdsdoinwinter,andtheelderlyheartchirpsandtwitterstoitselfasifitwereyoung。Butitisbesttodiscouragethisfondness;andMrs。Marchjoinedherhusbandinmockingit,whenhemadeherobservehowfititwasthattheirsilverweddingjourneyshouldberesumedaspartofhisafter-cure。Ifhehadfoundthefountainofyouthinthewarm,flat,faintlynauseouswateroftheFelsenquelle,hewasnotgoingtocallhimselftwenty-eightagaintillhissecondmonthoftheCarlsbadregimenwasout,andhehadgotbacktosaladandfruit。 AtEgertheyhadamemorabledinner,withsomuchleisureforitthattheycouldformalife-longfriendshipfortheoldEnglish-speakingwaiterwhoservedthem,andwouldnotsufferthemtohurrythemselves。 Thehillshadalreadyfallenaway,andtheyranalongthroughacheerfulcountry,withtractsofforestunderwhitecloudsblowingaboutinabluesky,andgaylyflingingtheirshadowsdownuponthebrownploughedland,andupontheyellowoat-fields,wherewomenwerecuttingtheleisurelyharvestwithsickles,andwhereonceagreatgirlwithswarthybarearmsunbentherselffromhertoil,androse,astatueofrudevigorandbeauty,towatchthemgoby。Hedgesofevergreenenclosedtheyellowoat-fields,whereslowwagonspausedtogatherthesheavesoftheweekbefore,andthenloiteredawaywiththem。Flocksofgeesewaddledinsculpturesquereliefagainsttheclose-croptpastures,herdedbylittlegirlswithflaxenpigtails,whoseeyes,blueascorn-flowers,followedtheflyingtrain。Therewerestretchesofwildthymepurplinglongbarrenacreages,andgrowinguptherailroadbanksalmosttotherailsthemselves。Fromthemeadowstherowen,tossedinlongloosewindrows,sentintotheircarasadautumnalfragrancewhichmingledwiththetobaccosmoke,whentwofatsmokersemergedintothenarrowcorridoroutsidetheircompartmentsandtriedtopasseachother。Theirvaststomachsbeattogetherinavainencounter。 “Zuenge!”saidone,and“Ja,zuenge!”saidtheother,andtheylaughedinnocentlyineachother’s’faces,withajoyintheirrecognitionofthecorridor’snarrownessasgreatasifithadbeenastrokeofthefinestwit。 Allthewaythelandwaslovely,andastheydrewnearNurembergitgrewenchanting,withafairyquaintness。ThescenerywasAlpine,butthescalewastoy-like,asbefittedtheregion,andthemimicpeaksandvalleyswithgreenbrooksgushingbetweenthem,andstrangerockformsrecurringinendlesscaprice,seemedthehomeofchildren’sstory。Allthegnomesandelvesmighthavedweltthereinpeacefulfellowshipwiththepeasantswhoploughedthelittlefields,andgatheredthegarlandedhops,andlivedinthefarmsteadsandvillagehouseswiththosehightimber-lacedgables。 “Weoughttohavecomeherelongagowiththechildren,whentheywerechildren。”saidMarch。 “No。”hiswifereturned;“itwouldhavebeentoomuchforthem。Nobodybutgrownpeoplecouldbearit。” ThespellwhichbeganherewasnotreallybrokenbyanythingthatafterwardshappenedinNuremberg,thoughtheoldtoy-capitalwastrolley- wiredthroughallitsquaintness,andtheywerelodgedinahotellightedbyelectricityandheatedbysteam,andequippedwithanelevatorwhichwassomodernthatitcamedownwiththemaswellaswentup。Allthethingsthatassumedtobeofrecentstructureorinventionwereasnothingagainstthedensepast,whichoverwhelmedthemwiththesenseofaworldelsewhereoutlived。InNurembergitisnotthequaintorthepicturesquethatisexceptional;itisthematter-of-factandthecommonplace。Here,morethananywhereelse,youaresteepedinthegothicspiritwhichexpressesitselfinaTeutonicdialectofhomelysweetness,ofendearingcaprice,ofrudegrotesqueness,butofpositivegraceandbeautyalmostnever。Itisthearchitecturalspeechofastrenuous,gross,kindly,honestpeople’sfancy;suchasitisitwasinexhaustible,andsuchasitisitwasbewitchingforthetravellers。 Theycouldhardlywaittilltheyhadsupperbeforeplungingintotheancienttown,andtheytookthefirsttram-carataventure。Itwasasortoftransfer,drawnbyhorses,whichdeliveredthemalittleinside。 ofthecitygatetoatrolley-car。Theconductorwiththeirfaredemandedtheirdestination;Marchfranklyownedthattheydidnotknowwheretheywantedtogo;theywantedtogoanywheretheconductorchose;