第44章

类别:其他 作者:William Dean Howells字数:3969更新时间:18/12/22 09:09:46
Theyweregoingawaythenextday,andtheysatdownthateveningtoafinalsupperinsuchgood-humorwiththemselvesthattheywerewillingtoincludeayoungcouplewhocametotakeplacesattheirtable,thoughtheywouldratherhavebeenalone。Theyliftedtheireyesfortheirexpectedsalutation,andrecognizedMr。andMrs。Leffers,oftheNorumbia。 Theladiesfelluponeachotherasiftheyhadbeenmotheranddaughter; Marchandtheyoungmanshookhands,inthefeelingofpassengersmutuallyendearedbythememoriesofapleasantvoyage。TheyarrivedatthefactthatMr。LeffershadreceivedlettersinEnglandfromhispartnerswhichallowedhimtoprolonghisweddingjourneyinatourofthecontinent,whiletheirwiveswerestillexclaimingattheirencounterinthesamehotelatNuremberg;andthentheyallsatdowntohave,asthebridesaid,arealNorumbiatime。 Shewasoneofthoseyoungwiveswhotalkalwayswiththeireyessubmissivelyontheirhusbands,nomatterwhomtheyarespeakingto; butshewasalreadyunconsciouslyrulinghiminherabeyance。Nodoubtshewasrulinghimforhisgood;shehadalivelier,mindthanhe,andsheknewmore,astheAmericanwivesofyoungAmericanbusinessmenalwaysdo,andshewasplanningwiselyfortheirtravels。Sherecognizedhermeritinthisdevotionwithanartlesscandor,whichwastypicalratherthanpersonal。MarchwasgladtogooutwithLeffersforalittlestroll,andtoleaveMrs。MarchtolistentoMrs。Leffers,whodidnotletthemgowithoutmakingherhusbandpromisetowrapupwell,andnotgethisfeetwet。ShemadeMarchpromisenottotakehimfar,andtobringhimbackearly,whichhefoundhimselfverywillingtodo,afteranexchangeofideaswithMr。Leffers。Theyoungmanbegantotalkabouthiswife,inherprovidential,heralmostmiraculousadaptationtothesortofmanhewas,andwhenhehadoncebeguntoexplainwhatsortofmanhewas,therewasnoendtoit,tilltheyrejoinedtheladiesinthereading-room。 TheyoungcouplecametothestationtoseetheMarchesoffafterdinnerthenextday;andthewifeleftabankofflowersontheseatbesideMrs。 March,whosaid,assoonastheyweregone,“IbelieveIwouldrathermeetpeopleofourownageafterthis。Iusedtothinkthatyoucouldkeepyoungbybeingwithyoungpeople;butIdon’t,now。Thereworldisverydifferentfromours。Ourworlddoesn’treallyexistanymore,butaslongaswekeepawayfromtheirsweneedn’trealizeit。Youngpeople。”shewenton,“aremorepractical-mindedthanweusedtobe; they’requiteassentimental;butIdon’tthinktheycaresomuchforthehigherthings。They’renotsomuchbroughtuponpoetryaswewere。”shepursued。“ThatlittleMrs。LefferswouldhavereadLongfellowinourtime;butnowshedidn’tknowofhispoemonNuremberg;shewasintelligentenoughabouttheplace,butyoucouldseethatitsquaintnesswasnotsopreciousasitwastous;notsosacred。”Hertoneentreatedhimtofindmoremeaninginherwordsthanshehadputintothem。“Theycouldn’thavefeltaswedidaboutthatoldiviedwallandthatgrassy,flowerymoatunderit;andthebeautifulDamenthorandthatpile-upoftheroofsfromtheBurg;andthosewindingstreetswiththeirGothicfacadesall,cobwebbedwithtrolleywires;andthatyellow,aguish- lookingriverdrowsingthroughthetownunderthewindowsofthoseoverhanginghouses;andthemarket-place,andthesquaresbeforethechurches,withtheirqueershopsinthenooksandcornersroundthem!” “Iseewhatyoumean。Butdoyouthinkit’sassacredtousasitwouldhavebeentwenty-fiveyearsago?IhadanirreverentfeelingnowandthenthatNurembergwasoverdoingNuremberg。” “Oh,yes;sohadI。We’rethatmodern,ifwe’renotsoyoungaswewere。” “Wewereverysimple,inthosedays。” “Well,ifweweresimple,weknewit!” “Yes;weusedtoliketakingourunconsciousnesstopiecesandlookingatit。” “Wehadagoodtime。” “Toogood。Sometimesitseemsasifitwouldhavelastedlongerifithadnotbeensogood。Wemighthaveourcakenowifwehadn’teatenit。” “Itwouldbemouldy,though。” “Iwonder。”hesaid,recurringtotheLefferses;“howwereallystruckthem。” “Well,Idon’tbelievetheythoughtweoughttobetravellingaboutalone,quite,atourage。” “Oh,notsobadasthat!“Afteramomenthesaid,“Idaresaytheydon’tgoroundquarrellingontheirweddingjourney,aswedid。” “Indeedtheydo!TheyhadanawfulquarreljustbeforetheygottoNuremberg:abouthiswantingtosendsomeofthebaggagetoLiverpoolbyexpressthatshewantedtokeepwiththem。Butshesaidithadbeenalesson,andtheywerenevergoingtoquarrelagain。”Theelderslookedateachotherinthelightofexperience,andlaughed。“Well。”sheended,“that’sonethingwe’rethroughwith。Isupposewe’vecometofeelmorealikethanweusedto。” “Ornottofeelatall。Howdidtheysettleitaboutthebaggage?” “Oh!Heinsistedonherkeepingitwithher。”Marchlaughedagain,butthistimehelaughedalone,andafterawhileshesaid:“Well,theygavejusttherightrelieftoNuremberg,withtheirgood,cleanAmericanphilistinism。Idon’tmindtheirthinkingusqueer;theymusthavethoughtNurembergwasqueer。” “Yes。Weoldstersarealwaysqueertotheyoung。We’reeitherridiculouslylivelyandchirpy,orwe’reridiculouslystiffandgrim; theyneverexpecttobelikeus,andwouldn’t,fortheworld。Theworstofitis,weelderlypeopleareabsurdtooneanother;wedon’t,atthebottomofourhearts,believewe’relikethat,whenwemeet。IsupposethatarrogantoldassofaTriscoelooksuponmeasagrinningdotard。” “Iwonder。”saidMrs。March,“ifshe’stoldhimyet。”andMarchperceivedthatshewasnowsuddenlyfarfromthemoodofphilosophicintrospection; buthehadnodifficultyinfollowingher。 “She’shadtimeenough。ButitwasanawkwardtaskBurnamylefttoher。” “Yes,whenIthinkofthat,Icanhardlyforgivehimforcomingbackinthatway。Iknowsheisdeadinlovewithhim;butshecouldonlyhaveacceptedhimconditionally。” “ConditionallytohismakingitallrightwithStoller?” “Stoller?No!Toherfather’slikingit。” “Ah,that’squiteashard。Whatmakesyouthinksheacceptedhimatall?” “Whatdoyouthinkshewascryingabout?” “Well,Ihavesupposedthatladiesoccasionallyshedtearsofpity。Ifsheacceptedhimconditionallyshewouldhavetotellherfatheraboutit。”Mrs。Marchgavehimaglanceofsilentcontempt,andhehastenedtoatoneforhisstupidity。“Perhapsshe’stoldhimontheinstalmentplan。 ShemayhavebegunbyconfessingthatBurnamyhadbeeninCarlsbad。Pooroldfellow,IwishweweregoingtofindhiminAnsbach!Hecouldmakethingsverysmoothforus。” “Well,youneedn’tflatteryourselfthatyou’llfindhiminAnsbach。I’msureIdon’tknowwhereheis。” “YoumightwritetoMissTriscoeandask。” “IthinkIshallwaitforMissTriscoetowritetome。”shesaid,withdignity。 “Yes,shecertainlyowesyouthatmuch,afterallyoursufferingforher。 I’veaskedthebankerinNurembergtoforwardourletterstotheposterestanteinAnsbach。Isn’titgoodtoseethecrowsagain,afterthoseravensaroundCarlsbad?” Shejoinedhiminlookingatthemildautumnallandscapethroughtheopenwindow。Theafternoonwasfairandwarm,andinthelevelfieldsbodiesofsoldierswereatworkwithpicksandspades,gettingthegroundreadyforthemilitarymanoeuvres;theydisturbedamongthestubbleforagingpartiesofcrows,whichrosefromtimetotimewithcriesofindignantprotest。Shesaid,withasmileforthecrows,“Yes。AndI’mthankfulthatI’vegotnothingonmyconscience,whateverhappens。”sheaddedindismissalofthesubjectofBurnamy。 “I’mthankfultoo,mydear。I’dmuchratherhavethingsonmyown。I’mmoreusedtothat,andIbelieveIfeellessremorsethanwhenyou’retoblame。” Theymighthavebeencarriednearthispointbythosetelepathicinfluenceswhichhaveasyetbeensoimperfectlystudied。Itwasonlythatmorning,afterthelapseofaweeksinceBurnamy’sfurtivereappearanceinCarlsbad,thatMissTriscoespoketoherfatheraboutit,andshehadatthatmomentalongingforsupportandcounselthatmightwellhavemadeitsmysticalappealtoMrs。March。 Shespokeatlastbecauseshecouldputitoffnolonger,ratherthanbecausetherighttimehadcome。Shebeganastheysatatbreakfast。 “Papa,thereissomethingthatIhavegottotellyon。Itissomethingthatyououghttoknow;butIhaveputofftellingyoubecause——“ Shehesitatedforthereason,and“Well!”saidherfather,lookingupatherfromhissecondcupofcoffee。“Whatisit?” Thensheanswered,“Mr。Burnamyhasbeenhere。” “InCarlsbad?Whenwashehere?” “ThenightoftheEmperor’sbirthday。HecameintotheboxwhenyouwerebehindthesceneswithMr。March;afterwardsImethiminthecrowd。” “Well?” “Ithoughtyououghttoknow。Mrs。MarchsaidIoughttotellyou。” “Didshesayyououghttowaitaweek?”Hegavewaytoanirascibilitywhichhetriedtocheck,andtoaskwithindifference,“Whydidhecomeback?”