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类别:其他 作者:William Dean Howells字数:4342更新时间:18/12/22 09:09:46
andinfactshehadalreadyaplanforcomingtoStoller’sassistancebygettingatBurnamythroughMissTriscoe,whomshesuspectedofknowingwherehewas。Therehadbeennochanceforthemtospeakofhimeitherthatmorningortheeveningbefore,andafteragreatdealofcontroversywithherselfinherhusband’spresenceshedecidedtowaittilltheycamenaturallytogetherthenextmorningforthewalktotheCapuchinChurchonthehillbeyondtheriver,whichtheyhadagreedtotake。ShecouldnotkeepfromwritinganotetoMissTriscoebegginghertobesuretocome,andhintingthatshehadsomethingveryimportanttospeakof。 Shewasnotsurebutshehadbeenrathersillytodothis,butwhentheymetthegirlconfessedthatshehadthoughtofgivingupthewalk,andmightnothavecomeexceptforMrs。March’snote。ShehadcomewithRose,andhadlefthimbelowwithMarch;Mrs。AddingwascominglaterwithKenbyandGeneralTriscoe。 Mrs。Marchlostnotimeintellingherthegreatnews;andifshehadbeenindoubtbeforeofthegirl’sfeelingforBurnamyshewasnowinnone。Shehadthepleasureofseeingherflushwithhope,andthenthepainwhichwasalsoapleasure,ofseeingherblanchwithdismay。 “Idon’tknowwhereheis,Mrs。March。Ihaven’theardawordfromhimsincethatnightinCarlsbad。Iexpected——Ididn’tknowbutyou——“ Mrs。Marchshookherhead。ShetreatedthefactskillfullyassomethingtoberegrettedsimplybecauseitwouldbesucharelieftoBurnamytoknowhowMr。Stollernowfelt。Ofcoursetheycouldreachhimsomehow; youcouldalwaysgetletterstopeopleinEurope,intheend;and,infact,itwasaltogetherprobablethathewasthatveryinstantinWurzburg;foriftheNewYork-ParisChroniclehadwantedhimtowriteuptheWagneroperas,itwouldcertainlywanthimtowriteupthemanoeuvres。SheestablishedhispresenceinWurzburgbysuchanirrefragablechainofreasoningthat,ataknockoutside,shewasjustabletokelpbackascream,whilesherantoopenthedoor。ItwasnotBurnamy,asincompliancewitheverynerveitoughttohavebeen,butherhusband,whotriedtojustifyhispresencebysayingthattheywereallwaitingforherandMissTriscoe,andaskedwhentheywerecoming。 Shefrownedhimsilent,andthenshutherselfoutsidewithhimlongenoughtowhisper,“Sayshe’sgotaheadache,oranythingyouplease; butdon’tstoptalkingherewithme,orIshallgowild。”Shethenshutherselfinagain,withtheeffectofholdinghimaccountableforthewholeaffair。 GeneralTriscoecouldnotkeephisirritation,athearingthathisdaughterwasnotcoming,outoftheexcuseshemadetoMrs。Adding; hesaidagainandagainthatitmustseemlikeadiscourtesytoher。 Shegaylydisclaimedanysuchnotion;shewouldnothearofputtingofftheirexcursiontoanotherday;ithadbeenrainingjustlongenoughtogivethemareasonablehopeofafewhours’drought,andtheymightnothaveanotherdryspellforweeks。Sheslippedoffherjacketaftertheystarted,andgaveittoKenby,butsheletGeneralTriscoeholdherumbrellaoverher,whilehelimpedbesideher。SheseemedtoMarch,ashefollowedwithRose,tobeplayingthetwomenoffagainsteachother,withaneasewhichhewishedhiswifecouldbetheretosee,andtojudgearight。 TheycrossedbytheOldBridge,whichisoftheearliestyearsoftheseventhcentury,betweenrowsofsaintswhosestatuessurmountthepiers。 Somearebishopsaswellassaints;onemusthavebeenatRomeinhisday,forheworehislongthickbeardinthefashionofMichelangelo’sMoses。Hestretchedouttowardthepasserstwofingersofblessingandwasunawareofthesparrowwhichhadlightedonthemandwasgivinghimtheeffectofofferingittothepublicadmiration。Squadsofsoldierstrampingbyturnedtolookandsmile,andthedullfacesofcitizenslightedupatthequaintsight。Somechildrenstoppedandremainedveryquiet,nottoscareawaythebird;andacold-faced,spiritual-lookingpriestpausedamongthemasifdoubtingwhethertorescuetheabsent- mindedbishopfromasituationderogatorytohisdignity;buthepassedon,andthenthesparrowsuddenlyflewoff。 RoseAddinghadlingeredfortheincidentwithMarch,buttheynowpushedon,andcameupwiththeothersattheendofthebridge,wheretheyfoundtheminquestionwhethertheyhadnotbettertakeacarriageanddrivetothefootofthehillbeforetheybegantheirclimb。Marchthankedthem,butsaidhewaskeepingupthetermsofhiscure,andwasgettinginallthewalkinghecould。Rosebeggedhismothernottoincludehiminthedrivingparty;heprotestedthathewasfeelingsowell,andthewalkwasdoinghimgood。Hismotherconsented,ifhewouldpromisenottogettired,andthenshemountedintothetwo-spannerwhichhaddriveninstinctivelyuptotheirpartywhentheirparleybegan,andGeneralTriscoetooktheplacebesideher,whileKenby,withsmilingpatience,seatedhimselfinfront。 RosekeptontalkingwithMarchaboutWurzburganditshistory,whichitseemedhehadbeenreadingthenightbeforewhenhecouldnotsleep。Heexplained,“Wegetlittlehistoriesoftheplaceswhereverwego。That’swhatMr。Kenbydoes,youknow。” “Oh,yes。”saidMarch。 “Idon’tsupposeIshallgetachancetoreadmuchhere。”Rosecontinued,“withGeneralTriscoeintheroom。Hedoesn’tlikethelight。” “Well,well。He’sratherold,youknow。Andyoumusn’treadtoomuch,Rose。Itisn’tgoodforyou。” “Iknow,butifIdon’tread,Ithink,andthatkeepsmeawakeworse。Ofcourse,IrespectGeneralTriscoeforbeinginthewar,andgettingwounded。”theboysuggested。 “Agoodmanydidit。”Marchwastemptedtosay。 Theboydidnotnoticehisinsinuation。“Isupposethereweresomethingstheydidinthearmy,andthentheycouldn’tgetoverthehabit。 ButGeneralGrantsaysinhis’Life’thatheneverusedaprofaneexpletive。” “DoesGeneralTriscoe?” Roseansweredreluctantly,“Ifanythingwakeshiminthenight,orifhecan’tmaketheseGermanbedsovertosuithim——“ “Isee。”Marchturnedhisfacetohidethesmilewhichhewouldnothavelettheboydetect。HethoughtbestnottoletRoseresumehisimpressionsofthegeneral;andintalkofweightiermatterstheyfoundthemselvesatthatpointoftheclimbwherethecarriagewaswaitingforthem。Fromthispointtheyfollowedanalleythroughivied,gardenwalls,tilltheyreachedthefirstofthebalustradedterraceswhichascendtothecrestofthehillwherethechurchstands。Eachterraceisplantedwithsycamores,andthefaceoftheterracewallsupportsabass- reliefcommemoratingwiththedramaofitslifesizefiguresthestationsofthecross。 Monksandpriestswerecomingandgoing,anddroppedonthestepsleadingfromterracetoterracewerewomenandchildrenontheirkneesinprayer。 ItwasallrichlyreminiscentofpilgrimscenesinotherCatholiclands; butheretherewasatouchofearnestintheNorthernfaceoftheworshiperswhichtheSouthhadneverimparted。Eveninthebeautifulrococointeriorofthechurchatthetopofthehilltherewasasenseofsomethingdeeperandtruerthanmereecclesiasticism;andMarchcameoutofitinaseriousmusewhiletheboyathissidedidnothingtointerrupt。Avagueregretfilledhisheartashegazedsilentlyoutovertheprospectofriverandcityandvineyard,purplingtogetherbelowthetopwherehestood,andmixedwiththisregretwasavagueresentmentofhiswife’sabsence。Sheoughttohavebeentheretosharehispangandhispleasure;theyhadsolongenjoyedeverythingtogetherthatwithoutherhefeltunabletogetoutofeitheremotionalltherewasinit。 TheforgottenboystolesilentlydowntheterracesaftertherestofthepartywhohadlefthimbehindwithMarch。Atthelastterracetheystoppedandwaited;andafteradelaythatbegantobelongtoMrs。 Adding,shewonderedaloudwhatcouldhavebecomeofthem。 Kenbypromptlyofferedtogobackandsee,andsheconsentedinseemingtorefuse:“Itisn’tworthwhile。RosehasprobablygotMr。Marchintosomedeepdiscussion,andthey’veforgottenallaboutus。Butifyouwillgo,Mr。Kenby,youmightjustremindRoseofmyexistence。”Shelethimlayherjacketonhershouldersbeforehelefther,andthenshesatdownononeofthesteps,whichGeneralTriscoekeptstrikingwiththepointofherumbrellaashestoodbeforeher。 “Ireallyshallhavetotakeitfromyouifyoudothatanymore。”shesaid,laughingupinhisface。“I’mserious。” Hestopped。“IwishIcouldbelieveyouwereserious,foramoment。” “Youmay,ifyouthinkitwilldoyouanygood。ButIdon’tseewhy。” Thegeneralsmiled,butwithakindoftremulouseagernesswhichmighthavebeenpathetictoanyonewholikedhim。“DoyouknowthisisalmostthefirsttimeIhavespokenalonewithyou?” “Really,Ihadn’tnoticed。”saidMrs。Adding。 GeneralTriscoelaughedinratheraghastlyway。“Well,that’sencouraging,atleast,toamanwho’shadhisdoubtswhetheritwasn’tintended。” “Intended?Bywhom?Whatdoyoumean,GeneralTriscoe?Whyintheworldshouldn’tyouhavespokenalonewithmebefore?” Hewasnot,withallhiseagerness,readytosay,andwhileshesmiledpleasantlyshehadthelookinhereyesofbeingbroughttobayandbeingprepared,ifitmustcometothat,tohavetheworstover,thenandthere。Shewasnothalfhisage,buthewasawareofherhavingnorespectforhisyears;comparedwithheraverageAmericanpastasheunderstoodit,hissocialplacewasmuchhigher,but,shewasnotintheleastawedbyit;inspiteofhiswarrecordshewasmakinghimbehavelikeacoward。Hewasinafalseposition,andifhehadanyonebuthimselftoblamehehadnother。Hereadherequalknowledgeofthesefactsinthecleareyesthatmadehimflushandturnhisownaway。 Thenhestartedwithaquick“Hello!”andstoodstaringupatthestepsfromtheterraceabove,whereRoseAddingwasstayinghimselfweaklybyaclutchofKenbyononesideandMarchontheother。 Hismotherlookedroundandcaughtherselfupfromwhereshesatandrantowardhim。“Oh,Rose!”