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类别:其他 作者:William Dean Howells字数:4212更新时间:18/12/22 09:09:46
Allpalaceshaveacharacteroftiresomeunlivablenesswhichiscommontothemeverywhere,andveryprobablyifonecouldmeettheirproprietorsinthemonewouldaslittlerememberthemapartafterwardsasthepalacesthemselves。Itwillnotdotolifteitherhousesormenfaroutoftheaverage;theybecomespectacles,ceremonies;theyceasetohavecharm,tohavecharacter,whichbelongtothelevelsoflife,wherealonethereareeaseandcomfort,andhumannaturemaybeitself,withallthelittledelightfuldifferencesrepressedinthosewhorepresentandtypify。 Astheyfollowedthecustodianthroughthegrand-ducalResidenzatWeimar,MarchfelteverywherethestrongwishoftheprincewhowasGoethe’sfriendtoallyhimselfwithliterature,andtobehumanatleastinthehumanities。Hecamehonestlybyhispassionforpoets;hismotherhadknownitinhertime,andWeimarwasthehomeofWielandandofHerderbeforetheyoungGrand-DukecamebackfromhistravelsbringingGoethewithhim,andafterwardsattractingSchiller。ThestoryofthatgreatepochisallthereintheResidenz,toldasarticulatelyasapalacecan。 TherearecertainPoets’Rooms,frescoedwithillustrationsofGoethe,Schiller,andWieland;thereistheroomwhereGoetheandtheGrand-Dukeusedtoplaychesstogether;thereistheconservatoryopeningfromitwheretheylikedtositandchat;everywhereinthepicturesandsculptures,theengravingandintaglios,arethewitnessesofthetastestheyshared,thelovetheybothhadforItaly,andforbeautifulItalianthings。Theprincewasnotsogreataprincebutthathecouldverynearlybeaman;thecourtwasperhapsthemosthumancourtthateverwas;theGrand-Dukeandthegrandpoetwerefirstbooncompanions,andthenmonarchandministerworkingtogetherforthegoodofthecountry; theywerealwaysfriends,andyet,astheAmericansawinthelightoftheNewWorld,whichhecarriedwithhim,howfarfromfriends!Atbestitwasmake-believe,themake-believeofsuperiorityandinferiority,themake-believeofmasterandman,whichcouldonlybethemorepainfulandghastlyfortheendeavoroftwogenerousspiritstoreachandrescueeachotherthroughtheasphyxiatingunreality;buttheykeptuptheshowofequalityfaithfullytotheend。Goethewasborncitizenofafreerepublic,andhisyouthwasnurturedinthetraditionsofliberty;hewasoneofthegreatestsoulsofanytime,andhemusthaveknowntheimpossibilityofthethingtheypretended;buthediedandmadenosign,andthepoet’sfriendshipwiththeprincehaspassedsmoothlyintohistoryasoneofthethingsthatmightreallybe。Theyworkedandplayedtogether;theydinedanddanced,theypicnickedandpoetized,eachonhisownsideoftheimpassablegulf;withanairofitsnotbeingtherewhichprobablydidnotdeceivetheircontemporariessomuchasposterity。 Apartofthepalacewasofcourseundergoingrepair;andinthegallerybeyondtheconservatoryacompanyofworkmenweresittingatatablewheretheyhadspreadtheirluncheon。Theyweresomewhatsubduedbytheconsciousnessoftheiraugustenvironment;butthesightofthemwascharming;theygaveakindlyinteresttotheplacewhichithadwantedbefore;andwhichtheMarchesfeltagaininanotherpalacewherethecustodianshowedthemthelittletindishesandsaucepanswhichtheGermanEmpressAugustaandhersistersplayedwithwhentheywerechildren。Thesightofthesewasmoreaffectingeventhanthewitheredwreathswhichtheyhadleftonthedeath-bedoftheirmother,andwhicharestillmoulderingthere。 ThiswasintheBelvedere,thecountryhouseontheheightoverlookingWeimar,wherethegrand-ducalfamilyspendthemonthofMay,andwherethestrangerfindshimselfamidoverwhelmingassociationsofGoethe,althoughtheplaceissofullofrelicsandmemorialsoftheowners。 Itseemedinfacttobeastorehouseforthewedding-presentsofthewholeconnection,whichwereonshowineveryroom;Mrs。Marchhardlyknewwhethertheyheightenedthedomesticeffectortookfromit;buttheyenabledhertoverifywiththecustodian’shelpcertainroyalintermarriageswhichshehadbeenindoubtaboutbefore。 HerzealforthesemadesuchfavorwithhimthathedidnotsparethemaportraitofallthosewhichMarchhopedtoescape;hepassedthemover,scarcelyabletostand,tothegardener,whowastoshowthemtheopen- airtheatrewhereGoetheusedtotakepartintheplays。 TheNatur-Theaterwasofaclassicideal,realizedinthetrainedvinesandclippedtreeswhichformedthecoulisses。Therewasagrassyspaceforthechorusandthecommoneraudience,andthenafewsemicirculargradinescutintheturf,onealcoveanother,wherethemorehonoredspectatorssat。BehindtheseatswereplinthsbearingthebustsofGoethe,Schiller,Wieland,andHerder。Itwasallverypretty,andifevertheweatherinWeimarwasdryenoughtopermitaperformance,itmusthavebeencharmingtoseeaplayinthatopendaytowhichthedramaisnative,thoughinthelatehoursitnowkeepsinthethickairofmoderntheatresithaslongforgottenthefact。ItwouldbedifficulttobeGreekunderaGermansky,evenwhenitwasnotactuallyraining,butMarchheldthatwithGoethe’shelpitmighthavebeendoneatWeimar,andhiswifeandheprovedthemselvessuchenthusiastsfortheNatur-Theaterthatthewalnut-facedoldgardenerwhoshoweditputtogetherasheafoftheflowersthatgrewnearestitandgavethemtoMrs。Marchforasouvenir。 Theywentforacupofteatothecaf?whichlooks,asfromanothereyebrowofthehill,outoverlovelylittleWeimarintheplainbelow。 Inamomentofsunshinetheprospectwasverysmiling;buttheirspiritssankovertheirteawhenitcame;theywereatleastsorrytheyhadnotaskedforcoffee。Mostofthepeopleaboutthemweretakingbeer,includingtheprettygirlsofayoungladies’school,whoweretherewiththeirbooksandneedle-work,inthecareofoneoftheteachers,apparentlyfortheafternoon。 Mrs。Marchperceivedthattheywerenotsomuchengagedwiththeirbooksortheirneedle-workbuttheyhadeyesforotherthings,andshefollowedtheglancesofthegirlstilltheyresteduponthepeopleatatablesomewhatobliquelytotheleft。Thesewereapparentlyamotheranddaughter,andtheywerelisteningtoayoungmanwhosatwithhisbacktoMrs。March,andleanedlowoverthetabletalkingtothem。Theywerebothsmilingradiantly,andasthegirlsmiledshekeptturningherselffromthewaistup,andslantingherfacefromthissidetothat,asiftomakesurethateveryonesawhersmiling。 Mrs。Marchfeltherhusband’sgazefollowingherown,andshehadjusttimetopressherfingerfirmlyonhisarmandreducehiscryofastonishmenttothehoarsewhisperinwhichhegasped,“Goodgracious! It’sthepivotalgirl!” Atthesamemomentthegirlrosewithhermother,andwiththeyoungman,whohadrisentoo,camedirectlytowardtheMarchesontheirwayoutoftheplacewithoutnoticingthem,thoughBurnamypassedsonearthatMrs。 Marchcouldalmosthavetouchedhim。 Shehadjuststrengthtosay,“Well,mydear!Thatwasthecutdirect。” Shesaidthisinordertohaveherhusbandreassureher。“Nonsense!Heneversawus。Whydidn’tyouspeaktohim?” “Speaktohim?Inevershallspeaktohimagain。No!ThisisthelastofMr。Burnamyforme。Ishouldn’thavemindedhisnotrecognizingus,for,asyousay,Idon’tbelievehesawus;butifhecouldgobacktosuchagirlasthat,andflirtwithher,afterMissTriscoe,that’sallI wishtoknowofhim。Don’tyoutrytolookhimup,Basil。!I’mglad- yes,I’mgladhedoesn’tknowhowStollerhascometofeelabouthim;hedeservestosuffer,andIhopehe’llkeeponsuffering:Youwerequiteright,mydear——anditshowshowtrueyourinstinctisinsuchthings(I don’tcallitmorethaninstinct)——nottotellhimwhatStollersaid,andIdon’twantyouevershould。” Shehadriseninherexcitement,andwasmakingoffinsuchhastethatshewouldhardlygivehimtimetopayfortheirtea,asshepulledhimimpatientlytotheircarriage。 Atlasthegotachancetosay,“Idon’tthinkIcanquitepromisethat; mymind’sbeenveeringroundintheotherdirection。IthinkIshalltellhim。” “What!Afteryou’veseenhimflirtingwiththatgirl?Verywell,then,youwon’t,mydear;that’sall!He’sbehavingverybaselytoAgatha。” “What’shisflirtationwithallthegirlsintheuniversetodowithmydutytohim?HehasarighttoknowwhatStollerthinks。AndastohisbehavingbadlytowardMissTriscoe,howhashedoneit?Sofarasyouknow,thereisnothingwhateverbetweenthem。Sheeitherrefusedhimoutright,thatlastnightinCarlsbad,orelseshemadeimpossibleconditionswithhim。Burnamyissimplyconsolinghimself,andIdon’tblamehim。” “Consolinghimselfwithapivotalgirl!”criedMrs。March。 “Yes,withapivotalgirl。Herpivotalitymaybeanervousidiosyncrasy,oritmaybetheeffectoftightlacing;perhapsshehastokeepturningandtwistingthatwaytogetbreath。Butattributetheworstmotive:sayitistomakepeoplelookather!Well,Burnamyhasarighttolookwiththerest;andIamnotgoingtorenouncehimbecausehetakesrefugewithoneprettygirlfromanother。It’swhatmenhavebeendoingfromthebeginningoftime。” “Oh,Idaresay!” “Men。”hewenton,“areverydelicatelyconstituted;verypeculiarly。 Theyhavebeenknowntoseekthesocietyofgirlsingeneral,ofanygirl,becausesomegirlhasmadethemhappy;andwhensomegirlhasmadethemunhappy,theyarestillmoresusceptible。Burnamymaybemerelyamusinghimself,orhemaybeconsolinghimself;butineithercaseI thinkthepivotalgirlhasasmuchrighttohimasMissTriscoe。Shehadhimfirst;andI’mallforher。”