第74章

类别:其他 作者:William Dean Howells字数:3621更新时间:18/12/22 09:09:46
“CouldyoutoLiverpool?”hereturned。 “ToLiverpool?”shegasped。“Whatdoyoumean?” “MerelythattheCupaniaissailingonthetwentieth,andI’vetelegraphedtoknowifwecangetaroom。I’mafraiditwon’tbeagoodone,butshe’sthefirstboatout,and——“ “No,indeed,wewon’tgotoLiverpool,andwewillnevergohometillyou’vehadyourafter-cureinHolland。”Shewasveryfirminthis,butsheadded,“Wewillstayanothernight,here,andgototheHaguetomorrow。Sitdown,andletustalkitover。Wherewerewe?” Shelaydownonthesofa,andheputashawloverher。“WewerejuststartingforLiverpool。” “No,noweweren’t!Don’tsaysuchthings,dearest!Iwantyoutohelpmesumitall,up。Youthinkit’sbeenasuccess,don’tyou?” “Asacure?” “No,asasilverweddingjourney?” “Perfectlyhowling。” “Idothinkwe’vehadagoodtime。Ineverexpectedtoenjoymyselfsomuchagainintheworld。Ididn’tsupposeIshouldevertakesomuchinterestinanything。Itshowsthatwhenwechoosetogetoutofourrutweshallalwaysfindlifeasfreshanddelightfulasever。Thereisnothingtopreventourcominganyyear,nowthatTom’sshownhimselfsocapable,andhavinganothersilverweddingjourney。Idon’tliketothinkofit’sbeingconfinedtoGermanyquite。” “Oh,Idon’tknow。WecanalwaystalkofitasourGerman-SilverWeddingJourney。” “That’strue。ButnobodywouldunderstandnowadayswhatyoumeantbyGerman-silver;it’sperfectlygoneout。Howuglyitwas!Asortofgreasyyellowishstuff,alwaysgettingwornthrough;Ibelieveitwasmadewornthrough。AuntMaryhadacastorofit,thatIcanrememberwhenIwasachild;itwentintothekitchenlongbeforeIgrewup。 WouldajokelikethatconsoleyouforthelossofItaly?” “Itwouldgofartodoit。AndasaGerman-SilverWeddingJourney,it’scertainlybeenverycomplete。” “Whatdoyoumean?” “It’sgivenusarepresentativevarietyofGermancities。FirstwehadHamburg,youknow,agreatmoderncommercialcentre。” “Yes!Goon!” “ThenwehadLeipsic,theacademic。” “Yes!” “ThenCarlsbad,thesupremetypeofaGermanhealthresort;thenNuremberg,themediaeval;thenAnspach,theextinctprincelycapital; thenWurzburg,theecclesiasticalrococo;thenWeimar,fortheliteratureofagreatepoch;thenimperialBerlin;thenFrankfort,thememoryoftheoldfreecity;thenDusseldorf,thecentreofthemostpoignantpersonalinterestintheworld——Idon’tseehowwecouldhavedonebetter,ifwe’dplanneditall,andnotactedfromsuccessiveimpulses。” “It’sbeengrand;it’sbeenperfect!AsGerman-SilverWeddingJourneyit’sperfect——itseemsasifithadbeenordered!ButIwillneverletyougiveupHolland!No,wewillgothisafternoon,andwhenIgettoSchevleningen,I’llgotobed,andstaythere,tillyou’vecompletedyourafter-cure。” “Doyouthinkthatwillbewildlygayfortheconvalescent?” Shesuddenlybegantocry。“Oh,dearest,whatshallwedo?Ifeelperfectlybrokendown。I’mafraidI’mgoingtobesick——andawayfromhome!Howcouldyoueverletmeoverdo,so?”Sheputherhandkerchieftohereyes,andturnedherfaceintothesofapillow。 Thiswasratherharduponhim,whomhervividenergyandinextinguishableinteresthadnotpermittedamoment’srespitefrompleasuresincetheyleftCarlsbad。Buthehadbeenmarried,toolongnottounderstandthatherblameofhimwasonlyaformofself-reproachforherownself- forgetfulness。Shehadnotrememberedthatshewasnolongeryoungtillshehadcometowhathesawwasanervouscollapse。Thefacthaditspathosanditspoetrywhichnoonecouldhavefeltmorekeenlythanhe。 Ifitalsohaditsinconvenienceanditsdangerherealizedthesetoo。 “Isabel。”hesaid,“wearegoinghome。” “Verywell,thenitwillbeyourdoing。” “Quite。DoyouthinkyoucouldstanditasfarasCologne?Wegetthesleeping-carthere,andyoucanliedowntherestofthewaytoOstend。” “Thisafternoon?WhyI’mperfectlystrong;it’smerelymynervesthataregone。”Shesatup,andwipedhereyes。“ButBasil!Ifyou’redoingthisforme——“ “I’mdoingitformyself。”saidMarch,ashewentoutoftheroom。 Shestoodthejourneyperfectlywell,andinthepassagetoDovershesufferedsolittlefromtheroughweatherthatshewasanexampletomanyrobustmatronswhofilledtheladies’cabinwiththenoiseoftheiranguishduringthenight。ShewouldhaveinsistedupontakingthefirsttrainuptoLondon,ifMarchhadnotrepresentedthatthiswouldnotexpeditethesailingoftheCupania,andthatshemightaswellstaytheforenoonattheconvenientrailwayhotel,andrest。Itwasnotquitehisidealofreposethatthefirstpeopletheysawinthecoffee-roomwhentheywenttobreakfastshouldbeKenbyandRoseAdding,whowerehavingtheirteaandtoastandeggstogetherinthegreatestapparentgood- fellowship。Hesawhiswifeshrinkbackinvoluntarilyfromtheencounter,butthiswasonlytogatherforceforit;andthenextmomentshewasupontheminallthejoyofthesurprise。ThenMarchallowedhimselftobeasgladastheothersbothseemed,andheshookhandswithKenbywhilehiswifekissedRose;andtheyalltalkedatonce。IntheconfusionoftonguesitwaspresentlyintelligiblethatMrs。Kenbywasgoingtobedowninafewminutes;andKenbytookMarchintohisconfidencewithasmilewhichwas,almostawinkinexplainingthatheknewhowitwaswiththeladies。HesaidthatRoseandheusuallygotdowntobreakfastfirst,andwhenhehadlistenedinattentivelytoMrs。 March’sapologyforbeingonherwayhome,hetoldherthatshewasluckynottohavegonetoSchevleningen,wheresheandMarchwouldhavefrozentodeath。HesaidthattheyweregoingtospendSeptemberatalittleplaceontheEnglishcoast,nearby,wherehehadbeenthedaybeforewithRosetolookatlodgings,andwhereyoucouldbatheallthroughthemonth。HewasnotsurprisedthattheMarchesweregoinghome,andsaid,Well,thatwastheiroriginalplan,wasn’tit? Mrs。Kenby,appearinguponthis,pretendedtoknowbetter,aftertheoutburstofjoyfulgreetingwiththeMarches;andintelligentlyremindedKenbythatheknewtheMarcheshadintendedtopassthewinterinParis。 Shewaslookingextremelypretty,butshewishedonlytomakethemseehowwellRosewaslooking,andsheputherarmroundhisshouldersasshespoke,Schevleningenhaddonewondersforhim,butitwasfearfullycoldthere,andnowtheywereexpectingeverythingfromWestgate,wheresheadvisedMarchtocome,too,forhisafter-cure:sherecollectedintimetosay,Sheforgottheywereontheirwayhome。Sheaddedthatshedidnotknowwhensheshouldreturn;shewasmerelyapassenger,now;shelefteverythingtothemenofthefamily。Shehad,infact,theairofhavingthrownoffeveryresponsibility,butinsupremacy,notsubmission。 ShewasalwaysorderingKenbyabout;shesenthimforherhandkerchief,andherringswhichshehadlefteitherinthetrayofhertrunk,oronthepin-cushion,oronthewash-standorsomewhere,andforbadehimtocomebackwithoutthem。Heaskedforherkeys,andthenwithajoyfulscreamsheownedthatshehadleftthedoor-keyinthedoorandthewholebunchoftrunk-keysinhertrunk;andKenbytreateditallasthegreatestjoke;Rose,too,seemedtothinkthatKenbywouldmakeeverythingcomeright,andhehadlostthatlookofanxietywhichheusedtohave;atthemostheshowedafriendlysympathyforKenby,forwhosesakeheseemedmortifiedather。HewasunabletoregardhismotherasthedelightfuljokewhichsheappearedtoKenby,butthatwasmerelytemperamental;andhewasneverdistressedexceptwhenshebehavedwithunreasonablecapriceatKenby’scost。 AsforKenbyhimselfhebetrayednodissatisfactionwithhisfatetoMarch。HeperhapsnolongerregardedhiswifeasthatstrongcharacterwhichhehadsometimesweariedMarchbycelebrating;butshewasstillthemostbrilliantintelligence,andhercharmseemedonlytohavegrownwithhisperceptionofitswilfullimitations。Hedidnotwanttotalkabouthersomuch;hewantedrathertotalkaboutRose,hishealth,hiseducation,hisnature,andwhatwasbesttodoforhim。ThetwowereontermsofaconfidenceandaffectionwhichperpetuallyamusedMrs。Kenby,butwhichleftthesympatheticwitnessnothingtodesireintheirrelation。