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类别:其他 作者:William Dean Howells字数:2720更新时间:18/12/22 09:09:46
ThenextmorningtheMarchfamilybreakfastedlateafteraneveningprolongedbeyondmidnightinspiteofhalf-hourlyagreementsthatnowtheymustreallyallgotobed。Thechildrenhadbothtorecognizeagainandagainhowwelltheirparentswerelooking;Tomhadtotellhisfatherabouttheconditionof’EveryOtherWeek’;Bellahadtoexplaintohermotherhowsorryherhusbandwasthathecouldnotcomeontomeetthemwithher,butwascomingaweeklatertotakeherhome,andthenshewouldknowthereasonwhytheycouldnotall,gobacktoChicagowithhim:itwasjusttheplaceforherfathertolive,foreverybodytolive。 Atbreakfastsherenewedthereasoningwithwhichshehadmaintainedherpositionthenightbefore;thetravellersenteredintoafullexpressionoftheirjoyatbeinghomeagain;Marchaskedwhathadbecomeofthatstrayparrotwhichtheyhadleftinthetree-topthemorningtheystarted;andMrs。MarchdeclaredthatthiswasthelastSilverWeddingJourneysheeverwishedtotake,andtriedtoconvincethemallthatshehadbeenonthevergeofnervouscollapsewhenshereachedtheship。 Theysatattabletillshediscoveredthatitwasverynearlyeleveno’clock,andsaiditwasdisgraceful。 Beforetheyrose,therewasaringatthedoor,andacardwasbroughtintoTom。Heglancedatit,andsaidtohisfather,“Oh,yes!Thismanhasbeenhauntingtheofficeforthelastthreedays。He’sgottoleaveto-day,andasitseemedtoberatheracaseoflifeanddeathwithhim,Isaidhe’dprobablyfindyouherethismorning。Butifyoudon’twanttoseehim,Icanputhimofftillafternoon,Isuppose。” Hetossedthecardtohisfather,wholookedatitquietly,andthengaveittohiswife。“PerhapsI’daswellseehim?” “Seehim!”shereturnedinaccentsinwhichalltheintensityofhersoulwascentred。Byaneffortofself-controlwhichnowordscanconveyajustsenseofsheremainedwithherchildren,whileherhusbandwithalaughmoreteasingthancanbeimaginedwentintothedrawing-roomtomeetBurnamy。 Thepoorfellowwasinaneffectofbelatedsummerastoclothes,andhelookednotmerelyhaggardbutshabby。Hemadeaneffortfordignityaswellasgayety,however,instatinghimselftoMarch,withmanyapologiesforhispersistency。But,hesaid,hewasonhiswayWest,andhewasanxioustoknowwhethertherewasanychanceofhis’KasperHauler’paperbeingtakenifhefinisheditup。Marchwouldhavebeenafarharder- heartededitorthanhewas,ifhecouldhavediscouragedthesuppliantbeforehim。HesaidhewouldtaketheKasperHaulerpaperandaddabandofmusictotheusualrateoftendollarsathousandwords。ThenBurnamy’sdignitygaveway,ifnothisgayety;hebegantolaugh,andsuddenlyhebrokedownandconfessedthathehadcomehomeinthesteerage;andwasathislastcent,beyondhisfaretoChicago。Hisstrawhatlookedlikeawitheredleafinthelightofhissadfacts;histhinovercoataffectedMarch’simaginationassomethinglikethediaphanouscastshellofalocust,hopelesslyresumedforcomfortattheapproachofautumn。HemadeBurnamysitdown,afterhehadoncerisen,andhetoldhimofMajorEltwin’swishtoseehim;andhepromisedtogoroundwithhimtothemajor’shotelbeforetheEltwinslefttownthatafternoon。 Whileheprolongedtheinterviewinthisway,Mrs。Marchwaskeptfrombreakinginuponthemonlybythepsychicalexperimentwhichshewasmakingwiththehelpandsympathyofherdaughteratthewindowofthedining-roomwhichlookedupSixteenthStreet。AtthefirsthintshegaveoftheemotionalsituationwhichBurnamywasamainpartof,herson; withthebrutalcontemptofyoungmenforotheryoungmen’sloveaffairs,saidhemustgototheoffice;hebadehismothertellhisfathertherewasnoneedofhiscomingdownthatday,andheleftthetwowomentogether。Thisgavethemotherachancetodevelopthewholefacttothedaughterwithtelegrammicrapidityandbrevity,andthentoenrichthefirst-outlinewithinnumerabledetails,whiletheybothremainedatthewindow,andMrs。Marchsaidattwo-minutelyintervals,withnosenseofiterationforeitherofthem,“Itoldhertocomeinthemorning,ifshefeltlikeit,andIknowshewill。Butifshedoesn’t,Ishallsaythereisnothinginfate,orProvidenceeither。AtanyrateI’mgoingtostayhereandkeeplongingforher,andwe’llseewhetherthere’sanythinginthatsillytheoryofyourfather’s。Idon’tbelievethereis。”shesaid,tobeonthesafeside。 EvenwhenshesawAgathaTriscoeentertheparkgateonRutherfordPlace,shesavedherselffromdisappointmentbydeclaringthatshewasnotcomingacrosstotheirhouse。Asthegirlpersistedincomingandcoming,andatlastcamesonearthatshecaughtsightofMrs。Marchatthewindowandnodded,themotherturnedungratefullyuponherdaughter,anddroveherawaytoherownroom,sothatnosocietydetailshouldhinderthedivinechance。ShewenttothedoorherselfwhenAgatharang,andthenshewasgoingtoopenthewayintotheparlorwhereMarchwasstillclosetedwithBurnamy,andpretendthatshehadnotknowntheywerethere。Butasoberersecondthoughtthanthisprevailed,andshetoldthegirlwhoitwasthatwaswithinandexplainedtheaccidentofhispresence。“Ithink。”shesaidnobly,“thatyououghttohavethechanceofgoingawayifyoudon’twishtomeethim。” Thegirl,withthatheroicprecipitationwhichMrs。Marchhadnotedinherfromthefirstwithregardtowhatshewantedtodo,whenBurnamywasinquestion,answered,“ButIdowishtomeethim,Mrs。March。” Whiletheystoodlookingateachother,MarchcameouttoaskhiswifeifshewouldseeBurnamy,andshepermittedherselfsomuchstratagemastosubstituteAgatha,aftercatchingherhusbandasideandsubduinghisproposedgreetingofthegirltoahastyhandshake。 Halfanhourlatershethoughtittimetojointheyoungpeople,urgedlargelybythefranticinterestofherdaughter。Butshereturnedfromthehalf-opendoorwithoutentering。“Icouldn’tbringmyselftobreakinonthepoorthings。TheyarestandingatthewindowtogetherlookingoveratSt。George’s。” Bellasilentlyclaspedherhands。Marchgavecynicallaugh,andsaid,“Wellweareinforit,mydear。”Thenheadded,“Ihopethey’lltakeuswiththemontheirSilverWeddingJourney。” THEEND