第16章

类别:其他 作者:Haggard, H。 Rider字数:4637更新时间:18/12/26 16:43:37
StillitwasthesamefacethatsomeeightmonthsbeforeI hadseenliftedinentreatytoherfalselover。 Nowhertallshapewaswrappedaboutwithgraveclothesoverwhichherblackhairstreamed,andinherarmssheboreasleepingbabethatfromtimetotimeshepressedconvulsivelytoherbreast。 OnthethresholdofhertombIsabelladeSiguenzapausedandlookedroundwildlyasthoughforhelp,scanningeachofthesilentwatcherstofindafriendamongthem。 Thenhereyefelluponthenicheandtheheapofsmokinglimeandthemenwhoguardedit,andsheshudderedandwouldhavefallenhadnotthosewhoattendedherledhertothechairandplacedherinit——alivingcorpse。 Nowthedreadfulritesbegan。 TheDominicanfatherstoodbeforeherandrecitedheroffence,andthesentencethathadbeenpasseduponher,whichdoomedher,’tobeleftalonewithGodandthechildofyoursin,thatHemaydealwithyouasHeseesfit。’* Toallofthissheseemedtopaynoheed,nortotheexhortationthatfollowed。 Atlengthheceasedwithasigh,andturningtomesaid: ’Drawneartothissinner,brother,andspeakwithherbeforeitistoolate。’ *Lestsuchcrueltyshouldseemimpossibleandunprecedented,thewritermaymentionthatinthemuseumofthecityofMexico,hehasseenthedesiccatedbodyofayoungwoman,whichwasfoundimmuredinthewallsofareligiousbuilding。 Withitisthebodyofaninfant。 Althoughtheexactcauseofherexecutionremainsamatterofconjecture,therecanbenodoubtastothemannerofherdeath,forinadditiontootherevidences,themarksoftheropewithwhichherlimbswereboundinlifearestilldistinctlyvisible。 Suchinthosedayswerethemerciesofreligion! Thenhebadeallpresentgatherthemselvesatthefarendofthevaultthatourtalkmightnotbeoverheard,andtheydidsowithoutwonder,thinkingdoubtlessthatIwasamonksenttoconfessthedoomedwoman。 SoIdrewnearwithabeatingheart,andbendingoverherIspokeinherear。 ’Listentome,IsabelladeSiguenza!’Isaid;andasIutteredthenameshestartedwildly。 ’WhereisthatdeGarciawhodeceivedanddesertedyou?’ ’Howhaveyoulearnthistruename?’sheanswered。 ’Noteventorturewouldhavewrungitfrommeasyouknow。’ ’IamnomonkandIknownothing。 IamthatmanwhofoughtwithdeGarciaonthenightwhenyouweretaken,andwhowouldhavekilledhimhadyounotseizedme。’ ’AttheleastIsavedhim,thatismycomfortnow。’ ’IsabelladeSiguenza,’Isaid,’Iamyourfriend,thebestyoueverhadandthelast,asyoushalllearnpresently。 Tellmewherethismanis,forthereisthatbetweenuswhichmustbesettled。’ ’Ifyouaremyfriend,wearymenomore。 Idonotknowwhereheis。 Monthsagohewentwhitheryouwillscarcelyfollow,tothefurthestIndies;butyouwillneverfindhimthere。’ ’ItmaystillbethatIshall,andifitshouldsochance,sayhaveyouanymessageforthisman?’ ’None——yes,this。 Tellhimhowwedied,hischildandhiswife—— tellhimthatIdidmybesttohidehisnamefromthepriestslestsomelikefateshouldbefallhim。’ ’Isthatall?’ ’Yes。 No,itisnotall。 TellhimthatIpassedawaylovingandforgiving。’ ’Mytimeisshort,’Isaid;’awakeandlisten!’forhavingspokenthussheseemedtobesinkingintoalethargy。 ’IwastheassistantofthatAndresdeFonsecawhosecounselyouputasidetoyourruin,andIhavegivenacertaindrugtotheabbessyonder。 Whensheoffersyouthecupofwater,seethatyoudrinkanddeep,youandthechild。 Ifsononeshalleverdiemorehappily。 Doyouunderstand?’ ’Yes——yes,’shegasped,’andmayblessingsrestuponyouforthegift。 NowIamnomoreafraid——forIhavelongdesiredtodie——itwasthewayIfeared。’ ’Thenfarewell,andGodbewithyou,unhappywoman。’ ’Farewell,’sheansweredsoftly,’butcallmenotunhappywhoamabouttodiethuseasilywiththatIlove。’ Andsheglancedatthesleepingbabe。 ThenIdrewbackandstoodwithbenthead,speakingnoword。 NowtheDominicanmotionedtoalltotaketheplaceswheretheyhadstoodbeforeandaskedher: ’Erringsister,haveyouaughttosaybeforeyouaresilentforever?’ ’Yes,’sheansweredinaclear,sweetvoice,thatneverevenquavered,soboldhadshebecomesinceshelearnedthatherdeathwouldbeswiftandeasy。 ’Yes,Ihavethistosay,thatIgotomyendwithacleanheart,forifIhavesinneditisagainstcustomandnotagainstGod。 Ibrokethevowsindeed,butIwasforcedtotakethosevows,and,therefore,theydidnotbind。 Iwasawomanbornforlightandlove,andyetIwasthrustintothedarknessofthiscloister,theretowitherdeadinlife。 AndsoIbrokethevows,andIamgladthatIhavebrokenthem,thoughithasbroughtmetothis。 IfIwasdeceivedandmymarriageisnomarriagebeforethelawastheytellmenow,Iknewnothingofit,thereforetomeitisstillvalidandholyandonmysoulthererestsnostain。 AttheleastIhavelived,andforsomefewhoursIhavebeenwifeandmother,anditisaswelltodieswiftlyinthiscellthatyourmercyhasprepared,asmoreslowlyinthoseabove。 Andnowforyou——Itellyouthatyourwickednessshallfindyouout,youwhodaretosaytoGod’schildren——“Yeshallnotlove,“andtoworkmurderonthembecausetheywillnotlisten。 ItshallfindyououtIsay,andnotonlyyoubuttheChurchyouserve。 BothpriestandChurchshallbebrokentogetherandshallbeascorninthemouthsofmentocome。’ ’Sheisdistraught,’saidtheDominicanasasighoffearandwonderwentroundthevault,’andblasphemesinhermadness。 Forgetherwords。 Shriveher,brother,swiftlyeresheaddstothem。’ Thentheblack-robed,keen-eyedpriestcametoher,andholdingthecrossbeforeherface,begantomutterIknownotwhat。 Butsherosefromthechairandthrustthecrucifixaside。 ’Peace!’shesaid,’Iwillnotbeshrivenbysuchasyou。 ItakemysinstoGodandnottoyou——youwhodomurderinthenameofChrist。’ Thefanaticheardandafurytookhim。 ’Thengounshrivendowntohell,you——’andhenamedherbyillnamesandstruckherinthefacewiththeivorycrucifix。 TheDominicanbadehimceasehisrevilingsangrilyenough,butIsabelladeSiguenzawipedherbruisedbrowandlaughedaloudadreadfullaughtohear。 ’NowIseethatyouareacowardalso,’shesaid。 ’Priest,thisismylastprayer,thatyoualsomayperishatthehandsoffanatics,andmoreterriblythanIdieto-night。’ Thentheyhurriedherintotheplacepreparedforherandshespokeagain: ’Givemetodrink,forwethirst,mybabeandI!’ NowIsawtheabbessenterthatpassagewhencethevictimhadbeenled。 Presentlyshecamebackbearingacupofwaterinherhandandwithitaloafofbread,andIknewbyhermienthatmydraughtwasinthewater。 ButofwhatbefellafterwardsIcannotsaycertainly,forIprayedtheDominicantoopenthedoorbywhichwehadenteredthevault,andpassingthroughitIstooddazedwithhorroratsomedistance。 Awhilewentby,Idonotknowhowlong,tillatlengthIsawtheabbessstandingbeforeme,alanterninherhand,andshewassobbingbitterly。 ’Allisdone,’shesaid。 ’Nay,havenofear,thedraughtworkedwell。 Beforeeverastonewaslaidmotherandchildsleptsound。 Alasforhersoulwhodiedunrepentantandunshriven!’ ’Alasforthesoulsofallwhohavesharedinthisnight’swork,’I answered。 ’Now,mother,letmehence,andmaywenevermeetagain!’ Thensheledmebacktothecell,whereItoreoffthataccursedmonk’srobe,andthencetothedoorinthegardenwallandtotheboatwhichstillwaitedontheriver,andIrejoicedtofeelthesweetairuponmyfaceasonerejoiceswhoawakesfromsomefouldream。 ButIwonlittlesleepthatnight,norindeedforsomedaystocome。 ForwheneverIclosedmyeyesthererosebeforemethevisionofthatbeauteouswomanasIsawherlastbythemurkytorchlight,wrappedingraveclothesandstandinginthecoffin- shapedniche,proudanddefianttotheend,herchildclaspedtoherwithonearmwhiletheotherwasoutstretchedtotakethedraughtofdeath。 Fewhaveseensuchasight,fortheHolyOfficeanditshelpersdonotseekwitnessestotheirdarkdeeds,andnonewouldwishtoseeittwice。 IfIhavedescribeditill,itisnotthatIhaveforgotten,butbecauseevennow,afterthelapseofsomeseventyyears,Icanscarcelybeartowriteofitortosetoutitshorrorsfully。 Butofallthatwaswonderfulaboutitperhapsthemostwonderfulwasthateventothelastthisunfortunateladyshouldstillhaveclungtoherloveforthevillainwho,havingdeceivedherbyafalsemarriage,desertedher,leavinghertosuchadoom。 Towhatendcansoholyagiftasthisgreatloveofhershavebeenbestowedonsuchaman? Nonecansay,butsoitwas。 YetnowthatIthinkofit,thereisonethingevenstrangerthanherfaithfulness。 Itwillberememberedthatwhenthefanaticprieststruckhersheprayedthathealsomightdieatsuchhandsandmoreterriblythanshemustdo。 Soitcameabout。 Inafteryearsthatveryman,FatherPedrobyname,wassenttoconverttheheathenofAnahuac,amongwhom,becauseofhiscruelty,hewasknownasthe’ChristianDevil。’ ButitchancedthatventuringtoofaramongaclanoftheOtomiebeforetheywerefinallysubdued,hefellintothehandsofsomepriestsofthewargodHuitzel,andbythemwassacrificedaftertheirdreadfulfashion。 Isawhimashewenttohisdeath,andwithouttellingthatIhadbeenpresentwhenitwasuttered,I calledtohismindthedyingcurseofIsabelladeSiguenza。 Thenforamomenthiscouragegaveway,forseeinginmenothingbutanIndianchief,hebelievedthatthedevilhadputthewordsintomylipstotormenthim,causingmetospeakofwhatIknewnothing。 Butenoughofthisnow;ifitisnecessaryIwilltellofitinitsproperplace。 Atleast,whetheritwasbychance,orbecauseshehadagiftofvisioninherlasthours,orthatProvidencewasavengedonhimafterthisfashion,soitcameabout,andIdonotsorrowforit,thoughthedeathofthispriestbroughtmuchmisfortuneonme。 ThisthenwastheendofIsabelladeSiguenzawhowasmurderedbypriestsbecauseshehaddaredtobreaktheirrule。 SosoonasIcouldclearmymindsomewhatofallthatIhadseenandheardinthatdreadfulvault,IbegantoconsiderthecircumstancesinwhichIfoundmyself。 InthefirstplaceIwasnowarichman,andifitpleasedmetogobacktoNorfolkwithmywealth,asFonsecahadpointedout,myprospectswerefairindeed。 ButtheoaththatIhadtakenhunglikeleadaboutmyneck。 IhadsworntobeavengedupondeGarcia,andIhadprayedthatthecurseofheavenmightrestuponmetillIwassoavenged,butinEnglandlivinginpeaceandplentyIcouldscarcelycomebyvengeance。 Moreover,nowIknewwherehewas,oratleastinwhatportionoftheworldImightseekhim,andtherewherewhitemenarefewhecouldnothidefrommeasinSpain。