第39章

类别:其他 作者:Owen Wister字数:5852更新时间:18/12/26 17:11:26
ButMrs。Taylorspokeotherwise,andatthatthegirlsaid:“I shallstayaslongasIamneeded。Iwillnursehim。Iwanttonursehim。IwilldoeverythingforhimthatIcan!“sheexclaimed,withforce。 “Andthatwon’tbeanything,deary,“saidMrs。Taylor,harshly。 “Ayearofnursingdon’tequaladayofsweetheart。“ Thegirltookawalk,——shewasofnomoreserviceintheroomatpresent,——butsheturnedwithoutgoingfar,andMrs。Taylorspiedhercometoleanoverthepasturefenceandwatchthetwohorses——thatonetheVirginianhad“gentled“forher,andhisownMonte。Duringthissuspensecameanewcallforthedoctor,neighborsprofitingbyhisvisittoBearCreek;andinhisgoingawaytothem,evenunderpromiseofquickreturn,Mrs。Taylorsuspectedafavorablesign。Hekepthiswordaspunctuallyashadbeenpossible,arrivingaftersomesixhourswithaconfidentface,andspendingnowuponthepatientacarenotneeded,savetoreassurethebystanders。Hespokehisopinionthatallwasevenbetterthanhecouldhavehopeditwouldbe,sosoon。Herewasnowthebeginningofthefifthday;thewound’slookwaswholesome,nofurtherdeliriumhadcome,andthefeverhadabatedadegreewhilehewasabsent。Hebelievedtheseriousdanger-linelaybehind,and(shortoftheunforeseen)theman’sdeepuntaintedstrengthwouldreassertitscontrol。Hehadmuchbloodtomake,andmustbecaredforduringweeks——three,four,five——therewasnosayinghowlongyet。Thesenextfewdaysitmustbeutterquietforhim;hemustnottalknorhearanythinglikelytodisturbhim;andthenthetimeforcheerfulnessandgradualcompanywouldcome——soonerthanlater,thedoctorhoped。 Sohedeparted,andsentnextdaysomebottles,withfurthercautionsregardingthewoundanddirt,andtosayheshouldbecallingthedayafterto-morrow。 Uponthatoccasionhefoundtwopatients。MollyWoodlayinbedatMrs。Taylor’s,filledwithapologyandindignation。Withlittletodo,anddeprivedofthestrongstimulantofanxietyandaction,herstrengthhadquitesuddenlylefther,sothatshehadspokenonlyinasortofwhisper。Butuponwakingfromalongsleep,afterMrs。Taylorhadtakenherfirmly,almostseverely,inhand,hernaturalvoicehadreturned,andnowthechieftreatmentthedoctorgaveherwasasortofscolding,whichitpleasedFirs。Taylortohear。Thedoctorevendroppedaphraseconcerningthearroganceofstrongnervesinslenderbodies,andofundertakingseveralpeople’sworkwhenseveralpeoplewereathandtodoitforthemselves,andthispleasedMrs。Taylorremarkably。Asforthewoundedman,hewasbehavinghimselfproperly。Perhapsinanotherweekhecouldbemovedtoamorecheerfulroom。Justnow,withcleanlinessandpureair,anybarnwoulddo。 “Wearerealluckytohavesuchasensibledoctorinthecountry,“Mrs。Taylorobserved,afterthephysicianhadgone。 “Nodoubt,“saidMolly。“Hesaidmyroomwasabarn。“ “That’swhatyou’vemadeit,deary。Butsickmendon’tnoticemuch。“ Nevertheless,onemaybelieve,withoutgoingwidelyastray,thatillness,sofarfromveiling,moreoftenquickenstheperceptions——atanyratethoseofthenaturallykeen。Onalaterday——andtheintervalwasbrief——whileMollywasonherseconddrivetotaketheairwithMrs。Taylor,thatladyinformedherthatthesickmanhadnoticed。“AndIcouldnottellhimthingsliabletodisturbhim,“saidshe,“andsoI——well,IexpectI justdidn’texactlytellhimthefacts。Isaidyes,youwerepackingupforalittlevisittoyourfolks。Theyhadnotseenyouforquiteawhile,Isaid。Andhelookedatthoseboxeskindofsilentlike。“ “There’snoneedtomovehim,“saidMolly。’“Itissimplertomovethem——theboxes。Icouldtakeoutsomeofmythings,youknow,justwhilehehastobekeptthere。Imean——yousee,ifthedoctorsaystheroomshouldbecheerful——“ “Yes,deary。“ “Iwillaskthedoctornexttime,“saidMolly。“ifhebelievesI am——competenttospreadaruguponafloor。“Molly’sreferencestothedoctorwereusuallyacidthesedays。Andthishetotallyfailedtoobserve,tellingherwhenhecame,why,tobesure!theverything!Andifshecouldplaycardsorreadaloud,oraffordanyotherlightdistractions,providedtheydidnotleadthepatienttotalkandtirehimself,thatshewouldbemostuseful。 Accordinglyshetookoverthecribbageboard,andcamewithunexpectedhesitationfacetofaceagainwiththeswarthymanshehadsavedandtended。Hewasnotsoswarthynow,butneat,withchinclean,andhairandmustachetrimmedandsmooth,andhesatproppedamongpillowswatchingforher。 “Youarebetter,“shesaid,speakingfirst,andwithuncertainvoice。 “Yes。Theyhavegivenmeawdehsnottotalk,“saidtheSoutherner,smiling。 “Oh,yes。Pleasedonottalk——notto-day。“ “No。Onlythis“——helookedather,andsawherseemtoshrink——“thankyouforwhatyouhavedone,“hesaidsimply。 Shetooktenderlythehandhestretchedtoher;anduponthesetermstheysettoworkatcribbage。Shewon,andwonagain,andthethirdtimelaiddownhercardsandreproachedhimwithplayinginordertolose。 “No,“hesaid,andhiseyewanderedtotheboxes。“Butmythoughtsgetawayfromme。I’llbestrongenoughtoholdthemonthecyardsnexttime,Ireckon。“ Manytonesinhisvoiceshehadheard,butneverthetoneofsadnessuntilto-day。 Thentheyplayedalittlemore,andsheputawaytheboardforthisfirsttime。 “Youaregoingnow?“heasked。 “WhenIhavemadethisroomlookalittlelessforlorn。Theyhaven’twantedtomeddlewithmythings,Isuppose。“AndMollystoopedonceagainamongthechattelsdestinedforVermont。Outtheycame;againthebearskinwasspreadonthefloor,variouspossessionsandornamentswentbackintotheirancientniches,theshelvesgrewcomfortablewithbooks,and,last,someflowerswerestoodonthetable。 “Morelikeoldtimes,“saidtheVirginian,butsadly。 “It’stoobad,“saidMolly,“youhadtobebroughtintosuchalookingplace。“ “Andyourfolkswaitingforyou,“saidhe。 “Oh,I’llpaymyvisitlater,“saidMolly,puttingtherugatriflestraighter。 “MayIaskonething?“pleadedtheVirginian,andatthegentlenessofhisvoiceherfacegrewrosy,andshefixedhereyesonhimwithasortofdread。 “AnythingthatIcananswer,“saidshe。 “Oh,yes。DidItellyu’toquitme,anddidyu’loadupmygunandstay?Wasthatarealbusiness?Ihavebeenmixedupmyhaid。“ “Thatwasreal,“saidMolly。“Whatelsewastheretodo?“ “Justnothing——forsuchasyou!“heexclaimed。“Myhaidhasbeenmightycrazy;andthatlittlegrandmotherofyoursyondeh,she——butIcan’tjustquitecatcha-holdofthesethings“——hepassedahandoverhisforehead——“somany——orelseonerightalong——well,it’sallfoolishness!“heconcluded,withsomethingalmostsavageinhistone。Andaftershehadgonefromthecabinhelayverystill,lookingattheminiatureonthewall。 Hewasinanothersortofmoodthenexttime,cribbagenotinterestinghimintheleast。“Yourfolkswillbewonderingaboutyou,“saidhe。 “Idon’tthinktheywillmindwhichmonthIgotothem,“saidMolly。“Especiallywhentheyknowthereason。“ “Don’tletmekeepyou,ma’am,“saidhe。Mollystaredathim;buthepursued,withthesameedgelurkinginhisslowwords:“ThoughI’llneverforget。HowcouldIforgetanyofallyouhavedone——andbeen?Iftherehadbeennoneofthis,why,Ihadenoughtoremember!Butpleasedon’tstay,ma’am。We’llsayIhadaclaimwhenyu’foundmeprettywelldead,butI’mgettin’well,yu’see——rightsmart,too!“ “Ican’tunderstand,indeedIcan’t,“saidMolly,“whyyou’retalkingso!“ Heseemedtohavecertainmoodswhenhewouldaddressheras“ma’am,“andthisshedidnotlike,butcouldnotprevent。 “Oh,asickmanisfunny。Andyu’knowI’mgratefultoyou。“ “Pleasesaynomoreaboutthat,orIshallgothisafternoon。I don’twanttogo。Iamnotready。IthinkIhadbetterreadsomethingnow。“ “Why,yes。That’scert’nlyagoodnotion。Why,thisisthebestshowyou’llevergettogivemeeducation。Won’tyu’pleasetrythatEMMAbooknow,ma’am?Listeningtoyouwillbedifferent。“ Thiswassaidwithsoftnessandhumility。 Uncertain——ashisgravityoftenlefther——preciselywhathemeantbywhathesaid,MollyproceededwithEMMA,slacklyatfirst,butsoonwiththeenthusiasmthatMissAusteninvariablygaveher。 Sheheldthevolumeandreadawayatit,commentingbriefly,andthen,finishingachapterofthesprightlyclassic,foundherpupilslumberingpeacefully。Therewasnouncertaintyaboutthat。 “Youcouldn’tbedoingahealthierthingforhim,deary,“saidMrs。Taylor。“Ifitgetstomakehimwakeful,trysomethingharder。“Thiswasthelady’sscarcelysympatheticview。 ButitturnedouttobenotobscurityinwhichMissAustensinned。 WhenMollynextappearedattheVirginian’sthreshold,hesaidplaintively,“IreckonIamadunce。“Andhesuedforpardon。 “WhenIwakedup,“hesaid,“Iwasashamedofmyselfforaplumbhalf-hour。“Norcouldshedoubtthisdaythathemeantwhathesaid。Hismoodwasagainsereneandgentle,andwithoutreferringtohissingularwordsthathaddistressedher,hemadeherfeelhiscontrition,eveninhissilence。 “Iamrightgladyouhavecome,“hesaid。Andashesawhergoingtothebookshelf,hecontinued,withdiffidence:“AsregyardsthatEMMAbook,yu’see——yu’see,thedoin’sandsayin’soffolkslikethemareaboveme。ButIthink“(hespokemostdiffidently),“ifyu’couldreadmesomethingthatwasABOUTsomething,I——I’dbeliabletokeepawake。“Andhesmiledwithacertainshyness。 “SomethingABOUTsomething?“queriedMolly,ataloss。 “Why,yes。Shakespeare。HENRYTHEFOURTH。TheBritishkingisfighting,andthereishissontheprince。Hecert’nlymusthavebeenajim-dandyboyifthatisalltrue。Onlyhewouldgoaroundtownwithamightytriflin’gang。Theysportedandtheyheldupcitizens。Andhisfatherhatedhistravellingwithtrashlikethem。Itwasrightnatural——theboyandtheoldman!Buttheboyshowedhimselfamantoo。Hekilledabigfighterontheothersidewhowasanotherjim-dandy——andhewassorryforhavingittodo。“TheVirginianwarmedtohisrecital。“Iunderstandmostallofthat。Therewasafatmankepteverybodylaughing。Hewasawfulnaturaltoo;exceptyu’don’tcommonlymeet’emsofat。Buttheprince——thatplayisbed-rock,ma’am!Haveyougotsomethinglikethat?“ “Yes,Ithinkso,“shereplied。“IbelieveIseewhatyouwouldappreciate。“ ShetookherBrowning,heridol,herimaginedaffinity。ForthepaledecadenceofNewEnglandhadsomewhatwateredhergoodoldRevolutionarybloodtoo,andshewasinclinedtothinkunderglassandtoliveunderdone——whentherewerenoIndianstoshoot! Shewouldhavejoyedtoventure“Paracelsus“onhim,andsomelengthyrhymeddiscourses;andshefondlyturnedleavesandleavesofherpetdoggerelanalytics。“PippaPasses“andothersshehadtoskip,fromdiscreetmotives——pageswhichhewouldhavedoubtlessstayedawakeat;butshechoseapoematlength。ThiswasbetterthanEmma,hepronounced。Andshort。Thehorsewasagoodhorse。Hethoughtamanwhosehorsemustnotplayoutonhimwouldwatchthegroundhewasgallopingoverforholes,andnotbelikelytoseewhatcolortherimsofhisanimal’seye-socketswere。Youcouldnotseethemifyousatasyououghttoforsuchahardride。Ofthenextpiecethatshereadhimhethoughtstillbetter。“Anditisshort,“saidhe。“Butthelastpartdrops。“ Mollyinstantlyexactedparticulars。 “Thesoldiershouldnothavetoldthegeneralhewaskilled,“ statedthecow-puncher。 “Whatshouldhehavetoldhim,I’dliketoknow?“saidMolly。 “Why,justnothing。Ifthesoldiercouldrideoutofthebattleallshotup,andtellhisgeneralabouttheirtakin’thetown——thatwasbeinggritty,yu’see。Butthattruckatthefinish——willyu’pleasesayitagain?“ SoMollyread:—— “’You’rewounded!’Nay,’thesoldier’sprideTouchedtothequick,hesaid,’I’mkilled,sire!’And,hischiefbeside,Smilingtheboyfelldead。“ “’Nay,I’mkilled,sire,’“drawledtheVirginian,amiably;for(symptomofconvalescence)hisfreakishironywasrevivedinhim。 “Nowamanwhowasmanenoughtoactlikehedid,yu’see,wouldfalldeadwithoutmentioningit。“ NoneofMolly’ssweetgirlfriendshadeverthuschallengedMr。 Browning。Theyhadbeenwonttoclusteroverhimwithajoyousawethatdeepenedproportionallywiththeirmisunderstanding。 Mollypausedtoconsiderthisnoveltyofviewaboutthesoldier。 “HewasaFrenchman,youknow,“shesaid,underinspiration。 “AFrenchman,“murmuredthegravecowpuncher。“IneverknowedaFrenchman,butIreckontheymightperformthatclassoffoolishness。“ “Butwhywasitfoolish?“shecried。 “Hissoldier’spride——don’tyousee?“ “No。“ Mollynowburstintoaluxuryofdiscussion。Sheleanedtowardhercow-puncherwithbrighteyessearchinghis;withelbowonkneeandhandproppingchin,herlapbecameaslant,andfromitBrowningthepoetslidandtoppled,andlayunrescued。Fortheslowcow-puncherunfoldedhisnotionsofmasculinecourageandmodesty(thoughhedidnotdealinsuchhigh-soundingnames),andMollyforgoteverythingtolistentohim,asheforgothimselfandhisinveterateshynessandgrewtalkativetoher。“Iwouldneverhavesupposedthat!“shewouldexclaimassheheardhim;