第29章

类别:其他 作者:Robert Louis Stevenson字数:4960更新时间:18/12/27 09:07:25
IbelieveitwillbetenchaptersofTHEEBBTIDEthatgotoyou;thewholethingshouldbecompletedinIfancytwelve; andtheendwillfollowpunctuallynextmail。ItismygreatwishthatthismightgetintoTHEILLUSTRATEDLONDONNEWSforGordonBrownetoillustrate。Forwhom,incaseheshouldgetthejob,Igiveyouafewnotes。Apuraoisatreegivingsomethinglikeafigwithflowers。Hewillfindsomephotographsofanoldmarinecuriosityshopinmycollection,whichmayhelphim。Attwater’ssettlementistobeentirelyovershadowedeverywherebytallpalms;seephotographsofFakarava:theverandahsofthehouseare12ft。wide。Don’tlethimforgettheFigureHead,forwhichIhaveagreatuseinthelastchapter。Itstandsjustclearofthepalmsonthecrestofthebeachattheheadofthepier;theflag- staffnotfaroff;thepierhewillunderstandisperhapsthreefeetabovehighwater,notmoreatanyprice。ThesailorsoftheFARALLONEaretobedressedlikewhitesailorsofcourse。Forotherthings,Iremitthisexcellentartisttomyphotographs。 Ican’tthinkwhattosayaboutthetale,butitseemstometogooffwithaconsiderablebang;infact,tobeanextraordinarywork:butwhetherpopular!Attwaterisanoendofacourageousattempt,Ithinkyouwilladmit;howfarsuccessfulisanotheraffair。Ifmyislandain’tathingofbeauty,I’llbedamned。PleaseobserveWisemanandWishart; forincidentalgrimness,theystrikemeasinit。Also,kindlyobservetheCaptainandADAR;Ithinkthatknocksspots。Inshort,asyousee,I’matriflevainglorious。ButO,ithasbeensuchagrind!Thedevilhimselfwouldallowamantobragalittleaftersuchacrucifixion!AndindeedI’monlybraggingforachangebeforeIreturntothedarnedthinglyingwaitingformeonp。88,whereIlastbrokedown。 Ibreakdownateveryparagraph,Imayobserve;andliehereandsweat,tillIcangetonesentencewrungoutafteranother。Strangedoom;afterhavingworkedsoeasilyforsolong!Dideveranybodyseesuchastoryoffourcharacters? LATER,2。30。 ItmayinterestyoutoknowthatIamentirelyTAPU,andliveapartinmychamberslikeacagedbeast。Lloydhasabadcold,andGrahamandBellearegettingit。Accordingly,I dwellherewithoutthelightofanyhumancountenanceorvoice,andstrapawayatTHEEBBTIDEuntil(asnow)Icannomore。Fannycanstillcome,butisgonetoglorynow,ortohergarden。Page88isdone,andmustbedoneoveragainto- morrow,andIconfessmyselfexhausted。Pityamanwhocan’tworkonalongwhenhehasnothingelseonearthtodo!ButI haveorderedJack,andamgoingforarideinthebushpresentlytorefreshthemachine;thenbacktoalonelydinneranddurancevile。Iacquiesceinthishandoffate; forIthinkanothercoldjustnowwouldjustaboutdoforme。 Ihavescarceyetrecoveredthetwolast。 MAY18TH。 Myprogressiscrabwise,andIfearonlyIX。chapterswillbereadyforthemail。Iamonp。88again,andwithhalfanideaofgoingbackagainto85。Weshallseewhenwecometoread:Iusedtoregardreadingasapleasureinmyoldlightdays。Allthehousearedownwiththeinfluenzainabody,exceptFannyandme。Theinfluenzaappearstobecomeendemichere,butithasalwaysbeenascourgeintheislands。 WitnessthebeginningofTHEEBBTIDE,whichwasobservedlongbeforetheIfflehaddistinguishedhimselfathomebysuchNapoleonicconquests。Iamnowofcourse’quitearecluse,’anditisverystale,andthereisnoamanuensistocarrymeovermymail,towhichIshallhavetodevotemanyhoursthatwouldhavebeenmoreusefullydevotedtoTHEEBB TIDE。Foryouknowyoucandictateatallhoursofthedayandatanyoddmoment;buttositdownandwritewithyourredrighthandisaverydifferentmatter。 MAY20TH。 Well,IbelieveI’veaboutfinishedthething,Imeanasfarasthemailistotakeit。ChapterX。isnowinLloyd’shandsforremarks,andextendsinitspresentformtop。93 incl。Onthe12thofMay,Iseebylookingback,Iwasonp。 82,notforthefirsttime;sothatIhavemade11pagesinninelivelongdays。Well!upahighhillheheavedahugeroundstone。ButthisFlaubertbusinessmustberesistedinthepremises。Orisittheresultofinfluenza?Godforbid。 Fannyisdownnow,andthelastlinkthatboundmetomyfellowmenissevered。Isituphere,andwrite,andreadRenan’sORIGINES,whichiscertainlydevilishinteresting;I readhisNeroyesterday,itisverygood,O,verygood!ButheisquiteaMichelet;thegeneralviews,andsuchapieceofcharacterpainting,excellent;buthismethodsheerlunacy。Youcanseehimtakeuptheblockwhichhehadjustrejected,andmakeofitthecorner-stone:amaddeningwaytodealwithauthorities;andtheresultsolittlelikehistorythatonealmostblamesoneselfforwastingtime。Butthetimeisnotwasted;theconspectusisalwaysgood,andtheblurthatremainsonthemindisprobablyjustenough。I havebeenenchantedwiththeunveilingofRevelations。AndhowpicturesquethatreturnofthefalseNero!TheApostleJohnisratherdiscredited。Andtothinkhowonehadreadthethingsooften,andneverunderstoodtheattacksuponSt。 Paul!IrememberwhenIwasachild,andwecametotheFourBeaststhatwereallovereyes,thesickeningterrorwithwhichIwasfilled。IfthatwasHeaven,what,inthenameofDavyJonesandtheaboriginalnight-mare,couldHellbe? Takeitforallinall,L’ANTECHRISTisworthreading。TheHISTOIRED’ISRAELdidnotsurprisememuch;IhadreadthoseHebrewsourceswithmoreintelligencethantheNewTestament,andwasquitepreparedtoadmireAhabandJezebel,etc。 Indeed,Ahabhasalwaysbeenratheraheroofmine;Imeansincetheyearsofdiscretion。 MAY21ST。 AndhereIambackagainonp。85!thelastchapterdemandinganentirerevision,whichaccordinglyitistoget。Andwheremymailistocomein,Godknows!Thisforced,violent,alembicatedstyleismostabhorrenttome;itcan’tbehelped;thenotewasstruckyearsagoontheJANETNICOLL,andhastobemaintainedsomehow;andIcanonlyhopetheintrinsichorrorandpathos,andakindoffierceglowofcolourthereistoit,andthesurelyremarkablewealthofstrikingincident,mayguideourlittleshallopintoport。 IfGordonBrowneistogetit,heshouldseetheBrasseyphotographsofPapeete。Butmind,thethreewaifswereneverinthetown;onlyonthebeachandinthecalaboose。ByGeorge,butit’sagoodthingtoillustrateforamanlikethat!Fannyisallrightagain。Falsealarm!IwasdownyesterdayafternoonatPaupata,andheardmuchgrowlingofwar,andthedelightfulnewsthattheC。J。andthePresidentaregoingtorunawayfromMulinuuandtakerefugeintheTivolihotel。 23RD。MAILDAY。 Andlotsofpleasuresbeforeme,nodoubt!Amongotherstheattempttoextractananswerfrom-beforemailtime,whichmaysucceedormaynot。 THEEBBTIDE,allbut(Itakeit)fifteenpages,isnowinyourhands-possiblyonlyaboutelevenpp。Itishardtosay。Butthereitis,andyoucandoyourbestwithit。 Personally,IbelieveIwouldinthiscasemakeevenasacrificetogetGordonBrowneandcopiousillustration。I guessintendaysIshallhavefinishedwithit;thenIgonexttoD。BALFOUR,andgettheproofsready:anastyjobforme,asyouknow。Andthen?Well,perhapsI’lltakeagoatthefamilyhistory。Ithinkthatwillbewise,asIamsomuchoffwork。Andthen,Isuppose,WEIROFHERMISTON,butitmaybeanything。IamdiscontentedwithTHEEBBTIDE,naturally;thereseemssuchaveilofwordsoverit;andI likemoreandmorenakedwriting;andyetsometimesonehasalongingforfullcolourandtherecomestheveilagain。THE YOUNGCHEVALIERisinveryfullcolour,andIfearitforthatreason- Ever,R。LS。 MYDEARCOLVIN,-StillgrindingatChap。XI。Ibeganmanydaysagoonp。93,andamstillonp。93,whichisexhilarating,butthethingtakesshapeallthesameandshouldmakeaprettylivelychapterforanendofit。ForXII。isonlyafootnoteADEXPLICANDUM。 JUNETHE1ST。 Backonp。93。Iwason100yesterday,butreaditoverandcondemnedit。 10A。M。 Ihaveworkedupagainto97,buthow?Thedeuceflyawaywithliterature,forthebasestsportincreation。Butit’sgottocomestraight!andifpossible,sothatImayfinishD。BALFOURintimeforthesamemail。Whatagettingupstairs!ThisisFlaubertoutdone。Belle,Graham,andLloydleaveto-dayonamalagadownthecoast;tobeabsentaweekorso:thisleavesFanny,me,and-,whoseemsanice,kindlyfellow。 JUNE2ND。 Iamnearlydeadwithdyspepsia,over-smoking,andunremunerativeoverwork。Lastnight,Iwenttobedbyseven; wokeupagainabouttenforaminutetofindmyselflight- headedandaltogetheroffmylegs;wenttosleepagain,andwokethismorningfairlyfit。Ihavecrippledontop。101,butIhaven’treadityet,sodonotboast。Whatkillsmeistheframeofmindofoneofthecharacters;Icannotgetitthrough。Ofcoursethatdoesnotinterferewithmytotalinabilitytowrite;sothatyesterdayIwasalivinghalf- houruponasingleclauseandhaveagalleryofvariantsthatwouldsurpriseyou。Andthissortoftrouble(whichIcannotavoid)unfortunatelyproducesnothingwhendonebutalembicationandthefar-fetched。Well,readitwithmercy! Goingtobed。Havereadit,andbelievethechapterpracticallydoneatlast。Butlord!ithasbeenabusiness。 JULY3RD,8。15。 Thedraftisfinished,theendofChapterII。andthetale,andIhaveonlyeightpagesWIEDERZUARBEITEN。Thisisjustacryofjoyinpassing。 10。30。 Knockedoutoftime。Did101and102。Alas,nomoreto-day,asIhavetogodowntowntoameeting。Justaswellthough,asmythumbisaboutdoneup。 SUNDAY,JUNE4TH。 Nowforalittlesnippetofmylife。Yesterday,12。30,inaheavenlydayofsunandtrade,Imountedmyhorseandsetoff。Aboyopensmygateforme。’Sleepandlonglife!A blessingonyourjourney,’sayshe。AndIreply’Sleep,longlife!Ablessingonthehouse!’Thenon,downthelimelane,arugged,narrow,windingway,thatseemsalmostasifitwasleadingyouintoLyonesse,andyoumightseetheheadandshouldersofagiantlookingin。AtthecorneroftheroadImeettheinspectoroftaxes,andholdadiplomaticinterviewwithhim;hewantsmetopaytaxesonthenewhouse;IaminformedIshouldnottillnextyear;andwepart,REINFECTA,hepromisingtobringmedecisions,I assuringhimthat,ifIfindanyfavouritism,hewillfindmethemostrecalcitranttax-payerontheisland。ThenIhaveatalkwithanoldservantbythewayside。AlittlefurtherI passtwochildrencomingup。’Love!’sayI;’areyoutwochiefly-proceedinginland?’andtheysay,’Love!yes!’andtheinterestingceremonyisfinished。Downtothepostoffice,whereIfindVitrollesand(Heavenrewardyou!)theWhiteBook,justarrivedperUPOLU,havinggonethewrongwayround,byAustralia;alsosixcopiesofISLANDNIGHTS’ ENTERTAINMENTS。SomeofWeatherall’sillustrationsareveryclever;butOLord!thelagoon!Ididsayitwas’shallow,’ but,Odear,notsoshallowasthatamancouldstandupinit!Ihadstillanhourtowaitformymeeting,soPostmasterDavisletmesitdowninhisroomandIhadabottleofbeerin,andreadAGENTLEMANOFFRANCE。HaveyouseenitcomingoutinLONGMAN’S?MydearColvin!’tisthemostexquisitepleasure;arealchivalrousyarn,liketheDumas’andyetunlike。Thereaftertothemeetingofthefivenewspaperproprietors。Businesstransacted,Ihavetogallophomeandfindtheboyswaitingtobepaidatthedoorstep。