第49章

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Thenthetruthcameuponme。Noharpmore——nosongmore!outbroke—— 17。”Ihavegonethewholeroundofcreation:IsawandIspoke; I,aworkofGod’shandforthatpurpose,receivedinmybrain[240] Andpronouncedontherestofhishandwork——returnedhimagainHiscreation’sapprovalorcensure:IspokeasIsaw。 Ireport,asamanmayofGod’swork——all’slove,yetall’slaw。 NowIlaydownthejudgeshiphelentme。EachfacultytaskedToperceivehim,hasgainedanabyss,whereadewdropwasasked。 HaveIknowledge?confoundeditshrivelsatWisdomlaidbare。 HaveIforethought?howpurblind,howblank,totheInfiniteCare! DoItaskanyfacultyhighest,toimagesuccess? Ibutopenmyeyes,——andperfection,nomoreandnoless,InthekindIimagined,full-frontsme,andGodisseenGod[250] Inthestar,inthestone,intheflesh,inthesoulandtheclod。 Andthuslookingwithinandaroundme,Ieverrenew(Withthatstoopofthesoulwhichinbendingupraisesittoo) Thesubmissionofman’snothing-perfecttoGod’sall-complete,Asbyeachnewobeisanceinspirit,Iclimbtohisfeet。 Yetwithallthisaboundingexperience,thisdeityknown,Ishalldaretodiscoversomeprovince,somegiftofmyown。 There’safacultypleasanttoexercise,hardtohoodwink,Iamfaintokeepstillinabeyance(IlaughasIthink),Lest,insistingtoclaimandparadeinit,wotye,Iworst[260] E’entheGiverinonegift——Behold,IcouldloveifIdurst! ButIsinkthepretensionasfearingamanmayo’ertakeGod’sownspeedintheonewayoflove:Iabstainforlove’ssake—— What,mysoul?seethusfarandnofarther?whendoorsgreatandsmall,Nine-and-ninetyflewopeatourtouch,shouldthehundredthappal? Intheleastthingshavefaith,yetdistrustinthegreatestofall? DoIfindlovesofullinmynature,God’sultimategift,ThatIdoubthisownlovecancompetewithit?Herethepartsshift? Here,thecreaturesurpassthecreator,——theend,whatbegan? WouldIfaininmyimpotentyearningdoallforthisman,[270] Anddaredoubthealoneshallnothelphim,whoyetalonecan? Woulditeverhaveenteredmymind,thebarewill,muchlesspower,TobestowonthisSaulwhatIsangof,themarvellousdowerOfthelifehewasgiftedandfilledwith?tomakesuchasoul,Suchabody,andthensuchanearthforinspheringthewhole? Anddothitnotentermymind(asmywarmtearsattest) Thesegoodthingsbeinggiven,togoon,andgiveonemore,thebest? Ay,tosaveandredeemandrestorehim,maintainattheheightThisperfection,——succeed,withlife’sdayspring,death’sminuteofnight? Interposeatthedifficultminute,snatchSaul,themistake,[280] Saul,thefailure,theruinheseemsnow,——andbidhimawakeFromthedream,theprobation,theprelude,tofindhimselfsetClearandsafeinnewlightandnewlife,——anewharmonyyetToberunandcontinued,andended——whoknows?——orendure! Themantaughtenoughbylife’sdream,oftheresttomakesure; Bythepain-throb,triumphantlywinningintensifiedbliss,Andthenextworld’srewardandrepose,bythestrugglesinthis。 18。”Ibelieveit!’Tisthou,God,thatgivest,’tisIwhoreceive: Inthefirstisthelast,inthywillismypowertobelieve。 All’sonegift:thoucanstgrantitmoreover,asprompttomyprayer,[290] AsIbreatheoutthisbreath,asIopenthesearmstotheair。 Fromthywill,streamtheworlds,lifeandnature,thydreadSabaoth: Iwill?——themereatomsdespiseme!WhyamInotlothTolookthat,eventhatinthefacetoo?WhyisitIdareThinkbutlightlyofsuchimpuissance?Whatstopsmydespair? This;——’tisnotwhatmanDoeswhichexaltshim,butwhatmanWoulddo! SeetheKing——Iwouldhelphim,butcannot,thewishesfallthrough。 CouldIwrestletoraisehimfromsorrow,growpoortoenrich,Tofilluphislife,starvemyownout,Iwould——knowingwhich,Iknowthatmyserviceisperfect。Oh,speakthroughmenow![300] WouldIsufferforhimthatIlove?Sowouldstthou——sowiltthou! Soshallcrowntheethetopmost,ineffablest,uttermostcrown—— Andthylovefillinfinitudewholly,norleaveupnordownOnespotforthecreaturetostandin!Itisbynobreath,Turnofeye,waveofhand,thatsalvationjoinsissuewithdeath! Asthyloveisdiscoveredalmighty,almightybeprovedThypower,thatexistswithandforit,ofbeingbeloved! Hewhodidmost,shallbearmost;thestrongestshallstandthemostweak。 ’Tistheweaknessinstrength,thatIcryfor!myflesh,thatIseekIntheGodhead!IseekandIfindit。OSaul,itshallbe[310] AFacelikemyfacethatreceivesthee;aManliketome,Thoushaltloveandbelovedby,forever:aHandlikethishandShallthrowopenthegatesofnewlifetothee!SeetheChriststand!” 19。 IknownottoowellhowIfoundmywayhomeinthenight。 Therewerewitnesses,cohortsaboutme,toleftandtoright,Angels,powers,theunuttered,unseen,thealive,theaware: Irepressed,Igotthroughthemashardly,asstrugglinglythere,Asarunnerbesetbythepopulacefamishedfornews—— Lifeordeath。Thewholeearthwasawakened,hellloosedwithhercrews; Andthestarsofnightbeatwithemotion,andtingledandshot[320] Outinfirethestrongpainofpentknowledge:butIfaintednot,FortheHandstillimpelledmeatonceandsupported,suppressedAllthetumult,andquencheditwithquiet,andholybehest,Tilltherapturewasshutinitself,andtheearthsanktorest。 Anonatthedawn,allthattroublehadwitheredfromearth—— Notsomuch,butIsawitdieoutintheday’stenderbirth; Inthegatheredintensitybroughttothegrayofthehills; Intheshudderingforests’heldbreath;inthesuddenwind-thrills; Inthestartledwildbeaststhatboreoft,eachwitheyesidlingstillThoughavertedwithwonderanddread;inthebirdsstiffandchill[330] ThatroseheavilyasIapproachedthem,madestupidwithawe: E’entheserpentthatslidawaysilent——hefeltthenewlaw。 Thesamestaredinthewhitehumidfacesupturnedbytheflowers; Thesameworkedintheheartofthecedarandmovedthevine-bowers: Andthelittlebrookswitnessingmurmured,persistentandlow,Withtheirobstinate,allbuthushedvoices——”E’enso,itisso!”—— 320etseq。:seenotetoSt。37,38,of`BytheFireside’。 ADeathintheDesert。 [SupposedofPamphylaxtheAntiochene: Itisaparchment,ofmyrollsthefifth,Haththreeskinsgluedtogether,isallGreekAndgoethfromEpsilondowntoMu: LiessecondinthesurnamedChosenChest,[5] Stainedandconservedwithjuiceofterebinth,Coveredwithclothofhair,andletteredXi,FromXanthus,mywife’suncle,nowatpeace: MuandEpsilonstandformyownname。 Imaynotwriteit,butImakeacross[10] ToshowIwaitHiscoming,withtherest,Andleaveoffhere:beginnethPamphylax。]—— 1-12。Thebracketedprefatorylines,explanatoryoftheparchmentonwhicharerecordedthelasthoursandlasttalkofSt。Johnwithhisdevotedattendants,purporttohavebeenwrittenbyonewhowasatthetimetheowneroftheparchment。Itappearstohavecomeintohispossessionthroughhiswife,anieceoftheXanthuswho,withPamphylaxofAntioch,thesupposedauthorofthenarrative(hehavingtolditontheeveofhismartyrdomtoacertainPhoebas,v。653),andtwoothers,isrepresentedthereinaswaitingonthedyingapostle,andwhoafterwards”escapedtoRome,wasburned,andcouldnotwritethechronicle。”(vv。56,57。) 4。AndgoethfromEpsilondowntoMu:thereferenceistosomenumberingontheparchment。 6。terebinth:theturpentinetree—— Isaid,”Ifoneshouldwethislipswithwine,Andslipthebroadestplantain-leafwefind,Orelsethelappetofalinenrobe,[15] Intothewater-vessel,layitright,Andcoolhisforeheadjustabovetheeyes,Thewhileabrother,kneelingeitherside,Shouldchafeeachhandandtrytomakeitwarm,—— Heisnotsofargonebuthemightspeak。”[20] Thisdidnothappenintheoutercave,Norinthesecretchamberoftherock,Where,sixtydayssincethedecreewasout,Wehadhim,beddedonacamel-skin,Andwaitedforhisdyingallthewhile;[25] Butinthemidmostgrotto:sincenoon’slightReachedtherealittle,andwewouldnotloseThelastofwhatmighthappenonhisface—— 23。thedecree:ofpersecutionoftheChristians,perhapsthatunderDomitian。Thepoetprobablydidnotthinkofanyparticularpersecution—— Iatthehead,andXanthusatthefeet,WithValensandtheBoy,hadliftedhim,[30] Andbroughthimfromthechamberinthedepths,Andlaidhiminthelightwherewemightsee: Forcertainsmilesbeganabouthismouth,Andhislidsmoved,presagefuloftheend。 Beyond,andhalfwayupthemoutho’thecave,[35] TheBactrianconvert,havinghisdesire,Keptwatch,andmadepretencetograzeagoatThatgaveusmilk,onragsofvariousherb,Plantainandquitch,therocks’shadekeepsalive: Sothatifanythieforsoldierpassed[40] (Becausethepersecutionwasaware),Yieldingthegoatuppromptlywithhislife,Suchmanmightpasson,joyfulataprize,Norcaretopryintothecoolo’thecave。 Outsidewasallnoonandtheburningblue。[45]—— 36。theBactrianconvert:invv。649,650,heisspokenofas”butawildchildishman,andcouldnotwritenorspeak,butonlyloved。”BactriawasakingdominCentralAsia; themodernnameisBalkh{adistrictinnorthernAfghanistanasof1995}。 havinghisdesire:asanewconvert,thesimplemanwaseagertoserve,evenuntodeath。 41。aware:onthelookout;exercisingastrictespionage——”Hereiswine”,answeredXanthus,——droppedadrop; Istoopedandplacedthelapofclotharight,Thenchafedhisrighthand,andtheBoyhisleft: ButValenshadbethoughthim,andproducedAndbrokeaballofnard,andmadeperfume。[50] Only,hedid——notsomuchwake,as——turnAndsmilealittle,asasleeperdoesIfanydearonecallhim,touchhisface—— Andsmilesandloves,butwillnotbedisturbed。 ThenXanthussaidaprayer,butstillheslept:[55] ItistheXanthusthatescapedtoRome,Wasburned,andcouldnotwritethechronicle。 ThentheBoysprangupfromhisknees,andran,Stungbythesplendorofasuddenthought,Andfetchedtheseventhplateofgravenlead[60] Outofthesecretchamber,foundaplace,Pressingwithfingeronthedeeperdints,Andspoke,as’twerehismouthproclaimingfirst,”IamtheResurrectionandtheLife。”—— 60。theseventhplateofgravenlead:oneoftheplatesonwhichJohn’sGospelwasgraven。Itcontained,itappears,the11thchapter,inwhichJesussaystoMartha,25thverse,”IamtheResurrectionandtheLife。”TheBoyutteredthewordswithsuchexpressionas’twereHISmouthfirstproclaimingthem—— Whereatheopenedhiseyeswideatonce,[65] Andsatupofhimself,andlookedatus; Andthenceforthnobodypronouncedaword: Only,outside,theBactriancriedhiscryLikethelonedesert-birdthatwearstheruff,Assignalweweresafe,fromtimetotime。[70]—— 69。thelonedesert-bird:theruffmaypossiblybereferredto。 SeeWebster,s。v—— Firsthesaid,”Ifamandeclaredtome,ThismysonValens,thismyotherson,WereJamesandPeter,——nay,declaredaswellThisladwasveryJohn,——Icouldbelieve!—— Could,foramoment,doubtlesslybelieve:[75] Soismyselfwithdrawnintomydepths,ThesoulretreatedfromtheperishedbrainWhenceitwaswonttofeelandusetheworldThroughthesedullmembers,donewithlongago。 YetImyselfremain;Ifeelmyself:[80] Andthereisnothinglost。Letbe,awhile!”—— 76。withdrawnintomydepths:intothedepthsofhisabsolutebeing,ofthe”whatIs”;seethedoctrineofthetrinalunityofmanwhichfollows—— [Thisisthedoctrinehewaswonttoteach,Howdiverspersonswitnessineachman,Threesoulswhichmakeuponesoul:first,towit,Asoulofeachandallthebodilyparts,[85] Seatedtherein,whichworks,andiswhatDoes,Andhastheuseofearth,andendsthemanDownward;but,tendingupwardforadvice,Growsinto,andagainisgrownintoBythenextsoul,which,seatedinthebrain,[90] Useththefirstwithitscollecteduse,Andfeeleth,thinketh,willeth,——iswhatKnows: Which,dulytendingupwardinitsturn,Growsinto,andagainisgrownintoBythelastsoul,thatusesboththefirst,[95] Subsistingwhethertheyassistorno,And,constitutingman’sself,iswhatIs###第50章 Andleansupontheformer,makesitplay,Asthatplayedoffthefirst:and,tendingup,Holds,isupheldby,God,andendstheman[100] Upwardinthatdreadpointofintercourse,Norneedsaplace,foritreturnstoHim。 WhatDoes,whatKnows,whatIs;threesouls,oneman。 IgivetheglossaofTheotypas。]—— 82-104。Thesupposednarrator,Pamphylax,givesinthesebracketedverses,ontheauthorityofanimaginedTheotypas,adoctrineJohnwaswonttoteach,ofthetrinalunityofman—— thethird”person”ofwhichunity,”whatIs”,beingman’sessential,absolutenature。ThedyingJohnisrepresentedashavingwonhiswaytotheKingdomofthe”whatIs”,theKingdomofeternaltruthwithinhimself。InLuke17:20-21,weread:”AndwhenhewasdemandedofthePharisees,whentheKingdomofGodshouldcome,heansweredthemandsaid,TheKingdomofGodcomethnotwithobservation: neithershalltheysay,Lohere!or,Lothere!for,behold,theKingdomofGodiswithinyou。”Inharmonywithwhich,Paracelsusismadetosay,inBrowning’spoem,”Truthiswithinourselves;……thereisaninmostcentreinusall,wheretruthabidesinfulness”; etc。Seepp。24and25ofthisvolume。{Inthisetext,seeChapterI,`TheSpiritualEbbandFlow,etc。’,oftheIntroduction。 Excerptisshortlybeforethepoem`Popularity’。}”Life,you’vegrantedme,developsfromwithin。ButINNERMOSTOFTHEINMOST,MOSTINTERIOROFTHEINTERNE,GODCLAIMSHISOWN,DIVINEHUMANITYRENEWINGNATURE”(Mrs。Browning’s`AuroraLeigh’)。 Mrs。M。G。Glazebrook,inherpaperon`ADeathintheDesert’,readatthe48thmeetingoftheBrowningSociety,Feb。25th,1887,paraphrasestheselines:”Thefirstandlowest[soul]isthatwhichhastodowithearthandcorporealthings,theanimalsoul,whichreceivesprimarysensationsandistheimmediatecauseofaction——`whatDoes’。Thesecondistheintellect,andhasitsseatinthebrain:itissuperiortothefirst,butdependentonit,sinceitreceivesasmaterialtheactualexperiencewhichtheanimalsoulsupplies;itisthefeeling,thinking,willingsoul——`whatKnows’。Thethird,andhighest,isthespiritofman,theveryprincipleoflife,thedivineelementinmanlinkinghimtoGod,whichisself-subsistentandthereforeindependentofsensationandknowledge,butneverthelessmakesuseofthem,andgivesthemexistenceandenergy——`whatIs’。”—— Andthen,”Astick,oncefirefromendtoend;[105] Now,ashessavethetipthatholdsaspark! Yet,blowthespark,itrunsback,spreadsitselfAlittlewherethefirewas:thusIurgeThesoulthatservedme,tillittaskoncemoreWhatashesofmybrainhavekepttheirshape,[110] Andthesemakeeffortonthelasto’theflesh,Tryingtotasteagainthetruthofthings”—— (Hesmiled)——”theirverysuperficialtruth; Asthatyearemysons,thatitislongSinceJamesandPeterhadreleasebydeath,[115] AndIamonlyhe,yourbrotherJohn,Whosawandheard,andcouldrememberall。 Rememberall!Itisnotmuchtosay。 WhatifthetruthbrokeonmefromaboveAsonceandoft-times?Suchmighthapagain:[120] DoubtlesslyHemightstandinpresencehere,Withheadwool-white,eyes,flame,andfeetlikebrass,Theswordandthesevenstars,asIhaveseen—— Iwhonowshudderonlyandsurmise`Howdidyourbrotherbearthatsightandlive?’[125]—— 113。superficialtruth:phenomenal,relativetruth; thatwhichisarrivedatthroughthesenses,andbelongstothedomainofthe”whatKnows”。Essential,absolutetruthcanbeknownonlythrougharesponsetheretooftheessential,theabsolute,the”whatIs”,inman’snature。Johnhasattainedtoameasureofabsolutetruth,andsmilesonrevertingtotheverysuperficialtruthofthings。 121-123。SeeTheRevelationofSt。John,chap。1。 125。yourbrother:hemeanshimself,ofcourse——”IfIliveyet,itisforgood,moreloveThroughmetomen:benaughtbutasheshereThatkeepawhilemysemblance,whowasJohn,—— Still,whentheyscatter,thereisleftonearthNoonealivewhoknew(considerthis!)[130]—— SawwithhiseyesandhandledwithhishandsThatwhichwasfromthefirst,theWordofLife。 Howwillitbewhennonemoresaith`Isaw’?”Sucheverwaslove’sway:torise,itstoops。 SinceI,whomChrist’smouthtaught,wasbiddenteach,[135] Iwent,formanyyears,abouttheworld,Saying,`Itwasso;soIheardandsaw’,Speakingasthecaseasked:andmenbelieved。 AfterwardcamethemessagetomyselfInPatmosisle;Iwasnotbiddenteach。[140] Butsimplylisten,takeabookandwrite,Norsetdownotherthanthegivenword。 WithnothinglefttomyarbitramentTochooseorchange:Iwrote,andmenbelieved。 Then,formytimegrewbrief,nomessagemore,[145] Nocalltowriteagain,Ifoundaway,And,reasoningfrommyknowledge,merelytaughtMenshould,forlove’ssake,inlove’sstrength,believe; OrIwouldpenalettertoafriend,Andurgethesameasfriend,norlessnormore:[150] FriendssaidIreasonedrightly,andbelieved。 Butatthelast,why,IseemedleftaliveLikeasea-jellyweakonPatmosstrand,Totelldrysea-beachgazershowIfaredWhentherewasmid-sea,andthemightythings;[155] Lefttorepeat,`Isaw,Iheard,Iknew’,Andgoallovertheoldgroundagain,WithAntichristalreadyintheworld,AndmanyAntichrists,whoansweredprompt`AmInotJasperasthyselfartJohn?[160] Nay,young,whereasthroughagethoumayestforget: Wherefore,explain,orhowshallwebelieve?’ Ineverthoughttocalldownfireonsuch,Or,asinwonderfulandearlydays,Pickupthescorpion,treadtheserpentdumb;[165] ButpatientstatedmuchoftheLord’slifeForgottenormisdelivered,andletitwork: Sincemuchthatatthefirst,indeedandword,Laysimplyandsufficientlyexposed,Hadgrown(orelsemysoulwasgrowntomatch,[170] Fedthroughsuchyears,familiarwithsuchlight,Guardedandguidedstilltoseeandspeak) Ofnewsignificanceandfreshresult; Whatfirstwereguessedaspoints,Inowknewstars,AndnamedthemintheGospelIhavewrit。[175] Formensaid,`Itisgettinglongago: WhereisthepromiseofHiscoming?’——askedTheseyoungonesintheirstrength,aslothtowait,Ofmewho,whentheirsireswereborn,wasold。 I,forIlovedthem,answered,joyfully,[180] SinceIwasthere,andhelpfulinmyage; And,inthemain,Ithinksuchmenbelieved。 Finally,thusendeavoring,Ifellsick。 Yebroughtmehere,andIsupposedtheend,Andwenttosleepwithonethoughtthat,atleast,[185] Thoughthewholeearthshouldlieinwickedness,Wehadthetruth,mightleavetheresttoGod。 YetnowIwakeinsuchdecrepitudeAsIhadsliddendownandfallenafar,Pasteventhepresenceofmyformerself,[190] Graspingthewhileforstayatfactswhichsnap,TillIamfoundawayfrommyownworld,Feelingforfoot-holdthroughablankprofound,Alongwithunbornpeopleinstrangelands,Whosay——Ihearsaidorconceivetheysay——[195] `WasJohnatall,anddidhesayhesaw? Assureus,ereweaskwhathemightsee!’—— 156。Isaw,Iheard,Iknew:expressionswhichoccurthroughoutJohn’sRevelation。 188-197。Thepoetprovides,intheselines,forthepropheticcharacterofJohn’sdiscourse,itssolutionofthedifficultiesdestinedtobesetChristianityinthefuture,andespeciallyofthosewhichhavebeenraisedinourowntimes。ThehistoricalbulwarkswhichtheStraussesandtheRenanshaveendeavoredtodestroy,Christianity,initsessential,absolutecharacter,itsadaptivenesstospiritualvitality,andthewantsofthesoul,candowithout。 Indeed,therewillbemuchgainedwhenthehistoricalcharacterofChristianityisgenerallydisregarded。Itsimpregnablefortress,namely,thePersonality,JesusChrist,willremain,andmankindwillforeverseekandfindrefugeinit。ArthurSymons,inhis`IntroductiontotheStudyofBrowning’,remarks:……”itisasapieceofratiocination——suffused,indeed,withimagination—— thatthepoemseemstohaveitsraisond’etre。Thebearingofthisargumentoncontemporarytheories,maytosomeappearamerit,toothersablemish。TomakethedyingJohnrefuteStraussorRenan,handlingtheirpropositionswithadmirabledialecticalskill,iscertainly,onthefaceofit,somewhathazardous。ButIcanseenorealincongruityinimputingtotheseerofPatmosapropheticinsightintothefuture——norealinconsequenceinimaginingtheopponentofCerinthusspendinghislastbreathinthedefenceofChristiantruthagainstaforeseenscepticism。”——”AndhowshallIassurethem?Cantheyshare——They,whohaveflesh,aveilofyouthandstrengthAbouteachspirit,thatneedsmustbideitstime,[200] LivingandlearningstillasyearsassistWhichwearthethicknessthin,andletmansee—— Withmewhohardlyamwithheldatall,Butshudderingly,scarceashredbetween,Liebaretotheuniversalprickoflight?[205] Isitfornothingwegrowoldandweak,WewhomGodloves?Whenpainends,gainendstoo。 Tome,thatstory——ay,thatLifeandDeathOfwhichIwrote`itwas’——tome,itis;—— Is,hereandnow:Iapprehendnaughtelse。[210] IsnotGodnowi’theworldHispowerfirstmade? IsnotHisloveatissuestillwithsin,Visiblywhenawrongisdoneonearth? Love,wrong,andpain,whatseeIelsearound? Yea,andtheResurrectionandUprise[215] Totherighthandofthethrone——whatisitbeside,Whensuchtruth,breakingbounds,o’erfloodsmysoul,And,asIsawthesinanddeath,evensoSeeItheneedyettransiencyofboth,Thegoodandgloryconsummatedthence?[220] IsawthePower;IseetheLove,onceweak,ResumethePower:andinthisword`Isee’,Lo,thereisrecognizedtheSpiritofbothThatmovingo’erthespiritofman,unblindsHiseyeandbidshimlook。Theseare,Isee;[225] Butye,thechildren,Hisbelovedonestoo,Yeneed,——asIshoulduseanopticglassIwonderedaterewhile,somewherei’theworld,Ithadbeengivenacraftysmithtomake; Atube,heturnedonobjectsbroughttooclose,[230] LyingconfusedlyinsubordinateFortheunassistedeyetomasteronce: Lookthroughhistube,atdistancenowtheylay,Becomesuccinct,distinct,sosmall,soclear! Justthus,yeneedsmustapprehendwhattruth[235] Isee,reducedtoplainhistoricfact,Diminishedintoclearness,provedapointAndfaraway:yewouldwithdrawyoursenseFromouteternity,strainitupontime,Thenstandbeforethatfact,thatLifeandDeath,[240] Staythereatgaze,tillitdispart,dispread,Asthoughastarshouldopenout,allsides,Growtheworldonyou,asitismyworld—— 202。”Oh,notalonewhenlifeflowsstilldotruthandpoweremerge,butalsowhenstrangechancerufflesitscurrent;inunusedconjuncture,whensicknessbreaksthebody——hunger,watching,excess,orlanguor—— oftenestdeath’sapproach——peril,deepjoy,orwoe。”—— Browning’s`Paracelsus’。”Thesoul’sdarkcottage,batteredanddecayed,LetsinnewlightthroughchinksthatTimehasmade。 Strongerbyweakness,wisermenbecome,Astheydrawneartotheireternalhome。 Leavingtheold,bothworldsatoncetheyview,Thatstanduponthethresholdofthenew。”——EdmundWaller。”Drawingnearherdeath,shesentmostpiousthoughtsasharbingerstoheaven;andhersoulsawaglimpseofhappinessthroughthechinksofhersickness-brokenbody。”Fuller’s`HolyandProfaneState’,BookI。,chap。2。 203。Withme:connectwith`share’,v。198。 208-209。Seep。62ofthisvolume。{Inthisetext,PartII,Section3intheIntroduction。Itisshortlybeforeanexcerptfrom`ChristmasEve’。} 221-225。Seestanzas9and10of`RabbiBenEzra’。 227。anopticglass:perhapsanachronistic。