第5章

类别:其他 作者:Kenneth Grahame字数:18107更新时间:19/01/05 09:32:35
Reserved,shy,butfullofsignificance,ithidwhateveritmightholdbehindaveil,keepingittillthehourshouldcome,and,withthehour,thosewhowerecalledandchosen。 Slowly,butwithnodoubtorhesitationwhatever,andinsomethingofasolemnexpectancy,thetwoanimalspassedthroughthebrokentumultuouswaterandmooredtheirboatattheflowerymarginoftheisland。Insilencetheylanded,andpushedthroughtheblossomandscentedherbageandundergrowththatleduptothelevelground,tilltheystoodonalittlelawnofamarvellousgreen,setroundwithNature’sownorchard-trees—— crab-apple,wildcherry,andsloe。 `Thisistheplaceofmysong-dream,theplacethemusicplayedtome,’whisperedtheRat,asifinatrance。`Here,inthisholyplace,hereifanywhere,surelyweshallfindHim!’ ThensuddenlytheMolefeltagreatAwefalluponhim,anawethatturnedhismusclestowater,bowedhishead,androotedhisfeettotheground。Itwasnopanicterror——indeedhefeltwonderfullyatpeaceandhappy——butitwasanawethatsmoteandheldhimand,withoutseeing,heknewitcouldonlymeanthatsomeaugustPresencewasvery,verynear。Withdifficultyheturnedtolookforhisfriend。andsawhimathissidecowed,stricken,andtremblingviolently。Andstilltherewasuttersilenceinthepopulousbird-hauntedbranchesaroundthem;andstillthelightgrewandgrew。 Perhapshewouldneverhavedaredtoraisehiseyes,butthat,thoughthepipingwasnowhushed,thecallandthesummonsseemedstilldominantandimperious。Hemightnotrefuse,wereDeathhimselfwaitingtostrikehiminstantly,oncehehadlookedwithmortaleyeonthingsrightlykepthidden。Tremblingheobeyed,andraisedhishumblehead;andthen,inthatutterclearnessoftheimminentdawn,whileNature,flushedwithfulnessofincrediblecolour,seemedtoholdherbreathfortheevent,helookedintheveryeyesoftheFriendandHelper;sawthebackwardsweepofthecurvedhorns,gleaminginthegrowingdaylight;sawthestern,hookednosebetweenthekindlyeyesthatwerelookingdownonthemhumourously,whilethebeardedmouthbrokeintoahalf-smileatthecorners;sawtheripplingmusclesonthearmthatlayacrossthebroadchest,thelongsupplehandstillholdingthepan-pipesonlyjustfallenawayfromthepartedlips;sawthesplendidcurvesoftheshaggylimbsdisposedinmajesticeaseonthesward;saw,lastofall,nestlingbetweenhisveryhooves,sleepingsoundlyinentirepeaceandcontentment,thelittle,round,podgy,childishformofthebabyotter。Allthishesaw,foronemomentbreathlessandintense,vividonthemorningsky;andstill,ashelooked,helived;andstill,ashelived,hewondered。 `Rat!’hefoundbreathtowhisper,shaking。`Areyouafraid?’ `Afraid?’murmuredtheRat,hiseyesshiningwithunutterablelove。`Afraid!OfHIM?O,never,never!Andyet——andyet—— O,Mole,Iamafraid!’ Thenthetwoanimals,crouchingtotheearth,bowedtheirheadsanddidworship。 Suddenandmagnificent,thesun’sbroadgoldendiscshoweditselfoverthehorizonfacingthem;andthefirstrays,shootingacrossthelevelwater-meadows,tooktheanimalsfullintheeyesanddazzledthem。Whentheywereabletolookoncemore,theVisionhadvanished,andtheairwasfullofthecarolofbirdsthathailedthedawn。 Astheystaredblankly。indumbmiserydeepeningastheyslowlyrealisedalltheyhadseenandalltheyhadlost,acapriciouslittlebreeze,dancingupfromthesurfaceofthewater,tossedtheaspens,shookthedewyrosesandblewlightlyandcaressinglyintheirfaces;andwithitssofttouchcameinstantoblivion。Forthisisthelastbestgiftthatthekindlydemi- godiscarefultobestowonthosetowhomhehasrevealedhimselfintheirhelping:thegiftofforgetfulness。Lesttheawfulremembranceshouldremainandgrow,andovershadowmirthandpleasure,andthegreathauntingmemoryshouldspoilalltheafter-livesoflittleanimalshelpedoutofdifficulties,inorderthattheyshouldbehappyandlightheartedasbefore。 MolerubbedhiseyesandstaredatRat,whowaslookingabouthiminapuzzledsortofway。`Ibegyourpardon;whatdidyousay,Rat?’heasked。 `IthinkIwasonlyremarking,’saidRatslowly,`thatthiswastherightsortofplace,andthathere,ifanywhere,weshouldfindhim。Andlook!Why,thereheis,thelittlefellow!’AndwithacryofdelightherantowardstheslumberingPortly。 ButMolestoodstillamoment,heldinthought。Asonewakenedsuddenlyfromabeautifuldream,whostrugglestorecallit,andcanre-capturenothingbutadimsenseofthebeautyofit,thebeauty!Tillthat,too,fadesawayinitsturn,andthedreamerbitterlyacceptsthehard,coldwakingandallitspenalties;soMole,afterstrugglingwithhismemoryforabriefspace,shookhisheadsadlyandfollowedtheRat。 Portlywokeupwithajoyoussqueak,andwriggledwithpleasureatthesightofhisfather’sfriends,whohadplayedwithhimsoofteninpastdays。Inamoment,however,hisfacegrewblank,andhefelltohuntingroundinacirclewithpleadingwhine。Asachildthathasfallenhappilyasleepinitsnurse’sarms,andwakestofinditselfaloneandlaidinastrangeplace,andsearchescornersandcupboards,andrunsfromroomtoroom,despairgrowingsilentlyinitsheart,evensoPortlysearchedtheislandandsearched,doggedandunwearying,tillatlasttheblackmomentcameforgivingitup,andsittingdownandcryingbitterly。 TheMoleranquicklytocomfortthelittleanimal;butRat,lingering,lookedlonganddoubtfullyatcertainhoof-marksdeepinthesward。 `Some——great——animal——hasbeenhere,’hemurmuredslowlyandthoughtfully;andstoodmusing,musing;hismindstrangelystirred。 `Comealong,Rat!’calledtheMole。`ThinkofpoorOtter,waitinguptherebytheford!’ Portlyhadsoonbeencomfortedbythepromiseofatreat——ajauntontheriverinMr。Rat’srealboat;andthetwoanimalsconductedhimtothewater’sside,placedhimsecurelybetweentheminthebottomoftheboat,andpaddledoffdownthebackwater。Thesunwasfullyupbynow,andhotonthem,birdssanglustilyandwithoutrestraint,andflowerssmiledandnoddedfromeitherbank,butsomehow——sothoughttheanimals——withlessofrichnessandblazeofcolourthantheyseemedtorememberseeingquiterecentlysomewhere——theywonderedwhere。 Themainriverreachedagain,theyturnedtheboat’sheadupstream,towardsthepointwheretheyknewtheirfriendwaskeepinghislonelyvigil。Astheydrewnearthefamiliarford,theMoletooktheboatintothebank,andtheyliftedPortlyoutandsethimonhislegsonthetow-path,gavehimhismarchingordersandafriendlyfarewellpatontheback,andshovedoutintomid-stream。Theywatchedthelittleanimalashewaddledalongthepathcontentedlyandwithimportance;watchedhimtilltheysawhismuzzlesuddenlyliftandhiswaddlebreakintoaclumsyambleashequickenedhispacewithshrillwhinesandwrigglesofrecognition。Lookinguptheriver,theycouldseeOtterstartup,tenseandrigid,fromoutoftheshallowswherehecrouchedindumbpatience,andcouldhearhisamazedandjoyousbarkasheboundedupthroughtheosiersontothepath。 ThentheMole,withastrongpullononeoar,swungtheboatroundandletthefullstreambearthemdownagainwhitheritwould,theirquestnowhappilyended。 `Ifeelstrangelytired,Rat,’saidtheMole,leaningwearilyoverhisoarsastheboatdrifted。`It’sbeingupallnight,you’llsay,perhaps;butthat’snothing。Wedoasmuchhalfthenightsoftheweek,atthistimeoftheyear。No;IfeelasifI hadbeenthroughsomethingveryexcitingandratherterrible,anditwasjustover;andyetnothingparticularhashappened。’ `Orsomethingverysurprisingandsplendidandbeautiful,’ murmuredtheRat,leaningbackandclosinghiseyes。`Ifeeljustasyoudo,Mole;simplydeadtired,thoughnotbodytired。It’sluckywe’vegotthestreamwithus,totakeushome。Isn’titjollytofeelthesunagain,soakingintoone’sbones!Andharktothewindplayinginthereeds!’ `It’slikemusic——farawaymusic,’saidtheMolenoddingdrowsily。 `SoIwasthinking,’murmuredtheRat,dreamfulandlanguid。 `Dance-music——theliltingsortthatrunsonwithoutastop——butwithwordsinit,too——itpassesintowordsandoutofthemagain——Icatchthematintervals——thenitisdance-musiconcemore,andthennothingbutthereeds’softthinwhispering。’ `YouhearbetterthanI,’saidtheMolesadly。`Icannotcatchthewords。’ `Letmetryandgiveyouthem,’saidtheRatsoftly,hiseyesstillclosed。`Nowitisturningintowordsagain——faintbutclear——Lesttheaweshoulddwell——Andturnyourfrolictofret——Youshalllookonmypoweratthehelpinghour——Butthenyoushallforget!Nowthereedstakeitup——forget,forget,theysigh,anditdiesawayinarustleandawhisper。Thenthevoicereturns—— `Lestlimbsbereddenedandrent——Ispringthetrapthatisset——AsIloosethesnareyoumayglimpsemethere——Forsurelyyoushallforget!Rownearer,Mole,nearertothereeds! Itishardtocatch,andgrowseachminutefainter。 `Helperandhealer,Icheer——Smallwaifsinthewoodlandwet—— StraysIfindinit,woundsIbindinit——Biddingthemallforget!Nearer,Mole,nearer!No,itisnogood;thesonghasdiedawayintoreed-talk。’ `Butwhatdothewordsmean?’askedthewonderingMole。 `ThatIdonotknow,’saidtheRatsimply。`Ipassedthemontoyouastheyreachedme。Ah!nowtheyreturnagain,andthistimefullandclear!Thistime,atlast,itisthereal,theunmistakablething,simple——passionate——perfect————’ `Well,let’shaveit,then,’saidtheMole,afterhehadwaitedpatientlyforafewminutes,half-dozinginthehotsun。 Butnoanswercame。Helooked,andunderstoodthesilence。Withasmileofmuchhappinessonhisface,andsomethingofalisteninglookstilllingeringthere,thewearyRatwasfastasleep。 VIII TOAD’SADVENTURES WhenToadfoundhimselfimmuredinadankandnoisomedungeon,andknewthatallthegrimdarknessofamedievalfortresslaybetweenhimandtheouterworldofsunshineandwell-metalledhighroadswherehehadlatelybeensohappy,disportinghimselfasifhehadboughtupeveryroadinEngland,heflunghimselfatfulllengthonthefloor,andshedbittertears,andabandonedhimselftodarkdespair。`Thisistheendofeverything’(hesaid),`atleastitistheendofthecareerofToad,whichisthesamething;thepopularandhandsomeToad,therichandhospitableToad,theToadsofreeandcarelessanddebonair!HowcanIhopetobeeversetatlargeagain’(hesaid),`whohavebeenimprisonedsojustlyforstealingsohandsomeamotor-carinsuchanaudaciousmanner,andforsuchluridandimaginativecheek,bestoweduponsuchanumberoffat,red-facedpolicemen!’(Herehissobschokedhim。)`StupidanimalthatI was’(hesaid),`nowImustlanguishinthisdungeon,tillpeoplewhowereproudtosaytheyknewme,haveforgottentheverynameofToad!OwiseoldBadger!’(hesaid),`Oclever,intelligentRatandsensibleMole!Whatsoundjudgments,whataknowledgeofmenandmattersyoupossess!OunhappyandforsakenToad!’Withlamentationssuchasthesehepassedhisdaysandnightsforseveralweeks,refusinghismealsorintermediatelightrefreshments,thoughthegrimandancientgaoler,knowingthatToad’spocketswerewelllined,frequentlypointedoutthatmanycomforts,andindeedluxuries,couldbyarrangementbesentin—— ataprice——fromoutside。 Nowthegaolerhadadaughter,apleasantwenchandgood-hearted,whoassistedherfatherinthelighterdutiesofhispost。Shewasparticularlyfondofanimals,and,besideshercanary,whosecagehungonanailinthemassivewallofthekeepbyday,tothegreatannoyanceofprisonerswhorelishedanafterdinnernap,andwasshroudedinanantimacassarontheparlourtableatnight,shekeptseveralpiebaldmiceandarestlessrevolvingsquirrel。Thiskind-heartedgirl,pityingthemiseryofToad,saidtoherfatheroneday,`Father!Ican’tbeartoseethatpoorbeastsounhappy,andgettingsothin!Youletmehavethemanagingofhim。YouknowhowfondofanimalsIam。I’llmakehimeatfrommyhand,andsitup,anddoallsortsofthings。’ Herfatherrepliedthatshecoulddowhatshelikedwithhim。HewastiredofToad,andhissulksandhisairsandhismeanness。 Sothatdayshewentonhererrandofmercy,andknockedatthedoorofToad’scell。 `Now,cheerup,Toad,’shesaid,coaxingly,onentering,`andsitupanddryyoureyesandbeasensibleanimal。Anddotryandeatabitofdinner。See,I’vebroughtyousomeofmine,hotfromtheoven!’ Itwasbubble-and-squeak,betweentwoplates,anditsfragrancefilledthenarrowcell。ThepenetratingsmellofcabbagereachedthenoseofToadashelayprostrateinhismiseryonthefloor,andgavehimtheideaforamomentthatperhapslifewasnotsuchablankanddesperatethingashehadimagined。Butstillhewailed,andkickedwithhislegs,andrefusedtobecomforted。 Sothewisegirlretiredforthetime,but,ofcourse,agooddealofthesmellofhotcabbageremainedbehind,asitwilldo,andToad,betweenhissobs,sniffedandreflected,andgraduallybegantothinknewandinspiringthoughts:ofchivalry,andpoetry,anddeedsstilltobedone;ofbroadmeadows,andcattlebrowsinginthem,rakedbysunandwind;ofkitchen-gardens,andstraightherb-borders,andwarmsnap-dragonbesetbybees;andofthecomfortingclinkofdishessetdownonthetableatToadHall,andthescrapeofchair-legsontheflooraseveryonepulledhimselfcloseuptohiswork。Theairofthenarrowcelltookarosytinge;hebegantothinkofhisfriends,andhowtheywouldsurelybeabletodosomething;oflawyers,andhowtheywouldhaveenjoyedhiscase,andwhatanasshehadbeennottogetinafew;andlastly,hethoughtofhisowngreatclevernessandresource,andallthathewascapableofifheonlygavehisgreatmindtoit;andthecurewasalmostcomplete。 Whenthegirlreturned,somehourslater,shecarriedatray,withacupoffragrantteasteamingonit;andaplatepiledupwithveryhotbutteredtoast,cutthick,verybrownonbothsides,withthebutterrunningthroughtheholesinitingreatgoldendrops,likehoneyfromthehoneycomb。ThesmellofthatbutteredtoastsimplytalkedtoToad,andwithnouncertainvoice;talkedofwarmkitchens,ofbreakfastsonbrightfrostymornings,ofcosyparlourfiresidesonwinterevenings,whenone’sramblewasoverandslipperedfeetwereproppedonthefender;ofthepurringofcontentedcats,andthetwitterofsleepycanaries。Toadsatuponendoncemore,driedhiseyes,sippedhisteaandmunchedhistoast,andsoonbegantalkingfreelyabouthimself,andthehousehelivedin,andhisdoingsthere,andhowimportanthewas,andwhatalothisfriendsthoughtofhim。 Thegaoler’sdaughtersawthatthetopicwasdoinghimasmuchgoodasthetea,asindeeditwas,andencouragedhimtogoon。 `TellmeaboutToadHall,\"saidshe。`Itsoundsbeautiful。’ `ToadHall,’saidtheToadproudly,`isaneligibleself- containedgentleman’sresidenceveryunique;datinginpartfromthefourteenthcentury,butrepletewitheverymodernconvenience。Up-to-datesanitation。Fiveminutesfromchurch,post-office,andgolf-links,Suitablefor————’ `Blesstheanimal,’saidthegirl,laughing,`Idon’twanttoTAKEit。TellmesomethingREALaboutit。ButfirstwaittillIfetchyousomemoreteaandtoast。’ Shetrippedaway,andpresentlyreturnedwithafreshtrayful; andToad,pitchingintothetoastwithavidity,hisspiritsquiterestoredtotheirusuallevel,toldherabouttheboathouse,andthefish-pond,andtheoldwalledkitchen-garden;andaboutthepig-styes,andthestables,andthepigeon-house,andthehen- house;andaboutthedairy,andthewash-house,andthechina- cupboards,andthelinen-presses(shelikedthatbitespecially); andaboutthebanqueting-hall,andthefuntheyhadtherewhentheotheranimalsweregatheredroundthetableandToadwasathisbest,singingsongs,tellingstories,carryingongenerally。 Thenshewantedtoknowabouthisanimal-friends,andwasveryinterestedinallhehadtotellheraboutthemandhowtheylived,andwhattheydidtopasstheirtime。Ofcourse,shedidnotsayshewasfondofanimalsasPETS,becauseshehadthesensetoseethatToadwouldbeextremelyoffended。Whenshesaidgoodnight,havingfilledhiswater-jugandshakenuphisstrawforhim,Toadwasverymuchthesamesanguine,self- satisfiedanimalthathehadbeenofold。Hesangalittlesongortwo,ofthesortheusedtosingathisdinner-parties,curledhimselfupinthestraw,andhadanexcellentnight’srestandthepleasantestofdreams。 Theyhadmanyinterestingtalkstogether,afterthat,asthedrearydayswenton;andthegaoler’sdaughtergrewverysorryforToad,andthoughtitagreatshamethatapoorlittleanimalshouldbelockedupinprisonforwhatseemedtoheraverytrivialoffence。Toad,ofcourse,inhisvanity,thoughtthatherinterestinhimproceededfromagrowingtenderness;andhecouldnothelphalf-regrettingthatthesocialgulfbetweenthemwassoverywide,forshewasacomelylass,andevidentlyadmiredhimverymuch。 Onemorningthegirlwasverythoughtful,andansweredatrandom,anddidnotseemtoToadtobepayingproperattentiontohiswittysayingsandsparklingcomments。 `Toad,’shesaidpresently,`justlisten,please。Ihaveanauntwhoisawasherwoman。’ `There,there,’saidToad,graciouslyandaffably,`nevermind; thinknomoreaboutit。_I_haveseveralauntswhoOUGHTtobewasherwomen。’ `Dobequietaminute,Toad,’saidthegirl。`Youtalktoomuch,that’syourchieffault,andI’mtryingtothink,andyouhurtmyhead。AsIsaid,Ihaveanauntwhoisawasherwoman;shedoesthewashingforalltheprisonersinthiscastle——wetrytokeepanypayingbusinessofthatsortinthefamily,youunderstand。 ShetakesoutthewashingonMondaymorning,andbringsitinonFridayevening。ThisisaThursday。Now,thisiswhatoccurstome:you’reveryrich——atleastyou’realwaystellingmeso——andshe’sverypoor。Afewpoundswouldn’tmakeanydifferencetoyou,anditwouldmeanalottoher。Now,Ithinkifshewereproperlyapproached——squared,Ibelieveisthewordyouanimalsuse——youcouldcometosomearrangementbywhichshewouldletyouhaveherdressandbonnetandsoon,andyoucouldescapefromthecastleastheofficialwasherwoman。You’reveryalikeinmanyrespects——particularlyaboutthefigure。’ `We’reNOT,’saidtheToadinahuff。`Ihaveaveryelegantfigure——forwhatIam。’ `Sohasmyaunt,’repliedthegirl,`forwhatSHEis。Buthaveityourownway。Youhorrid,proud,ungratefulanimal,whenI’msorryforyou,andtryingtohelpyou!’ `Yes,yes,that’sallright;thankyouverymuchindeed,’saidtheToadhurriedly。`Butlookhere!youwouldn’tsurelyhaveMr。 ToadofToadHall,goingaboutthecountrydisguisedasawasherwoman!’ `ThenyoucanstophereasaToad,’repliedthegirlwithmuchspirit。`Isupposeyouwanttogooffinacoach-and-four!’ HonestToadwasalwaysreadytoadmithimselfinthewrong。`Youareagood,kind,clevergirl,’hesaid,`andIamindeedaproudandastupidtoad。Introducemetoyourworthyaunt,ifyouwillbesokind,andIhavenodoubtthattheexcellentladyandI willbeabletoarrangetermssatisfactorytobothparties。’ NexteveningthegirlusheredherauntintoToad’scell,bearinghisweek’swashingpinnedupinatowel。Theoldladyhadbeenpreparedbeforehandfortheinterview,andthesightofcertaingoldsovereignsthatToadhadthoughtfullyplacedonthetableinfullviewpracticallycompletedthematterandleftlittlefurthertodiscuss。Inreturnforhiscash,Toadreceivedacottonprintgown,anapron,ashawl,andarustyblackbonnet; theonlystipulationtheoldladymadebeingthatsheshouldbegaggedandboundanddumpeddowninacorner。Bythisnotveryconvincingartifice,sheexplained,aidedbypicturesquefictionwhichshecouldsupplyherself,shehopedtoretainhersituation,inspiteofthesuspiciousappearanceofthings。 Toadwasdelightedwiththesuggestion。Itwouldenablehimtoleavetheprisoninsomestyle,andwithhisreputationforbeingadesperateanddangerousfellowuntarnished;andhereadilyhelpedthegaoler’sdaughtertomakeherauntappearasmuchaspossiblethevictimofcircumstancesoverwhichshehadnocontrol。 `Nowit’syourturn,Toad,’saidthegirl。`Takeoffthatcoatandwaistcoatofyours;you’refatenoughasitis。’ Shakingwithlaughter,sheproceededto`hook-and-eye’himintothecottonprintgown,arrangedtheshawlwithaprofessionalfold,andtiedthestringsoftherustybonnetunderhischin。 `You’retheveryimageofher,’shegiggled,`onlyI’msureyouneverlookedhalfsorespectableinallyourlifebefore。Now,good-bye,Toad,andgoodluck。Gostraightdownthewayyoucameup;andifanyonesaysanythingtoyou,astheyprobablywill,beingbutmen,youcanchaffbackabit,ofcourse,butrememberyou’reawidowwoman,quitealoneintheworld,withacharactertolose。’ Withaquakingheart,butasfirmafootstepashecouldcommand,Toadsetforthcautiouslyonwhatseemedtobeamosthare- brainedandhazardousundertaking;buthewassoonagreeablysurprisedtofindhoweasyeverythingwasmadeforhim,andalittlehumbledatthethoughtthatbothhispopularity,andthesexthatseemedtoinspireit,werereallyanother’s。Thewasherwoman’ssquatfigureinitsfamiliarcottonprintseemedapassportforeverybarreddoorandgrimgateway;evenwhenhehesitated,uncertainastotherightturningtotake,hefoundhimselfhelpedoutofhisdifficultybythewarderatthenextgate,anxioustobeofftohistea,summoninghimtocomealongsharpandnotkeephimwaitingthereallnight。Thechaffandthehumouroussalliestowhichhewassubjected,andtowhich,ofcourse,hehadtoprovidepromptandeffectivereply,formed,indeed,hischiefdanger;forToadwasananimalwithastrongsenseofhisowndignity,andthechaffwasmostly(hethought)poorandclumsy,andthehumourofthesalliesentirelylacking。However,hekepthistemper,thoughwithgreatdifficulty,suitedhisretortstohiscompanyandhissupposedcharacter,anddidhisbestnottooverstepthelimitsofgoodtaste。 Itseemedhoursbeforehecrossedthelastcourtyard,rejectedthepressinginvitationsfromthelastguardroom,anddodgedtheoutspreadarmsofthelastwarder,pleadingwithsimulatedpassionforjustonefarewellembrace。Butatlastheheardthewicket-gateinthegreatouterdoorclickbehindhim,feltthefreshairoftheouterworlduponhisanxiousbrow,andknewthathewasfree! Dizzywiththeeasysuccessofhisdaringexploit,hewalkedquicklytowardsthelightsofthetown,notknowingintheleastwhatheshoulddonext,onlyquitecertainofonething,thathemustremovehimselfasquicklyaspossiblefromtheneighbourhoodwheretheladyhewasforcedtorepresentwassowell-knownandsopopularacharacter。 Ashewalkedalong,considering,hisattentionwascaughtbysomeredandgreenlightsalittlewayoff,toonesideofthetown,andthesoundofthepuffingandsnortingofenginesandthebangingofshuntedtrucksfellonhisear。`Aha!’hethought,`thisisapieceofluck!ArailwaystationisthethingIwantmostinthewholeworldatthismoment;andwhat’smore,I needn’tgothroughthetowntogetit,andshan’thavetosupportthishumiliatingcharacterbyreparteeswhich,thoughthoroughlyeffective,donotassistone’ssenseofself-respect。’ Hemadehiswaytothestationaccordingly,consultedatime- table,andfoundthatatrain,boundmoreorlessinthedirectionofhishome,wasduetostartinhalf-an-hour。`Moreluck!’saidToad,hisspiritsrisingrapidly,andwentofftothebooking-officetobuyhisticket。 HegavethenameofthestationthatheknewtobenearesttothevillageofwhichToadHallwastheprincipalfeature,andmechanicallyputhisfingers,insearchofthenecessarymoney,wherehiswaiscoatpocketshouldhavebeen。Butherethecottongown,whichhadnoblystoodbyhimsofar,andwhichhehadbaselyforgotten,intervened,andfrustratedhisefforts。Inasortofnightmarehestruggledwiththestrangeuncannythingthatseemedtoholdhishands,turnallmuscularstrivingstowater,andlaughathimallthetime;whileothertravellers,formingupinalinebehind,waitedwithimpatience,makingsuggestionsofmoreorlessvalueandcommentsofmoreorlessstringencyandpoint。Atlast——somehow——heneverrightlyunderstoodhow——heburstthebarriers,attainedthegoal,arrivedatwhereallwaistcoatpocketsareeternallysituated,andfound——notonlynomoney,butnopockettoholdit,andnowaistcoattoholdthepocket! Tohishorrorherecollectedthathehadleftbothcoatandwaistcoatbehindhiminhiscell,andwiththemhispocket-book,money,keys,watch,matches,pencil-case——allthatmakeslifeworthliving,allthatdistinguishesthemany-pocketedanimal,thelordofcreation,fromtheinferiorone-pocketedorno-pocketedproductionsthathoportripaboutpermissively,unequippedfortherealcontest。 Inhismiseryhemadeonedesperateefforttocarrythethingoff,and,withareturntohisfineoldmanner——ablendoftheSquireandtheCollegeDon——hesaid,`Lookhere!IfindI’veleftmypursebehind。Justgivemethatticket,willyou,andI’llsendthemoneyonto-morrow?I’mwell-knownintheseparts。’ Theclerkstaredathimandtherustyblackbonnetamoment,andthenlaughed。`Ishouldthinkyouwereprettywellknownintheseparts,’hesaid,`ifyou’vetriedthisgameonoften。 Here,standawayfromthewindow,please,madam;you’reobstructingtheotherpassengers!’ Anoldgentlemanwhohadbeenproddinghiminthebackforsomemomentsherethrusthimaway,and,whatwasworse,addressedhimashisgoodwoman,whichangeredToadmorethananythingthathadoccurredthatevening。 Baffledandfullofdespair,hewanderedblindlydowntheplatformwherethetrainwasstanding,andtearstrickleddowneachsideofhisnose。Itwashard,hethought,tobewithinsightofsafetyandalmostofhome,andtobebaulkedbythewantofafewwretchedshillingsandbythepettifoggingmistrustfulnessofpaidofficials。Verysoonhisescapewouldbediscovered,thehuntwouldbeup,hewouldbecaught,reviled,loadedwithchains,draggedbackagaintoprisonandbread-and- waterandstraw;hisguardsandpenalitieswouldbedoubled;andO,whatsarcasticremarksthegirlwouldmake!Whatwastobedone?Hewasnotswiftoffoot;hisfigurewasunfortunatelyrecognisable。Couldhenotsqueezeundertheseatofacarriage? Hehadseenthismethodadoptedbyschoolboys,whenthejourney- moneyprovidedbythoughtfulparentshadbeendivertedtootherandbetterends。Ashepondered,hefoundhimselfoppositetheengine,whichwasbeingoiled,wiped,andgenerallycaressedbyitsaffectionatedriver,aburlymanwithanoil-caninonehandandalumpofcotton-wasteintheother。 `Hullo,mother!’saidtheengine-driver,`what’sthetrouble? Youdon’tlookparticularlycheerful。’ `O,sir!’saidToad,cryingafresh,`Iamapoorunhappywasherwoman,andI’velostallmymoney,andcan’tpayforaticket,andImustgethometo-nightsomehow,andwhateverIamtodoIdon’tknow。Odear,Odear!’ `That’sabadbusiness,indeed,’saidtheengine-driverreflectively。`Lostyourmoney——andcan’tgethome——andgotsomekids,too,waitingforyou,Idaresay?’ `Anyamountof’em,’sobbedToad。`Andthey’llbehungry——andplayingwithmatches——andupsettinglamps,thelittleinnocents!——andquarrelling,andgoingongenerally。Odear,O dear!’ `Well,I’lltellyouwhatI’lldo,’saidthegoodengine-driver。 `You’reawasherwomantoyourtrade,saysyou。Verywell,that’sthat。AndI’manengine-driver,asyouwellmaysee,andthere’snodenyingit’sterriblydirtywork。Usesupapowerofshirts,itdoes,tillmymissusisfairtiredofwashingof’em。Ifyou’llwashafewshirtsformewhenyougethome,andsend’emalong,I’llgiveyouarideonmyengine。It’sagainsttheCompany’sregulations,butwe’renotsoveryparticularintheseout-of-the-wayparts。’ TheToad’smiseryturnedintoraptureasheeagerlyscrambledupintothecaboftheengine。Ofcourse,hehadneverwashedashirtinhislife,andcouldn’tifhetriedand,anyhow,hewasn’tgoingtobegin;buthethought:`WhenIgetsafelyhometoToadHall,andhavemoneyagain,andpocketstoputitin,I willsendtheengine-driverenoughtopayforquiteaquantityofwashing,andthatwillbethesamething,orbetter。’ Theguardwavedhiswelcomeflag,theengine-driverwhistledincheerfulresponse,andthetrainmovedoutofthestation。Asthespeedincreased,andtheToadcouldseeoneithersideofhimrealfields,andtrees,andhedges,andcows,andhorses,allflyingpasthim,andashethoughthoweveryminutewasbringinghimnearertoToadHall,andsympatheticfriends,andmoneytochinkinhispocket,andasoftbedtosleepin,andgoodthingstoeat,andpraiseandadmirationattherecitalofhisadventuresandhissurpassingcleverness,hebegantoskipupanddownandshoutandsingsnatchesofsong,tothegreatastonishmentoftheengine-driver,whohadcomeacrosswasherwomenbefore,atlongintervals,butneveroneatalllikethis。 Theyhadcoveredmanyandmanyamile,andToadwasalreadyconsideringwhathewouldhaveforsupperassoonashegothome,whenhenoticedthattheengine-driver,withapuzzledexpressiononhisface,wasleaningoverthesideoftheengineandlisteninghard。Thenhesawhimclimbontothecoalsandgazeoutoverthetopofthetrain;thenhereturnedandsaidtoToad: `It’sverystrange;we’rethelasttrainrunninginthisdirectionto-night,yetIcouldbeswornthatIheardanotherfollowingus!’ Toadceasedhisfrivolousanticsatonce。Hebecamegraveanddepressed,andadullpaininthelowerpartofhisspine,communicatingitselftohislegs,madehimwanttositdownandtrydesperatelynottothinkofallthepossibilities。 Bythistimethemoonwasshiningbrightly,andtheengine- driver,steadyinghimselfonthecoal,couldcommandaviewofthelinebehindthemforalongdistance。 Presentlyhecalledout,`Icanseeitclearlynow!Itisanengine,onourrails,comingalongatagreatpace!Itlooksasifwewerebeingpursued!’ ThemiserableToad,crouchinginthecoal-dust,triedhardtothinkofsomethingtodo,withdismalwantofsuccess。 `Theyaregainingonusfast!’criedtheengine-driver。Andtheengineiscrowdedwiththequeerestlotofpeople!Menlikeancientwarders,wavinghalberds;policemenintheirhelmets,wavingtruncheons;andshabbilydressedmeninpot-hats,obviousandunmistakableplain-clothesdetectivesevenatthisdistance,wavingrevolversandwalking-sticks;allwaving,andallshoutingthesamething——\"Stop,stop,stop!\"’ ThenToadfellonhiskneesamongthecoalsand,raisinghisclaspedpawsinsupplication,cried,`Saveme,onlysaveme,dearkindMr。Engine-driver,andIwillconfesseverything!IamnotthesimplewasherwomanIseemtobe!Ihavenochildrenwaitingforme,innocentorotherwise!Iamatoad——thewell-knownandpopularMr。Toad,alandedproprietor;Ihavejustescaped,bymygreatdaringandcleverness,fromaloathsomedungeonintowhichmyenemieshadflungme;andifthosefellowsonthatenginerecaptureme,itwillbechainsandbread-and-waterandstrawandmiseryoncemoreforpoor,unhappy,innocentToad!’ Theengine-driverlookeddownuponhimverysternly,andsaid,`Nowtellthetruth;whatwereyouputinprisonfor?’ `Itwasnothingverymuch,’saidpoorToad,colouringdeeply。`I onlyborrowedamotorcarwhiletheownerswereatlunch;theyhadnoneedofitatthetime。Ididn’tmeantostealit,really; butpeople——especiallymagistrates——takesuchharshviewsofthoughtlessandhigh-spiritedactions。’ Theengine-driverlookedverygraveandsaid,`Ifearthatyouhavebeenindeedawickedtoad,andbyrightsIoughttogiveyouuptooffendedjustice。Butyouareevidentlyinsoretroubleanddistress,soIwillnotdesertyou。Idon’tholdwithmotor- cars,foronething;andIdon’tholdwithbeingorderedaboutbypolicemenwhenI’monmyownengine,foranother。Andthesightofananimalintearsalwaysmakesmefeelqueerandsofthearted。 Socheerup,Toad!I’lldomybest,andwemaybeatthemyet!’ Theypiledonmorecoals,shovellingfuriously;thefurnaceroared,thesparksflew,theengineleaptandswungbutstilltheirpursuersslowlygained。Theengine-driver,withasigh,wipedhisbrowwithahandfulofcotton-waste,andsaid,`I’mafraidit’snogood,Toad。Yousee,theyarerunninglight,andtheyhavethebetterengine。There’sjustonethingleftforustodo,andit’syouronlychance,soattendverycarefullytowhatItellyou。Ashortwayaheadofusisalongtunnel,andontheothersideofthatthelinepassesthroughathickwood。 Now,IwillputonallthespeedIcanwhilewearerunningthroughthetunnel,buttheotherfellowswillslowdownabit,naturally,forfearofanaccident。Whenwearethrough,IwillshutoffsteamandputonbrakesashardasIcan,andthemomentit’ssafetodosoyoumustjumpandhideinthewood,beforetheygetthroughthetunnelandseeyou。ThenIwillgofullspeedaheadagain,andtheycanchasemeiftheylike,foraslongastheylike,andasfarastheylike。NowmindandbereadytojumpwhenItellyou!’ Theypiledonmorecoals,andthetrainshotintothetunnel,andtheenginerushedandroaredandrattled,tillatlasttheyshotoutattheotherendintofreshairandthepeacefulmoonlight,andsawthewoodlyingdarkandhelpfuluponeithersideoftheline。Thedrivershutoffsteamandputonbrakes,theToadgotdownonthestep,andasthetrainsloweddowntoalmostawalkingpaceheheardthedrivercallout,`Now,jump!’ Toadjumped,rolleddownashortembankment,pickedhimselfupunhurt,scrambledintothewoodandhid。 Peepingout,hesawhistraingetupspeedagainanddisappearatagreatpace。Thenoutofthetunnelburstthepursuingengine,roaringandwhistling,hermotleycrewwavingtheirvariousweaponsandshouting,`Stop!stop!stop!’Whentheywerepast,theToadhadaheartylaugh——forthefirsttimesincehewasthrownintoprison。 Buthesoonstoppedlaughingwhenhecametoconsiderthatitwasnowverylateanddarkandcold,andhewasinanunknownwood,withnomoneyandnochanceofsupper,andstillfarfromfriendsandhome;andthedeadsilenceofeverything,aftertheroarandrattleofthetrain,wassomethingofashock。Hedarednotleavetheshelterofthetrees,sohestruckintothewood,withtheideaofleavingtherailwayasfaraspossiblebehindhim。 Aftersomanyweekswithinwalls,hefoundthewoodstrangeandunfriendlyandinclined,hethought,tomakefunofhim。 Night-jars,soundingtheirmechanicalrattle,madehimthinkthatthewoodwasfullofsearchingwarders,closinginonhim。Anowl,swoopingnoiselesslytowardshim,brushedhisshoulderwithitswing,makinghimjumpwiththehorridcertaintythatitwasahand;thenflittedoff,moth-like,laughingitslowho!ho!ho; whichToadthoughtinverypoortaste。Oncehemetafox,whostopped,lookedhimupanddowninasarcasticsortofway,andsaid,`Hullo,washerwoman!Halfapairofsocksandapillow- caseshortthisweek!Minditdoesn’toccuragain!’andswaggeredoff,sniggering。Toadlookedaboutforastonetothrowathim,butcouldnotsucceedinfindingone,whichvexedhimmorethananything。Atlast,cold,hungry,andtiredout,hesoughttheshelterofahollowtree,wherewithbranchesanddeadleaveshemadehimselfascomfortableabedashecould,andsleptsoundlytillthemorning。 IX WAYFARERSALL TheWaterRatwasrestless,andhedidnotexactlyknowwhy。Toallappearancethesummer’spompwasstillatfullestheight,andalthoughinthetilledacresgreenhadgivenwaytogold,thoughrowanswerereddening,andthewoodsweredashedhereandtherewithatawnyfierceness,yetlightandwarmthandcolourwerestillpresentinundiminishedmeasure,cleanofanychillypremonitionsofthepassingyear。Buttheconstantchorusoftheorchardsandhedgeshadshrunktoacasualevensongfromafewyetunweariedperformers;therobinwasbeginningtoasserthimselfoncemore;andtherewasafeelingintheairofchangeanddeparture。Thecuckoo,ofcourse,hadlongbeensilent;butmanyanotherfeatheredfriend,formonthsapartofthefamiliarlandscapeanditssmallsociety,wasmissingtooanditseemedthattheranksthinnedsteadilydaybyday。Rat,everobservantofallwingedmovement,sawthatitwastakingdailyasouthingtendency;andevenashelayinbedatnighthethoughthecouldmakeout,passinginthedarknessoverhead,thebeatandquiverofimpatientpinions,obedienttotheperemptorycall。 Nature’sGrandHotelhasitsSeason,liketheothers。Astheguestsonebyonepack,pay,anddepart,andtheseatsatthetable-d’hoteshrinkpitifullyateachsucceedingmeal;assuitesofroomsareclosed,carpetstakenup,andwaiterssentaway;thoseboarderswhoarestayingon,enpension,untilthenextyear’sfullre-opening,cannothelpbeingsomewhataffectedbyalltheseflittingsandfarewells,thiseagerdiscussionofplans,routes,andfreshquarters,thisdailyshrinkageinthestreamofcomradeship。Onegetsunsettled,depressed,andinclinedtobequerulous。Whythiscravingforchange?Whynotstayonquietlyhere,likeus,andbejolly?Youdon’tknowthishoteloutoftheseason,andwhatfunwehaveamongourselves,wefellowswhoremainandseethewholeinterestingyearout。Allverytrue,nodoubttheothersalwaysreply;wequiteenvyyou——andsomeotheryearperhaps——butjustnowwehaveengagements——andthere’sthebusatthedoor——ourtimeisup!Sotheydepart,withasmileandanod,andwemissthem,andfeelresentful。TheRatwasaself-sufficingsortofanimal,rootedtotheland,and,whoeverwent,hestayed;still,hecouldnothelpnoticingwhatwasintheair,andfeelingsomeofitsinfluenceinhisbones。 Itwasdifficulttosettledowntoanythingseriously,withallthisflittinggoingon。Leavingthewater-side,whererushesstoodthickandtallinastreamthatwasbecomingsluggishandlow,hewanderedcountry-wards,crossedafieldortwoofpasturagealreadylookingdustyandparched,andthrustintothegreatseaofwheat,yellow,wavy,andmurmurous,fullofquietmotionandsmallwhisperings。Hereheoftenlovedtowander,throughtheforestofstiffstrongstalksthatcarriedtheirowngoldenskyawayoverhishead——askythatwasalwaysdancing,shimmering,softlytalking;orswayingstronglytothepassingwindandrecoveringitselfwithatossandamerrylaugh。Here,too,hehadmanysmallfriends,asocietycompleteinitself,leadingfullandbusylives,butalwayswithasparemomenttogossip,andexchangenewswithavisitor。Today,however,thoughtheywerecivilenough,thefield-miceandharvest-miceseemedpreoccupied。Manywerediggingandtunnellingbusily;others,gatheredtogetherinsmallgroups,examinedplansanddrawingsofsmallflats,statedtobedesirableandcompact,andsituatedconvenientlyneartheStores。 Somewerehaulingoutdustytrunksanddress-baskets,otherswerealreadyelbow-deeppackingtheirbelongings;whileeverywherepilesandbundlesofwheat,oats,barley,beech-mastandnuts,layaboutreadyfortransport。 `Here’soldRatty!’theycriedassoonastheysawhim。`Comeandbearahand,Rat,anddon’tstandaboutidle!’ `Whatsortofgamesareyouupto?’saidtheWaterRatseverely。 `Youknowitisn’ttimetobethinkingofwinterquartersyet,byalongway!’ `Oyes,weknowthat,’explainedafield-mouserathershamefacedly;`butit’salwaysaswelltobeingoodtime,isn’tit?WereallyMUSTgetallthefurnitureandbaggageandstoresmovedoutofthisbeforethosehorridmachinesbeginclickingroundthefields;andthen,youknow,thebestflatsgetpickedupsoquicklynowadays,andifyou’relateyouhavetoputupwithANYTHING;andtheywantsuchalotofdoingup,too,beforethey’refittomoveinto。Ofcourse,we’reearly,weknowthat;butwe’reonlyjustmakingastart。’ `O,botherSTARTS,’saidtheRat。`It’sasplendidday。Comeforarow,orastrollalongthehedges,orapicnicinthewoods,orsomething。’ `Well,ITHINKnotTO-DAY,thankyou,’repliedthefield- mousehurriedly。`PerhapssomeOTHERday——whenwe’vemoreTIME————’ TheRat,withasnortofcontempt,swungroundtogo,trippedoverahat-box,andfell,withundignifiedremarks。 `Ifpeoplewouldbemorecareful,’saidafield-mouseratherstiffly,`andlookwherethey’regoing,peoplewouldn’thurtthemselves——andforgetthemselves。Mindthathold-all,Rat! You’dbettersitdownsomewhere。Inanhourortwowemaybemorefreetoattendtoyou。’ `Youwon’tbe\"free\"asyoucallitmuchthissideofChristmas,Icanseethat,’retortedtheRatgrumpily,ashepickedhiswayoutofthefield。 Hereturnedsomewhatdespondentlytohisriveragain——hisfaithful,steady-goingoldriver,whichneverpackedup,flitted,orwentintowinterquarters。 Intheosierswhichfringedthebankhespiedaswallowsitting。 Presentlyitwasjoinedbyanother,andthenbyathird;andthebirds,fidgetingrestlesslyontheirbough,talkedtogetherearnestlyandlow。 `What,ALREADY,’saidtheRat,strollinguptothem。`What’sthehurry?Icallitsimplyridiculous。’ `O,we’renotoffyet,ifthat’swhatyoumean,’repliedthefirstswallow。`We’reonlymakingplansandarrangingthings。