第11章

类别:其他 作者:Stewart Edward White字数:12120更新时间:19/01/07 14:47:37
\"Don’tlooklikeIwasmuchatthisgame,doesit?\"saidhe。\"I wouldn’tpulldownmanypersimmonsoutofthattree。Yourconfoundedman’stoolively;Icouldn’thithimwithashotgun。\" Ordehadstoodlikearock,hisfeetplantedtothefloor,whileMurphyhadcircledaroundhimhittingatwill。Ordehitback,butwithoutlanding。NeverthelessMurphy,whenquestionedapart,didnotseemsatisfied。 \"Theman’spig—iron,\"saidhe。\"Ipunchedhimplentyhardenough,anditdidn’tseemtojarhdyougetyourtraining,sir?\"askedthehandler。 \"Mytraining?\"repeatedOrde,puzzled。\"Oh,Isee!Iwasalwaysprettyheavy,andIsupposetheworkontheriverkeepsamaninprettygoodshape。\" Gerald’slanguorhadvanished,andaglinthadappearedinhiseyethatwouldhaveremindedOrdeofMissBishop’smostmischievousmoodcouldhehaveseenit。 \"PutonthegloveswithMurphy,\"hesuggested,\"willyou?I’dliketoseeyoutwoatit。\" \"Surely,\"agreedOrdegood—naturedly。\"I’mnotmuchgoodatit,butI’djustassoontry。\"Hewasevidentlynotintheleastafraidtomeetthehandler,thoughasevidentlywithoutmuchconfidenceinhisownskill。 \"Allright;I’llbewithyouinasecond,\"saidGerald,disappearing。Intheanteroomherungabell,andtotheboywholeisurelyanswereditssummonshesaidrapidly: \"RunovertotheclubandfindMr。Winslow,Mr。Clark,andwhoeverelseisinthesmokingroom,andtellthemfrommetoconeovertothegymnasium。Tellthemthere’ssomefunon。\" Thenhereturnedtothegymnasiumfloor,whereMurphywasansweringOrde’squestionsastotheapparatus。Whilethetwomenwerepullingonthegloves,Geraldmanagedawordapartwiththetrainer。 \"Canyoudohim,Murph?\"hewhispered。 \"Sure!\"saidthehandler。\"Themkind’salwaysasslowasdray— horses。Theygetsmuscle—bound。\" \"Giveittohim,\"saidGerald,\"butdon’tkilim。\" Thegalleryatoneendtherunningtrackhadbyflowhalffilledwithinterestedspectators。 \"Time!\"calledGeraldforroundtwo。 ThistimeMurphywentinmoreviciously,aimingandmeasuringhisblowsaccurately。Ordestoodasbefore,ahumouroussmileofself— depreciationonhisface,hittingbackattheelusiveMurphy,butwithoutmucheffect,hisfeetneverstirringintheirtracks。Thehandlerusedhisbesttacticsandlandedalmostatwill,butwithoutapparentdamage。Hegrewugly——finallylosthishead。 \"Well,ifyewillhaveit!\"hemuttered,andaimedwhatwasintendedasaknockoutblow。 GeraldutteredahalfcryofwarningashispractisedeyecaughtMurphy’sintention。Theblowlanded。Orde’sheadsnappedback,buttothesurpriseofeveryonethepunchhadnoothereffect,andaquickexchangeofinfightingsentMurphystaggeringbackfromtheencounter。ThesmilehaddisappearedfromOrde’sface,andhiseyehadcalmed。 \"Lookhere,\"hecalledtoGerald,\"Idon’tunderstandthisgameverywell。Atschoolweused’taps。’Isamansupposedtohithard?\" Geraldhesitated,thenlookedbeyondOrdetothegallery。Toamanitmadefranticandsilentdemonstration。 \"Ofcourseyouhit,\"hereplied。\"Youcan’thurtanyonewiththosebiggloves。\" Ordeturnedbacktohisantagonist。Thelatteradvancedoncemore,hisbulletheadsunkbetweenhisshoulders,hislittleeyestwinkling。EvidentlyMr。Bishop’sfriendwouldnowtaketheaggressive,andforwardmovementwoulddeliveranextraforcetotheprofessional’sblows。 OrdedidnotwaitforMurphy,however。Likeatigerhesprangforward,hittingoutfiercely,firstwithonehandthenwiththeother。Murphygaveground,blocked,ducked,exertedallaringgeneral’sskilleithertostoporavoidtherush。Ordefollowedhiminsistent。Severaltimeshelanded,butalwayswhenMurphywasontheretreat,sotheblowshadnotmuchweight。SeveraltimesMurphyduckedinandplantedanumberofshort—armjabsatcloserange。 Theroundendedalmostimmediatelytoastormofapplausefromthegalleries。 \"Whatdoyouthinkofhisbeingmuscle—bound?\"GeraldaskedMurphy,asthelatterflunghimselfpantingonthewrestlingmatforhisrest。 \"He’squickaschainedlightning,\"acknowledgedtheothergrudgingly。\"ButI’llgethim。Hecan’tkeepthatup;he’llbewindedinhalfaminute。\" Ordesatdownonarollofmat。Hissmilehadquitevanished,andheseemedtobeawaitingeagerlythebeginningofthenextround。 \"Time!\"calledGeraldforthethird。 Ordeimmediatelysprangathisadversary,repeatingtheheadlongrushwithwhichthepreviousroundhadended。Murphyblocked,ducked,andkeptaway,occasionallydeliveringajoltasopportunityoffered,awaitingthetimewhenOrde’swearinesswouldleavehimattheother’smercy。Thatmomentdidnotcome。Theyoungmanhammeredawaytirelessly,insistently,deliveringahurricaneofhistwo—handedblows,pressingrelentlesslyinasMurphyshiftedandgaveground,hisheadup,hiseyessteady,oblivioustothereturnhammeringthenowdesperatehandleropposedtohim。Twominutespassedwithoutperceptibleslackeninginthisterrificpace。Thegallerywasinanuproar,andsomeofthememberswerepilingdownthestairstothefloor。PerspirationstoodoutalloverMurphy’sbody。Hisblowsfailedoftheireffect,andsomeofOrde’swerelanding。Atlength,bewilderedmorebythecontinuancethantheviolenceoftheattack,hedroppedhisringtacticsandclosedintostraightslugging,blowagainstblow,standup,giveandtake。 Ashesawhisopponentstand,Ordeutteredasoundofsatisfaction。 Hedroppedslightlyhisrightshoulderbehindhisnextblow。Theglovecrashedstraightasapile—driverthroughMurphy’supraisedhandstohisface,whichitmetwithasmack。Thetrainer,liftedbodilyfromtheground,washurledthroughtheair,tolanddoubledupagainstthesupportsofaparallelbars。Therehelayquitestill,hispalmsup,hisheadsunkforward。 Ordestaredathimamomentinastonishment,asthoughexpectinghimtoarise。When,however,heperceivedthatMurphywasinrealityunconscious,hetoreofftheglovesandranforwardtokneelbytheprofessional’sside。 \"Ididn’tsupposeonepunchlikethatwouldhurthim,\"hemutteredtothemencrowdingaround。\"Especiallywiththegloves。Doyousupposehe’skilled?\" ButalreadyMurphy’sarmsweremakingaimlessmotions,andadeepbreathraisedhischest。 \"He’sjustknockedout,\"reassuredoneofthemen,examiningtheprostratehandlerwithaprofessionalattention。\"He’llbeasgoodaseverinfiveminutes。Here,\"hecommandedoneofthegymnasiumrubberswhohadappeared,\"lendahandherewithsomewater。\" Theclubmencrowdedabout,alltalkingatonce。 \"You’reawonder,myfriend,\"saidone。 \"ByJove,he’shardlybreathingfastafterallthatrushing,\"saidasecond。 \"Soyoudidn’tthinkonepunchlikethatwouldhurthim,\"quotedanotherwithgood—naturedsarcasm。 \"No,\"saidOrde,simply。\"I’vehitmenthathardbeforewithmybarefist。\" \"Didtheysurvive?\" \"Surely。\" \"Whatkindofarmour—plateswerethey,inheaven’sname?\" Ordehadrecoveredhisbalanceandhumour。 \"Justplainordinaryrivermen,\"saidhewithalaugh。 \"Gentlemen,\"struckinGerald,\"Iwanttointroduceyoutomyfriend。\"Heperformedtheintroductions。ItwasnecessaryforhimtoexplainapartthatOrdewasinrealityhisfriend,anamateur,achancevisitorinthecity。Allinall,theaffairmadequitealittlestir,andwentfartogiveOrdeastandingwiththesesport— lovingyouths。 FinallyGeraldandOrdewerepermittedtofinishtheirgymnasiumpractice。Murphyhadrecovered,andcameforward。 \"Youhaveastrongpunch,sir,andyou’reabornnaturalfighter,sir,\"saidhe。\"Ifyouhadafewlessonsinboxing,sir,I’dputyouagainstthebest。\" Butlater,whentheyoungmenwereresting,eachunderhissheetafterarub—down,thetruesignificanceoftheaffairforOrdecameout。Sincethefight,Gerald’scustomarylassitudeofmannerseemedquitetohavelefthim。Hiseyewasbright,acolourmountedbeneaththepaleoliveofhisskin,thealmosteffeminatebeautyofhiscountenancehadanimated。HelookedacrossatOrdeseveraltimes,hesitated,andatlastdecidedtospeak。 \"Lookhere,Orde,\"saidhe,\"Iwanttoconfesssomethingtoyou。 Whenyoufirstcameherethreedaysago,Ihadlotsoffunwithmyselfaboutyou。Youknowyourclothesaren’tquitethething,andIthoughtyourmannerwasqueer,andallthat。Iwasacad。Iwanttoapologise。You’reaman,andIlikeyoubetterthananyfellowI’vemetforalongtime。Andifthere’sanytrouble——inthefuture——thatis——oh,hangit,I’monyourside——youknowwhatI mean!\" Ordesmiledslowly。 \"Bishop,\"washisunexpectedreply,\"you’renotnearsomuchofadandyasyouthinkyouare。\" XVIII Affairswentthusforaweek。OrdewasmuchattheBishopresidence,wherehewascordiallyreceivedbythegeneral,wherehegainedanoccasionalhalf—hourwithCarroll,andwherehewasalmostignoredbyMrs。Bishopinhercompleteself—absorption。Indeed,itistobedoubtedwhetherheattainedanyrealindividualitytothatlady,wholookedonalltheworldoutsideherfamilyasusefuloruselesstothechurch。 InthecourseofthehappymomentshehadalonewithCarroll,hearrivedatamoreintimateplaneofconversationwithher。HecametoanunderstandingofherunquestioningacceptanceofMrs。Bishop’sattitude。Carrolltrulybelievedthatnonebutherselfcouldperformforhermotherthevariouspettyofficesthatladydemandedfromhernextofkin,andthatherpracticalslaverywasduebyeveryconsiderationoffilialaffection。ToOrde’soccasionaltentativesuggestionthattheservicewasofasortbettersuitedtoapaidcompanionorevenahousemaid,sheansweredquiteseriouslythatitmademothernervoustohaveothersabouther,andthatitwasbettertodothesethingsthantothrowherintoa\"spell。\" Ordechafedatfirstoverseeinghispreciousopportunitiesthusfilchedfromhim;laterhefrettedbecauseheperceivedthatCarrollwasforced,howeverwillingly,tolaboursbeyondherstrength,toirksomeconfinement,andtothatintimateandwearingcloseassociationwiththeabnormalwhichinthelongrunisboundtodeadenthespirit。Helostsightofhisowngrievanceinthematter。Withperhapssomewhatofexaggerationhecamemightilytodesireforhermoreoftheopenair,bothofbodyandspirit。Oftenwhentrampingbacktohishotelhecommunedsavagelywithhimself,turningtheproblemoverandoverinhisminduntil,likeasnowball,ithadgatheredtoitselfcolossalproportions。 Andinhishotelroomhebroodedoverthestateofaffairsuntilhisthoughtstookaverygloomytingeindeed。Tobeginwith,inspiteofhismother’sassurance,hehadnofaithinhisowncause。HisacquaintancewithCarrollwasbutanaffairofmonths,andtheiractualmeetingscomprisedincrediblyfewdays。Ordewasnaturallyhumble—minded。Itdidnotseemconceivabletohimthathecouldwinherwithoutalongcourtship。AndsuperaddedwasthealmostintolerableweightofCarroll’sideasastoherdomesticduties。 AlthoughOrdeheldMrs。Bishop’sexactionsinveryslightesteem,andwasmostscepticalinregardtothedisastersthatwouldfollowtheirthwarting,neverthelesshehadtoconfesstohimselfthatallCarroll’straining,life,theverypurityandsweetnessofherdispositionlentthesituationanironrealityforher。Hebecamemuchdiscouraged。 Nevertheless,attheverymomentwhenhehadmadeuphismindthatitwouldbeutterlyuselesseventoindulgeinhopeforsomeyearstocome,hespoke。Itcameaboutsuddenly,andentirelywithoutpremeditation。 Thetwohadescapedforabreathofairlateintheevening。 Followingtheconventions,theymerelystrolledtotheendoftheblockandback,alwayswithinsightofthehouse。FifthAvenuewasgaywithilluminationandtheprancingofhorsesreturninguptownordowntotheWashingtonSquaredistrict。Incontrastthesidestreet,withitsaustererowsofbrownstonehouses,eachwithitsareaandflightofsteps,itsspacedgaslamps,itsdesertedroadway,seemedverystillandquiet。Carrollwasinatiredandpensivemood。Sheheldherheadback,breathingdeeply。 It’sonlyalittlestrip,butit’sthestars,\"saidshe,lookinguptotheskybetweenthehouses。\"They’resoquietandcalmandbig。\" SheseemedtoOrdeforthefirsttimelikealittlegirl。Thematurercomplexitieswhichweputonwithyears,withexperience,andwiththeknowledgeoflifehadforthemomentfallenfromher,leavingmerelythesimplesoulofchildhoodgazinginitseternalwonderatthestars。AwaveoftendernessliftedOrdefromhisfeet。Heleanedover,hisbreathcomingquickly。 \"Carroll!\"hesaid。 Shelookedupathim,andshrankback。 \"No,no!Youmustn’t,\"shecried。Shedidnotpretendtomisunderstand。Thepreliminariesseemedinsomemysteriousfashiontohavebeensaidlongago。 \"It’slifeordeathwithme,\"hesaid。 \"Imustnot,\"shecried,flutteringlikeabird。\"IpromisedmyselflongagothatImustalways,ALWAYStakecareofmother。\" \"Please,please,dear,\"pleadedOrde。Hehadnothingmoretosaythanthis,justthesimpleincoherentsymbolsofpleading;butinsuchcrisesitisratherthesoulthanthetonguethatspeaks。Hishandmethersandclosedaboutit。Itdidnotrespondtohisgrasp,nordiditdrawaway,butlaylimpandwarmandhelplessinhisown。 Sheshookherheadslowly。 \"Don’tyoucareforme,dear?\"askedOrdeverygently。 \"Ihavenorighttotellyouthat,\"answeredshe。\"Ihavetried,oh,sohard,tokeepyoufromsayingthis,forIknewIhadnorighttohearyou。\" Orde’sheartleapedwithawildexultation。 \"Youdocareforme!\"hecried。 Theyhadmountedthestepsandstoodjustwithinthevestibule。 Ordedrewhertowardhim,butsherepulsedhimgently。 \"No,\"sheshookherhead。\"Pleasebeverygoodtome。I’mveryweak。\" \"Carroll!\"criedOrde。\"Tellmethatyouloveme!Tellmethatyou’llmarryme!\" \"ItwouldkillmotherifIshouldleaveher,\"shesaidsadly。 \"Butyoumustmarryme,pleadedOrde。\"Wearemadeforeachother。 Godmeantusforeachother。\" \"Itwouldhavetobeafteragreatmanyyears,\"shesaiddoubtfully。 Shepulledthebell,whichjangledfaintlyinthedepthsofthehouse。 \"Good—night,\"shesaid。\"Cometometo—morrow。No,youmustnotcomein。\"ShecutshortOrde’sinsistenceandtheeloquencethathadjustfounditslifebyslippinginsidethehalf—opendoorandclosingitafterher。 Ordestoodforamomentuncertain;thenturnedawayandwalkedupthestreet,hiseyessoblindedbythegreaterglorythatheallbutrandownaninoffensivepasser—by。 Atthehotelhewrotealonglettertohismother。Thefirstpartwasfulloftheexultationofhisdiscovery。Hetoldofhisgoodfortunequiteassomethingjustborn,utterlyforgettinghismother’spredictionsbeforehecameEast。Thenasthefirsteffervescencedied,amoregloomyviewofthesituationcameuppermost。Tohisheatedimaginationthedeadlockseemedcomplete。 Carroll’sdevotiontowhatsheconsideredherdutyappearedunbreakable。InthereactionOrdedoubtedwhetherhewouldhaveitotherwise。Andthenhisfightingbloodsurgedbacktohisheart。 Alltheeloquence,thearguments,thepleadingsheshouldhavecommandedearlierintheeveninghurriedbelatedtotheirposts。 Afterthemanneroftheyoungandimaginativewheninthewhitefireofemotion,hebegandramatisingscenesbetweenCarrollandhimself。 Hesawthemplainly。Heheardthesoundofhisownvoiceasherehearsedtheargumentswhichshouldbreakherresolution。A woman’sdutytoherownsoul;herobligationtowardthemanshecouldmakeormarbyherlove;herself—respect;thenecessityofabreaksometime;theadvantageofhavingthecrisisoverwithnowratherthanlater;abeliefintheultimategoodeventoMrs。Bishopofthrowingthatladymoreonherownresources;andsoforthandsoondownalistofargumentsobviousenoughortrivialenough,butallinspiredbythesouloffervour,allennobledbythespiritoftruththatliesbackofthemajorpremisethatawomanshouldcleavetoaman,forsakingallothers。Ordesatbackinhischair,hiseyesvacant,hispenallbutfallingfromhishand。Hedidnotfinishthelettertohismother。Afterawhilehewentupstairstohisownroom。 Thefeveroftheargumentcoursedthroughhisveinsallthatlongnight。Overandoveragainherehearseditinwearisomerepetitionuntilithadassumedacertainandalmostinvariableform。Andwhenhehadreachedtheendofhispleadinghebeganitoveragain,untilthedaylightfoundhimwearyandfevered。Hearoseanddressedhimself。Hecouldeatnobreakfast。ByatremendouseffortofthewillherestrainedhimselffromgoingovertoNinthStreetuntilthemiddleofthemorning。 Heenteredthedrawing—roomtofindherseatedatthepiano。Hisheartbounded,andforaninstanthestoodstill,summoninghisforcestothestruggleforwhichhehadsopainfullygatheredhisammunition。Shedidnotlookupasheapproacheduntilhestoodalmostathershoulder。Thensheturnedtohimandheldoutbothherhands。 \"Itisnouse,Jack,\"shesaid。\"Icareforyoutoomuch。Iwillmarryyouwheneveryousay。\" XIX Ordeleftthateveningearly。ThiswasatCarroll’srequest。Shepreferredherselftoinformherfamilyofthenews。 \"Idon’tknowyethowmotherisgoingtogetalong,\"saidshe。 \"Comebackto—morrowafternoonandseethemall。\" ThenextmorningOrde,havingatlastfinishedanddespatchedthelettertohismother,drifteduptheavenueandintotheclub。AshepassedthesmokingroomhecaughtsightofGeraldseatedinanarmchairbythewindow。Heenteredtheroomandtookaseatoppositetheyoungfellow。 Geraldheldouthishandsilently,whichtheothertook。 \"I’mgladtohearit,\"saidGeraldatlast。\"Veryglad。ItoldyouIwasonyourside。\"Hehesitated,thenwentongravely:\"PoorCarrollishavingahardtime,though。Ithinkit’sworsethansheexpected。It’snoworsethanIexpected。Youaretobeoneofthefamily,soIamgoingtogiveyouapieceofadvice。It’ssomething,naturally,Iwouldn’tspeakofotherwise。ButCarrollismyonlysister,andIwanthertobehappy。Ithinkyouarethemantomakeherso,butIwantyoutoavoidonemistake。Fightitoutrightnow,andnevergivebackthegroundyouwin。\" \"Ifeelthat,\"repliedOrdequietly。 \"Mothermadefatherresignfromthearmy;andwhilehe’sadearoldboy,he’sneverdoneanythingsince。Sheholdsme——althoughIseethroughher——possiblybecauseI’mweakorindifferent,possiblybecauseIhaveasillyideaIcanmakeabadsituationbetterbyhangingaround。SheisrapidlyturningKendrickintoasullenlittleprig,becausehebelievesimplicitlyallthegrievancesagainsttheworldandtheindividualshepoursouttohim。Yousee,Ihavenoillusionsconcerningmyfamily。OnlyCarrollhasheldtoherfreedomofsoul,becausethat’sthejoyous,free,sweetnatureofher,blessher!Forthefirsttimeshe’spittedherwillagainstmother’s,andit’sabadclash。\" \"Yourmotherobjected?\"askedOrde。 Geraldlaughedalittlebitterly。\"Itwasverybad,\"saidhe。 \"You’vegrownhorns,hoofs,andatailovernight。There’snothingtoocriminaltohaveescapedyournotice。Ihavebeenforbiddentoconsortwithyou。Sohasthegeneral。Thebattleoflastnighthadtodowithyourcomingtothehouseatall。AsitisnotCarroll’shouse,naturallyshehasnorighttoinsist。\" \"Ishallnotbepermittedtoseeher?\"criedOrde。 \"Ididnotsaythat。Carrollannouncedthenquiteopenlythatshewouldseeyououtside。Ifancythatwasthecruxofthematter。 Don’tyousee?Thewholeaffairshiftedground。Carrollhasoffereddirectdisobedience。Oh,she’sabullylittlefighter!\"hefinishedinadmiringaccents。\"Youcan’tquiterealisewhatshe’sdoingforyoursake;she’snotonlyfightingmother,butherownheart。\" Ordefoundanoteatthehotel,askinghimtobeinWashingtonSquareathalf—pasttwo。 Carrollmethimwithabrightsmile。 \"Thingsaren’tquiterightathome,\"shesaid。\"Itisagreatshocktopoormotheratfirst,andshefeelsverystrongly。Oh,itisn’tyou,dear;it’sthenotionthatIcancareforanybodybuther。Yousee,she’sbeenusedtotheotherideasolongthatIsupposeitseemedapartoftheuniversetoher。She’llgetusedtoitafteralittle,butittakestime。\" Ordeexaminedherfaceanxiously。Twobrightredspotsburnedonhercheeks;hereyesflashedwithanervousanimation,andafaintshadehadsketcheditselfbeneaththem。 \"Youhadahardtime,\"hemurmured,\"youpoordear!\" Shesmiledupathim。 \"Wehavetopayforthegoodthingsinlife,don’twe,dear?Andtheyareworthit。Thingswillcomerightafteralittle。Wemustnotbetooimpatient。Now,let’senjoytheday。Theparkisn’tsobad,isit?\" Atfiveo’clockOrdetookherbacktoherdoorstep,wherehelefther。 Thiswentonforseveraldays。 AttheendofthattimeOrdecouldnotconcealfromhimselfthatthestrainwasbeginningtotell。Carroll’sworriedexpressiongrewfromdaytoday,whiletheanimationthatcharacterisedhermannerwhenfreedfromtherestraintbecamemoreandmoreforced。Shewasasthoughdominatedbysomeinnertensity,whichshedarednotrelaxevenforamoment。ToOrde’squestioningssherepliedasevasivelyasshecould,assuringhimalwaysthatmattersweregoingaswellasshehadexpected;thatmotherwasverydifficult;thatOrdemusthavepatience,forthingswouldsurelycomeallright。Shebeggedhimtoremainquiescentuntilshegavehimtheword;andsheimploreditsoearnestlythatOrde,thoughhechafed,wasforcedtoawaittheturnofevents。Everyafternoonshemethim,fromtwotofive。Thesituationgavelittleopportunityforlovers’ demonstrations。Sheseemedentirelyabsorbedbytheinnerstressofthestruggleshewasgoingthrough,sothathardlydidsheseemabletofollowcoherentlyevenplansforthefuture。Sheappeared,however,togainamysteriousrefreshmentfromOrde’smereproximity;sograduallyhe,withthatstreakofalmostfeminineintuitionwhichistheespecialgifttolovers,cametothepointofsittingquitesilentwithher,claspingherhandoutofsightofthechancepasser—by。Whenthetimecametoreturn,theyaroseandwalkedbacktoNinthStreet,stillinsilence。Atthedoortheysaidgood—bye。Hekissedherquitesoberly。 \"IwishIcouldhelp,sweetheart,\"saidhe。 Sheshookherheadathim。 \"Youdohelp,\"shereplied。 FromGeraldattheclub,Ordesoughtmoreintimatenewsofwhatwasgoingon。Forseveraldays,however,theyoungmanabsentedhimselffromhisusualhaunts。ItwasonlyattheendoftheweekthatOrdesucceededinfindinghim。 \"No,\"Geraldansweredhisgreeting,\"Ihaven’tbeenaroundmuch。 I’vebeenstickingprettyclosehome。\" Littlebylittle,Orde’seagerquestionsdrewoutthetruthofthesituation。Mrs。Bishophadshutherselfupinablindandincredibleobstinacy,whenceshesalliedwithfloodsofcomplaints,tears,accusations,despairs,reproaches,vows,hysterics——allthebatteryofthewomanmisunderstood,butinwhichsherefusedtolistentoaconsecutiveconversation。IfCarrollundertooktosayanything,thethirdwordwouldstarthermotheroffintooneofherlongandhystericaltirades。Itwasverywearing,andthereseemedtobenothinggainedfromdaytoday。Herchildhaddisobeyedher。 Andasaclimax,shehadassumedtheimpregnablepositionofacompleteprostration,whereinshedemandedtheminutecareofaninvalidinthecrisisofadisorder。Shecouldbearnofaintestrayofillumination,nolightestfootfall。Inahushedtwilightshelay,hereyesswathed,moaningfeeblythatherearlydissolutionatthehandsofingratitudewasimminent。Thussheestablishedadeadlockwhichwaslikelytocontinueindefinitely。ThemerementionofthesubjectnearestCarroll’sheartbroughtthefeeblecomplaint: \"Doyouwanttokillme?\" TheonlyscrapofvictorytobesnatchedfromthisstrickenfieldwasthefactthatCarrollinsistedongoingtomeetherlovereveryafternoon。Theinvaliddemandedeverymomentofhertime,eitherforpersonalattendanceorinfulfilmentofnumerousandexactingchurchduties。Anattempt,however,toencroachthusontheafternoonhoursmetastonewallofresolutiononCarroll’spart。 ThiswasthesituationOrdegatheredfromhistalkwithGerald。 Thoughhefrettedunderthetyrannyexacted,hecouldseenothingwhichcouldrelievethesituationsavehisownwithdrawal。Hehadalreadylongover—stayedhisvisit;importantaffairsconnectedwithhisworkdemandedhisattention,hehadthecomfortofCarroll’sloveassured;andthelapseoftimealonecouldbedependedontochangeMrs。Bishop’sattitude,aconsummationonwhichCarrollseemedset。AlthoughOrdefeltallthelivelydissatisfactionnaturaltoanewlyacceptedloverwhohadgainedslightopportunityforfavours,forconfidences,evenforthemakingofplans,neverthelesshecouldseeforthepresentnothingelsetodo。 ThemorningafterhehadreachedthisconclusionheagainmetGeraldatthegymnasium。Thatyoungman,whileasimperturbableandlanguidinmovementasever,concealedanexcitement。Heexplainednothinguntilthetwo,afterashowerandrub—down,wereclothingthemselvesleisurelyintheemptycouch—room。 \"Orde,\"saidGeraldsuddenly,\"I’mworriedaboutCarroll。\" OrdestraightenedhisbackandlookedsteadilyatGerald,butsaidnothing。 \"Motherhascommencedbotheringheragain。Itwasn’tsobadaslongasshestucktodaytime,butnowshe’stakentoprowlinginadozentimesanight。Iheartheirvoicesforanhourorsoatatime。 I’mafraidit’sbeginningtowearonCarrollmorethanyourealise。\" \"Thankyou,\"saidOrdebriefly。 ThatafternoonwithCarrollhetooktheaffairfirmlyinhand。 \"Thisthinghascometothepointwhereitmuststop,\"saidhe,\"andI’mgoingtostopit。IhavesomerightsinthematterofthehealthandcomfortofthegirlIlove。\" \"Whatdoyouintendtodo?\"askedCarroll,frightened。 \"Ishallhaveitoutwithyourmother,\"repliedOrde。 \"Youmustn’tdothat,\"imploredCarroll。\"Itwoulddoabsolutelynogood,andwouldjustresultinaquarrelthatcouldneverbepatchedup。\" \"Idon’tknowasIcareparticularly,\"saidOrde。 \"ButIdo。Think——sheismymother。\" Ordestirreduneasilywithamentalreservationastoselfishness,butsaidnothing。 \"Andthinkwhatitmeanstoagirltobemarriedandgoawayfromhomefinallywithoutherparent’sconsent。It’sthemostbeautifulandsacredthinginherlife,andshewantsittobeperfect。It’sworthwaitingandfightingalittlefor。Afterall,wearebothyoung,andwehaveknowneachothersuchaveryshorttime。\" Soshepleadedwithhim,bringingforwardalltheunanswerableargumentsbuiltbythelongaverageexperienceoftheworld—— argumentswhichOrdecouldnotrefute,butwhosefalsitytothesituationhefeltmostkeenly。HecouldnotspecifywithoutbetrayingGerald’sconfidence。Raginginwardly,heconsentedtoafurtherarmistice。 Athishotelhefoundatelegram。Hedidnotopenituntilhehadreachedhisownroom。Itwasfromhome,urginghisimmediatereturnfortheacceptanceofsomecontractedwork。 \"Tohellwiththecontractedwork!\"hemutteredsavagely,andcallingabell—boy,sentananswerverymuchtothateffect。Thenheplungedhishandsintohispockets,stretchedouthislegs,andfellintoadeepandgloomymeditation。 Hewasinterruptedbyaknockonthedoor。 \"Comein!\"hecalled,withoutturninghishead。 Heheardthedooropenandshut。Afteramomenthelookedaround。 KendrickBishopstoodwatchinghim。 Ordelitthegas。 \"Hello,Kendrick!\"saidhe。\"Sitdown。\"Theboymadenoreply。 Ordelookedathimcuriously,andsawthathewassufferingfromanintenseexcitement。Hisframetrembledconvulsively,hislipswerewhite,hisfacewentredandpalebyturns。Evidentlyhehadsomethingtosay,butcouldnotyettrusthisvoice。Ordesatdownandwaited。 \"You’vegottoletmymotheralone,\"hemanagedtosayfinally。 \"Ihavedonenothingtoyourmother,Kendrick,\"saidOrdekindly。 \"You’vebroughthertothepointofdeath,\"assertedKeudrickviolently。\"You’rehoundinghertohergrave。You’returningthoseshelovesbestagainsther。\"